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PhysicalFit as a fiddle, occasional cough

 

MentalOn edge

 

NotesI wanna make new shit but I'm lazy af

_{14th of March, 2020} LIVING HIS BEST LIFE. No not really. Becoming increasinly paranoid living with Taras, as it begins to feel familiar. Seeks a way out but in the end, sense of self worth keeps him there. Has had breaks where Taras goes missing but the man always returns. Hopes the man makes a lethal enemy one day where he can leave without issue. Increasingly concerned given certain protective feelings he has developed for Nidhem. Could not be bother to pinpoint how these came about or explain them, but is most concerned Taras will harm the young man.

As an outlet from the continuous concerns and returning and incredibly familiar sensation of fearing for his life, has taken to harassing more skittish forest residents. In general, views it as a game, even when he ends up chased across the forest by angered allies. Finding it alleviates his frustrations and feelings of helplessness. Doing his damnedest to convince himself not to kill one of Taras' whores out of spite. Gotten back into some "light" drugs as part of his trifecta of healthy coping mechnisms (harassment, drinking, drugs).


_{31st of July, 2019} Stressed of late, though has been unable to pinpoint why. Having difficulty dealing with the increased interest others have in his life, skills, and well-being. Suspicious of it all and expecting he is being cased and will soon be stabbed in the back. Still, left to simply ignore it, given he feels he owes numerous individuals and believes if he were to try to bail, he would be hunted. Drinking much more heavily as a result. Sticking about familiars often but is left anxious by some of the more dangerous or supernatural looking individuals in the forest. Quietly paranoid. In a terrible mood most days, as he seems to be coming down with a cold.

_{22nd of July, 2019} Kinda making friends. Booted from his safe spot. Angered, petty, but not doing much about it. Surprised and unnerved by the kind gestures and other confusing interactions he's had to date in the forest. Very curious but often left feeling clueless and self loathing. Has not stopped him from running his mouth or shit stirring out of boredom.

Information

_{Name .} Krowe Volkov
_{Alias .} Wolf, Jailbird, Boneblade
_{Age .} Past Prime Adult
_{Species .} Wolf
_{Picto .} ω
_{Gender .} Cisgender Male
_{Size .} Here
_{Diet .} Carnivorous
_{Orientation .} Confused
_{Scent .} Wood Fire, Incense, Iron
_{Face Claim .} Ben Hill
_{Vocals .
Links .} Toyhou.se Pinterest

A lean, tall wolf, built for running and biting. Scarred and not necessarily the prettiest anymore. There is gray on his muzzle, indicating age. Body has a naturally high concentration of heavy metals, most concentrate in blood, but thusly permeating his body. Marrow is absolutely toxic, but consumption of muscle or blood, while dangerous in large amounts, is unlikely to cause more than illness. Side effect of his condition. Naturally incredibly resistant to heavy metal poisoning. Metals most concentrated are gold, lead, phosphorus, arsenic, and cyanide. Exposure can generally be remedied at a modern hospital though the mix can make it difficult to diagnose.

_{Cynical, Suspicious, Immoral, Diffident, Self-loathing, Paranoid, Defeatist, Accepting, Audacious, Ruthless, Opportunist, Quiet, Savage, Easily Provoked, Patient, Isolated, Quietly Traumatized}

Relations

_Significant
Nidhem+, Taras-

_Remembered

Quasar+, Rota?, Pagan+, Kissare?, Yumi+?

_Seen

Mirah, Phyrra, Vidal, Altijd, Ashira, Sweetgrass, Persephone, Accendare, Grimkell, Starless, Maenova, Iao, Mouse, Fenrir, Vrath, Utu, Rye, Vikal, Chitz