Tsudo

T.S.U.D.O

"Here's to you and here's to me, and I hope we never disagree.
But, if that should ever be, to HELL with you, here's to ME!"

Loyal•Independent•Humorous•Loving•Stubborn

**Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?'
Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.

Name: Tsudo
Age: Adult
Breed: White Tailed
Sex: Male
Mate: Single
I speak: in this color

**The man who smiles when things go wrong
has thought of someone to blame it on.

What do I look like?
Tsudo is a piebald, white tailed deer.
He's most often wearing the skull mask.
He flaunts a fan pelt, and candle antlers.

What do I like?
Tsudo likes to have fun, even if that causes him trouble. "It's better to live, the way that makes me the happiest."
He enjoys fawns. "They're quite ignorant to the troubles of others. They make me forget things I'd like to keep forgotten."
He likes to crack jokes. "Everyone could use a little humor..."

What do I dislike?
Tsudo doesn't like to fight. "But I will"
He doesn't like falling into the lake. "I don't like to swim..."
He doesn't like to be alone. "Though, I often am."

HISTORY

The male stepped into the lake, bruised and bleeding. How had it gotten this far? He looked over his shoulder to see his vicious attackers still there. He turned back and looked to his reflection. Strangely there was a smile where a furious and frustrated face should be. Yes. He felt happy about what he had done.
Tsudo began to laugh. The attack on him began again, only this time the haunting sounds of his laughter filled the forest. They didn't let up until Tsudo not longer made noises. He wasn't moving when they left him this time. Was this his final resting place?
When Tsudo finally regained consciousness, he smiled again. A white moth came to give him company in his time of need. "What did you do young stag. to receive this fowl punishment?" Tsudo could only move his eyes to watch the white moth flutter about. He groaned as he positioned his jaw to allow the flow of words, and with a grin he spoke "I made a date with the devil herself..."
Tsudo thought all was well as long as she was safe, and he closed his eyes and thought of death.

Tsudo did something most deer would fear to do. He fell in love with a Goddess, and she fell in love with him. The Goddess of Hatred and wretched things, falling for a simple deer like Tsudo. She would leave the Godly world and come to visit him. Sneaking their love from prying eyes, they would often talk of ruling the world, and bringing pain and destruction to those around them. Tsudo was not an evil being, but he would do anything for her... anything.

One day the Goddess that loved Tsudo so much, that she risked her own life to sneak their love, came to see Tsudo. But she was followed by her brother, The God of Wrath. He watched as his sister met with but a simple deer, and to his dismay showed affection for him. He was thoroughly disgusted, and went back to tell his brothers and sisters what their Goddess of Hatred was doing all these long days.

Upon her return to her Godly world, her brothers and sisters ambushed her. They turned her into a simple deer, and cast her out into a forest where hunters sat vigilantly waiting for that prized deer that would be their supper for the night. The Goddess of Hatred, in a panic, frantically ran to find her love. But he was not here in this forest. She felt her heart ache, and she began to hate these mortal feelings. As soon as she longed for the feelings to stop... they did. Everything went black, and the hunters had their meal for the night.

The God of Wrath came down with his brothers and sisters, in the form of wicked deer. They beat and bloodied Tsudo until he passed out. The God of Wrath cast him to a forest where he could never die, and he could never contact one of his sisters ever again. When Tsudo awoke in this place he thought he was dead, but it was something worse. It felt dark here. He was in some kind of purgatory, he thought. Maybe he was really dead... This is where Tsudo will remain for all of his everlasting years.

Tsudo is not good, and he's not evil. He's kind of a neutral mixture. He can go either way. If he's having a good day, chances are, he'll be more kind, and obnoxious, funny, and fun to be around. If he's having an off day, he might pick fights... He usually tries to keep others out of his affairs by attacking/practice fighting with the trees.
That doesn't mean that when he's practice fighting with the tress, that you shouldn't approach him, because sometimes he just likes doing it. But use caution when/if you are to approach him.
Tsudo for the most part thinks he's dead, but he's not. He might as well be though, because he can not die. This is punishment for falling in love with a Goddess, and her falling in love back with him. It's a forbidden love, and he crossed that line. However, when fighting he can take damage, and come to near death. He will be in excruciating pain for a while, but he will always recover.
Tsudo is usually a very laid back deer. He likes to have fun, and he's a pretty funny guy. He likes being a clown, and to make others happy. It makes him forget the terrible things that have happened to him. Thus the reason he likes fawns so much.

**The only reason people get lost in thought
is because it's unfamiliar territory.

ACTIONS

Roar + Listen = He's just arived and letting everyone know he's there/looking for friends.
bow + head tilt = Usually a greeting for fawns, or Do I know you? Or Hi, is it alright that I'm here?
bow = Hello
Amazed = Wow!
Amazed + Rofl = Omg lmfao!
Fear + Rofl = Used to fawns when they try to fight him. Fawns amuse him so, He usually goes out of character for them. He might would use this for a doe as well.
Head Tilt = Huh? or What are you doing?
(any action) + Head Tilt = Why are you (sad, angry, taunting me, afraid.)
Scratch the ground + walking away = Follow me
Scratch the ground + nod + laydown = Brb or lay down beside me.
Scratch the ground + nod + leaving the game = I have to leave for a second but I'll brb.
sniff + head tilt = Do I know you?
sniff + No (yes)= No I don't think I know you...(or Yes I do know you!)
Anger + Yes = Rubbing his antlers on a tree or He wants to fight.
Scratch the ground + Taunt = Get over here and lets fight.
Taunt = Can mean Get away from me, What do you think you're doing?, and WTF?
Taunt + Yes = Yeah you better leave.
Rear + Yes = a very happy yes
Sad + bow = I have to go
Sad + Nuzzle + Yes = I'll see you again soon.
Sometimes he looks around a lot... He's making sure no one he doesn't want near him is approaching.
Dance + (any action) = Just some strange dancing

Video Diary 1: Link
Video Diary 2: Link
Written Diary 1: blah blah blah
Written Diary 2: My Depression

**Always remember you're unique,
just like everyone else.

Tsudo Art
Tsudo's Concept Art
Sketch and progress art
The Vultures fly around while I sleep

(*Edit: Added in some more details about him, I'll work on a list of deer he knows in the future. Urm.... I need to work on html and CSS skills ....eventually... :X!)