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PhysicalHealthy.   MentalFine.   EmotionalContent, happy.
NotesDefault antlers represent a mask/helmet that has antlers that Ioten had gifted to her plus usually also the antler wreath Fletcher made for her.

  8/16/20

EVERYTHING IN THIS BIO is likely outdated and player will slowly update it as I get around to it but :c sobs I can't believe my bb girl turned four this year :sob: :sob:


  12/26/18

A few weeks ago got invited by Raum to camp out in his homeland, to which Naoki accepted without hesitation. Helped the man pack up and get the horses ready for their ride out into the country, taking in the views one by one. Taking mental notes so she can paint out the scenes later, definitely inspired by the gorgeous countryside.

Followed Raum's lead, including once they got to the landmark he wanted to set up camp for the night with. Enjoyed the camping trip, but knew she had something heavily weighing on her mind that she needed to bring up to him. Of course waited until the LAST POSSIBLE SECOND when they were both falling asleep in their tent. Asked if he was still awake, and wasn't sure if she was relieved or more nervous when he replied he was. Grateful for the cover of the darkness to hide her blush with the topic she arose, namely asking what his feelings were towards her. It seemed obvious to her he was just as confused by it, although more so than Naoki was. But at least it validated her feelings towards him and she drew closer to him after she confessed her own views back to him. Her blush was out of this world when she asked to kiss him, filled with butterflies for the rest of the night and finding it hard to sleep even though she rested comfortably in his arms for the remainder of the night.

Then following that trip, brought Raum home to finally meet her family. Which Naoki was nervous and frantic about, but it went GUUD. Thankful for her mother's support and her younger sister's interest in Raum, beyond delighted they all got along.

Absolutely in the best mood she's been in for a long time, not just content but excited for the future and what it holds. Glad she can experience it all with Raum, even though she technically already was but now it's in a different light.






  9/24/18
THERE IS probably so much editing and updating I need to do to this bio but I can't.. where do i possibly begin. Relationships probably all need tweaking and I will.... one day......... but today is not that day. SIGH, bear with me

The other day finally sought out Andrei and apologize to him. Told him she didn't feel the same way he did about her and apologized if she ever gave him the impression. Was dreading this conversation, hating the idea of breaking someone's heart - even if it wasn't that serious but still he used the "love" word and she feels so bad. But it went well, beyond thankful that Andrei was so understanding and kind to her regardless of what she told him. Was able to remain on good terms and still be friends with the stag. Felt like a biG weight was lifted off her shoulders because.. she was really.. feeling.. so guilty.. for thiS. But everything was A-OKAY now.

But the next day still felt a little overwhelmed, lingering on to FEELS and went to Raum's world to groom her horse. Soon joined by the man himself, which she told him what was bothering her and then went on a TRAIL RIDE. She loves her horse sm. Feelin' better.


  9/10/18
Was confessed to by Andrei today. Wasn't expecting it and completely taken aback by, withdrawing into herself and feeling guilty he had gotten that impression of her. Always felt she made her intentions known and confused as to why he told her. But he left without a chance for her to respond, which she was partially thankful for as she wasn't even sure what to think of the sudden situation. Comforted by Raum who silently did so, which Naoki was appreciative of. Didn't voice her feelings to the feline, instead sat in silence until it was time for her to take her leave. Stood and parted ways with her friend so she could return to the cottage and return to her family where she needed the reassurance from Yumi.

Upset with herself for making someone else feel what she had felt those months before.


  6/4/18
Spent the past few months at the family's cabin and helping Yumama when she needs a break from the two newest members of the family, in the meantime of course adoring her new baby siblings :heart_eyes: Helping them slowly explore the outdoors as well, but only in baby (heh) steps. On the days where she's not at home though, spent the time with Raum in his world thanks to a portal key he gifted her in form of a bracelet. Explored his home world while also being taught a few of his traits (including swordsmanship and horse back riding among other things). Definitely taking the time to work on herself as well and slowly build her confidence back up, including remembering what she even stands for. Which in turn meant her taking her leave from the Forest for those few months.

Hesitantly returned to Forest upon following her family (Yumi, Engla, and Oakley) and curled close to them as she felt out of place yet oddly home at the same time. Regardless, took Engla out further into the Forest to explore which resulted in blueberry smashing and a bath in the pond. After all the antics, stopped in a flower patch her mother often frequented to decorate Engla in flowers and AFFECTION. A little while later returned Engla to Yumi in order to retreat back to the cabin for the night.

I probably have so much to update to her bio but help me I can't even begin rn..

    Surface                   Rudiments     Stash

Name · Naoki Faulkner

Titles · The CopperheartGiven by
players, War Paintby Grimkell, Mehendiby Daire

Age · Adult

Gender · Antlered doe

Size · xxx

Scent · Spring ; Rain ; Floral

Status · Taken

Face Claim · Lynn Gunn

Tumblr · paintedcopper

Voice · #D96060, sound

From Yumi ·



From Hiroji ·



From Daire ·



From Yvaine ·



From Ioten ·



From Rhea ·



From Lia ·



From Fletcher ·


From Farren ·


From Llyr ·

    Soul

· Moved and ruled by her compassion and empathy for others, even during the times it leads her to dangerous situations. Although has been screwed multiple times by this, if she's feeling overwhelmed can easily act selfishly and almost coldly if she's triggered (tm).

· Very open and honest, even upon first meeting can easily be dubbed as an open book. Has a tendency to wear her heart on her sleeve and easily finds the good in others if they show their kindness to her.

· Almost acts maternal towards her friends, though can be extremely picky with acting as such to fawns. To her friends, tries to look out for as best as she can; something she learned from attempting to care for her family structure.

· Emotionally unstable and unpredictable with certain touchy topics; easily triggered. Generally happens when a heavy topic is brought up that involves herself, to which she feels overwhelmed and doesn't know how to react or which emotion to identify with and hold onto which ends up in her exploding. Explodes by means of either by screaming at someone or running away, has been known to do both. In other situations, has a tendency to 'shut down' in a sense and completely isolate herself in her head.

· Has a tendency to keep unsettling topics to herself and push away the negative feelings as an attempt to hide from her problems. By doing so, only feeds to her self harming habits. If not dealt with, ends up having her feel overwhelmed over time by all the 'little things' piling up. Again, doesn't know how to handle those emotions which usually ends up her going through the process in the above bullet point.

· Depending on her mood, can be viewed as either shy and timid or open and sociable. Also depends on the setting and topic.

· Prone to panic attacks, anxiety attacks, isolating herself, and self harming habits. Also gets a stutter when she gets over emotional/crying/upset/REALLY ANY over whelming emotion.

· Even with the tendency to be hard on herself, she wants to be happy, wants to be carefree, and will usually chase the feeling or do what she can to keep it going once she has it.

· Easily influenced by others' opinions. There are some topics she takes a fierce stand in, but when it comes to things she has little experience with and lacking any wisdom in, knows it is probably best to lean on those who have more information on it rather than relying on her own ignorance. Learned the hard way and takes others' - specifically those she's close with - opinions very seriously after losing her antlers from her own ignorant actions.

· Has never been good at dealing with overwhelming feelings or even being able to process it. Has lead to very bad habits to herself during her younger years, things she silently struggles with but has never confessed it to anyone. Prefers to suffer in silence rather than coming clean about her stronger feelings or self struggles; a heavy weight she'd never want to burden anyone with.

· Anxiety-ridden. Often controls most of her decision making once she starts to worry over things. Because of this, is prone to many negative thoughts and is quick to try and push someone away if they show any signs of distance towards her.

· Gets flustered by any form of compliments about her appearance or any at all from strangers. Truly doesn't see herself as anything special to be deserving them, but on the contrary will thrive off of being praised for her actions from close ones.

· Grows clingy to those she gets attached to, also loses the idea of personal space when she gets close enough. Until that point, doesn't like anyone in her "personal bubble". Because of her own sense of personal space, tends to give others lots of space until she knows what's appropriate and what's not for them. Tries to respect other's personal bubbles.

· Drawn to masculinity of all kinds. Finds power and strength as something admirable, especially those skilled in fighting. Also drawn to those who are wounded too, whether it's from battle or not. Admires those who have such bravery.

· Slightly feral minded, though tends to more come out when around other feral deer. Inherited from her father.

· Has a huge, underlying fear of being left alone. Even in times where she wants to completely isolate herself she still ends up breaking that in order to be with others. Fears being forgotten and emotionally dependent on others, though would never admit that to herself. Deep rooted in her to want to be around others, maybe stemming from her feral roots and 'herd instincts'. Thrives with others.


Quirks

· Artistic and creative. A painter, doodler, craft making.. Knitting. If it's creating something with her hands, she's all about it. Musically driven as well, good at playing the (mostly acoustic) guitar and working on getting better at playing the piano.

· Loves old disney princess movies and can probably sing to you all the ones she knows. Especially Mulan.

· Enjoys cooking and is PRETTY DECENT AT IT.. but not a chef, or anything.

· Loves storms and rain.

· Enjoys the presence of feral deer. Finds a sort of inner calm and simplicity in it, may even adapt to their ways if she lingers in the presence of one. Probably draws out her slight-feral tendencies from her father's genes. Still has the clear ability of human-thinking, but may switch to feral instinct and responses with certain situations.

· Not a huge fan of the dark...not necessarily scared of it, but definitely uneasy of it.

· Likes to sing in general. ( singing voice ) Hums a lot too.

· Has a million filled sketch books in her room that are filled with doodles on doodles on doodles on doodles... feels a weird attachment to them, as if they were diaries. Tells a lot about herself during the days she doodles.

· Enjoys all kinds of music, though strays more towards indie.

· The family cottage links: x x. Outside: xxx.

· Her bedroom kind of reference: x

· NAOKI'S PET CHICKEN: Ella. Named after Cinderella.

    Strings     Blood     Heart     Touched     Wounds

Rusa, Shikha, Ross, Cierna-, Fenrir+, Woorak Iluka+?, Czar+, Garrus+, Aethelind+, Halla-, Shresth-, Vadoma+, Jude, Lu, UY, Rota, Yvaine, Steini, PROBS MORE i'm forgetting feel free to hmu

Hammel, Kyrian, 'Partor's Head', Bhaelum ...

    Skin                       Appearance     Combat

· Fur base colors are two different tones of brown; one a lighter tan while the other redder along her chest, through her mid-section, and top of her legs.

· Black, curved stripes create the pattern starting from the mask on her face all the way down to the stripes along her rear.

· Small, studded and sharpened 'nubs' on her head that once held her crown. Now leaving only smaller horns from where they snapped off. Once had a pattern carved into them by Lia, now faded and (unintentionally) smoothed over by time and from Naoki scraping her horns against trees.

· Body shape often resembles closer to a whitetail doe or a mule deer, though has no set species.

· Fur lengthens into a short mane along her neck, starting by her bangs that cover her forehead.

· Built for speed rather than muscle; quick and agile. Has high amounts of stamina but still has very apparent muscles, though clearly not as strong as she is fast. Aims to wear others out while slowly chipping away at them when in a fight; tries to use her wits more and identify a tactic rather than just throw herself at an opponent.

· Doesn't like to face enemies head on. Most opponents are bigger than her, so she's quite aware they could shove her out of the way easily. Tries to constantly keep moving.

· When feeling threatened or aggravated, usually flashes her canine teeth at others instinctively. During the process of her getting to that boiling point, her lips twitch to give an indicating sign that she's getting more worked up. Generally only flashes her teeth for a moment before letting her upper lip fall over them again, going back to twitching if she's still being annoyed.

· If she's feeling extremely threatened, will make this hissing noise.

· FIGHT ME IRL