Fire burn [Toltecatl's Bio] all that worship

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Beneath the toxic water where my secrets come to meet
In catacombs of shadow and wet skies of mystery
I found a soggy savior, a painted lady made of eyes
She sings to me of my deceit, your life is a lie

I woke up and the world was on fire
I woke up and the swine had conspired
To erase all the faith that I have in the human race
I woke up and the world was on fire






























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** THIS BIO IS IN MAJOR NEED OF AN UPDATE. IGNORE MOST OF THE STUFF HERE **

Event: Just musing-

Elsiff broke the bonds of time and got the god's attention.

"I found the way around your gate," she spoke, bemused by the mighty forms they took, meaningless now that she knew all the answers. "If you wish to remain, you will keep your promises, and look after this land as it deserves."

She was not petty enough to expect them to respond to a mortal; her body would be blown to ashes if they dared so. Answers came in the form of lights, and the girl waited an eternity for answers, occasionally glimpsing them in the sky, rippling patterns of green and blue and yellow drowning out the ancient stars.

One day her call was answered in the form of a young man, who was not what he looked at all; he had eyes bluer than was natural, and when she looked at him in the corner of her eye, sometimes she could see his form changing in a blurr; details rushed in his creation. A human form to please her? This hadn't been what she'd expecting...she'd expected the gods to be less...

well...human.

The fact that they attempted to quiet her by sending one of their own like this spoke miles of them.

"You have waited a long time," spoke the nameless one, "They could not answer you, but through me, they have a voice." He was more than a simple toy for her to play with, then? She could have sworn he looked disgusted at his own words. "I...am...a pawn," It was becoming clear now; he was not a simple eidolon, but a new god. Gone were the 6, now they were 7, even if this one did not appear to be....at his full potential. He was not in control at all, and he knew it. A robot with a mind.

They wanted her secrets. He was indeed just a pawn.

They would not get them.

"Come along, then," she finally spoke, and she swore he flinched at her voice, "if we stay here, we will not see the light of day."

The two left through the snow, away from the cliffs where the gods tried to silence her.

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Kinda coming back for the 238218731th time

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At the end of the long dusk over the forest, the entity rises again. So many things in one; a combination of culture, belief, power. Everything, yet now simply nothing. A mere creature to scuttle over dirt and strand. There is no glory in living here, and yet the being has not quite given up yet. On the morning that thought finds him, he is sitting proudly watching over the blue bowl, ego stroked by the thought that he was still towering over whoever was hiding within those sky-reaching plants.

But he pulls himself to his feet, tail elegantly swiviling over his rear legs like some pretty woman hiding herself. Those eyes look around and see nothing, no one to question or challenge or simply speak to.

Nothing.

And it is then that he is reminded yet again of the old days; he kicks at the earth, rams a small tree with arcing horns as if to show it a message. But he knows this is not a normal land, so she will not hear him. She will not hurt him any longer, although she has done the damage, shown on his face. In a rush of relentless thought, his helm unattaches itself from his neck, unfurling and clattering to the ground where he leaves it without a care, simply standing paralysed where he is, until his bearded jaw finds the will to creak.

"I will bear my price with moderated pride; let all see who I am."

And with that, the god- no, the creature- strides away with a flourishing walk, staring down any who come close to his earthly body.




Recently: 6th of March - Felt like doing some random writing, so there you go O:

4th of March - Went for a drink at the pond; taunted and kicked at a stranger(Hamlet?) who mooed at him, taking it as someone trying to pick at him. Moved away rather than get into a fight though. Wandered around for company; approuched by the same stranger and another(Bellaghy), who poked fun at him again by having a round of mooing. Grumpily refused to bow to either of them but followed them to the ruins, then wandered off against. Chased after a strange rabbit(Big Bunny) and tried to kick it, but left it alone when it ran off towards another stranger. Sat down with Bellaghy for a rest.

26 to the 29th of February - Reformed, hiding out in the birch forest.




Health & Emotion: Reforming himself again, health is about 78%.





PROFILE PERSONALITY DESCRIPTION HISTORY RELATIONS MEDIA




Profile


Name: Toltecatl or Totlecatl.
However, he has other names too, some he may reveal in time.
Pronounciation: Tohl - teh - cat - ull
Origin: A god in Aztec mythology; the meaning is debated, but possibly a god of alcoholic porridge, lol.

Picto: A doorway
Gender: Male in this form, but is actually without gender
Birthday: Complicated and unrecorded
Age: Appears to be, in human years, his 40s. Actually /much/ older then that.
Species: An old entity; size ratio is that as it is in forest. Appears almost like a chimera; deer, goat and rooster.

Sexuality: Bisexual; has never really seen genders very clearly.
Voice: Here. May change if his body morphs
Default set: Dark deer pelt, kirin antlers(zombie antlers or trumpet on the rare occasion), and either the beluga mask when he's wearing his helm, or the orca mask when he's barefaced
Resting place: Likes high places. If injured, or unwell, will be at the drinkplaats












A villain does not see themself as evil, and so Toltecatl believes he is neutral. Violence is necessary and real. The world is not a safe place. He can be a charmer (and loves to present himself as regal), and a liar, disgustingly so. He has morals, but they are ever changing.

A constantly tricky being character-wise; he wants your loyalty, but you will probably not have his. He wants followers, and worship, and desires to be great once more. The entity feels great shame and embarrassment in his current position, living in a strange forest, and yet he wants to use in any way possible. To become an idol again, perhaps, or maybe find something new in life.

But as his past stays by him, Tolte cannot let the forest gods go unchallenged. He denies them respect or worship, believes he should own their position(and has often wondered if this is his purpose in the forest), but if asked about his opinion on them will outright deny their existance.

Emotions are not alien to him. He truely loved Fee, but expressed it the way he thought was correct. He might have loved Brynhried as a son, but the question in his mind, that the boy is probably not his own offspring, brings a terrible rage to him. He is capable of perfectly normal relationships given time and understanding, but they will have to endure a battering to pass. He may lie or trick others just to see them squirm; above almost anything, Totlecatl likes being able to see his power.

His gentlemanly side comes through sometimes in small little behaviours. He hums to himself a lot, often when strolling, and will rarely ever swear or raise his voice. He thinks lesser of deer who cuss a lot. If you call near him, he will call right back in your face, and usually sees this kind of behaviour as a challenge and will act insulted. He uses his voice a lot; when wandering you may find him humming to himself, and he often calls out to no one in particular. Another 'insult' to him is the devout pelt; to cast it on him is to, in his words, 'imply that he is another pawn for these mere idols'. If in the right mood, it might even push him far enough to break his focus and attack, but usually it will just make him extremely grumpy.

He is filled with an anger and rage, but his behaviour give a warning of that to others. However, he keeps his anger contained and controlled most of the time. It is not his anger that should be a worry though, it is his mind; sometimes his brain gets a bit out of whack, and he may suddenly lose control, whether this shows itself dangerously or not is up to the moment. He quietly strives to break free from the behavior mold that has stranded him in the forest; in fact, he strives for quite a lot. This will never be admitted.


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Having gone through multiple changes since coming to the forest, Tolte's body is wridden with a weakness, perhaps a disease or simply just a condition given to him from his past life. His first two were relatively close together, but as it ate away he could no longer hold onto his original huge antlers. Since then he discovered the magic of the drinkplaats, and there he can amplify his condition to heal himself faster, but sometimes with consequences.

The most obvious of this is his current tail; recently turned into that of a rooster. He has no issue with this, and while he is not vain, he is growing fond of it. When stressed, it will arch upwards, but usually is flows outwards like streamers. Another consequence is his antlers, which shrink depending on the time of year, and the pair of horns(or pincers, if you prefer) that are sprouting on his cheeks. They can be quite a menace in battle and are his body's way of making up for his shrinking antlers. Other results are his cloven hooves, which are curved to a precise point(luckily for others, this isn't sharp unless improved on purpose, and is used for drawing in the dirt rather than fighting) and his mane which grows during the year. His coat overall is very curly and rough like a goat or sheep's, but is very warm.

Aside from these symptoms, Toltecatl has a strange body. His legs appear thin and lean, spider-like, while his body is strangely bulky. His face has changed a little, so that it now resembles a cross between a goat and deer. He is relatively average in size, with a deep voice that is sometimes used in song, and a call like that in forest. His eyes hinder him a little; completely blind in one, and the other is below average in usefulness. It is his ears that lend him the most sense.








Before Rp:



The memories of an entity created long ago are greyed over with time, but Toltecatl remembers most of it. Created from the earth, where did he stand? His position in life has always been a struggle, and it was from the moment he was born. It is quite possible that he was a Roman god, one of their many, but was never recorded in any significance. Whatever happened, he was never happy; immortal, but without worship. Never acknowledged as a god.

He tired of this quickly. The god took form in whatever those who knew of him imagined him to be, and like so, was probably a human in the beginning. He went across the earth until he found the Aztecs, and stole the name of one of their gods; it's meaning is still in conflict today, apparently meaning Artist and yet representing a god of food. Either way, this version was not the one they worshipped; he became an imposter for a short time, but tired of that and left, taking names from places all over the world.

His creator saw him doing this, so she reached out and grabbed him, swallowing him up into the earth for a thousand years of punishment. By the time he escaped, his power had dwindled to nothing; the god was forgotten entirely. This was his true punishment, and was now rather a simple entity or being than anything else.

In a rage, he sought revenge and stole fire from humanity, threatening to set Earth on fire unless she gave him some place in a culture. Instead, a lightning bolt was sent to strike him down, hitting a nearby tree which fell upon him and caught on fire. Suffering burns, none were quite so bad as the one guided by his mother, driving a branch into his right eye.

Begging for mercy, the earth relented, banishing him to the internet the forest. It took him a long time to adjust, and for a long time he never spoke- here, he was without power. Here he was a simple, primitive animal. Part of him liked the idea. Part of him despised it, particularly when he discovered the twin god idol, having attempted to knock them over many times since.

Within his initial months, he encountered a pure white doe, with an odd aura about her. Immediately he was intrigued by this special being, and decided he was going to make her his as he had seen so many other gods do.

And he did. The doe-Fee- followed at his heels, having only met nameless who did nothing to help her beforehand. A charming stag who found her the best grazing and resting spots was a true friend, or atleast appeared to be. The tiny doe fell asleep inside a hollow tree, and Totlecatl blocked and guarded the exit with his massive bulk. To stop her from easily escaping, he embedded thorns throughout her legs and left heavy vines to weigh her down.

With this method, he'd claimed his own queen, a 'goddess'. This was his form of love, however alien and strange. Two months passed, until one day Toltecatl came back from his ritual visit to the pond to find another stag attempting to free his lovely possession. He flew into another rage, like when his power was taken, and tore up the stranger's hind with his widespread antlers. Distracted, Fee managed to squirm out, as the stranger had slashed the vines that contained her.

He only managed to catch the last glimpse of his mate as she fled the forest, a flash of white in a sea of green. He roared, and fought even more fiercely, driving the stag towards the ruins where he stumbled, giving Toltecatl the vital upperhand that allowed him to slash his throat.

For a long, unforgiving period of time, Totlecatl barely ate, drank or moved. He stayed in the ruins, moping over the loss of Fee. What had he done wrong? He never questioned his actions. With the arrival of Spring, fawns were everywhere in the forest, and the stag became even more irritable. Meanwhile, Fee had given birth to what was possibly his child. When he could finally not bare his heartbreak any longer, Tolte left the forest, to look for his mate, or his death, having accepted his mortality by this point.

He found her. But things were different; in a flash, he was surrounded by snow, and a herd of hundreds of does, all the same colour as the sky and ground. He found Fee by her scent, but she did lift her head to greet him and run to him adoringly as he had dreamed. Instead, a small white-chested fawn hobbled towards him.

The question forever remained his mind whether this buck was his, or the spawn of some other stag who had found Fee. While it seemed unlikely, the child looked nothing like his father- nothing at all. Perhaps this was a result of godhood? His first reaction was to kick the fawn, who bleated to his mother. Fee woke up; her eyes went wide at the sight of her torturer. She snapped, and tried to tear at his throat, but when he realised she was attacking him, he fought back even harder. With his white queen knocked to the ground, bloody and in tears, he took the fawn and left the snowy wasteland for the forest. The last thing he heard was Fee calling out it's name; "Brynhried!".

Back in the forest, he raised what he hesitantly called his son. He did not know how to act around this...thing. He'd had no children before, and he did not like fawns. They annoyed him. The first week was tolerable, but as the pain of having the fawn following him around, bleating at him all day for food, amounted, Tolte found that he could silence the pest by attacking it.

Thus was his method of parenting; Brynhried would have to take what he could get, and never do anything to bother his father, or he'd risk a terrible beating. But he never abandoned the fawn- it was all he had left of Fee. From when Bryn was 2 months old to 1 year, he was raised via this method. Then, his father let him go, or appeared to. But he was always stalking at his back.

Brynhried noticed eventually, and while he wasn't as strong as his father, he certainly had not gained his state of mind despite Toltecatl's attempts at raising him. Whenever he picked up on his father following him, he'd turn around and begin to walk towards him as an effort to get him to go away. This ended badly for him, however, and the stag refused to leave. The closer he got, the more aggressive Tolte came, but Brynhried refused to fight back.

The stag was utterly surprized by his lack of aggression, and decided to fix it. He stopped following him, and instead spent a few days studying the new fawns in the forest from a distance. He picked a prime target- a little buck named Yew - and recalled his own history by sending Brynhried into a rage. The young boy's behavior was clear to him now; he didn't have the courage to act against his father, but his methods had worked, and it wouldn't be too difficult to get him to try things on others.


RP:


As a sort of coming-of-age ritual, Toltecatl worked out a plan. He waited until Yew had wandered from his mother, towards the bridge. The forest was fairly empty that day. Bringing his son closer, he told him to go play with the fawn, make a friend, and most importantly to show off his antlers. Never having really interacted with someone before, Brynhried moved towards the fawn, but was quickly annoyed and agitated by his behavior and loudness. In an accidental swing, he knocked the fawn into bridgeside, leaving him to fall into the shallow creek.

It was a freak accident on his son's part, but Tolte was pleased; his son had potential. When he tried to congratulate him however, he was received with an aggressive attack with those growing antlers, but the boy was still young and Toltecatl was as strong as ever. He chased him for his insolence, until they'd left the forest, and abandoned him in a wasteland, where, unknown to him, he would find his mother.

He returned to the forest, and spent the next few days chasing others and interacting with the other inhabitants. Brynhried returned exausted and fell asleep, but fell into a coma; by the time Toltecatl heard of this and went looking, the forest had hidden him away, growing over his body in his sleep(or was it his grandmother?) It was a few months until he ever saw him again; the beginning of spring.

The boy had changed, and matured, during whatever had happened in the wastes he'd left him in. He challenged his father a week after waking up, and won; he partially smashed up the skull he wore to protect the side of his face, and scars lacing what had once been the immaculate side of it. Where he should have died, Toltecatl endured, but he desperately needed to be safe to recover. He smiled as he limped away from the fight; this boy had poison in his blood, and he'd put it there.

Going into hiding, the wear and tear on his body made it difficult for him to hold himself together, and signs that he really wasn't just a typical cervine began to show. He came back different again, darker, smaller, to hide away. But again and again his body found itself unwinding, until he discovered the drinkplaats; there his body would morph and change, sometimes willing and othertimes without his consent. But this would do, for this was some old magic he felt closer to, and so he allows it to mend his wounds with the price of a strange body. He is currently in what he will call the 'third phase'- that is, his third body.









Father: None
Mother: Earth entity
Siblings: Lots of them, unaware
Other family: Lots of them, unaware
Adopted: None
Offspring: Possibly Brynhried

Interest: None
Court: None
Mate: Fee None

Best friends: None
Friends: None
Aquaintences: Bellaghy
Unsure: Hamlet
Dislike: Fee
Hate:









Father series - One Two Three Four


Art at top by myself
Art at the bottom commissioned from Zenophrenic
Chibiby Reetno


Me - Me - Me(current ref)


















You're my head, you're my heart

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day
You can choose what stays and what fades away

And i'd do anything to make you stay
No light, no light
Tell me what you want me to say

Stalk ^^ Yep I helped with

Stalk ^^ Yep I helped with your pelt. XD

Double post of DOOOOOOOMMMM

Double post of DOOOOOOOMMMM
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Your not happening to have

Your not happening to have the Zombie antlers and skullmask spelldata laying around? ^^
If you have could you please send it to me?
That would be awesome Laughing out loud

           
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Sent ^^ Update! Totlecatl is

Sent ^^
Update!
Totlecatl is currently in his frenzied state, and is rather....wild. Be cautious around him.
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TRACK >8D Ohes.. you used a

TRACK >8D Ohes.. you used a song by the presets xD Why don't you get a mixpod thingy so that it plays on the profile? xP
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Starky Stark

Starky Stark <3

Ahuh, and do you have to sign up for those things? They look hard to set up xD

8D! Veery interesting. He

8D!

Veery interesting.
He sounds kinda odd, but odd is awesome. I like it >:3

Anyway, HAI! 8D!
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Allo Ammy 8D! Thankyou!

Allo Ammy 8D!
Thankyou!
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No it's not hard at all! You

No it's not hard at all! You just make your account, then you choose 'my playlist > create new' something like that anyway xD then a menu comes up and you click all the different tabs and search the song that you want ;P
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Okay, thanks lD

Okay, thanks lD
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Added his new ref And looks

Added his new ref
And looks like he's seen his lady again lD
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I....I want to change. Can I

I....I want to change.
Can I drop this ruse....but...isn't it me?
Am I really like this?

.....
Is it far too late to change?
I don't want to hurt anymore

......
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Trackback

Trackback <3
He seems interesting! I shall have to keep an eye out for him...
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<3
I'm playing him less now, but I will bring him out for fun~
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Update complete!

Update complete!