R E C E N T L Y
Emotional: Good, but lil confused Mental: ?
(11/15)
Spent time with Aurora, Ronra, Umay and Eliah. Still feels bad for what happend between him and Neiro, few parts of his body hurts still but tries not to show it. Wanted to go by Muiel but she had company. Eliah left and a very small baby fawn came by (Potato). Became a cushion for a while. Shay showed up soon. Didn't know what to do, knew she was angry at him. Was attacked(ish), tried to avoid her as much as possible. Didn't want the blame for something he didn't start, even though it was his fault also. Went away to be alone. Shay came by, said sorry to her a couple too many times. Followed her back to Umay, Rui and Ronra.
B A S I C S & T R A I T S
Name: Adriian | Gender: Stag | Age: Adult | Size: #29
calm-kind-dignified-loving-understandable-joyful
distant-stubborn-unstable-sensitive-unsure-bitter
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Has problems with making decisions | Will always protect the ones he cares for | Kind to those who are kind to him | Often feels guilt, even if he didn't do anything wrong | Anti-drama queen, but only if he's involved
RELATIONS & OTHER
Positive: Aurora,Crucio(?),Illrose(?),Jahi,Lume,Rojan,Solei,Kody,Morikiah(?)
Leviathann(?),Pandora(?),Rui,Shay,Shineri(?),Sho(?),Talla(?),Umay
Unsure: Miyako(?),Neiro,Nikodim,Nidhem,,Sianna
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All Adriian's actions are in character, but I do take fully responsability for him ofcourse. Top art is made by Apeldille ♥
/steals page
Omg, disaster! O:
FFFFFFF I WANTED TO STEAL THE
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HAHAHA, AW YOU TWO
((Haha Jupiter was all "This
The fawn warily allowed Adriian near, and in to her flower patch. He wasn't acting too upset, too angry, or really threatening at all. Why was he walking on eggshells when he could just walk all over her? Heck, why did he even bother to come over to her at all?
"Why?"
The question was simple, straightforward. Her green eyes watched him warily, ears pricked, entire body focused on the skull-faced golden deer. The skin on her shoulder quivered, shooing a fly from her healing bite mark.
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(Haha, I noticed that!
Adriian understood that Jupiter didn't wanted him near, since what he had done to her, but that was something that did not care about. He stood still and looked at her irritation.
''I'm only here to tell you I'm sorry, nothing else.''
The fawn acknowledged his
"It's okay. I wasn't really the sweetest thing, either... goading Niko to attack you that way."
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He smiled by what she said
''Good, I think we will get along well.''
The fawn nodded in
"Just as long as you don't mind my being around Nikodim."
Jupiter giggled a bit. Oh what had she gotten herself in to? She was now friends with a pair of enemies! Life had just gone from crazy to downright insane... and she was okay with that.
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Adriian was surprised by how
''Niko and I aren't enemies, we are just..em'' His brain stoped to work and it took some minutes before he started to continue talking. ''I'm just very angry at his behaviour. And no, I wont stop you from being around him, there is something you have to choose on your own.''
(is she online right now btw? I'm pretty sure its her right?)
(Yeah that's her.) "Oh..."
"Oh..."
The fawn bit her lip in thought. Not enemies, yet they fight. They were both mad at each other, yet they were not enemies.
"I still don't understand... I guess it's just... something I have to watch and learn?"
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Adriian lissened without
((Re-Tracking with my new
"I'll tell you, Adriian. But really, I will be fine. I promise."
Jupiter grinned. Adriian would make a good protector-parent too.
:'D Thank you!
"You seem sad." The feline
This just isn't my day. :'D
She wasn't ignoring him on purpose, I was afk. ♥
Pink: He looked at her,
He looked at her, worried. But still he didn't wanted to tell her the truth. ''I'm okey.'' Saying that hurted him, since he knows that he can talk to her about everything. ''Just don't worry about it.''
Lost: Oh, I'm sorry! <3
You don't have to take it like that, I know she didn't ^^ Its just how he sees it, haha. ♥
Just wanted to let you know,
She peers at him through her
Umay gives her friend a small, friendly nudge agaisnt his shoulder. "Well, I'm always here if you need something."
Pink: He didn't say so much,
He didn't say so much, just looked down on the ground. Adriian wanted to say alot of thing to her but he was not ready yet. ''I know, and thank you.'' He smiled a little, to make her realise that he appreciated all she have done to him.
Lost: ♥!
The doe moved forward, her
"I'm sorry I could not keep him away."
Her words were gentle, soft, and punctuated with caring. The long-haired doe moved around Adriian's form, looking for all of the places where the pollen was dark and trying to ignore the metallic stench of the drying soul.
"He made your soul leak..."
The doe returned to the stag's head, and though she could not see his face to read the expression, it seemed clear to her.
"Are you going to be okay?"
''Shh, It was not you're
( sorry for a sucha bad RP, my fantasy is zero right now haha. <3 )
(mine got to level...er.... 2
The speech seemed as if Adriian was talking to a fawn, but she was stressed... and it did help. "But..." She sighed. "I see now why Umay and everyone else don't really like him... it would be hard to leave because I have been taken care of by Niko for so long. But I can't help but having those feelings like I am endangering everyone else, especially Umay's child."
The doe grumbled, a little frustrated but a bit calmer. "It was Nikodim's fault." She stated decisively. Jupiter had a lot to think about.
''You shouldn't have those
You neeeeeed to make a
I wanna know what he looks like B)
Yeesssssss I will! Haha, I
<3
The doe nodded soberly. "I
''What do you blame your self
"I understand, Adriian. It
The doe spun around and left.
Sorry about the slow
Pffft! It's okey Xemi! It
It happens to me too I must say, haaha. ♥
Niko was actually trying to
Niko huuuuugs
/shoves on
"Ad..huh..Adriian...
"What's bothering you, hm?"
[ Hope you don't mind ;u;
"Adriian," He called out to the stag in monotone as he approached.
"We need to talk." Mere feet away he would stop, staring down the golden one. Piercing eyes slid over that mangled and beaten form, taking in every detail of his injuries from the previous day and before. A look of disapproval slid onto his expression, which previously, had been immersed in a neutral mask. Now, it twisted into something much more personal than that.
"Is this what makes you happy? Getting beat to shit by that asshole? You have no idea what you're doing, to me, to them, to us." Through the gaps in his unearthly helm both eyes narrowed, ever so slightly, cold with disbelief and hard with anger. The tone in which he spoke, however, remained deathly calm. Small hints of emotion broke through the barrier that fought to hold them back, slowly dwindling and growing thin with wear.
"I've jumped in to defend you, to fight for you. I've given you company when no one else would. I've sought you out when you were alone. I've cleaned your wounds to starve off infection. You could tell me that you didn't want my help. But you and I both know, in spite of what defense you may have, that you needed it. We have young ones here now, and I am not the first one who told you to make a choice, am I? This isn't an option any longer. It's a requirement. If you continue to associate with those beasts and barons then stay away from us, and stay away from our children." Subtle fury flared up in the rise and fall of his fur and the way his ears pinned themselves to his skull. Slowly he stepped around Adriian as he spoke, fully surveying the damage. Then, his voice grew gentle and sullen with his expression.
"We want you with us, but you can't be with us if you're against us. If you would stop to open your eyes you might realize that this is hurting you as much as it's hurting us. But as per usual, no one can make a decision for you. That, you need to do for yourself. Do what makes you happy." Unless a response was given to him he would have gladly turned and left, the gist of what he wanted to say having been said. If Adriian should choose to discuss it in further detail, however, the Reaper was all ears.
[ .. holy shit it's a novel ;___; I'm sorry ]
Pandoras: Haha, what? Oooh
Global: ''Umay? She will take me away. Shes one of my best friends Poplar, I'm sorry.''
Dampir: ''Some problems with Niko, just..''
Xemi:
Everything Crucio said was like a shock in Adriian's ears. ''No, no! Crucio, this was never ment to happen. Do you think I wanted this to happen?'' He took a big breath. ''It was not ment to hurt anyone, I did not wanted your help...I know that you only want to help me, but It always turns out to be my foult in the end. And I don't know how to handle that anymore, I never wanted Niko around me.''
His confidence started to get low, he took a break before starting to talk again. ''I know, I know...I appreciate everything you have done, really...You mean alot to me.. I'm so sorry for everything Crucio..'' He looked up to Crucio, It was hard to show how sorry he was and he didn't wanted to turn out like a fake friend. ''My decision will always be you and my family, It has always ben...But what should I do if Nikodim comes to me again?'' Adriian was afraid of asking Crucio, but he really needed to know.
( Hahahhah, no worries ;D )
"Adriian. You have known me
Adriann. I asked you not long
It seems you have faltered, when I thought we had an understanding. Nikodim still poses a great threat to our family group, and I hear you're in the center of it.. Again.
What should I do with you now? I told you before, and I'll tell you again - threats to Umay, Kody and the others must be eliminated. It is for the greater good of your family.
Tell me, Adriann... Are you a threat?
"How can you say that you
"You would defend us just as we defended you. In anyone else's position it would have been no different. So long as you're one of us, it's how things work." Hesitantly, those ears flicked forward. His gaze dropped once again, scattering itself in intervals between the open wounds littering Adriian. This was simply not worth it.
"If you don't want it to happen, then do one, simple thing; do NOT go to him," The Reaper's voice escalated into a mixture between concern, and warning, for the stag's own good.
"If he comes to you we will deal with him, as we have always dealt with him. If YOU go to him, however.. that is when we have problems. We have no quarrels with aiding you, but first, you need to help yourself by cutting off all contact with him when possible."
"We do still love you, and do still care about you.. keep it that way. You're important to us - to me - as well, Adriian. This powerful conversation aside, I'm.. I'm glad to see you again. We missed you." Closing the distance between them, he touched his nose to Adriian's forehead, a near brotherly act of affection and gratitude. It was good to have him back, even with all the events that transpired as a result.
Global: ''I did, but I was a
Meni: ''Yes, I did made a choise, and I stick to it still. I'm not a friend of Nikodim and I did not made him come to me this time, trust me.
A threat? Never...Please trust me Levi, this wasn't supposed to happen...I'm sorry!''
"Even you blame me for him.
Xemi: ''I didn't wanted it
''I didn't wanted it to happen! What more should I say?...I'm more like an teenager than an adult, I don't understand this.''
''I won't go to him, thats an promise, please trust me.'' He didn't known what to say more than that. ''I love you guys too, alot.'' Adriian's sad smile became an happier smile when Crucio told Adriian that he missed him. ''I missed you too.''
Global: ''I don't blame you, It was not your foult that Niko came to me...Alright? I just don't know how to handle this anymore. I'm so sorry Poplar..Give me some time.''
Inevitably Crucio's
"I do trust you, and I believe you. Please, I hope that you will understand, this is for the good and everyone - you included. It pains us to see you constantly injured by that monster. It may be a rough road for a while but we'll do what we can for each other and help you through this. We're still here for you." A gentle nuzzle to Adriian's crown, to make up for the lack of one earlier.
"Please, forgive me for my actions earlier. I was simply frustrated, I thought we were losing you. Perhaps I thought, it would be easier to cast you away on my own will, than have to suffer losing a friend."
His pleads seem to reach the
A heavy sigh and she steps closer, looking down at her friend.
I don't want to see you scorned by the family any longer - this break down the middle needs to be rectified at all costs. Nobody needs to hurt any more. Our family does not need to be torn. Think of us, Adriian, as we think of you. And if you ever need to talk, or need advice.. just ask. We're here for you, you're not doing this alone.
She runs the underside of her skull over his ears, and then quickly departs.
"I.. just don't want to lose
Xemi: ''I undertsand, Its
''I undertsand, Its not easy...Thanks, I appreciate that.'' He also appreciated the nuzzle Crucio gave him.
''Its okey, you had the right to do so.'' ... ''Oh, but you won't lose me.'' Adriian smiled.
[ Ty for the rp, Corell
Xemi: Aww, no problem! It
Aww, no problem! It was fun ^^ Thank you! Its good to be back. <3
Meni:
''I know, I made a promise so they won't get hurt.'' He looked down on the ground when she started to talk about Umay, since everything she'd ben through. ''I know that she does.''
''I do think of you, all the time. Thank you, I will.''
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Global: ''Thank you for giving me time. I won't leave you.'' He accepted her nuzzle and nuzzled her back. ''I will take a wash, thank you. I love you too, hun.''
"when he suddenly ran over
oh shit okay um LOL let me explain that
I wouldn't really count that as Crucio ignoring him
He'd been idling with Pan all morning, I was on another window but for some stupid reason he got up on EF and ran a ways away =__= he HAD been asleep til then.. ugh.. stupid EF
I honestly didn't even see Adriian on Crucio at all @___@ just went "oh shit wtf is he doing this far away" and brought him back over to Pan to idle again when I noticed, lol