Snow's updates and info.
October 16, 2010 - 1:48am — Snowsauria
Updates september 27th, 2022;
Fixing a lot of stuff around on bios while I try to get back into things <3
Tried to get back into TEF last year as well, but then my dog's health declined and in the beginning of december last year she had to be put down, my best friend for close to 15 years.
This took such a heavy toll on me and I think was a major reason for why I was unable to get back into TEF. But yeah, new attempt! So if you ever spot any of my characters in the forest, pls don't be afraid to say hello to them or poke me on discord or something <3
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Christina; Snow;
Born august 23, 1989.
Likes the night.
Likes to be alone.
Loathe animal cruelty.
I love the Disney Classics.
I am a highly sensitive person.
I have a dog named Chrystal. Rest in peace, love ♥
My favorite colors are red and golden hues.
Favorite TV- shows are Supernatural, Vikings Game of Thrones/ House of the Dragon.
I don't like arguments, and tend to keep my opinions to myself.
My favorite bands are Nightwish, Wardruna and Danheim.
Huge fan of tattoos, has many plans of new ones sometimes in the future.
'Snowdurr'; Usually goes by Snow
Wears anything.
Size #2
Freckled face.
Usually very lazy.
Respectful of personal space.
Cuddly - but only when warmed up to someone.
Will be more than happy to help others gain spells they need.
Generally a bit shy and reserved, though has her bold moments.
Friendly and accommodating, likes to romp or rest around with others.
Me, in a sense, though still have some traits I lack - though wish I had.
Not only one, but two beauty spots just above the right corner of her mouth.
Can interact with IC characters, though aggressive actions will not be taken personally.
Sometimes have a slight feeling of responsibility for those around her, especially fawns.
Aggressive actions should be taken as play, would never behave aggressive towards anyone.
Illrose
Svanrand
Kaura
Averell
Nimh
Lifa
Skellr
Apocalypse
Lunar Eclipse
Maeve ✝
E-mail;
Discord; Valkyrie#7470
DeviantArt; snow-89
Instagram; valkyriexchristina
My characters is always IC. Their actions are theirs alone and does not reflect my opinions as a player. I do however take responsibility for their actions, so please contact me on e-mail or skype if the actions of my character somehow bothered or upset you. If there is something about my character's behavior you don't understand, reading their condition, thoughts, mood and recent happenings can give you a heads up about what's going on, or you could just ask me. n_n
Roleplays are highly welcomed either here on TEFc or on discord <3
Background image © Snow.
A lot of her old wounds had
"I'm not sure if it was worth it." She murmured to Jack. Well, at least she wasn't angry anymore. Not at the moment.
"Eckaaw. Is bad deer, hurting
[[Hi. xD Barty seems to keep sticking his beak where it doesn't belong. :p]]
(you saw jala's post on the
Just wanted to make this sure |D )
He glanced over to her. An unusual satisfied look on his face...
... everything went fine so far...
Well... except the inteferences... of course... that was the spirit of this damn place...
... there was _always_ one who poked their nose where it didn't belong. Who had to care
Who had to be the good. Clearing up fights which wasn't even theirs.
He experienced this also during his fights with jergens.
God how he hated it...
It was their fight... those two individuals had to settle this.... no one else... he grimaced, trying to ignore the anger about this...
...he giggled.
"Well... he treated you like.... like some pet ... yes...? Heh I don't know... If.... if I where in... in your situation... i would have ripped his guts out." His voice darkened with the last words.
Yes... that would do.... or.... try...
He grinned, watching the dullhead in the distance.
Ninja'd big time.
Jala;
All anger that had build up inside her vanished like the air was let out of a balloon when Joro hissed at her. Her ears flopped, and she lowered her head like an ashamed child. But for a moment she lifted her head, staring at her friend.
"He deserved to know what he have done to me, to feel what I feel." Then, her voice suddenly broke down to a whisper.
"I cared about him so much, Joro, I really did. I don't know if I'll ever be able to let him go." She stepped forward, pushing her skull against Joro's chest, seeking comfort into the white fur of the doe that felt both like a sister and a best friend to her.
"You are right. It's enough." She then murmured, before she lifted her head again.
"I'll stay away from him, but I will need you there, then. I need my friends if I shall be able to forget him." Her voice was still a whisper, and her whole body shivered as she let out a sigh.
ocean;
Haha, I had no idea who the crow was, sorry Illrose got pissed at him. xD
"Just stay away, you bloody stupid crow!" She snarled, slashing her front hooves through the air in an attempt to hit the bird. Wanted to take her anger out on this creature, since a bunch of deer had placed themselves protectively between her and Gustiro.
"I'll stay away from him if you stay away from me." She added with a growl, before she decided to ignore the crow as she began to walk away.
[[Oh don't worry, he was
"Ecaaw! Is not bad aim, Big Gray!" cackled the crow, soaring into the air to avoid the strike. He stayed aloft for a moment, suddenly swooping down to land on her antlers. "Is stay away if Big Gray wants, this one is not mind. Is think Big Gray makes excellent perch though, yes yes!" The crow was clearly admiring the view, though ready to take off again at a moment's notice.
"Is come back later though. Is not forget about Big Gray."
Pfft, ninja'd again AliceV,
Illrose snorted.
"I don't know what he treated me like. He has been aggressive with me all day, and when I finally decided to fight him, he didn't even seem interested." She murmured in a frustrated tone, while she began to lick one of the wounds on her front leg. One of her antlers felt weird, unbalanced somehow. She tried to look in the corner of her eye, and noticed it seemed to be a crack in it. She knew she had gotten it when she attacked the Old Oak, but it seemed worse after the fight with Gustiro. It didn't matter as long as the whole antler didn't fell off.
"That's what I wanted to, but those deer made it pretty hard." Besides, Joro had gotten in-between. Illrose would never do anything that could make Joro angry at her, so she had backed off.
ocean;
Lol, I thought it seemed he was teasing her, I was obviously right then. x')
She shook her antlers violently in the same second the bird landed on them.
"Yes, please stay away, and you do not need to come back!" Illrose shook her head again to make sure the bird was gone, her ears flattened and her head low.
"Heh... well... not sure...
He sighed...
... she hit that spot again.
"Yes.... yes... stupid.... stupid forest mentality DAMN IT!"
He shook his head.
"...best... best thing to settle something is one on one.... and not... a stupid bunch of goodfellas cuddling fights appart yes?! Teh... if something has to.... to be settled between two.... then.... it has to be settled between two" he clunched his teeth together, forcing himself to calm down again...
... not that he accidentialy would say something.... that better shouldn't be mentioned...
... like the fact that he had hoped he could make Gustiro and Illrose fight till the end.... or at least... close to.
He started to smile again...
The crow jumped off her
"Is come back later, yes yes. Is not easy to get rid of this one. Is take care of self, Big Gray, and not bring red to forest of green."
The crow was suddenly gone in a swirl of black feathers. He was not one to aggravate deer when there wasn't cause to.
Jorogumo would be unable to
(LOLOL I figured you missed it. It's ok.)
AliceV; "No, you obviously
"No, you obviously doesn't." For a moment the thought of Jack's nickname on Gustiro made her wanting to giggle, but she didn't. The time was much too serious right now.
"It's hard to settle things one on one around here. Even if no one is around at the time the fight begins, the sound of battle-cries always draw attention, and eventually someone will try to interfere." Even she did that sometimes, if she felt someone she cared about was in danger of getting hurt. Or if two or more was attacking one deer, that was just unfair.
"I think I have to let my thoughts of revenge go, at least for now." She added, when she thought about what Joro had said to her. It was enough. Stay away from him. She would try to do that.
ocean;
"Stupid bird." She growled under her breath, watching the creature carefully as it circled above her.
"I bring what the heck I want to this forest." She murmured, most to herself as she began to walk away, even though the crow already seemed to have disappeared.
Jala;
"You did?" Illrose tilted her head. She had seen Joro fighting, but only a couple of times. Joro seemed like the kind of deer that didn't have to fight, she only had to set one foot down, and others would break up and listen to her. If Illrose could have had the same authority, she wouldn't have needed to fight so much either. Illrose closed her eyes at her friend's touch, but quickly opened them again.
"His intentions is to harm when he keeps Bei away from me. He know how much I care about her, and still he will not let her come to me." That would be the hardest part about staying away from Gustiro, if it meant staying away from others she cared about as well - like Bei.
"But you are right, of course. In the end, all I get is pain, so it's pointless to stay around." But she would miss the presence of the red stag, no doubt about that.
He grimmaced nearly
A hot wave of mixed feelings burst up his chest... rage, dissapointment.... but also extiment and hysteria...
... he swallowed, needing all of his energy to stay calm.... to keep his 'mask'.
Heh... no need to lose it now soldier. You have time... remember?
... much much time in your new prison.
He nodded... not as an answer to Illrose, but to this little voice in the back of his mind.
"Heh well, well... maybe it's better like this then, yes...?" he lied, while smiling in her face.
Hmm... hey... he should think of this as a challange then...
... maybe he could also try to poke that dullhead into the 'right' direction...
Well... if that wasn't a challange.
He looked to Illrose again. His eyes wandering towards the crack in her antler...
"... did you fought with all your strenght...?"
"Think about Bei then.
AliceV; "It has to get
"It has to get better, although right now it feels worse than ever." She stared down to the ground, ashamed of how she had dealt with the situation. But she had been blinded by pain and rage, and it had seemed like the only right thing to do then - to let Gustiro know exactly how she felt. Jack's question made her look up at him again, she could see he had noticed the crack in her antler.
"Yes, I did." She turned her head in an attempt to get a good look at the crack but, of course, her antlers followed the motion of her head. She had to take a look in the pond later, to see how badly damaged her antlers was.
Jala;
"Perhaps." Illrose said slowly, before nodding.
"Yes, I think I'll have to go and talk to her." She added, before she looked up at Joro, a saddened smile on her face, behind the fierce looking skull mask.
"I really messed everything up, didn't I?" She already regretted how she had attacked Gustiro. But on the other hand, perhaps it was for the best, for how could their relationship possible work out in the long run? No, it was better to stay away.
I'm sorry I disappeared on everyone, everything stopped working. >.<
Trrrack x
Thank you. (:
''I'm so sorry, I thought
Hop she'll get better soon. <3
"It's not your fault, you
Lol, me too. (:
He nodded, turned his head
Still a slightly wicked smile on his face... he looked down.
She was strong, yes... both where strong.
That's why he rather would 'make' them fight to see how they get hurt, than fighting them himself...
... though one day... heh yes one day.... he will give it a try himself.
Nothing to loose anyways...
"hmhm... well fought, my lady... yes... yes..." he snickered.
"Thank you." She replied,
"Tell me Jack, what did you do the time you let anyone close enough to hurt you? How did you make the pain go away?" Of course Jack had to talk from experience when he mentioned this; not let anyone close, cause then they can hurt you. Gustiro had gotten too close, and now Illrose had no idea how to deal with the pain. Fighting the red stag had worked only for a moment, but it didn't make the pain go away.
Suddenly his body tensed, he
His features became a little harsher than usual.
"P.... pain won't go away... heh... n... never..." a strange grinn appeared on his lips, while his eyes where opened wide, a slight look of desperation in them.
"Not.... not even when.... when they die... yes..." all of the sudden he started to laugh before he curled up, like he was just fallen asleep. "makes it worse.... worse... worse... just... but.. it wasn't my fault... yes?... wasn't... wasn't my... my fault...?" he mumble while he started to tremble, desperartely fighting memories and feelings back.
The answer she got was hardly
"Do you want to talk about what happened?" She then asked quietly.
Hm, excuse Eph's watching. He
Haha, I think it was sweet of
Illrose may not show it, but Eph and Dag mean something special to her, in a different way than most of her other relationships. It is like she really can relax when either of them is around. They're like something solid she can lean on when everything else is unstable.
Lol, now I'm babbling, but Illrose enjoys Eph's company. <3
"Chh. Is not run away so
"Is not bother Big Gray too much, but this crow is watching, yes yes."
Her words startled him. All
"What.... WHAT...?" he glared at her "what... what are you... are you a friggin doc? Yes... YES?" the stag snapped...
He made a few steps backwards, still trembling...
... he snickered "Heh.. wa...want to see in my head, yes..? yes...? But... but why eh its.. its nothing, nothing special... nothing..."
He ploped down again... looking very exhaused, like he just ran for a long time.
All of the sudden the look in his face changed again, back to 'normal'. He smiled at Illrose.
"No, I don't want to talk about that." He finally replied in the most calm way, as if nothing had happened before.
He shook his head rapidly...
... "That.... that dullhead realls screwed you up... you know that, yes...?" he tried to change the topic... back to their relation... and not his past...
ocean; "More quiet yes, but
"More quiet yes, but not because I feel better." She snapped toward the feathered creature. He was still annoying, and worse, his presence reminded her for the terrible things she had done yesterday. But she then tilted her head.
"Why do you call me Big Gray?" She asked in a monotone voice. Had she met this crow before, when her fur was still gray in color?
AliceV;
Jack's sudden outburst made her flinch. She would have jumped to her feet too, but her wounded body made her slow, so she didn't get the chance to do much more than stretching out her front legs before his outburst was over.
"Okay, I just wanted to ask." She replied, she too casual, as if he never had screamed at her. But she then flattened her ears for a moment, glaring at him.
"I don't want to talk about it." She answered, consciously using almost the same phrase he had used.
"Is not good news to this
"Is Big, so is call big. Is also gray, gray mean...sad. Is very gray deer, like cloud hanging over. Is also watch for time before Big Gray change pelt. Is watch many deer, this one." The crow tilted his head to one side, as if analyzing a hard puzzle.
aww poor Illrose. Will the
"Mhh.. my poor Illrose, your
ocean; She blinked, and
She blinked, and looked down at the crow. All frustration toward him disappeared in once. She just resigned, was tired of everything, empty.
"It is a fitting name, then." She silently replied.
mini;
I'm not sure what to make of that damage yet, but it will probably be visible in artwork. :b
Schutz;
Illrose didn't care about her wounded antler for a second. With saddened eyes, she watched the red stag in the distance, and all those that wouldn't let her near him because they believed she would attack. Not that she blamed them.
"I've ruined everything, Lucy. Nothing goes the way I want." She murmured with an empty voice. The last days had been nothing but a mess, and now she probably lost Jack too, after trying to separate him and Gustiro.
He chuckled, relaxed
He was 'out of danger' again...
"Ah not... not the physical... way you see, yes..?" he went on with a grin, leting his eyes wander over her wounds.
"I... I mean he changed you... at... hehe at least I have the feeling yes.." he grinned. "He... screwed you up."
to the recent events xD:
"He is the one... who atacks.... he... is the one who gets the pity... this... is th ebest joke ever. Ha ha ha! See what I mean, my lady?.... You call something like that your friend.
Told.... told ya I had some... some respect... yes... had..."
The crow dared to come
"Hey... Cheer up... I don't
I see you have a few people to respond to, so just keep it short, lol.
The doe licked Illrose's
Alice V; "I understand what
"I understand what you mean." She replied, thoughtful for a moment, before she shook her head.
"It's not him that screwed me up, it's the forest. I think it's time to seriously try to find a way out of here, before it ruins me completely."
xD
Illrose was completely devastated, tired of begging for everyone's forgiveness for her actions.
"I know he was the one attacking, but you kept provoking him." She replied, tired. At his last sentence, she merely closed her eyes, as if she was afraid her eyes would be filled with tears. Now she had lost not only one dear to her, but two. And it was all her own fault.
ocean;
Illrose didn't reply to the bird's words, she simply nodded, and watched him as he flew up in the air, and then placed himself on a branch, not too far away.
Woah, ninja'd. xD
mini;
Illrose shook her head slowly.
"I'm not strong. Not anymore." She whispered, staring down at the ground, completely torn apart by all the recent happenings.
Schutz;
She closed her eyes at the gentle touch from her friend, and gently brushed her skull into Lucy's fur in return.
"Thank you. I'm glad you are here. Yes, Gustiro is strong, he will be alright."
"I know one way.... yes...?"
Of course... but it was not sure if this would work the same for her...
(pfft sorry... the shorntess xD doing to situations at once is a bit hard)
"Heh... of course.... if one stats something.... he has to end it... besides... I will NEVER back down from that FILTHY dullhead... if he is the one who decides to take it on with me... he will be the one who will LEAVE in the end.... NOT ME!" he panted.. he was exhaused... and screaming around wasn't really easy now... "and... and if those... those forest dogs hadn't been around again... we.. we could have settled this... ehe... yes... but now.... now it will go on.... go on..."
Then he started to giggle all of the sudden... "Pah stop whimping like one of those trained dogs... yar... better than that." he slowly turned around, walked off.
"Just because I on't respect you, doesn't mean I'm done with you... " he snickered, while slowly trotted off to his place at the ruins ...
"he he ... if... if it where like that ...i wouldn't talk to anyone here, yes..? Stupid animals... stupid prison..."
"Yes you are, Illrose... You
AliceV; "You mean dying? I
"You mean dying? I think I will look for a safer way than that, I have no guarantee it will work for me." She replied, shaking her head frustrated, the cracked antler was annoying right now.
Haha, I understand what you mean. x')
She was only barely able to take in his words, there was already too much on her mind. Too many confusing, devastating thoughts. But she shot a glance at him at his words.
"I'm not whimping!" She hissed, stomping an hoof in the ground. When he turned around, she did the same, only she didn't go anywhere. There was nowhere she felt like going to right now.
mini;
Illrose lifted her head, and looked at Kheiron.
"You have no idea how much I want to just stay away from him. I want to hate him, I want us to be enemies like we used to be - that was much easier than it is now." She began, her voice sounding almost desperate.
"But it's too late for that now. I've let him too close, I can't let go...Even though it didn't seem to hard for him to let go." Oh, how she hated to be like this; broken, depressed and vulnerable. What had happened to the strong, proud and careless doe she had used to be?
''I guess this is our worst
"Yes, I'm sorry for there
"Yes, I am thankful for my friends, and thank you for your words."
Kheiron had problems seeing
A part of him was screaming that she deserved this for ignoring him back then, but he knew this was just childish, and it was not something she needed to hear right now. Though it was tempting... See if he got her angry. He enjoyed her anger way more than her sadness anyway, and a part of him believed that she did, too.
"You should have listened to me."
He smiled. Pride? It's still there my friend. Lots of it.
lol sorry. You don't need to reply this long.
She knew others could have
"I know!" She hissed, before her ears flopped down again.
"I know I should have listened." She sighed.
He got silent. "That's all I
He was talking about leaving this place. Of course he did not want her to go, but this place was tearing her apart. And she could always come back, he thought.
Illrose nodded in agreement,
"Fresh air sounds good." She slowly said, after a thoughtful pause.
"Yeah..." He wasn't concerned
"You'll be alright."
He stretched out and brushed his neck against hers while making a calm, humming sound. He felt safe around her, even when she was as depressed as now.
Ending it here, lol. <3
She was certain now, more
"Yes, I guess I will be. Thank you, Kheiron, for being here."
Awh, he is so sweet. <3
"This is late in coming,
She turned around and knocked her skull lightly against Illrose's haunches, before backing up a few paces. How would it play out now? Would they become friends, enemies, or would they simply ignore each other until they found equal footing? She didn't know, it all depended on Illrose now.
[ random rp is random. c: ]
Illrose perked her ears when
"They keep saying that, so I have to believe it's true." She replied with a sigh, tired and exhausted from all that had happened lately. But how could it be better this way, away from Gustiro, when it made her feel she got her innards ripped out? Illrose shook her head. She had to remember Kheiron's words; she was strong. Illrose tilted her head, as if she was confused.
"I'm sorry, but I would never hurt Vodun, I have nothing against him. And attacking sleeping deer is beneath me." Sure, she had reared up over the sleeping deer, but that was simply to draw Gustiro's attention to her. Not once had her hooves touched Vodun, or else one would believe he would have woken up.
"And Umay is somewhat a friend, I wouldn't stand and watch her being attacked by two others."
I like random rp's. ^^
"When more than one being
"True." Illrose gave a nod.
"You sound like me. I tend to stick my nose were it doesn't belong too."