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Hector
male, adult, size
smilodon & tiger features
scent of tree bark, mangoes, musk
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Physique resembles a blend between tiger and smilodon. Large and heavy, covered in layers of thick fur that both retains and protects from heat during seasonal weather changes. Heavily scarred, but most damage is hidden by fur. Built to withstand.

Sturdy and strong, possesses brute strength and great amounts of endurance, is hard to knock out of balance. Has a jaw gape of 120 degrees which is necessary if he wants to use his elongated canines. Despite how neat the canines may seem, they're rather fragile and are used for precise killing only. In most cases, Hector will rather use his massive paws which, combined with a set of fine, sharp claws, can inflict large amounts of damage and cause a lot of bleeding as he will tear his opponent with unrelenting force. In addition, claws allow him to grapple onto larger enemies and position himself on them where he could be hardly reached (on their back, for example). Should a good opportunity arise, he may attempt to ground his opponent and then use his canines for a fatal bite (snap neck or other vital body part) if a kill is what he's going for.

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Stoic . Prideful . Confident . Strict . Self-reliant . Diligent
Persistent . Patient . Approachable . Laid back . Honest
Compassionate . Physical . Gentle . Affectionate . Kind
Passionate . Protective . Fierce . Brutal . Relenting . ...


A being of pride, confident in himself. Never looks down on anyone and treats each individual with respect and a welcoming attitude and is surprisingly selfless. A hardy exterior encompasses a soft and loving heart. Gives rather than takes and the well being of others is often put forth before his own. Very quick to protect loved ones and strangers alike in unjust situations.

Driven by a sense of leadership and purpose, diligent and persistent in achieving his goals. Self-reliant and often helpful should anyone reach out to him, but rarely seeks the help of others himself.

Very physical, prefers to express himself through actions rather than words. A cuddle ball with teeth and claws, but very gentle.

Very patient and difficult to rile up, laid back. Cautious when need be, benign and harmless unless provoked. A fierce and brutal fighter, but finds no thrill in violence. Merciful and relenting unless given no choice or driven to a point where he no longer cares to spare someone.

Adores children and it's the only weakness he would ever admit to having. Very patient in general, but even more so when dealing with children. Enjoys their antics and being a part of them, but is strict when it comes to teaching and often insists on having the final word as an adult.

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Family

Vittani - Biological daughter. Deceased. Feels like he hasn't been around enough to provide for and protect his beloved daughter, her death being proof of his failure as a father. Source of shame and guilt.

Vithara, Garai and Fari - Grandchildren via Vittani. Feels the need to protect and look after them, almost as if to make up for his failure to do so for his daughter. Cares about them and would protect if needed, but respects their space and doesn't force himself upon them.

Neira, Qathi, Satsi, Sigel, Dakari, Zurrai, Jouska, Jaar-Sef - Great grandchildren via Fari. Loves, fiercely protective of.


Others

'Lady' - Former infatuation. Loved dearly and thought of each day even during her absence. Was joyous to reunite with at some point and the old flame was rekindled, but it didn't last for very long. Has moved on since then, but the memories of her and their time together will always hold a special place in his heart.

Reunited with after a long time. Unsure where they stand, but enjoys sharing company regardless. If anything, thinks of her as a friend, however has some thoughts and feelings about certain matters that have been kept swept under the rug for a very, very long time. Unsure if he will ever want to bring them up and avoids the particular topic as much as he can, for now at least.

Greitai - For the most part finds her difficult to stomach and simply too complicated to handle, however knows there's more to her than she lets on. Finds amusement in pushing her buttons, but never means ill for the Raptoress. Unsure how to approach as she seems to have stepped out of bed on the wrong foot every single day, but remains curious of.

Vahni - Met her when she was a young fawn. Understands her nature and accepts her as she is, wishes that she would be safe, though sometimes the only protection he can offer is only simple advice that the wildling may choose not to follow. Cares for when he can, protective of.

Umay - A new acquaintance and reoccurring company. Seems enjoyable, curious to get to know her.

Pay-Pay - A friendly acquaintance from the past. Presumed gone.

'God-kissed' - Adorable lil' thing. Presumed gone.

Karana - Murdered Lady in the past. Sought to kill without success. Now but an unpleasant memory. Presumed gone.

Leila, Nadezdha, Tavis, Rin, Lohtu, Virro, Isla, Tanith, Orlaith, Yvek, Shye.


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She paused, he turned his

She paused, he turned his head to continue his treatment. She liked caring for others. When stopped for a moment and just brushed his side, replied: "I know that I made ??it too - maybe. But I think part of me tells me that enough is enough. Look how I look. I'm no deer not and to me it means the same ultimate end..." last sentence rather belonged to her to get reminded of why there is no reason for someone to try. She apparently wanted to ask a question, but decided to swallow it and the view he could know what it is. Instead, she sank into his coat and pulled his scent. "Well, it's important. Outside the fireflies, maybe that's why." she smiled.
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"Outside shouldn't really

"Outside shouldn't really matter." The beast leaned slightly and bit her ear as a playful gesture. Then, as he remember one of their earlier conversations, he lifted his head up to see the sky and the stars that shone brightly at this time. "The stars are beautiful tonight." A smile spread across his face as he spoke.

Quadda raised her head and

Quadda raised her head and smiled. It was the most honest and joyful smile on his face that could ever have. Ears straightened and her eyes glistened with delight. "They are so beautiful... really..." she sighed. It took a good bite, even he would like to repay it, instead he just slapped a weak kiss somewhere ear. "You know, I was thinking... that I would one day the sky has added one or maybe two other stars..." she said and smiled as she looked back up.
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His ear flickered to the

His ear flickered to the sides as she placed a kiss. These moments were starting to amuse the feline slightly. "Don't you think there are enough stars already?" The beast lets out a quiet chuckle as he lifts his head up again.

"Never there are not enough.

"Never there are not enough. Do not you know it can happen that some off, then you have something to replace it, right?" she laughed and looked at him. "Worse, me with the star does not help anyone." said a little sadly, sighing happily, twitching ears, before looking at the sky. "Look over there one fell!" Her ears sharply straightened and her face lit up.
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The beast's ears suddenly

The beast's ears suddenly pricked up at her tone, he began to search the sky for the falling star, but he couldn't find it. He snorted. "I guess I missed it." A hint of disappointment could be heard in his tone, though it did not stop him from smiling and keeping up the cheerful mood.

"You seen her? ... It's a

"You seen her? ... It's a pity we could wish for something both of them... Now we wait for your star," she laughed and gently pushed his head into it and then licked him on his shoulder to his hair straightened. Then she sniffed and nose while looking for another messy hair, than went to his face and nose brushed his chin and gently lifted his head. "Watch the sky especially!" she laughed as she slowly pulled away. He had fine hair and it's constantly forced her to touch him. "Have you ever thought about children?"
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The beast stood after she

The beast stood after she finished licking his fur, and sat down on top of her back so she couldn't move and rub against him any more. He looked back up and watched the sky contently, smile remaining on his features the whole time. Though his eyebrows soon slightly furrowed behind his mask as he heard her question, his cheerful expression turned into a more serious one. The feline gave her a rather suspicious glare from the corner of his eye. "You mean my own children? No, I haven't."

Quadda ears registered the

Quadda ears registered the change, and twisted so that their tips touched. For her, it was also a touchy subject, but had the courage to talk about it, especially with him. "Actually, I just wanted to ask a question. I want you. In the offspring, regardless..." admitted guilt and lowered her head. "It does not matter. I hear your not and you have not even said anything." she laughed at herself and rolled over on his side. One ear lay on the head, the second revolved around the sounds. "On the other hand - I mean it. You have an amazing character and an even better properties. I would like to have and is one of my children. But I know that you will not want... I will not force you... But if after all I was... very happy." she whispered. "If by chance - I will not need you to walk behind me, checking me, or is... Sun I'll leave you the freedom that suits you." she smiled at him. "You will not have to report to them, and I will not say it was you, when it obviously will not want to."
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The feline frowned even more.

The feline frowned even more. He slowly climbed off of the female and sat down, keeping a small distance between them, glaring at the doe from the corner of his eye. One could tell he was not happy at all. Thoughts gathered in his head, but he was unwilling to voice them as they might have sounded rude to the doe. He didn't think of himself as a children making machine and he could not simply run around and make children with any female that decided to have one with him. "Children are a lot of hard work. I'm not up for that yet." He kept glaring at her, feeling slightly put-out by the question. "Besides, don't you want to have a whole family?" His overall impression was that she only wanted to have children, which made their points of view differ. "I think you should be more patient. I've only begun to change my impression towards you."

"It would take the whole

"It would take the whole family. But that would have someone to show interest... does the majority of family is around, kids... but this is one. You're right... It takes more patience. Sorry if it was uncomfortable. I do not talk about." Quadda rose apologetically and held out to him, but did not touch. "I'm sorry. I feel that those that are uncomfortable, I just wanted to ask this." she said to him, and finally hit her head, very gently. She felt that draws so quickly subsided.
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The large male stopped

The large male stopped glaring at her and sighed deeply. "That's fine." He said with a quiet tone.

As soon as she could, she

As soon as she could, she rushed to him again and wiped him. "We will seek your falling star, you better, right? I think that falls more in a minute," she smiled and looked back toward the sky, where they had watched the moon. "The big thing I've always been interested in..." said intently and took a few steps forward, as if to go after some invisible stairs.

the small female stretched

the small female stretched herself over the male, trying to huddled all of the male to herself. She hid her face in his fur, She gazed up at the male "What is it exactly that you and Quadda do when I'm not around?" She said glaring up at the male.
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"Nothing much, really." The

"Nothing much, really." The feline spoke sarcastically, teasing her while glaring at the doe as she laid on him.

She could tell through his

She could tell through his sarcastic voice that he was probably lying, The female stretched her neck and affectionately rubbed her head against his. "Tell me" She spoke with a sweet, innocent voice into the males ear before returning to her affectionate hugging.
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"We're just chilling,

"We're just chilling, watching the stars at night and talk about things. She's not 'stealing' me if that's what you want to know." His lips curved up and formed a faint smile behind the mask. "She's not that bad." He added, slightly turning his head towards the female and looking at her with hopeful eyes.

His hopeful eyes didn't trick

His hopeful eyes didn't trick her at all, She still felt uneasy around the doe. "I still don't like her.. Especially if she nuzzles you right in front of me." She said with a stern voice, Her eyes focused on Hector. "She has done it several times.. And I bet she is just trying to fucking torment me" She spoke with a feline like growl throughout her statement.
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The beast turned away

The beast turned away dissatisfied at her answer. "You shouldn't be so jealous." His ears flickered backwards slightly.

The female watched at he

The female watched at he looked away from her, Her eye slits narrowed and her ears flicks back. "Fine then" The female picked herself off off the male, ad sat facing the opposite direction a few meters away "I'll be less attached then." she spoke looking back at him before turning to face the opposite direction.
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The feline wasn't quite sure

The feline wasn't quite sure how to react. He was quite content with that, yet a bit disappointed. "Good." The feline stood and took his leave before regretting his actions.

"Hector, what is it?" she

"Hector, what is it?" she whispered, when she finally got the courage to approach him. Her ears twitching, hair standing on end and was shaking, maybe rush of adrenaline. "Why do not you play? Come on, do you like better... I can not bear you to have this view. As if you were worried..." Gently nudge it wanted, but it was rather faint. "Come to properly run the Pond and back..."
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"It's nothing you should

"It's nothing you should stick your nose into." He said rather harshly without even glaring at Quadda. He himself wasn't sure what it was either, but it wasn't good. The beast hesitated for a moment, but then slowly rose on his feet and stepped forward towards Quadda. He agreed to go for a run.

Quadda was quite cheerful

Quadda was quite cheerful when they returned. Loud breathing, surprise and strangled by constant pacing would be able to run even longer. When he lay down, she stood up and lay across the ears. "Did you see a shooting star last night before you go to sleep?" she asked after a long pause and cheerfully smiled at him. She alone had written in her eyes that she is not even good, but trying to have a good mood.

// WTF - by the way, what's wrong with TEF? I have to weave around you, could you tell me. Laughing out loud I cut terribly, but always... Laughing out loud
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The feline breathed deeply

The feline breathed deeply while laying on the cold rock. He took a while to catch his breath before he replied. "No." He said and rested his head on the stone, closing his sullen eyes shut.

/My TEF is laggy and slow because there are many players online. :C

Quadda looked ruefully. She

Quadda looked ruefully. She did not know what happened to him, but she came to regret. She held her head and gently touched his nose masks. "Come on. Will not be sad, okay?" she said, almost like a mother and reached out to gently licked him on the shoulder and straightened his hair there. Then she realized that she should cleanse herself well and turned her head there to get started smooth coat. She wanted to get to the back, but made ??everything so complicated that foolishly rolled over and nearly fell on the head. "I think we can run this more often, what do you say?"

// I remember a time when there were ten, fifteen players. Laughing out loud
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The feline let out a barely

The feline let out a barely audible growl when she started being affectionate again. He thought about moving but was perhaps too lazy to do so at the moment so he only frowned behind his mask. The male kept silent until her second question. He thought about it for a moment and despite deciding he would likely be lazy for that, he agreed. "I guess so," The beast said and rolled on his other side, turning his back at the doe and covering his face with his frown paw.

Quadda understand that does

Quadda understand that does not cost too much about it at this point and stopped to take his coat. Yet she constantly something to at least talk to him. Ears pulled slightly and when she saw looked a little sad, as it looked the day. The tips can declare up and bowed his head in a gesture of guilty. She lay on her side and continued treating her, although she wanted to give this to him. Her eyes were pushing tears bravely stubbed. "I'm sorry that you feel the way you feel... I wish you much cheer, you had better mood..." she felt that she speaks to him more so he just sighed and stood up. No. He is not bad! He has just... the wrong moment. Yes, so. The bad moment. Slowly took a few steps away.
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The feline remained still the

The feline remained still the whole time, only his ears flickered towards her voice. "Thanks." A quiet, marble tone came from the large, unmoving mass that was still laying on the cold rock. He felt like he should say something more, though he couldn't think of anything else and remained silent. However, her kindness did not go unnoticed even if it seemed so. It was appreciated nevertheless even if it was rejected by the beast.

"This is a giant, right? Have

"This is a giant, right? Have you ever seen something like that?" Quadda jumped on him with pricked ears. Other deer made ??her worry. The giant deer was directly in its territory, and she very jealously guarded. Just now he was nothing but her! Its treasure to which we all went to watch. When Hector lay just pricked up ears and his right leg bent under the body. "What do you think?"
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/stalking from far away B)

/stalking from far away B)

By Leuvr
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I see you, creepy thing. BI

I see you, creepy thing. BI ♥
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Day two of stalkage. B)

Day two of stalkage. B)

By Leuvr

I added you on msn by the way

I added you on msn by the way {:
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I'll add you right after I

I'll add you right after I get home. c: ♥

I'll have Lady back in forest

I'll have Lady back in forest soon, I just have to switch around computers >.<

"Hello, Hector," she laughed

"Hello, Hector," she laughed when she finally stopped. Panted wildly and the twitching of muscles under the thin skin, it was clear that she too was not enough and wanted to run across the world. Greetings but came through it rather slowly. They stopped up to Red Hill. "We... have... huuf long talked about... there was no opportunity. This is but one..." Quadda moment it looked as bright-eyed younger sister. If you measured it, he could see that her body is somehow changed. The scars were gone, her eyes were again both scarlet, her "crown" was bigger and the spikes on the first of them was obvious that it's rowdy and effective weapon. "I'm glad to see you again, Hector..."
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"Nice to see you too,

"Nice to see you too, Quadda." He said while moving his gaze from her head to her feet and discovering all the new changes she had. A faint smile spread across his features behind the fanged skull as he realized she had grown a bit. "How are you doing?" He asked while laying down next to the doe. Some time had passed since the last time they talked with each other and the feline was curious to know if everything was going well for his new friend.

"I do not know. Few days, I


"I do not know. Few days, I felt that I die... Everyone says that I'm severely lost weight, but I do not think so. Rather, I began to moult, when it came this heat... I think." she said with a gentle smile. She was thrilled that someone of her again and asks interested. Her tail is gaily shook. "Besides, I'm trying to figure out what has implemented these changes from day to day." her face is a little frown. "And you?"
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The beast listened as she

The beast listened as she spoke and nodded occasionally to show that he was listening. A faint smile remained on his features for a while until his turn to speak finally came. "I'm doing well." He replied with a faint nod. "Haven't caught my shooting star yet, though." The feline said with a quiet chuckle. "I hope things will go well for you." He said and leaned slightly to give the doe a gentle nudge on her shoulder.

"When night comes, and you'll

"When night comes, and you'll have time again, we return to Red Hill and we catch it, right?" She laughed and nudged her when she passed beside him on her side, as if he wanted to show what "power" has. It was evident that still has a kind of playfulness that would make it after that endurance running may fall. But no. She would probably still want to play and this poking from his side she liked. Gently, she leaned on her front legs knees and laughed so sweetly, as... child. Her ears touched each of their peaks. "Only if you ever have time again. Likewise, I feel strongly that you getting fat.." criticized him with a gentle smile. Slowly, she rolled back again in the heat of her own games bite his back. It was a very gentle push, it was not actually feel and she then began to lick unsettled place and compare.
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"Sure." He assured her with a

"Sure." He assured her with a calm tone. His ears suddenly rose up. Fat?, he thought, frown visiting his features. "I'm not fat." He pulled his front leg from underneath his chest and slapped the doe in a playful, though a rough manner. The beast then kept glaring at her with a rather threatening look. No one shall dare to call him fat, even if it was a joke. Then he stood and shook the bits of dry dirt off his fur. "I'll be on my way now. See you later." He gave her a faint rub on her cheek before turning and taking his leave.
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CLICK! Siv can be such a pain

CLICK! Siv can be such a pain in ass ;D
Screenshot courtesy of Tuoho c:

LMAO! ^

LMAO! ^

Quadda when his slap just

Quadda when his slap just gasped and laughed as she stood back up. She leaned lightly on his shoulder and nodded her head before him affectionately pinched him and wiped the side. "So that's just the hair, right?" laughed apologetically and she licked at the point where it pinched and then pushed into it. "Just go... I'll wait... as always." she smiled at him to lay back in place and continue resting.
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Sorry. oTL There was a fluffy

Sorry. oTL There was a fluffy ass on my screen, of course I had to take a screenshot.
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LOL. Tuoho, ikr. They're just

LOL.
Tuoho, ikr. They're just irresistible. I have Ramsus' ass somewhere in my folder too. ;;

I got bored, then Lady got

I got bored, then Lady got seductive, then... this B|
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omg that looks so incredibly

omg that looks so incredibly awesome o.o I love their poses SO MUCH, and how Hector is holding her. And the atmosphere is just perfect. Everything is just sdlkfjsfitmfgn and I completely adore it. ♥ ;A;

&hearts; I'm just gonna take

♥ I'm just gonna take a nap right here.