After the event's of his sister's death, was found and looked after by Rossamund and his family for a time.Spent days sleeping or tucked into a corner fully aware that certain attempts of his had been thwarted again by his uncle, but too depressed to show his anger over it. Eventually was tracked down and found by Jonas, who had nothing to say to him and spoke only to the family who was clearly making ends meet as best they could and nothing else. Left there for a few more days before the dog returned and forcefully took him to Mergo, who had been in the dark about his state or whereabouts the entire time. Given a sharp earful by his 'watchdog' before the man departed. Could only fumblingly explain things to his lover, distraught at once more subjecting him to his bleak state and baggage.

Had received enough warning to motivate him to stay out of Honem and Obscuro, so remains with his boyfriend in his home. Trying to take everything one day at a time.
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Entered the forest with nothing really in mind, more so drawn back to it after avoiding it for too long. Still owes some individuals apologies, and after a (long in the past) talk with Jacquelyn, feels a little braver???? To do it.

Approached Soet and made attempts to apologize for old wrongs, though knew it wasn't enough; would never be enough. Went better than he expected but not as good as he might have hoped, said he would 'be back' and took off to go CRY AND SCREAM where no one would see him. And then Greitai..... 8 )



Wind - Today at 9:27 PM
"Thought I told you to keep away from my family." She can't remember if she said that exactly, but the message would have been there.

idiosyncrasies - Today at 9:28 PM
omg.....and walk up on him crying which he already loathes : )
He spins, eyes wild and streaming tears, beak agape. "Fuck off. FUCK OFF!" screams!!! that's my sister she's not yours you can't take her from me!!

Wind - Today at 9:30 PM
In reply, her feathers flare in anger, a dozen eyes stare back at his crying ones. The Raptoress herself doesn't move. "Gladly. So long as you do the same - fuck off."

idiosyncrasies - Today at 9:32 PM
"She's m' sis!" His feathers too, are bristled, head held forward agressively. "I w-wen' to say sorry!" His beak gapes again in a long hiss. "Fuck off. I can' hur' y' anymore, for So'et." only for Soet's sake have I already not hurled myself at you to rip out your eyes

Wind - Today at 9:36 PM
A flick of her tail, dismissive despite the interest he piques. "As you should've done a long time ago..." Somehow she seems disappointed in someone she hates. Mothers are good at that...
"First smart thing you've ever done." A silent snarl pulling across her lips as she turns away. "You ever hurt Soét, or their line, you'll learn a new definition of pain. I'll fucking eat you alive. Now get out of here."

idiosyncrasies - Today at 9:41 PM
Snapping his beak at her, he makes a great-and questionably effective-effort at staving his tears. "Like't see y' try it." His voice drips menace. "Fine." Angry, but a strange, abstract defeat flickers deep behind his eyes. "Go say g'bye to my Sis n do't."

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The snapping beak is effective, but she answers with shaking her feathers at him rather than backing away. Then a look of disgust, she finally backs off. "Not gonna waste my energy on something like what you are now." She sneers, turning her back and making to leave, more unsettled by the defeat than anything else.

WENT and said a quiet "gbye I love u" to his sister with more permanence to his statement than might have been picked up. Also a stilted g'bye to Soet! And not knowing what else to do before leaving, found himself back at Indigo's old den and pressed his face to the stone for some goodgood alone!emotimes.

Returned to Honem soon after, retreating to a dark corner in Inferno. Stewed in his own thoughts, going from near hysterical to almost vapid. Ended the night by attempting to kill himself with a stolen weapon, but was found by Rook and Jonas before it was too late.



























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