Another poem - I'm sorry, I'm crying and need to let loose my soul. Whatever is left.

I'll give you
Countless amounts
Of outright acceptance
If you want it

It was like my soul,
My lovely soul,
Had been torn,
Shattered,
Bent into
A mangled demon,
Would I ever see you,
My love, again?
I don't believe in God,
But that night I prayed,
That my love would,
Never falter,
Never be conditional,
Never stop me,
From loving you,
Oh, love,
What can I say?
How can I say it?
Can I scream it to you?
Will I be heard anymore?

I will give
You encouragement,
If you need it,
To choose,
The path,
That you want,
if you need it

Who should I cry my soul to?
Who the devil,
Will listen?
Who will hold me?
Who will know my deepest fears?
Am I really alive?
Am I really this horrible?
A monster,
Bent on soulless,
Begging?
Can I love you?
Can I scream with you?
Can I die in your arms,
Accepted?
Or rejected?
You don't know,
You don't know,
How you make
My soul sob,
Oh, I adore you,
Oh I would do anything for you,
Please don't leave me,
Dying,
Dead.

You can share,
You're so-called accounts,
of times in you're life,
And I won't judge it

Just hold me, Donna,
Just keep my soul close,
Because I fear,
I fear I may break it.
I can't say yes,
But why say no?
I love you,
Denial isn't acceptance,
And I lose all I love.
I need you more than,
Air,
Anything.
I love you.
Who can I scream it to?
You? Will you,
With all your glory,
Listen to my dead heart and horrible pleas for,
Forgiveness?
I'm sorry,
I can't say no,
But why say yes?
I'm in heaven, don't let me drop anymore,
Don't let me die,
In anyone else's arms,
But yours,
Please, I beg of you,
I plead with you're soul,
I can't take it anymore.
I want out,
Give me haven,
Give me shelter,
Or just let me /die/,
Oh, please, love.

I just.. had to write it. I want to write legions more. So much more.. But it's long enough...