Akuji (Bio)

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Full Name: Akuji Esther Vakil.
- Pictogram: x
- Age: Adult.
- Gender: Doe.
- Species: Fallow deer.
- Scent: Old books and smoke.
- Size: 6/3
- Appearance: Space Beluga pelt, Barn Owl mask and Swan antlers.
- Sexual Orientation: Asexual/Straight.
- Mate: -
- Offspring: -

-WARNING: Gore, horror, call it what you want.-
Though her life wasn't hard, Akuji had never felt truly happy. The first dark thought emerged very early, when she was just a fawn. The next one made an appearance when she was a pre-teen, but it quickly left her mind when she met her first crush. Having forgotten his name after so many years, she did remember how it felt to kill him when the dark thoughts, which were at first nothing to be concerned about, attacked her mind, made her head ache and body tremble. But, instead of trying to fight them, she dived into them, enjoying every single bit of the numb feeling they gave her. No, she didn't black out, nothing was in control of her body, she did it willingly, happily. She tore his flesh apart piece to piece and left him there to rot, the now nameless boy that of whom the memory of she would always cherish, because he was her first and for a while, only kill. For a while, she felt good, even close to being happy, but there was a nagging voice in her mind that kept saying that there would be consequences to all of her kills. She listened to it and didn't kill until she was in her teens. The doe she met, a little bit younger then her, had became an important person and not-so-sadly, she killed without a second thought. The next few deer, whose names she never bothered to remember, were also easy to kill. Coming to a sudden stop with the killings when she started feeling cold from inside out, not mentally, physically. The teeth-chattering, bone numbing cold had suddenly attacked her body, making her seek the warmth of other creatures. It never went away, not even now and only a few things helped, winter wasn't one of them. Quite a few deer that she met, probably knew her as the friendly and cheerful doe who always liked moving around. She kept her thoughts to herself, faked her feelings, put on a mask and slowly started to become even better at hiding her true self that she almost, almost forgot who she was.

- Body heat, sunny spots, a lot of moving around help keep the cold down to a bearable level.
- Winter is deadly. if she stays cold for too long, her muscles will harden, it will be harder to breathe and her heart will slow down.
- She will easily fall in love, though not hard and has found herself to be in love with more than one person at a time.
- She prefers older, more mature males over the younger, energetic ones.
- She had had thoughts of cannibalism, thought she wasn't interested enough to try it.
- Instead of yelling or throwing a fit when angry, furious or annoyed, she will progressively become calmer, colder, which is when she is at one of her most dangerous points.
- No, no one will be able to change her, but they might be able to keep her on a short leash without getting hurt if she finds that she needs them in one way or another.
- She can be both possessive and dismissive when it comes to her 'partner' being close to another female or male.

(Please tell me if you see any errors.)
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