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Hector
male, adult, size
smilodon & tiger features
scent of tree bark, mangoes, musk
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Physique resembles a blend between tiger and smilodon. Large and heavy, covered in layers of thick fur that both retains and protects from heat during seasonal weather changes. Heavily scarred, but most damage is hidden by fur. Built to withstand.

Sturdy and strong, possesses brute strength and great amounts of endurance, is hard to knock out of balance. Has a jaw gape of 120 degrees which is necessary if he wants to use his elongated canines. Despite how neat the canines may seem, they're rather fragile and are used for precise killing only. In most cases, Hector will rather use his massive paws which, combined with a set of fine, sharp claws, can inflict large amounts of damage and cause a lot of bleeding as he will tear his opponent with unrelenting force. In addition, claws allow him to grapple onto larger enemies and position himself on them where he could be hardly reached (on their back, for example). Should a good opportunity arise, he may attempt to ground his opponent and then use his canines for a fatal bite (snap neck or other vital body part) if a kill is what he's going for.

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Stoic . Prideful . Confident . Strict . Self-reliant . Diligent
Persistent . Patient . Approachable . Laid back . Honest
Compassionate . Physical . Gentle . Affectionate . Kind
Passionate . Protective . Fierce . Brutal . Relenting . ...


A being of pride, confident in himself. Never looks down on anyone and treats each individual with respect and a welcoming attitude and is surprisingly selfless. A hardy exterior encompasses a soft and loving heart. Gives rather than takes and the well being of others is often put forth before his own. Very quick to protect loved ones and strangers alike in unjust situations.

Driven by a sense of leadership and purpose, diligent and persistent in achieving his goals. Self-reliant and often helpful should anyone reach out to him, but rarely seeks the help of others himself.

Very physical, prefers to express himself through actions rather than words. A cuddle ball with teeth and claws, but very gentle.

Very patient and difficult to rile up, laid back. Cautious when need be, benign and harmless unless provoked. A fierce and brutal fighter, but finds no thrill in violence. Merciful and relenting unless given no choice or driven to a point where he no longer cares to spare someone.

Adores children and it's the only weakness he would ever admit to having. Very patient in general, but even more so when dealing with children. Enjoys their antics and being a part of them, but is strict when it comes to teaching and often insists on having the final word as an adult.

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Family

Vittani - Biological daughter. Deceased. Feels like he hasn't been around enough to provide for and protect his beloved daughter, her death being proof of his failure as a father. Source of shame and guilt.

Vithara, Garai and Fari - Grandchildren via Vittani. Feels the need to protect and look after them, almost as if to make up for his failure to do so for his daughter. Cares about them and would protect if needed, but respects their space and doesn't force himself upon them.

Neira, Qathi, Satsi, Sigel, Dakari, Zurrai, Jouska, Jaar-Sef - Great grandchildren via Fari. Loves, fiercely protective of.


Others

'Lady' - Former infatuation. Loved dearly and thought of each day even during her absence. Was joyous to reunite with at some point and the old flame was rekindled, but it didn't last for very long. Has moved on since then, but the memories of her and their time together will always hold a special place in his heart.

Reunited with after a long time. Unsure where they stand, but enjoys sharing company regardless. If anything, thinks of her as a friend, however has some thoughts and feelings about certain matters that have been kept swept under the rug for a very, very long time. Unsure if he will ever want to bring them up and avoids the particular topic as much as he can, for now at least.

Greitai - For the most part finds her difficult to stomach and simply too complicated to handle, however knows there's more to her than she lets on. Finds amusement in pushing her buttons, but never means ill for the Raptoress. Unsure how to approach as she seems to have stepped out of bed on the wrong foot every single day, but remains curious of.

Vahni - Met her when she was a young fawn. Understands her nature and accepts her as she is, wishes that she would be safe, though sometimes the only protection he can offer is only simple advice that the wildling may choose not to follow. Cares for when he can, protective of.

Umay - A new acquaintance and reoccurring company. Seems enjoyable, curious to get to know her.

Pay-Pay - A friendly acquaintance from the past. Presumed gone.

'God-kissed' - Adorable lil' thing. Presumed gone.

Karana - Murdered Lady in the past. Sought to kill without success. Now but an unpleasant memory. Presumed gone.

Leila, Nadezdha, Tavis, Rin, Lohtu, Virro, Isla, Tanith, Orlaith, Yvek, Shye.


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I can compare? : D I like to

I can compare? : D
I like to play on the referee. XD

My paaaaageeeee....

My paaaaageeeee.... Laughing out loud
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You're fine. It sounds fair

You're fine. It sounds fair to me. :3

I knocked about 30% off Ram's initial health
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Omg, I didn't notice him

Omg, I didn't notice him there until now! xD That ninja.

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Yeah, we're like pro masters

Yeah, we're like pro masters at being ninja.
Riiiiiiight.

It's nice to see you again. c:
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xD It's awesome to see you

xD

It's awesome to see you again too! -clings- Maybe next weekend we can hop on Beren and Cervena 8D♥

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ohgod. Now that you mention

ohgod. Now that you mention the next weekend.. fffffff it's school time. yay. -goes to jump off a cliff or something-
yeah, i hope we can. ♥

When they finally stopped,

When they finally stopped, Vittani is passed to the ground as soon as she could and burying her nose in his fur. "Dad..." whimpered sadly and gently wiped her head in his coat. Slowly she raised her head and reached for his nose, which was gently touched. "Why are you mad at me?"
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The feline sighs heavily,

The feline sighs heavily, dropping his gaze down at Vittani. "Your toothed friend is not a good guy in my eyes. I don't like nor trust him. I don't like you being with him."

"Great Black Predator...?"

"Great Black Predator...?" she looked at him. She remembered the battle between the two. That you had really fighting for me?" She swallowed and pulled shaming ears. "But he's good..., really--. He looks like an evil, to give him the other space, you know?" she said softly. "I do not want to argue, or to fight for me... I like you both very much, Dad..." she said, her eyes filled with tears at the memory of her fear of his life spanned the two.

"And I do not want you to die..." she said and began to cry. She herself entangled between them, in an attempt to divide, but to ignite their fight was so strong that she did not notice that since both received several wounds. However, hide the others.
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"The fight was to show him

"The fight was to show him that he's not the only one owning you, and to show him his place." He snarls faintly, frowning. Though his frown vanishes just as quickly as it appeared as he spots little water crystals filling Vittani's eyes. "Don't cry. I won't die, Vittani." He says, rubbing his head against her neck. Hesitating to speak further about his displeasure with Vittani clinging to the black stag, he sighs again and wraps his paw around Vittani to somehow comfort her.

"But he could have killed

"But he could have killed you...!" wailed her crying and then changed into a truly heartbreaking lament. From her eyes became waterfalls and pretty soon have a wet face. But as soon as she touched it squeaked. He reached for one of the apparently injured or painful spots and she swung in an attempt to paw gently push a bit further. She eyes she watched his paw. She slowly raised and moved so in order to stretch her leg next to his. "Why are not they the same...?"
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His face frowns again and he

His face frowns again and he lets out a growl as Vittani finishes her first sentence. How dares she doubt the felines power! A ram like the one he fought is nothing to Hector! He turns his head away, sulking quietly in his own thoughts. No wonder she favors the ram beast more than Hector, someone much stronger, someone who could protect her better than the feline. If that's so, then so be it. The male turns his head towards the child, eying her with anger despite the small one's tears. However, shoving her away would do no good right now, she seemed already broken, and the beast had no will to break her to the final shreds. "What are you talking about?" Confused by her question, he asks with a cold, harsh tone, staring down at the small one.

She slowly pulled her leg

She slowly pulled her leg together. "Nothing..." she began to doubt. She began to notice more and more how she looks and how others and she began to worry. They all had almost the same physique and she felt so different. On the other hand, somehow sensed that her father is angry yet more and maybe tried to divert his thoughts completely different direction... But he did not know that the Great Black Predator was willing to push it, if he is to save life itself, and so she came to the next section, it has been important. As one of those who liked and which could possibly be like her... This creature, there was less and less... she felt that she had no one left. She looked at him in the eye and another question on the tongue froze her, and she remained except for a partially open mouth silent. Her eyes still cry.
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The feline continues eying

The feline continues eying Vittani, watching as she changes her positions. His ears perk up slightly at her expression. She obviously was going to say something, so what's holding her back? "What is it?" His jaws open once again as he speaks with a cold tone.

"What's that...?" replied

"What's that...?" replied hoarsely and ears attached to a head in guilt-gesture. No, this will not be asking. Her heart had been hurt enough that those whom she had loved, could not come together. Suddenly, her mind ran so many questions... Why not look like a father? Why do I have hooves instead of claws? Why I'm cold or very hot? Why are other like that, what are they? They love me at all? Is the sky really blue? Where is my mother? such questions are considered the in the soul, and she had no idea that she have to choose... "I dabbled in my head so much, Dad." she said after a short silence and bowed her head.
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Dad. How come she calls him

Dad. How come she calls him like that, if the one she considers better is the 'black predator'? A barely audible growl echoes in his throat at his own thoughts. It didn't seem like the right time to argue about it, though. Perhaps he should just let it be the way it is? Was it really that bothersome to him? The feline sighs heavily once more, not letting his gaze sift away from Vittani. She was his priority at the moment. "Tell me what's bothering you, Vittani." He asks, voice sounding a bit more gentle than before.

"Everything. So... many

"Everything. So... many things," she said and looked at him. It seemed that in the head after knock-selects something really bothering her and torture her. Diverted gaze and shook her head. "It bothers me so much that... I do not know what is important, what is more serious... What would anybody cares. It's like a shadow on my mind," she said and sighed. Her head fell slightly and gently tried to shake her, when a small crack filled with dried blood, a fly landed. Eyes plunged into the land to some invisible point.
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Hector's ears pin back

Hector's ears pin back slightly. Poor child. "Tell me everything that bothers you. It will make you feel better." He says, lowering his head to lick her wound and help it heal better.

There was dried blood on all

There was dried blood on all the wounds of which were never poisoned. Maybe if enough of long take her blood, maybe it will eventually have enough antibodies alone had it one day accidentally bitten. "But where I do start?" she asked, confused. As far as its horn was twisted and pointed to the second prong horn clear that threatens to break and cause her pain's ugly, but it could bear.

"Sometimes... sometimes I feel that... I'm not important to anyone... That I just air, fresh breeze that can breathe, but when get tired, will creep into hiding. Lately me apart all drives away. I have no friends... no loyal friend, you know?" summons it eventually and looked at him. "No one who walked behind me and cared for me. Sometimes I feel troubled that do not exist.."
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"No one cared for you, you

"No one cared for you, you say?" The feline cocks his head, seems like his effort goes unnoticed again. "No friends, huh?" He sighs again. "What makes you think so?" The beasts tone is a bit harsher now. If only Vittani knew she could have ended up dead in the felines claws for the slightest reason given, such as calling him weak.

"You know what I mean, Dad,"

"You know what I mean, Dad," she replied softly, her voice low. "Long days that I spend alone. Neither sometimes you can not find it... anyone. That's what I thought. I know what you did for me. Defended me and the danger that was not enough even to lift a finger." she smiled and slowly lifted her eyes to look into his face. She knew her reflection in the water and even today she noticed in the reflection of water that have different body composition. She breathed. Her smile slowly disappeared. "We look both otherwise you have not noticed before?" she asked, voice tight. "You're stronger, bigger, have a different face, different eyes. Alternatively coat. A claws." She held out her legs and slowly moved it to one of his paws. "And I hooves..."
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The feline silently listens,

The feline silently listens, not saying a word even after Vittani finishes speaking. His ears perk up again, and his eyes quickly run through the doe's little body. She indeed seemed very different from him, and that was what had been confusing him the whole time. There was no way she could be his daughter, despite the few evidence to prove him that she could be. Yet she called him dad. "I know." He replies quietly, pausing for a bit. "Then why do you keep calling me dad?" He asks with a weakened voice, turning his head away as he remembers the accident that took away his mate and child.

"Did I ever start saying

"Did I ever start saying 'Moma'?" murmured and legs gently reached out to put them over the paw. "You were the first person I saw... Maybe the second, but previous memories I can not recall just... white... Great White. And talking it to me..." Vittani carefully turned to him and gently pulled his paw feet together. She lifted her head. "Recently, the question that bothers me, if you're my real father... I see our differences. Huge differences..." she paused and she looked in his eyes the answer. "You were the only one, but I know that somewhere my own mother. I could not fall from the sky..."
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Another memory triggers at

Another memory triggers at his mind. He could smell a familiar scent, a scent of his home and family, where he first found Vittani. Maybe it was just a coincidence? Perhaps someone else was carrying a very familiar scent? "The same question has been bothering me since I found you." He replies, somewhat nodding at her.

/going to bed now.

"And Mom? Did you see my

"And Mom? Did you see my mother? When you found me somebody there still had to happen... Someone white. Or a lot of light." she asked suddenly, almost eagerly, trying to stand up. A bit clumsy hoof stepped on his foot when he rose and then turned against his face, waiting for his answer. Small triangular tail up. He served as the only thorn somewhere on her butt.

Her enthusiasm but soon cooled when several open wounds, and in particular those on her left shoulder, which had been worried for a while. She was not afraid to show weakness in front of him. Certainly seen her cry many times and even pain that washed over her body, and in an interview that her father passed, at a moment returned. Carefully dropped almost to compliments, her left leg was slightly bent and in the air, the other stretched out to her and went off to her father.

"It was my mom's white...?" she asked then. "Her hair..."
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Now? Well, just a moment I'll go after you, as I see it. XD
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His ears perk backwards. "I

His ears perk backwards. "I don't know.. I didn't see anyone else. You were alone." He pauses, even more puzzled than before. "I don't know how your mother looked, Vittani." He sighs again. What is going on here?

"But you have to remember

"But you have to remember someone you... fathered me... or not?" she asked. She was beginning to be uneasy. What if he is not her father? What if she just found and adopted? Concerns with each word filled, her expression more and more frowned in the anxiety gesture. Slowly departing head and even slower to lay on the ground.
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"I'm not your real father."

"I'm not your real father." Or so the feline thought. "I found you as a newborn at the edge of the birch forest. You were entirely alone, that's why I stayed with you." He adds, wishing that there somehow was a way to figure everything out.

Vittani grew dark before

Vittani grew dark before eyes. Spun her head, her body went through such a terrible weakness as ever. She was lucky to lay, because by the way she looked, would probably slid to the ground. This was worse than all the wounds and injuries for the entire time she suffered. She felt that her imaginary friend was right all the time (actually it's called the inner self and shed out only the worst fears and deepest thoughts). 'Are you alone...' sounded in her head. "This is just a... bad nightmare, is not it?" her eyes, which she started to burn under the onslaught of tears.
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The girl's suffers were

The girl's suffers were obvious to see. The feline wraps his paws around Vittani and presses her against his chest. "You can still call me dad, if it makes you feel better." He says, nudging Vittani's side with a friendly gesture.

Vittani view testified only

Vittani view testified only paralysis and shock. Her body quickly absorbing this information. Her once lively eyes, despite the tears, suddenly darkened. Their radiance up to the shine that provoked tears vanished. One sentence and crushed everything she loved. Her life, her reason for existence, which apparently began to doubt. Her eyes fell just big tears, and she did not answer. Ears gently put head to head and slowly passed on his feet, closer to his chest. "Just as a father... I will always love you..." said before in a silent wail broke down and closed her eyes.
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*snooooooooort*

*snooooooooort*

It's a jealous father. XD

It's a jealous father. XD

And it will probably poisoned licking her blood... Laughing out loud
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Good. BI then i want him to

Good. BI then i want him to get some sort of infection or something. or not. idk.
fuck this shit.
I want something to happen to him. BC

Well, if you want, it can

Well, if you want, it can inadvertently bite and poison (kill). Laughing out loud But this is too much, so it will be as bad. XD

You want to talk? Looks like you got a lot to say. But I only email if you want to talk. x)
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I don't really have anything

I don't really have anything else to say besides that i'm BOOOORED. and unmotivated for stuff. and tired. mostly tired. and lazy. BI
this character is going nowhere. and it sucks. and i can't think of anything for him because i'm SO unmotivated. ugh

Ok. I'll try to help.

Ok. I'll try to help. Smiling Outside TEF try to write a book, create your own world entirely original. Laughing out loud Me it helps, since then I was bored so that i TEF is more fun. Moreover, it is night, it is logical that you do not have the motivation ... x)
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nah, i'm too lazy and

nah, i'm too lazy and unmotivated for anything. and i'm so bored. gonna email you anyway I guess, dunno what to write, though. :I

and my connection just died. great.

There is always something to

There is always something to talk about.
Do you know how many there are themes? Laughing out loud And if not issues, as there are words? : D
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yeah. sent you an email. c:

yeah. sent you an email. c:

Ok, sweetheart. I already

Ok, sweetheart. I already know about him, and even got a reply.

Loitering slowly and

Loitering slowly and carefully,leaving pale footprints behind her. She's been walking for hours, looking for the right place to take a rest - she can't take the risk to be visible for others for a while. She had been chased by some enormous and violent deers lately. But all seemed peaceful and quiet, like nothing could ever happen now. Looked around while passed through in the shrubby and noticed something sleeping further. It's seemed clearly different than a deer. It has paws,horns and dark coat with deep scars. "What can it be?" thought "I don't have to approach it surely" The female turned but quickly decided to stay for a while and examine that huge being..

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sorry I could not wait 8I
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The environment seemed

The environment seemed peaceful and quiet today, unlike any other day in this forest. It was the perfect time for the large feline to take a nap. His ears were perked up however, alert. With an inhale the male's eyes slowly opened halfway as he heard a faint noise somewhere. Seemingly he felt too relaxed to move a single muscle and turn his head to see where the noise was coming from. Instead, the feline just closed his eyes again and continued enjoying the peace.

Took a step closer - it was a

Took a step closer - it was a strongly muscled feline,but what kind of feline? Reckless manner took more steps closer. "Is that a skull on him?" thought and pricked her ears. Spanked his forelegs on the ground and crept more and more closer. As she reached him,carefully gave to the sleeping creature a sniff.
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The feline's head rose

The feline's head rose immediately as he heard someone approaching. His head turned towards the sound, only to see a black wolf coming his direction. The male rose from the ground and put himself in a sitting position, looking down at the intruder. Without a word the beast leans and returns a few sniffs to the wolf, slightly turning his head sideways to avoid direct eye contact. His eyes quickly scan the female's appearance, after that he leans again and sniffs her once more. "What brings you to me?" He asks with a low voice and continues watching the being from the corner of his eye.

Stood up surprised and said

Stood up surprised and said indifferently while sat down. "Just my curiosity" wondered of this scary looking creature's self-possession. "Why are you in this forest anyway,it's not for your ... kind I guess" scratched her left ear.
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"I assume this to be my

"I assume this to be my afterlife of some sort." He replies, turning his face with a faintly displeased expression away from the wolf. "You don't seem like the one to fit in here either." He adds with a brief glance to the female.

"Afterlife?" this word took

"Afterlife?" this word took all her attention,so didn't payed any of his followed quirk. Just stared for long minutes to the ground. "What do you mean by afterlife? We all are .... dead?" asked frightened while turned her face toward the male. The wolf wasn't sure how she got here,fell in deep doubts. Soon continued the permanent staring to the ground in the shadow of the feline.
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The male's head tilts at the

The male's head tilts at the wolf's reaction. "I don't know how others got here." The feline denied her question, slowly laying down again in front of the female. "Do you have a name?" He asks, giving her another brief glance.