Storms ahead, sunhine; Kajetan

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Recently;

Hello I am a dad again.
Filled with love, and fear.





Embodiment

Kajetan (kah-JEE-tn)
Male - Stag - &9794;
Born January 18th, 2016
Mix of Italian and Scottish Red Deer
Son of The Saint and The Red
About #15
Smells of musk, grass and mud
Herbivore
Outside TEF reference
Human reference

White Antlers - Skull mask - Golden pelt

By Me: xXxX xX
By Kallonate: x
By Vee: x





IIIIIIIVV



Arlo

Biological Son.
Life. Love. His.

"Everything I am and everything I have is yours forever."
Mothered by Sophie. Fiercely protective of the little bean, worries that he doesn't know how to be a father but tries his best nevertheless. Felt the deepest form of love and dedication when he saw Arlo and
Alesana.

Alesana

Biological Daughter.
Life. Eternity. His.

"Everything I am and everything I have is yours forever."
Mothered by Sophie. Fiercely protective of the little bean, worries that he doesn't know how to be a father but tries his best nevertheless. Felt the deepest form of love and dedication when he saw Arlo and
Alesana.

Abilene

Biological Daughter.
Life. Hope. His.

Mothered by Limaria. Filled with joy and happiness when the fawn was born, promised to her to protect her from whatever she might encounter, and be there for her for whatever she might face in life. Immensively proud of, loved beyond reason.

Zalyn

Biological Daughter.
Life. Joy. His.

Mothered by Limaria. Filled with joy and happiness when the fawn was born, promised to her to protect her from whatever she might encounter, and be there for her for whatever she might face in life. Highly loved, one of his treasures.

Maria

Biological Mother.
Distant. Longing. Deceased.

A close bond throughout his early days into his teenage years, turning colder as time passes. As a teenager felt he wasn't what he was expected from and started drifting away from his parents. He still thinks highly of his mother. Misses greatly in her absence, refuses to admit this though. One night woke up early to track her down, but discovered her dead body lay next to three small fawns. Bitter.

The Red

Biological Father.
Distant. Disappointment. Loss.Deceased.

A close bond at the beginning of his life who drifted further and further away as Kajetan aged, eventually lost him to the circle of life. During his early days adored and looked up to the old hart but as time flew by saw how flawed even the greatest can be and this scared him greatly. As a teenager felt he wasn't what he was expected from and started drifting away from his parents. He could not have asked for a better father, though.


Sevigne

Biological Sister.
Rival. Disrespect. Conflicted.

Born a year before him, Sevigne was accustomed to being the only child he found it difficult to find common grounds with his sister. From the beginning their relationship was nothing more but hurt and stress for both of them. During his early days he was treated as the scum of the earth that had been sent to break Maria and Sevigne apart, needless to say this led to many conflicts between the siblings. Feared the doe with his life at one point due to an physical attack and countless verbal and emotional attacks on her end. As he grew older he found himself making his sister feel miserable on purpose, antagonizing her in all the possible ways. Rivals from the very beginning. Was not too shaken up about her death, emotionally and mentally left her behind as her sister. Holds grudges towards.

























Temperament & History


Temperamental - Awkward - Unyielding - Quiet - Independent - Elusive - Solitary - Aloof - Determined - Feral - Brutal

Loyal - Passionate - Affectionate - Honest


» Finds social situations difficult to manage, socially disabled due to the lack of interactions outside his family when younger. Learning as he grows.

» Memories of his family are conflicted and hence may not be seen as the most parental figure there is. Tolerates fawns and younglings, avoids if possible.

» For him it is easier to show negativity over positivity, gestures inclining love or respect are scarce.

» Prefers to be in his own company, during the season he nagivates towards larger groups.

» Feral minded being with a hint of reason within. Depending on the situation he is either driven by instinct or by a human-like mindset. His actions are hard to predict.

» Due to his elusive and unpredictable nature it is unlikely for him to settle for monogamy, capable of giving his heart and love to someone he finds worthy.

» Born to The Saint and The Red on January 18th, 2016 as a healthy male fawn.

» Spent his childhood playing with Sasuda, getting to know few faces here and there. He was kept to his family a lot instead of going out and about to enhance his social skills. As a fawn he lived a very secluded life, sheltered from everything and everyone causing him to suck at socializing later on.

» During his early days he was tormented by his two sisters, Sevigne and Rhona. The two young hinds made sure to make his life a living hell by pulling him down and crashing his self-esteem day in and day out. He learnt to think very little of himself, he did not feel worthy. This lead to him harbouring great negativity towards the two.

» As a teenager he created a hard shell to protect himself and refused to let others close to him. At this age he learnt to validate himself by mocking others and making them feel less worthy. However somehow managed to make two good friends at this time, too. Stria and Svolnir. His two anchors.

» The rut of 2016 came and he participated as a Challenger, testing the waters and learning the etiquette of the season. During the rut he managed to hold herds and win a spar here and there. However he did not manage to sire offspring during the season, but all in all it was a great learning experience for the young buck. At the end of the rut he was beaten, sore and thin as he had lost a great deal of weight.

» Discovered feelings for someone way out of his league after the rut of 2016, finally admitting to himself what all the previous thoughts and feels have been about, stria fuck you.

» In the Spring-Summer of 2017 got into a kind of relationship he probably should have stayed away from the start. A subject of shame, disgust at times even. Something he will unlikely address to others despite the other part of the ordeal. The situation forced him to grow emotionally and mentally more than anything else, learnt much of himself and his values and hopes to be able to live according to his newfound set of mind. Broke the deal and their special bond with a certain someone after coming to realization that it was not alright. Happier ever since.

» In the early Autumn of 2017 confessed his feelings to Stria, leaving their relationship cracking.

» The Rut of 2017 was upon and he participated as a Challenger this year as well. Compared to the year before the stag did much better in managing herds and sparring with other males, victorious in many ways as he won over females' attention and gained new herd members to his little harem. During the seasons to come should be considered a Competitor due to his still developing skills. To his favor managed to mate with a few females during the season. Fathered Arlo and Alesana.



» In the spring 2018 buried his mother with the help of Sevigne and Shardous.







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Baby ♥

Baby ♥
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PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY

PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY

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brother ♥

brother ♥

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<3 baby
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&hearts;

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I hope my little babin could

I hope my little babin could be friends with them ;u; track
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beb &hearts;

beb ♥
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Thank you all for the tracks.

Thank you all for the tracks. ♥

Love this lil cutie so much,

Love this lil cutie so much, gosh.

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He be invading Stria's

He be invading Stria's personal space quite a bit huehue
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*sheds irish elk fur

*sheds irish elk fur everywhere*
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whatshappeninginhere D:

whatshappeninginhere D:
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*snifs hello ^^ &hearts;

*snifs
hello ^^ ♥
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Heya. &hearts;

Heya. ♥
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Track!

Track!
Discord: Tzvii#9954 // Signature by Wake.
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&hearts;

Sigi by Wake

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Thankyous. &hearts;

Thankyous. ♥
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GOSH that art... So gorgeous!

GOSH that art... So gorgeous! ♥

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Kallonate is so damn talented

Kallonate is so damn talented so HELLYES. ;;

thought i tracked like last

thought i tracked like last year ;;

belated ♥

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Lmao thank you! ;; &hearts;

Lmao thank you! ;; ♥
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I'm watching you

I'm watching you

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I can feel it.

I can feel it.
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Track c8

Track c8

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AH welcome to the dramatrain,

AH welcome to the dramatrain, he is the conductor it seems (8
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<3
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&hearts;

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that boy is 20/10 also

that boy is 20/10
also secret track

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