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Health: 90%Could be better though. Sanity: 76%An inadequate response sometimes, aloofness. Mood: 48 % Growing anxiety.

10.08.2014

Haven't seen Shes and Al'fred for a while. I'm kind a worried you know. Hope it's just my nerves, hope my nightmares will not become reality...

31.07.2014

Barely returned to "life" discovered annoying unfamiliar small stag beside me. Tried to ignore him due the weakness in whole body and aloofness in the mind. After he pressed me to the tree for the third time I lost control on myself. Al'fred supported me because he has seen how this hassle started.
Expelling the stranger was tediously enough. Got fresh with water and left for searching a quiet place to have a nap.
...Who the heck are you?! First time see this purple feathered... doe I guess? I didn't notice her approach because of scent... It was something delightful and I've decided that I'm already sleeping. Diligently sniffed at her. Delightful and dangerous. I'm watching you. Don't step closer.

30.07.2014

These dreams become annoying. It's looks like I'm trying to remember something forgotten a long time ago. It seems that I knew my loved ones ages ago or even centuries... I can't make a precise description of what I've seen while sleeping - images replaced each other so quickly and messy. But I feel this immersion into the darkness. Awakening as a salvation and revivification. But it's not frightening me anymore.
There are left almost no sorrow and anxiety for now. Calmness and indifference are present. Perhaps it's a consequence of the weakness.
I'm grateful to my cousin he is only who keeping me alive these days while I can't moving fast and get food independently (grass and mushrooms are yuck!)

25.07.2014

Completely got exhausted of hunger, headaches and pain. Cousin helped to get to the water to quench the thirst. Saw myself in the reflection on the water. What a morbid and miserable thing looked at me... Later Al'fred brought some food.
How everything came so far...
Fell asleep beside cousin's warm side.

22.07.2014

...She opened her eyes and recognized familiar silhouette beside.
"Father! How wonderful you're here. I had a horrible dream! There were three of us and Al'fred. And great number of other. The scent of blood has broke any other smell. I've seen myself from aside. But it was a disgusting enormous creature. I don't know how I recognized myself in it. The monster opened mouth and bloodcurdling groan broke free out of its chest. And time time had stood still. Then the beast turned head to my side and goggled its eyes at me... Father?.." Silhouette slowly got up and begun to growth. Ama harshly jumped to her feet.
Figure lost last familiar outlines. Sweet smell of fresh blood and rotten flesh rose up from nowhere. Something stand still in front of her in complete silence. Then it's began to falling apart. Piece by piece in a pool of blood...
Goat suddenly woke up by her own silent scream.

It was just a nightmare. Gosh. My head. It hurts. What a great bruise.
What's happened? How long am I sleeping?
I have no forces to get up...

21.07.2014

Was searching for silence and solitude. Last days like in fog. Almost fell asleep when noticed motion behind. Oh you little... Approached me off leeward side. How smart. I see you're not alone again and therefore so brave. Your luck I'm not in my best shape.
I tried to defend myself but strength left me, how malapropos. Tried to run away. They chasing me. Dari, how on time you appeared! What was after I hardly remember... Deers, lions, canines... a horrible jumble. Someone tried to push me out of this mess. Then caught a hit with my head and laid down under the tree behind the old dilapidated wall trying to pull myself together. Suddenly fell into a swoon...

17.07.2014

Kept running through the forest. Suddenly felt this familiar scent somwhere far away. Teacher? But I sure he's dead. Despite the fact that I haven't seen his death with my own eyes evil tongues always happy to bring bad news. And it's a fact that he vanished.
Reached closer but scent remained barely perceptible. Red scarf. And unfamiliar deer. Wtf... Where is Shfitts, you bastard?!

16.07.2014

Haven't eaten and slept for some last days. Feel how strength is leaving me. Body becomes skinny.
One thought can't stop bothering me. Can't remember what was I doing for these last days. Hoves carried me forward throught the woods, fields, glades... Short halts to listen for my thoughts and moving on. Familiar faces become so far. I didn't notice fatigue until this short stop on my favourite spot underneath a tall grass. There my cousin and brother found me. Feeling their warmth and support I lastly fell asleep soundly.

14.07.2014

They're all leaving. One by one. First my parents. Then him.
I don't want to put up with it anymore.

10.07.2014

Found Al'f stalking by the tall stranger. Tried to shift attention at me. But stranger had lost interest at all. Ok. It seems two small predators looks more impressively than one. Together we're strong, yeah. The mood became better.

05.07.2014

Yeah, I can stand up without that horrible pain in croup.
Caught some birds with Al'fred's help. Meager breakfast, but better than nothing.
Almost back to life from deep dark dreams. Remembered two curious fawns tried to play with me few days ago. What's a folly and sneer.

02.07.2014

The wound is still bleeding but less then earlier. Al came to check is I'm alive. Enshured that I'm not going to take my demise right now he hugged me and went on his affairs to the forest.
Fell into the deep sticky dreams. Tired of pain.

30.06.2014

Wtf was that?! Seriously, guys, I'm just standing with my company, no ones touching. And here comes this provoker and couple of minutes later I'm in the heart of unbelievable mess. It's my fortune that I'm not that tall - it's hard to hurt such flea, unfourtune - everybody stumbling on me >_<
Hope that fawn injured more then me at least. Next time I'll got him.

24.06.2014

Was trying to relax. But almost everything was against me. Throught the sleep felt the gaze. Sprang in surprise. Oh, Shfitts. And his familiar doe. Hesitated for a while assessing the situation. Found no threads and decided to stay with them. Then came Al'fred. Was glad to see him but had no strength to stand up and fell in dream again.
What is kicking me? Stop it. I said stop it immediately. Damn you,Al'fred! I've seen some nice dream and forgot it because of you. Shfitts disappeared. Ok. Yes, Al'fred I'll go with you to our tree just stop poking me and laughing like an asshole.
Irritation strengthened again. What's a jerk staring at us? Don't get closer. Argh. I'll kick off your ass even despite on your height. Al'fred! Stop laughing!
Stranger has long acting on my nerves. But after all he left our spot. Finally! Time to rest.

20.06.2014

Such incredible bad hunters. Even together. Even against one enemy.
Squirrels I'm coming for you.

15.06.2014

Yesterday was a day of a lazy rest. I mean it's supposed to be so. After leisurely hunting on mice and birds decided to relax and have a nap in a soft grass. Almost fell asleep when noticed a doe standing aside and watching me with obvious hostility. Hey ma'am what's the matter? Was forced to get up and explain that I'm just want to sit here, alone. Then she tried to attack me. Are you crazy? Lone doe being not in the best condition against predator. Your fortune that I'm not hungry already. Watching her, I didn't immediately noticed that I'm surrounded. Gosh. The best defense is an attack. Familiar deer... I think I saw him before. Ah, yes. That defender. Approached him and got a kick in the ribs. I was ready to this, yeah. Short fight, avoiding punches. Then I clearly seen what was the matter. Two little fawns. I'll never noticed them if only this doe doesn't begin to protect this territory. Now I know where are they. I retreated. There was no reason to continue the conflict. Too many defenders.

12.06.2014

Was wandering around as usual. Noticed a bunch of fawns. One of them became too insolent and got too close and began bullying me. What's a cheek! Reflexively attacked him aiming at the throat. Was so outraged and didn't noticed at first that big dark shadow aside. Great. Impudent fawns and furious daemons - day becomes better and better. Was forced to retreat, but memorized them.
Later my brother has found me. Can't stand and complained to him. The remainder of the day we spent observing from a distance that meadow where fawns played. They were enough curious and incautious to get too close to the sleeping predator. Among them was a couple of very small ones. Unexpected attack. Miss. Huge shadow arose from nowhere. Damn it. I'm out. Gone for searching squirrels.

basics		in-depth
Name: Amalgama. Nik: Ama, Goat, Koza. Gender: female. Identification: Age: 14 years in human. Species: deer, goat, fox cross (small predator, not a demon, hey x) ). Size: #23 Orientation: unknown yet. Mate: none. Voice: in case of danger can start barking speaks in #e9d0d1 Scent: powdered sugar and dry straw. Nutrition: omnivorous, prefers meat of small animals like rabbits, squirrels, birds and other, when hungry could attack something larger. Haunts: tall grass. In-game appearance: antelope antlers, swan pelt, skull mask, mini-spell.		Strength \|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\| Stamina \|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\| Speed \|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\| Agility \|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\| Character suspicious - pushy - impulsive - dignified - hypocritical - dastardly - quarrelsome - sassy - capricious - sincere - tender - dedicated - jealous - often moody - has an awful sense of humor (You may laugh but I imagine her something like this x'))) Notes: she is still learning how to behave, how to act with surroundings. She spent most of her life in her family with parents, sister and brother. Then suddenly was thrown in the "big world". <- Small explanation of her temper, yeah c: Peculiarities ~ Got long antlers but it's useless in a hunt, uses only in case to defend herself against larger opponents. But she's got sharp teeth and hooves. ~ She isn't a skilled hunter. Frequently Goat just investigates a reaction of potential victims. Never seriously attacks when alone. ~ Usual cautious she may lose control on herself in a fit of rage. ~ Since the first serious scrimmage where Goat was heavily injured she tries to keep her pelt safe and sound. ~ Ama is the creature of the night. Better sees, better feels herself in the dark. ~ Some dreadful secrets are hidden beneath her coat. She knows only that it's somehow connected with the blood of her family. Relations Family Shesemteta - elder sister. She likes to dissapear for some time with telling no word. The closest soul after parents death. Dariyhan (or this) - elder brother. Our defender. Al'fred - beloved cousin, main support, took care of me . Likes to tease me amiably. Shfitts - teacher... Kettu - curious. Foxy girl? Kirikomy - sisters "toy" (trying not touching her, afraid to upset sister). Alastor - irritates. Too large to hurt him, too large to hurt me. Can't understand why Al'f is so friendly with this guy. Indigo - I keeping my eyes on you.

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June 14, 2014 - 11:06am — jeje

Hmmm very nice track! I was

Hmmm very nice track! I was with your sister..

very nice person.
Im predator too. My Allegro.

June 14, 2014 - 9:36pm — DDoom

Hi, My Allegro. I suppose

Hi, My Allegro. I suppose you're wanna be friends. So listen - if my sister is a "very nice person" it doesn't mean that I'm is a "very nice person" too. Remember that. I don't trust anyone except my family.

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June 17, 2014 - 11:46am — Stalnokrili

I think I'll watch

I think I'll watch that.
Shfitts interested in your goat, and I like its design. Awwwwh those horns... <3

June 17, 2014 - 12:13pm — DDoom

Welcome and thanks ^^ She's

Welcome and thanks ^^
She's afraid of big predators usually. But she wants to see Shfitts as her mentor :3

June 17, 2014 - 12:15pm — Stalnokrili

He would not mind to teach

He would not mind to teach her <3
Do you have Skype? Mail or other place where you can be reached? c8

June 17, 2014 - 1:22pm — DDoom

Sure. You can use this

Sure.
You can use this contact in skype - nadin.silver

June 17, 2014 - 6:25pm — Toshiro

????? ??? ?????????

Милая моя сестренка <3

June 17, 2014 - 8:17pm — DDoom

Hello, my darling ?

Hello, my darling ❤

June 19, 2014 - 4:42pm — Dariyhanos

Track, sister! ;3

June 19, 2014 - 9:15pm — DDoom

Brother ?

Brother ♥

June 21, 2014 - 2:04pm — EEO

Track. :3

June 21, 2014 - 3:34pm — DDoom

More eyes Mooooreee : D

June 21, 2014 - 5:16pm — Stalnokrili

"It was your first lesson."

"It was your first lesson." Male approached doe and dissatisfied snorted, kizva with tooth blood. "To be a predator is to wield power. Be bold and however, not to leave the field of battle. You will be the perfect murderer, but you never will be, if will be in the company of wimps." Pointedly turned away, predator went away.

June 21, 2014 - 5:33pm — Draconia

Hello~ Track.

June 21, 2014 - 5:56pm — DDoom

Draconia, hi )) Yeah, nice

Draconia, hi ))

Yeah, nice lesson, guys. In such pace Goat will be strong as no one or will croak someday, lol. She's still too young and small.
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"I dare you I'll bite off your legs next time for such 'lessons'!" Growled she angrily to his back. "The only experience that I confirmed of this - trust no one."

June 21, 2014 - 6:03pm — Stalnokrili

"Good girl."

June 27, 2014 - 11:28pm — Kaatzz

Track.

June 28, 2014 - 8:08am — DDoom

Hello, annoying stranger x)

June 28, 2014 - 8:18pm — browno

Not so bad. I can not seem to

Not so bad.
I can not seem to you annoying if you do not annoy me))

June 28, 2014 - 8:30pm — DDoom

"What's an audacity! You were

"What's an audacity! You were staring straight at my while I was with my family and now you're claiming that I'm annoying?!" Ama lost her temper.

July 1, 2014 - 8:13am — browno

"And did you forget how you

"And did you forget how you resented my face? Because of this you irritated me and I could not stop. But you should know that I can not make hurt you in any way... Though you annoy me sometimes. " - Said with a smirk Alastor.

July 4, 2014 - 2:58pm — DDoom

"Just stay away from me as

"Just stay away from me as far as possible in the future." Grumbled Goat.

July 20, 2014 - 8:59pm — EEO

Alfred sat down beside with

Alfred sat down beside with the sleeping Amalgama.
Gently nuzzled her in ear, trying to wake.

July 20, 2014 - 9:43pm — DDoom

Goat mumbled something rude

Goat mumbled something rude through the dream and shook her ear.
After some time she opened her eyes and looked on Al'f with obscure sight.
"Yeah, I'm still here... But I need to be alone. For a while..." She hardly got up. Hugged cousin and slowly went deeper to the field.

July 20, 2014 - 10:05pm — EEO

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