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December 21st, 2024 - Updated connections


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    December 4th, 2024 OOC

    My mind has been elsewhere and has also forgot to open TEF to my laptop for the background, but it is always nice to come back to the forest whenever you have taken short or long time away from it.

    I wish there would be night and snowing during Yule festival (christmas). It is my favorite weather in the forest, so really hoping it will show during the December.


    November 25th, 2024

    A new css for Ferne!
    Very pleased how it turned out. The first code wasn't that nice what I was expecting, but thankfully I took time with it and tried again.
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    Spend a little bit of time with Atlas and Saater under the Big Oak tree, but eventually had to leave the forest.

    When arrived back to the forest, played with three fawns: Saater, Grilles and SerraA the third (whose name I forgot to write up, will try to remember write it up next time). Enjoyed having fun with the fawns and ran around the forest, dancing and giving mask spells and flowers to each others. A bit of air-sitting/dancing too.

    Later followed Fjara to the pond to rest.

Basic Informations
Pictogram: Fernelescent (fifth generation)
Creation day: 1st day of October, 2024
Title: ??

Full Name: Fernelescent
Name Meaning: ‘Strong as a tree in stormy weather’
Nicknames: Ferne, Fern

Birthday: 6th day of October
Age: Young adult | 27 in human years.
Zodiac sign: Libra | Ox
Birth runes: Gebo & Raidho

Gender: Cis Female, feminine | Doe | she/her
Sexual Orientation: Demisexual Aromantic
Status: Single

Species: Envoria*A cervine mix: Père David's deer (Elaphurus davidianus), Wapiti (Cervus canadensis), Caribou (Rangifer tarandus).

Reference: Fullbody, Masks
Height: 1.4 m / 4 ft 5 in from shoulders, #10.
Weight: 290 kg / 639 lb.

Scent: Earthy scent; Pine resin and thyme. *The scent of a new book, nostalgic, ink and paper.

Voice: voice text here
Diet: Herbivore

Origin: The Endless Forest, Deveviach.
Haunts: A free soul who wanders around without staying in the same spot for too long a period of time. Have a few favorite spots where she may visit more often.
Favorite spots: Flower patches, Sun spots and under the Weeping willows.





Personality Inner, Facts, Likes & Dislikes

MBTI personality: ?
Alignment: ?
Enneagram: ?

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Benevolent - Calm - Caring - Compassionate - Hardworking - Imaginative - Kind - Honest - Energetic - Genuine - Curious - Dutiful - Independent - Logical - Loyal - Optimistic - Peaceful - Sociable - Escapist - Over thinker - Realistic - Conscientiousness - Understanding - Jealous - Tolerant - Supportive - Playful - Compulsive

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Art made by Saater
Calm - Being calm and staying in that state is very easy for her, even if there is any loud noise and distractions in the background, she can block all the loud noises around her and keep her calm aura on. Even in stressful situations she can keep calm and continue thinking about solutions. Her demeanor is to not make any extraordinary noises or eye-catching actions to cause her to be at center of the attention.

Kindness - The aura around her is very welcoming and warm, always ready to share good company for those who wants it or needs it. Believes that everyone is equal and treats them accordingly. Respects all souls equally, without knowing the other first, but her opinion of the other may change if the other shows that they are not worthy of respect. She does not hesitate to be cold towards those who behave coldly towards her, or show that they do not want anything good, but the opposite. She knows that everyone aren't perfect beings and that there is also not good intentions in someones mind, but it doesn't mean that everyone have rights to treat others badly. She believes that everyone deserve the kindness.

Protective - Feels a deep desire to protect, especially close friends or family members. Doesn't hesitate to be a barrier and a protector for someone, who she sees that they needs it.

Energetic - Energetic aura can be seen and felt around her at times. Even if she is calm by mind, she can be very playful and energetic when she feels like it. It can be shown as running around, playing with others or just laughing together with those who share the company and good vibes. She is not shy to show her playful side of hers nor doesn't say no when someone asks her to run around the forest or spell spamming. there is also times when she just wants to sleep or sit on one spot with friends and just be.

Sociable - It is not hard for her to go and find company by herself from elsewhere. She has always been quite sociable persona and it's always nice to find company when feeling like it. Isn't afraid to approach someone new she hasn't seen yet, to share company or maybe starting an conversation with. She also isn't against the idea if someone wants to join and sit with her out of nowhere, she would genuinely like it.

Realistic - Isn't too naive to believe that everyone are kind to her, even if she is kind to them. Will not put her trust for everyone who she meets at the first time. Even if she is kind and believes that everyone deserves the kindness. Her trust must be earned. Also, her being kind doesn't means she may be friendly to everyone. She does has manners and she thinks positively and is open-minded, but she also is realistic about life and other beings and that everyone aren't as friendly or kind as she may want to believe. She is always kind, but being friendly for everyone is not possible, if the opposite shows the negative side of theirs and hurt her the way she doesn't like or her friends or family members. Watching how others treat other beings, she may judge those who treat others badly or disrespectfully.

She knows that everyone she meet will stay in her life forever, but she isn't sad about it, but more like curious about it. She wish to be a person for someone who have positive effect for the others, maybe a guide, or someone who gave support and shoulder. Nonetheless someone who has made good mark for someone even if they haven't continued their path together and grown apart.

Her demeanor exudes calmness and gentleness. Generally her first meetings are usually started with gentle smile on her face and open arms to welcome the other. She is easy to approach and also easy to either talk to or be in a calm and quiet environment, where the other doesn't have to feel anxious or feel like an outsider.

She isn't flawless and she knows it. There are some traits she doesn't like in herself and there is always days when she try to improve her own behavior towards others and towards herself too. There are times when she hates how she reacts and she may become very self-critical about her behavior, which may cause anxiety and uncontrollable mood behaviors.

Likes

  • Sharing company, chilling.

  • Sleeping and cuddling.

  • Butterflies landing on her when sitting on the flower patch.

  • Running around the forest

  • Spell spamming

  • Helping others

  • Winter, snow/snowing

  • Candles (darkness with candle lights)
  • Dislikes

  • Feeling helpless

  • Unjustice

  • Dangerous predators

  • Someone hurting innocents

  • Fire, forest fires (fear)

  • Fighting (physical or verbal)

  • Drama (doesn't want to be involved to any drama)

  • Uncontrolled emotions (hurting someone when emotions take control)
  • Facts
    - Enjoys spending here time around the pond. Sitting under the willow trees and watching the Koi fishes swimming in the pond.

    - Even if she may have a lot of friends around her, she still has very few close friends she will hold close and around her. She does like to make new friends, but only few will see her true self fully.



    Appearance Outer

    Set In-game: Skull or Real Deer mask - Fan antlers - Space beluga pelt
    (The set may change in The Endless Forest by her mood and when she wants to use the forest magic. She enjoys changing her appearance, by changing the sets.)

    Masks she likes to wear: Skull, Real deer, Butterfly, Long (devout deer mask), Golden Butterfly.
    Antlers she likes to wear: Fan, Default with poppies, Periwinkles or candles, Inky Koi, Noh, Golden Butterfly.
    Pelts she likes to wear: Space Beluga, Kirin, Monarch butterfly, Orca, Kabuki, Noh, Valentine.

    - Antlered doe.

    - Wears silver metal plate on right ear, there are numbers written: 606. - The true meaning why she did get the silver metal plate is still a mystery, but she did get it in the northernmost area of Finland when she were traveling there as an feral doe. It does not have any kind of location detector or chip attached to it.

    - Platinum white eyelashes.

    - Markings are symmetrical on both sides. The darkest color is called Midnight Express / #242833, which is covering her sides, legs, snout, on ears, around the eyes, forehead and back area. The dark legs sock markings colored as #111316.

    - The lightest color is called Platinum white / #E0E3EA, her snout, under the jaw and neck, tip of the ears, belly, six (6) stripe markings on both sides of her body, knees, long stripes on her legs under the knees, rear area and tail.

    - A stripe under her both eyes is colored as Lunar Green / #4e563e

    - Ankle markings are colored as Green waterloo / #33342C

    - Hooves are colored as Cacao / #56463E



    Connections Relationships

    Family
    Metsänkaiku: Biological mother, deceased. Loved dearly and misses and mourns at times.
    Masami: Step-mother, Metsänkaiku's mate. Loves dearly.


    Close friends
    Rindea: Close friend. A precious little Rose Petal doe, cherishing the company in the both forest worlds.


    Positive / Friends
    Fjara: A friend. Sitting in silence, their inner voices are unleashed, pleasing each other minds, calming and relaxing their innermost being. The aura is strong, but not in the unpleasing way, the opposite. Respectfully giving space when the other needs it and will be there with open and welcoming arms when the company is needed or searched for.

    Saater: He is not a little fawn anymore, he has grown a bit for a very gentle soul. Fernelescent has felt like motherly towards the young buck and is always so happy to see him around and in the forest, it does warms her heart. It's been pleasure to be one of the 'guide' in Saater's forest life and been there to see the forest together and it's magic.

    Widmung: A very kind soul who Ferne feels kind of strong fond already. Easy to find in the forest and will always share company with them. Very happy to see Widmung around whenever visiting the forest.

    Starling: Happy to see around, hopefully will see again.

    Atlas: A friend. Very cute little fella. Always happy to see in forest.

    Qamar: Companionship. A Jackalope friend. met her through Rindea and so they become friends.


    Neutral/Seen
    Owyngolf



    Development In-forest and other worlds developments

    2024

    - Received a skull mask from Velocity/BZD during Halloween (31.10)
    - ...



    Worlds

    The Endless Forest
    A world where Fernelescent has born. Home.


    Deveviach, The Summer Reach
    A world where her mother, Metsänkaiku, has born. A secondary world where she will pay her visit at times.

    It was very small place in the universe. There was magic in the world, but only a few knew about it and only a few knew how to exploit and use it. The organisms and animals were very different from what can be seen elsewhere in the universe. They had lived in this world for thousands of years and knew how to create their own survival environment and harness their power. There was living one small herd of deer creatures, called Envoria. They have same features as regular cervines, but they still had something different. Some of them had huge antlers with a lot of spikes on them, others had small antlers which had different curves and shield like shapes. Their fur colors could have any different types of color hues. Their tails could had any shape, length or even no tails at all. They could be born with or without a skull as their own face. The cervine doe can grow antlers as their wish or shed them and never growing them again.


    Alternative Earth
    Human world where Fernelescent pay visit at times.

    There is a large cottage in the middle of the forest. The area is located in the northernmost part of Finland. Her mother, Metsänkaiku, bought this same house when she was in the world and decided to move to that area. It was a long way to the nearest village, but it was easy to get around by car during summer or with sledge during winter. Before Metsänkaiku died, she had transferred ownership of the cottage and the area to Ferne, so right now Fernelescent owns the little area and the house.

    Fernelescent is a writer in human world and is dreaming of owning own bookstore shop in there.




    Disclaimer IC + OOC Info, Credits

    Can be treated as IC or OOC.
    Generally playing as OOC, unless there is an agreed event for In-Character matters.

    Fernelescent is partly IC and OOC (Generally playing as OOC, unless there is an agreed event for In-Character matters.)
    Everything that happens in-game; be it a role-playing, a chase or a fight,
    it is taken only into account and not personally.

    Whenever I'm chilling in the forest OOCly, even then, when discussed between characters, it will stay between the characters and won't be taken personally. If we just to want to chill and not be involving IC stuff into the conversations, that is also cool with me!

    Open communication is the key and if there is any misunderstanding or anything related to that, it is very important to speak them openly so we will be in the same page together and understand each other better.

    I always take full responsibility for my and Fernele's actions in-game.
    Any interactions, may it be positive, negative or something between, are always welcome! I would gladly talk if there is anything to discuss!

    Also adding: I don't take ghosting and purposely ignoring lightly, so if you need time to example, answering for RP, let me know about it, because I really don't mind giving all the time you need relating to RP/lore stuff, but I honestly need to know if you need more time or if you are not comfortable to continue it. I don't like the feeling to be left for hanging and waiting the answer and I also want you to be comfortable to be honest with me. Your opinions matters to me too.



    CSS is build together by me, with a help from helpful blogs.
    - Unplugged's CSS Reference and Link Collections

    Size chart made by Apeldille.

    Accuracy: 1920 x 1080 Monitor
    Version using currently: 3.41

    Widmung's picture

    Hello Fernelescent, I

    Hello Fernelescent,

    I enjoyed reading your deer's bio and how she connects her aura to the calm atmosphere of nature. It is good to be in a state of tranquility. I, too, share the same personality with your deer character.

    Since 2017, I have helped many players save their physical appearance by casting forest magic on them. Also, I have led them to resources in the forest where they can find forest magic. My deer avatar, Widmung, is very kind, loyal, and supportive, especially creative when casting forest magic upon new players. I agree with your character’s belief that everyone deserves kindness to others and equality to all. Bringing gifts is one thing too. Every Halloween and Christmas, I give each player a set of candles from the playground as a gift of kindness. They were happy with their candle-lit antlers and thanked me gratefully. Giving sets of forest magic can help those new players develop their personalities quickly. Perhaps one day Fernelescent might be the leading role here.

    With warm regards and sincerity, you, too, can help new players save their forest magic appearances and inspire them to create their stories in their imaginations! Idea I am glad to find a character who can share kindness and leadership with others in this peaceful world known as The Endless Forest.

    Best wishes to you,

    Widmung Smiling
    Widmung3

    Signature by Saater

    Good morning Widmung, Thank

    Good morning Widmung,

    Thank you very much for sharing your view and the kind words. I'm actually quite speechless, since I'm not sure how to respond, but I really appreciate your words, really.

    I'm happy to hear that my work I have built around her, has become understood and seen and also it makes me happy to hear that is is positive effect for those around her, at least I hope to achieve that someday. That is very kind to do, to help other players to help with their sets and understand the forest magic if they are new players who haven't been here before. I too, enjoy of helping newcomers with the forest magic, to help them to see how many nice sets there is to build your character into and to expand your imagination around it. Many times, when I see a new pictogram that I haven't seen before, without a set, I have some kind of pull to them and help them, show around and play together, kind of like making them feel welcomed. Your way of giving gifts is very cute and I like it! For being a leader role, I'm not sure about it, since personally I'm not a leader type, hehe.

    Thank you again for the kind words. I'm wishing you the best as well and let's keep sharing the kindness around others.

    <3

    Art made by Saater

    Starling's picture

    I'm really loving the layout

    I'm really loving the layout of this, and it's interesting to read through all of Fernelescent's info. Been enjoying their company <3

    Thank you very much Starling

    Thank you very much Starling <3
    There is still a lot to write for her, but eventually I will get all her info here ^^ Your company has been a pleasing as well! Hopefully see you around again to enjoy the forest together.

    Art made by Saater

    Been holding off commenting

    Been holding off commenting for a while as I saw that the blog was WIP still, but I have to pop in to say your CSS is awesome and that I love the boxes that open lol Smiling I'm a huge fan. Been also really enjoying Fernelescent's company in The Forest, as her presence is really warm and comforting <3 Hopefully you don't mind Fjara always sprinting over to join the cuddlepile Laughing out loud

    forever sleepy

    Oh haha, I wouldn't mind if

    Oh haha, I wouldn't mind if someone comment while I work with my blog ^^ that is totally fine, but also understandable if you didn't wanted to comment until the blog was more "complete". Thank you very much for the compliment, I really appreciate it. I'm trying to make the blog to be easy to find info and easy to read for everyone, but also to make it comfortable for me too, hehe.

    Of course you and Fjara (and everyone who wants) are welcome to join the cuddlepile <3 The more the merrier as it's said! We are more than happy to have everyone sharing the company and relaxing moments ^^ It's always so nice to see your picto in the forest and see you running toward us. Totally doing the same when I see that you are in the forest already so that we can run to you too Smiling

    Art made by Saater

    What an interesting and true

    What an interesting and true biography. Saater really felt the positive aura and support. How glad I am that there is such a kind doe in this forest!
    Signature by Fernelescent tEr3JZm

    Hi and thank you, I'm very

    Hi and thank you, I'm very happy to hear that ^^
    We would be happy to share the company again in-game.

    Art made by Saater

    Pink's picture

    Hi Fernelescent, just lurking

    Hi Fernelescent,
    just lurking through the forum and find out that I play with you for several times but not place a track here!
    shame on me Eye
    I like your side and I am really impressed about your work you do here for your bio! great job!
    I like everything, beginning from the structure of this side til the art you are showing!
    I will be still curious about the the art you may will present here and in the forum.

    siggi by Sybilline

    It's so good to see you

    It's so good to see you around Cu,
    paying visits in the forum and in forest, always happy to see you <3

    Thank you for the words, I really appreciate them and it warms my heart to hear that Smiling
    At first the code was absolute different than this current one and I kind of had problems with it to fit the coloring together so I just deleted it and started a new one and I'm so glad I did that, because this current code happened and I'm very pleased how it turned out. There will be more art coming out, don't know yet when, but whenever my mood hit I will start drawing haha Laughing out loud

    Hope to see you around again! It is always so nice to play with you, maybe we can see each other around Christmas days? Hopefully there will be night weather with snow.

    Art made by Saater

    I'm sorry. I just like

    1

    I'm sorry. I just like drawing her.
    Signature by Fernelescent tEr3JZm

    I was meant to write and

    I was meant to write and reply yesterday, but I kind of forgot ): but now that I remember it, I will reply;

    Saater,
    You always amaze me with your arts and you have made/drawn me so many beautiful gift arts and so I'm very very greatful and thanful for you. All of the art pieces are treasured and I love all of them! Thank you so so so much for sharing your art and your imagination in all of your arts. It's always so pleasant to watch them and see the story in them.

    You have drawn Ferne so beautifully and I love everything about it! <3
    If you are okey that I put it to my signature?

    Art made by Saater

    That's so nice. Of course

    That's so nice. Idea Of course it's okay. But I like your signature much better. Redface My drawing is too simple, childish. I drew it just for fun.
    Signature by Fernelescent tEr3JZm

    I genuinely do like your art!

    I genuinely do like your art! ^^
    Also, even if it does have childish look, I think it is positive way and doesn't mean it is a bad thing at all! I believe it does add the magical spark to the art Smiling

    Your style is also unique, since I haven't seen a very long time this style of art and that is also one reason why I do like it. It is nostalgic and the eerie vibe with it that I adore and would buy a painting for my wall with that style. ^^ also drawing for fun is good! It is very good if an artist enjoy drawing/painting their work.

    Art made by Saater

    It's so unbearably sweet. I

    It's so unbearably sweet. I wasn't having the best day, but your comment and signature filled my soul with light. Idea I'm sad about your old signature though. I really like your aura. Calm as a northern starry sky, strong and trustworthy. Your marvelous art gives it to me. I could look at your work forever.
    Signature by Fernelescent tEr3JZm
    Hum's picture

    Can't believe I haven't

    Can't believe I haven't commented on this even though she's one of my favourites to keep track of from afar! I've loved seeing her emerge and develop and am excited for her future.

    Saater, I'm happy to hear my

    Saater,
    I'm happy to hear my words could give you a bit of happiness, I hope you are doing okay ^^ and don't worry about the old signature of mine. I'm sure I can find a nice spot for it in the bio someday so it won't be hidden. I'm very happy to hear that my art is enjoyable to watch, it really means a lot for me <3

    Hum,
    Oh Hum it is so nice to see you here! it was surprise to see your comment, but it did gave me joy ^^ Thank you very much for the comment and the sweet words <3 there will be surely more stuff coming in time, whenever I have energy and motivation to write and draw her c:

    Art made by Saater

    I'm glad. Please forgive me

    I'm glad. Please forgive me for leaving the game without saying goodbye. I'm having some damn problems with my connection.
    Signature by Fernelescent tEr3JZm

    Do not worry, I can

    Do not worry, I can understand. I do have sometimes very bad connection and it may kick me out from the forest, but it seems like it has been working very good within the past months now. I hope the problem will ease soon for you.

    Art made by Saater