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Updates september 27th, 2022;

Fixing a lot of stuff around on bios while I try to get back into things <3
Tried to get back into TEF last year as well, but then my dog's health declined and in the beginning of december last year she had to be put down, my best friend for close to 15 years.

This took such a heavy toll on me and I think was a major reason for why I was unable to get back into TEF. But yeah, new attempt! So if you ever spot any of my characters in the forest, pls don't be afraid to say hello to them or poke me on discord or something <3







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I added you. :b

I added you. :b

oh my that fight was scary...

oh my that fight was scary... even when Reed was in it, i hope Illrose will feel better soon my that discussion with Gustiro and Cadavar must of been hard to deal with. Xentrie i shocked with all the comotion and stuff and now i think he is quite frighten of Reed now
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Lol, Illrose will be fine,

Lol, Illrose will be fine, although she gets really frustrated with her friends when they won't stop fighting each other, even when she tries to go in-between.
Awh, poor Xentrie, it was really nice of him to stick around Illrose, though. She does appreciate it, even though she might not show it that clearly. :')

haha im glad she will ^^

haha im glad she will ^^ ♥. ah yes those can be frustrating especially when its between to close friends and i hope it can work out sooner or later :]
ya he wants to keep her company since she has a cold. btw that is his new picto the three square boxes and a diagonal line at the bottom.
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Toukan is kind of concerned

Toukan is kind of concerned since he can tell Illrose isn't feeling great. Hence the sniff with headtilt. |D
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Janet; Sooner would be great,

Janet;
Sooner would be great, but I doubt it, they're all too stubborn to become friends, I think. At least for now. xD
Oh, I didn't see he had changed picto - the 'love ring' shines brightly on my screen, making it difficult to see their pictos - but I saw the picto on the map, and I thought 'that map must be wrong, there is no deer with that picto around Illrose'. But then it was, after all. xD

Pega;
I was wondering if that was what he noticed. Illrose was actually rather relieved when he was there, since she believe him to be a much calmer deer than the others she was with at the moment - who was busy fighting anyway. x)
So she does appreciate his presence. ^^

yes it would and yes i see

yes it would and yes i see that they are stuborn xD. yes i had to change his picto it was messed up on my screen so ya lol ^^;;
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Poor Illrose. Sorry Gustiro

Poor Illrose. Sorry Gustiro keeps stirring up trouble while she is sick. >>;

stuborn? naw. no one 's

stuborn? naw. no one 's stuborn here. >> *sneaks out*
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I think he's at the point of

I think he's at the point of not minding her company, or a little past that. It helps that they seem to share an enemy and it looked like she was jumping in front of him a few times during fights.
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Janet; I'll try to memorize

Janet;
I'll try to memorize his new picto, then. :')

Gustiro;
Lol, she shouldn't really be expecting anything else, but she gets really frustrated, first trying to get between him and Cadaver, then him and Jack - and not really feel she succeeded in any way. x)

AliceV;
No, especially not Jack. He is not stubborn at all. :')

Edit - NinjaPega;
That's good to hear. :') Yes, Illrose did try to go between Ren and Toukan a couple of times when Ren showed up after Joro had given birth.
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Of course she did not succeed

Of course she did not succeed at all. Illrose is his dog-gone-it! A sick Illrose is even more his! At least he thinks so.
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Pfft, I think it is a good

Pfft, I think it is a good thing she is sick, and didn't have the strength to go between too much. Or else she wouldn't have given up, and probably ended up being pissed at them all. xD
Poor Gustiro, he has a lot to deal with as well. Illrose doesn't mind being his at the moment, though, as long as he stays close and keep her warm - and judging from his injuries, I don't think he'll go anywhere anytime soon. ^^'

together they can be really,

together they can be really, really, really annoying when they feel like xDD
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Yes, they can. It was

Yes, they can. It was hilarious. xD

Slowly he sneaked through the

Slowly he sneaked through the high grass around the playground, approaching the doe sitting under the rock.
"hehe O~ my lady... don't tell me you hide here an sulk because of that dullhead... yes..?"

He smirked at her and sat down without asking for permission.
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Illrose could hear someone

Illrose could hear someone approaching, but she didn't turn her head to look until the white stag sat down next to her. For a moment she laid her ears flat, ready to snap at him, but all that came from her mouth was a sigh.
"He is an idiot." She then mumbled, before flopping her head to the ground. Of course she would never tell, but she did appreciate Jack coming here - unless it was to make her even more upset, one could never know with him.


Pfft, seeing this a bit to late, but oh well.

He snickered..."Oh yes... yes

He snickered..."Oh yes... yes he is... really.... really wonder why you... " he stopped. His eyes wandered around... his whole body language seemed to be a little... unsteady..

"Ahh you.... you know my lady...when I see you around him..." he stopped again. Obviously it was hard for him to find the right words... to speak them out loud.

"Well, my lady... I.... I have a certain kind of respect for you... yes... you... you are strong... a fighter... yes..indeed I respect you... in a way..." he snickered again, a little bit nervous this time. "But... whenever I see you... arround that dullhead... jumping and sneking... like some mother hen... your submitting to him... I... lose it completely every time..." he almost sounded like he was regretting this fact.

Suddenly he started to laugh again "Ahh.. heh but .. ah not... not that this would matter hehe.. just... thought..." he stopped again, and grinned.


(np xD)
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There was something in his

There was something in his voice - or perhaps something she caught in his body language - that made her lift her head again, looking over at the white stag curiously. Her ears perked up again to catch his words, and a slight smile appeared on her lips when he admitted he did had some kind of respect for her - luckily the skull mask borrowed from Cadaver hid her facial expressions. The smile soon vanished anyway, and Illrose's ears flopped down again.
"I know." She silently replied.
"I'm not proud of it, but I'm afraid I'll lose him if I don't." Not that she really had Gustiro, she would never have him as long as he continued to claim others that was in need of his attention. Again, she thought it would be better not to be a part of it at all.

He shook his head, still

He shook his head, still grinning.

"Tah... really...really can not understand ...certainly not..." he shook his head once more.

This behaviour of the red stag... this 'claiming' and 'commanding' ... this was what could make him explode with rage each and every time.
And this was what made him even more unable to understand how she could be so obsessive about that stag.

"Close enough to hit where it hurts the most..." he mumbled, thinking about the relation of the two. He started to grin again, giggled. "How nice... how nice... "
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"Sometimes I don't understand

"Sometimes I don't understand either." She agreed, even though they perhaps wasn't talking about the same thing. She didn't understand why she always bothered to stand up for Gustiro, why she watched after him when he was injured and tried to protect him from others - even though he was as strong as her - when she in the end knew something between her and the red stag was impossible.
"Perhaps I should do as you...just quit this thing called friendship." She added, murmuring, with a bitter chuckle. She then looked at him when he mumbled something she couldn't quite catch.
"What?"

He didn't look over to her,


He didn't look over to her, instead he watched the birds of the playground, in the distance.

"That... that dullhead... he is close enough... to hit you where it hurts the most... see... he....he is one of those who can really... hurt you... not just scratch the surface, you know?"

He grinned, still didn't dare to look at her, beeing affraid his eyes would uncover some points to hit on himself.

"That's the reason why i don't believe in friendship. Works fine for me... oh yes,yes..." he snickered.
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Illrose nodded her head when

Illrose nodded her head when she understood what he was talking about. Gustiro was indeed close enough to hit where it hurt the most.
"You are right." She replied after a moment in silence, pondering about it all. She then smiled slightly in Jack's direction, even though he wasn't looking at her.
"I understand now why you don't. But I'm afraid it's too late for me, I already have friends I don't want to lose." And when she said that, she wasn't thinking about only Gustiro. No. Kheiron had once been her closest friend, but he seemed to have disappeared lately, so others was about to take his place...others like Jack and Jorogumo.

"What the fuck is going on?"

"What the fuck is going on?"

("seems they lost it

("seems they lost it completely now...yes?"
pff.. i just returned ot the pc... wanted to see what was going on... next thing jack running to save his fluffy butt from reed _and_ gustrio xD wth?)
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"I don't know! He told me to

"I don't know! He told me to come to him..then he began chasing me and they wouldn't leave me alone...and Reed came, and.." Illrose had no idea what was going on, not anymore than Joro. She had approached Gustiro, wanting to become his friend again, and this mess was the result. Now both Gustiro and Reed would probably be badly wounded because of what she had started - whatever this was. Why wasn't she just fighting Gustiro back when he chased her? She didn't know, it was as if her deer instinct had taken control at some point, forcing her to flee instead of fighting.

Edit - AliceV;
Lol, yeah, I don't know either. XD Illrose wanted to see if Gustiro still was angry at her - which he obviously was, then he and another deer started to - in her eyes - chase her, at which point Reed jumped into it, soon followed by Joro and Lucy...xD

"Well you were wise to flee

"Well you were wise to flee from it. Reed's a good friend of mine and can handle him. Had you stayed in that mess, one of them or us would have accidentally struck you," The arachnid doe sounded furious, but she gave her friend a tender gesture of affection with her forehead, pressing it into the base of Illrose's neck."Men can be so immature,"

(jeez, in all this drama I choked on a potato chip. Now my throat's throbbing lol)

(well jack was, like i wrote

(well jack was, like i wrote just watching what was going on, then following illrose... and then at some point alone with reed and gus.. and then it was like... 'hm.. they are following...? heck they _are_ following..' ho shi~... *headless retreat*)
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"I know you and Reed are

"I know you and Reed are friends, I've seen you...but he is not really a friend of mine, and certainly not one of Gustiro." Her voice was trembling, causing her to give a slight growl of annoyance. What the hell happened to her? Why was she so nervous, fleeing from the trouble instead of handling it. She closed her eyes at Joro's touch.
"I don't want him to be hurt, can't we stop them?" She asked, barely as a whisper. Yes, Gustiro had just chased her through whole of the forest, still she cared about him. She was stupid, so stupid.


Oh no, poor you. D: lol.

Again ninja'd by AliceV, stop that. xD
Haha, poor Jack. I think Illrose actually tried to hide behind him a few times, before she figured out just running away was the best choice.
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- whoops. - Identity

- whoops. -

Identity confusion here.
--Mick--

She tilted her head to an

She tilted her head to an angle, averting her eyes to somewhere else. "If you want. Knowing Reed, Gustiro's probably handicapped by now,"
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Mick; I think you have

Mick;
I think you have Illrose confused with Reed. :')

Jala;

"Thank you." She whispered. It was painful to arrive at the scene, seeing Gustiro's beaten body. But at least Joro had managed to separate the stags from each other.
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Oh whoops. God...I am

Oh whoops. God...I am actually speshul sometimes...I just saw someone who looked like Illrose and then ugh. Hahaha.

Anyway...what actually happened?
--Mick--
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Well, they do have similar

Well, they do have similar pictos, and I know Reed at some point had the zombie antlers, so no wonder you were mistaken. ^^

Gustiro and Illrose had a little disagreement, and another deer I don't know the name off interfered. This was too much for Illrose, who tried to run away and then got chased by these two. Reed jumped in and began to fight Gustiro. Joro, Lucy and Jack did also help, mostly just getting Illrose away from there. xD

The white stag was still


The white stag was still staring at some point in the distance. He sighed "Ah.. yes... who want's this, hm hm.." he mumbled, again more to himself than to the doe next to him.

Then snickered once more...

"well, well... maybe you are just a little masochistic, yes...?" Jack stood up, finally dared to look at her again. "Or you'll learn to love this pain now... and then, no matter how close, no one would be able to... truely hurt you anymore... he he..." he smirked.
He new that this was impossible... at least... he himself didn't manage it till now...


(just to finish this here inbetween all the drama ''xD)

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"Masochistic?" She snorted,

"Masochistic?" She snorted, but had to chuckle, despite her pretty bad mood.
"I don't know if I want to love the pain...I'll rather avoid it." She said, before she sighed, hating all the confusion and feelings.


lol. xD

He shook his head once more,

He shook his head once more, this time a little more violent.
"Well goos luck with that... hehe...hmm..." he smiled, looked a bit absent minded.
"Have... have to admit ... I am a bit jealous of that dullhead... sneaking into such a strong heart... into so many hearts... and hurting so badly all the time... tehe.... yes... yes... he is really good... hm... hm... yes i am jealous.

The smile gre into a wide grin, he nodded at her.
"Ah what... whatever.... tell me whenever you want to kick that idiot's butt.... i will gladly watch this, yes...? He he..." he turned around, started to trott away.

"If he didn't manage to... to let me lose it first... claiming... teh... show him..." he mumbled more to himself...


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She knew it was impossible.

She knew it was impossible. Avoiding pain was impossible, no matter what.
"Yeah, he is good. I have no idea how he did it, that bastard." She growled, with her ears flat again. It had been a huge mistake admitting she liked Gustiro, but it was way too late to take it back now. But she would make sure no one else managed to 'sneak' into her heart just as Gustiro had done. Illrose sighed again, before snorting.
"I'm afraid there won't be any butt-kicking - at least not this time." No, this time she wasn't really angry at Gustiro, as she could be other times, she was more upset that he had seemed to ignore her completely. She rose to her feet for a moment when Jack started to trot away. She watched the white stag, a faint smile on her lips, glad he had come to sit with her for a moment. Illrose didn't follow him, though, she sat down again, still having some things to ponder about.
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Yes, in case you are

Yes, in case you are wondering why I looked a little retarded, when attempting to sniff Illrose...my button decided that that was not what it was going to do.
--Mick--
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Yours wasn't the only one, my

Yours wasn't the only one, my button wasn't exactly cooperative either. xD
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Mass button failure FTW.

Mass button failure FTW.
--Mick--
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Yay. XD

Yay. XD
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"Miss...I am entirely lost in

"Miss...I am entirely lost in this place...would you be so kind as to tell me some things about it?" He asked of the rather intimidating looking doe that stood before him. He wasn't entirely sure how he knew it was a doe, but looking at the mask and the way that she was it seemed to him that she was female. He was sure of it. The golden stag flicked a paw experimentally. He hadn't been in this place long as was determined to learn what he could.
--Mick--

"Heh! Y'ain't so bad, miss.

"Heh! Y'ain't so bad, miss. Surprised me, most ladies dislike roughin' up their fur. Guess them antlers of yours give you reason to put 'em to use though, eh...?" Knaven huffed at the air, shaking his thick, blue mane out.

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Mick; Illrose smiled at the

Mick;
Illrose smiled at the stranger, although the expression was hidden behind her skulled mask. But the mask seemed to carry a smile on it also, didn't it?
"Of course. There is a lot of things I could tell you about this place." Illrose replied with a nod.
"Why don't you ask me what you want to know, and I'll answer as best as I can?" She suggested, stepping a bit closer to the golden stag.
"But I warn you; I am not among those who have been here a really long time, so I may not be able to answer all you wonder about.


liviasyran;
Illrose was rather pleased she had found this stag, who seemed to enjoy a good spar. This way, she could get rid of some energy and aggression without getting into an actual fight.
"You aren't bad yourself." She replied with a slight chuckle, giving a proud shake with her antlers.
"I enjoyed sparring with you, and wouldn't mind doing it again sometimes. What is your name?"
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"I confess that I am unsure

"I confess that I am unsure of what to ask...I have not been here long either...in fact, I've only been here a few short days so...I'm really...I have not had the time to come to know this place...Hm. I shall start with asking your name, Miss," He answered finally. It was like Nathaniel to ramble. His entire being was bit on the chaotic side, he supposed it would be the natural thing for someone who was born of chaos and disorder.
--Mick--

He chortled, shaking his head

He chortled, shaking his head once more as he nodded. "Seems we have that interest in common. Knaven, Ma'am. Yerself?" He gave a slight lower of the head, as if he were dipping a hat at her. His yellow eyes were fixed, intense, and curious.

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An upwards jut of her chin

An upwards jut of her chin indicates the odd figure standing afar. "Illrose, who is that? He was about the fight yesterday, and at the pond." The doe shifts her weight a bit, eying the creature. "If I didn't know better, I'd say it was following us."
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"Ieeheeshch, eeikrehkr, is it

"Ieeheeshch, eeikrehkr, is it afraid Neath will come and hurt the red one? Sstupid smellsss-like-serpent iss ignorant one. Neath doesss not kill nor hunt, only waitsss. They hurt themselves ssso well, no need for Neath to help with hurting, auhmrhrm. Sssoon the red one's bones will see the sky and its belly will be rotten, owrhr, yess, arkrkrkr-krkgh."

(also a small track :) )

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MicK; Oh, I love the name

MicK;
Oh, I love the name Nathaniel, for some reason. :b


"Oh well, just ask the questions when you know what to ask then, hm?" She replied, still with a slight smile behind her mask. She looked around, watching the other deer that were around, before her white eyes went back to the golden colored stag.
"My name is Illrose. What about yours?" She tilted her head curiously.


Liv;
"Indeed it does." She nodded. Knaven. That was an interesting name, and hopefully easy to remember. She looked up at the god-given name above his head - at least that name was easy to remember.
"I am Illrose. It was nice to meet you, Knaven, and interesting to spar with you." She gave a nod in reply at his gesture.


Phaios;
Illrose glared at the creature in the distance, now and then taunting at it as to warn it not to come closer.
"I don't know who - or what - it is, but you are right, it is following us. I have seen this creature a lot, always lurking around those who are sick or injured." She snorted, still watching the beast she just called 'dragon-creature' in her own mind - because it somewhat reminded her of a dragon. That's why she was rather curious about this creature as well, unless she was busy protecting someone from it.


Apeldille;
Thank you. :')


Illrose's ears shifted as the creature's voice reached her. It was a sound that sent shivers down her spine, and she could feel how the deer instincts in her told her to stay away. But she ignored those instincts, glaring at the dragon-creature - Neath. She then hissed, stomping her hooves in his direction.
"Shut up! No one is gonna die today, so there is no need for you to stay around." Illrose growled, her white eyes glued to the beast. She had never seen him kill anyone, so he was probably right about that, but that didn't make him less of a threat.