.June | The Endless Forest

Warning; language, violence/gore, and other mature and disturbing content may appear here and in her tumblr.

4.10.16

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F e e l i n g • Off; lethargic; placid
M e n t a l • A little disoriented, but stabilizing?
P h y s i c a l • Seems healthy

Appeared in-forest for the first time in a few months - cannot recall where she'd been, but recognizes that time has passed since her last memory of being in the forest. Doesn't feel quite herself but doesn't know why, so just hoping it'll pass, whatever it is. Lacks concern over the fact that she has a gap in her memory, seemingly having a 'it is what it is' mindset and just trying to move forward.

N o t e s • BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I LAST UPDATED THIS BIO AUGH. Gotta re-do CSS, relations, info, eVERYTHING SOB. Added a new ref at least 8[

General Info • Appearance & Art • Traits & Facts • Ties • Credits

General Information

N a m e • June

P i c t o g r a m • +

G e n d e r • Female ♀

B i r t h • 2.10.13; 3 years

A g e • Adult

S p e c i e s • Chimera

S p e e c h • #982E2E; voice

M a t e • No one

H a u n t • A cave in the Playground

Personality & Facts

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^ MUST ADD SOME TRAITS and then elaborate on them

` Has Chromesthesia, or sound-color synesthesia. For June, the sound of music or voices leads to the seeing of color. The shade and hue of each color depends on the pitch and - especially in the case of a voice speaking - her perception of the emotions of the words or music notes. Higher-pitched sounds bring about brighter colors while lower-pitched sounds appear as duller, darker colors. June sees the colors in the form of smoke or something similar to the aurora borealis.
--- In her younger days, she paid lots of attention to the colors. She now barely acknowledges them in the presence of others, having learned that she is the only one who experiences them {as far as she knows}.

` Carrier of the Beast.

` Toward strangers, she is quite reserved. After observing their behavior, she will either remain withdrawn or open up over time. There may always be a degree of detachment between her and those not in her family - it depends on how close she gets to the individual, although it is unlikely that she is able to make quick, genuine friendships like in the past.

` Even though she's on the quieter side, should someone irritate her, she can rapidly become angry - this can be outwardly displayed through aggression, or she may put on a somewhat calmer front while thinking gruesome thoughts. The latter is far more common than the former, having worked on her once weak self-control when it comes to violence.

` -put something about her blood diet here-

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History

1.6.13 • Was consumed as a parasite by Amelia through a blueberry. Used her as a host to grow.

2.10.13 • Born. Witnessed much violence, and taken from her mother just moments after being born. Incredibly overwhelmed; could very well lead to negative effects in the future.
- Named June by Morioch.
- It was discovered that blood can sustain her.

2.12.13 • Taught by Morioch how to rear, dance, lower 'antlers', taunt, nuzzle, rub, and express surprise. Seems to be a quick learner now that the meanings behind nodding, shaking, and tilting the head have been clarified.

2.13.13 • Taught by Crucio how to bow as well as the meaning of nuzzling.
- Mindset towards other fawns is changing. More likely to show aggression toward them if they irritate her, with the exception of Vo.

2.17.13 • Witnessed more violence. Becoming wary of strangers.
- Met her three sisters: Isobel, Eve, and Lueur. Liked Isobel and Eve, uncertain about Lueur after seeing her fight Morioch and Maelstrom.
- Met her father in the body of Jetta; doesn't realize this, only thinks she met a new doe who is considered safe because she isn't being separated from June.

2.22.13 • Really attacked a fawn for the first time, alongside Eve. Seeing other fawns in a very negative light now. Not really greeting them unless greeted first.
- Mistrust towards strangers is becoming more apparent.

3.2.13 • Seems to isolate herself and experience an increase in aggression when grieving.
- A possible reason for her aggression is that due to Morioch's death, June is trying to honor him by doing what he taught her: fighting is good.
- Her current understanding of death is that if someone gets hurt enough, they will fall asleep, never wake up, and disappear.

3.9.13 • Reunited with her brother, who had returned from the dead.
- Was told by Morioch that not everyone can come back, so may only experiment on small animals instead of other fawns.
- Moro also revealed the story of how she came to exist and what happened when she was born.

3.10.13 • Met Thane in his real body for the first time.

3.19.13 • Received baby Mire as a gift from Morioch and Thane.

4.5.13 • Has been working on an experiment for some days.
- Witnessing and learning about rot and decay.

4.6.13 • Went through extreme mental and physical abuse from Morioch to prove her loyalty.
- At her mind's mercy in her unconscious state.

4.6-11.13 • Experienced horrors within her mind, waking up only once in between; freed from her mind on the 11th.
- Is now far less likely to display any playful behavior. Seems off.
- Matured physically and mentally; has entered early adolescence.

5.22.13 • Gave Morioch a bird skull, a product of one of her experiments. Painted it with her own blood.
- Intends to do what she can to improve Thane's view of her.
- Is now a teen; emotions may be elevated in some cases.

6.21.13 • Spoke to Thane at last, only to be hit full force by the realization that any chance of being a family was long gone.
- Still can't find it in herself to hate him.
- Violent thoughts have escalated.

9.20.13 • Was met with hatred and judgment from Kenai for being a creation of Thane.
- Has hardened her shell as a result, ~~and is less likely to seek new relationships.~~ Appearing a little more social, strangely.
- Has reached adulthood.

Relations

GOTTA REWRITE SO MANY OF THESE

M o r i o c h ` Oldest brother and former father-figure. Raised by during her early life. Despite the distance between them, she still loves and adores Morioch and would jump into a fight to defend him without a second thought. Plans on visiting once she completes her current project - excited and nervous about seeing him, knowing it's been quite a while since they last met but still looking forward to it.

M i r e ` 'Dating'. He was initially a gift and sort of like a pet, until she grew older and so did he. Although the bond between them as they grew was considered a sibling bond, June was unaware of the fact that Mire viewed her differently and developed feelings for her. He eventually confessed, and although she was taken by surprise, decided to give it a try even though she wasn't sure about her ability to maintain a relationship.

I s o b e l ` Younger sister. June adores Isobel and does her best to let her younger sibling know that she is loved. Cares about her, and is always willing to listen to what Isobel has to say. Doesn't want her to be consumed by bitterness.

E v e ` Younger sister. Distant from, was a little closer to during their fawnhood when they used to play together sometimes. Will still greet if seen, and does feel a genuine spark of tenderness when interacting with her.

L u e u r ` Oldest sister. Is unsure of despite knowing she is close to Isobel and Eve, likely from having very little interaction with her.

M i r i a m ` Older sister, Morioch's twin. Suspicious of. Managed to have a conversation with her that didn't involve too much evasion or any shoves, but still wouldn't hesitate to attack if she engaged someone close to June. Won't go out of her way to provoke the Sicariidae for no reason, though, knowing that many of their siblings care about her.

A m e l i a ` Host mother. Developed inside her after being consumed by her through a berry while still in parasite form. After being taken from her by Thane and Morioch, had very few encounters with her before not seeing her again - until recently. Not entirely sure how to act around her.

M a t e o ` Grandfather. He was more of a presence in her early life than now, but doesn't love him any less.

T h a n e ` Creator. Once allowed to stay with him and Morioch, but was eventually driven away like the rest of her siblings. Knows of the many betrayals he went through after a conversation with Morioch, and cannot bring herself to hate him. Aware of his disappearance.

C r u c i o ` Grandfather, Amelia's father. Barely knows, but remembers he was responsible for a few significant lessons she learned as a fawn.

L e v i a t h a n n ` Grandmother, Amelia's mother. Aware that Levi is wary of her, and a twisted part of her doesn't want to erase that. After a brawl in which June chose to defend Morioch against numerous others including Levi, is uncertain about where they stand - not that she was certain of that to begin with - and is no longer likely to directly approach.

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L a t s ' v e l ` One of the few remaining friends June has had since fawnhood. Likes the boar very much, and is immensely grateful that he accepts her even though a couple of his friends aren't fond of her. Seems to often see him wounded, and although confident that he can take care of himself, she worries about him anyway. Would like to visit him more often.

B o n e s i s ` A close acquaintance, and whose company she is often found in. His appearance may be regarded as ugly and frightening to many others, but June does not view him in such a way at all. Very much enjoys their roughhousing and play-fighting, and generally enjoys being around him. Even though they've spent a bit of time together, she would like to get to know him better. Curious about the talismans that hang from his antlers.

S o l é n e ` The only young one June has really gotten close to. Initially only befriended Sol to have the satisfaction of stealing her for herself, but grew to actually like her. Protective of, even if the full extent of her care has not yet been offered for various reasons. Was given a rabbit skull necklace made by the girl herself, which June treasures and can be seen wearing every so often. Dislikes Sol's bond with Rin, but will not voice her opinion for now.

I k a e l ` An old friend. The vixen was once a constant, positive presence in June's life, but is rarely seen anymore. Misses a lot, but will always welcome her back.

~~S o l e i~~ ` A deceased distant friend. Played with her a few times when they were both fawns and talked about bones with her once, which made June like her more. Unaware of her death. Wonders about sometimes.

V o ` A playmate during June's fawnhood. Hasn't seen since, and memories are a bit fuzzy.

K e n a i ` A fawnhood playmate. Had only played with him a couple times before he disappeared, and later found him again when they were both older. As soon as he learned about her association to Thane, she was overwhelmed by his hatred and cut him out of her life. Later received a genuine apology from him, and hesitantly gave him a second chance. Has barely seen since, but he's not been forgotten.

P a n d o r a ` Once viewed her in a semi-positive light before being chased after June targeted a cheetah cub. Has pretty much left this behind though, and no longer really has an opinion of the obsidian doe.

J o k e r m a n ` Doesn't know much about the kudu, but was guarded from her in the past. Probably won't approach unless something specific arises.

U m a y ` Seemed to always notice a hesitation or uncertainty from the lioness towards her, even when she was a fawn. Nevertheless treated her with friendliness until witnessing a brawl involving Thane, Morioch, Umay, and Pandora. After that and other events involving the lioness, June's view of her soured. Due to the lack of negativity during their last couple encounters, however, she now regards Umay with a neutral politeness. Still unsure about.

R i n ` Initially had a faintly positive impression of, but it quickly spiraled down once June saw all the trouble she brought. After watching Umay and Lats'vel attack her, has no desire to associate with, and feigns neutrality for Soléne's sake.

R o s s a m u n d ` Doesn't understand why this one went after Bonesis so often - enjoyed watching the brawl between them at first, but after Ross' attacks interrupted her play-fighting with Bonesis more than once, grew irritated by the buck's mere presence. Will attack him should he unjustly engage Bonesis again. She finds it ridiculous that he considers her family, as well.

February 11, 2013 - 6:04am — Hraeth

&hearts; She's so pretty. ;;

♥
She's so pretty. ;;

February 11, 2013 - 6:05am — Kaoori

ahhh SUPERTRACK.

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February 11, 2013 - 6:06am — Scythe

Tracking. &hearts;

Tracking. ♥

February 11, 2013 - 6:06am — Sham

BABY

February 11, 2013 - 6:17am — LilyBlue

Tracks all over this. Have to

Tracks all over this. Have to interact with her soon or in the future. :3

February 11, 2013 - 6:19am — Apparanza

Thank you guys 8D&hearts;

Thank you guys 8D♥

By Leuvr ♥

February 11, 2013 - 6:23am — Hereafter

Yay &hearts;

Yay ♥

February 11, 2013 - 6:44am — Xemi

Not exactly the way Cru was

Not exactly the way Cru was expecting his first grandchild to pop up but LOL
Track <3 SHE'S A CUTIE~

February 11, 2013 - 6:51am — Fincayra

I can see Miriam clashing

I can see Miriam clashing with this one in the future. :j

February 11, 2013 - 6:54am — Clare

WE WILL HAVE YOU YET, BABBY

February 11, 2013 - 7:01am — Phaios

Well hello there o3o

February 11, 2013 - 7:04am — Sleepything

oh my, how pretty is she! def

oh my, how pretty is she!
def tracking this. c:

adorable art by Tuoho! ♥

February 11, 2013 - 7:51am — Zergarikiaka

TRACK.

February 11, 2013 - 8:31am — thelittleraven

-flings self at-

February 11, 2013 - 11:25pm — Apparanza

@Han: LOL! Thanks ;U; @Fin:

@Han: LOL! Thanks ;U;

@Fin: /cackle

@Raven: >8D

@Phaios: HI ♥

@JD: Thank you so much! C:

@Zerg: 8D

@TheLittleRaven: /screams

February 12, 2013 - 2:50am — Silverfang

DUMDUM!1 /track (8

February 12, 2013 - 2:54am — C!ssy

Omg she's beautiful

February 12, 2013 - 3:07am — Mauvable

oh yes indeed.

February 12, 2013 - 3:19am — Apparanza

Thanks, you three! &hearts;

Thanks, you three! ♥ (:

February 21, 2013 - 10:01pm — Sham

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February 21, 2013 - 10:07pm — Jinxyness

she's so cute!

she's so cute! <3

February 22, 2013 - 7:06pm — Apparanza

@Sham: OMG, I love the style

@Sham: OMG, I love the style you drew that in! ♥ The bold, unconnected lines look really neat. Loving those long ears, hehe. Thank you very much ;U;

@Jinx: Thanks! (8

February 23, 2013 - 3:56am — din

&hearts;

♥

February 23, 2013 - 4:32am — Apparanza

&hearts; (:

♥ (:

March 5, 2013 - 7:09am — DinahMoon

Track

March 5, 2013 - 11:49pm — Apparanza

Thank you!

March 8, 2013 - 1:17am — Kaoori

omg i have no time to do this

omg i have no time to do this now but I would love to art trade with you sometime - isobel for june ;-;

March 8, 2013 - 2:00am — Apparanza

I don't either at the moment

I don't either at the moment LOL but I would absolutely love to! 8D I'll add the trade to my list ♥

April 7, 2013 - 8:30am — OkamiLugia

boop

April 7, 2013 - 5:43pm — Apparanza

CB

April 7, 2013 - 9:58pm — Xemi

Omg that new art of her ;;

Omg that new art of her ;; /dies <3

April 7, 2013 - 10:03pm — Sham

^ it's lovely. &hearts;

^
it's lovely. ♥

April 7, 2013 - 10:18pm — Apparanza

Thanks, you two! I'm really

Thanks, you two! I'm really glad to hear 8D

April 26, 2013 - 10:19pm — Kaoori

Isobel approached her older

Isobel approached her older sister, nudging her roughly.

(AND I FORGOT ISO'S speech color and i'm lazy)

"June. Has a message for you."

April 26, 2013 - 11:36pm — Apparanza

Both rabbit ears pricked up

Both rabbit ears pricked up and pivoted towards her younger sister. June tilted her head, pink eyes watching Isobel curiously.
"Yes?"

April 26, 2013 - 11:50pm — Kaoori

"Moro says he loves

"Moro says he loves you."

(probably should have done this a while ago. sorta pointless now since he's back olol)

April 27, 2013 - 12:16am — Apparanza

{OHLOL well I'm sure June and

{OHLOL well I'm sure June and Iso will have plenty of more times to interact 8D}

A smile graces June's lips, unaware of the deeper meaning it had.
"I love him too." A pause.
"And you."

April 27, 2013 - 12:50am — Kaoori

Isobel blinked, looking at

Isobel blinked, looking at her sister quietly.

"..Isobel loves June, too."

April 27, 2013 - 11:06pm — Apparanza

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April 28, 2013 - 7:55pm — Kaoori

FfffffFFF LKL:DKAFAKLF

April 27, 2013 - 11:25pm — Xemi

^ /SQUEALS WITH GLEE

April 28, 2013 - 11:33pm — Sapphire

SEXY ART SEXY CSS DESERVES A

SEXY ART
SEXY CSS
DESERVES A SEXY TRACK

April 29, 2013 - 4:34am — Apparanza

ROFL I LOVE YOU ALL ;;

May 10, 2013 - 5:26am — Kaoori

Not our trade, but a thank

Not our trade, but a thank you fat chibi for that cute little drawing up there. ^

edit: ojeez it's so big. let me know if you want it resized.

May 10, 2013 - 5:21am — Apparanza

KIMI MY GOODNESS, JUNE IS

KIMI MY GOODNESS, JUNE IS ADORABLE ;A; I freaking love your chibis, and I really like the pink color you used for her eyes and dapples. Thank you so much! School ended for me today, so I'll be able to finally get started on that trade 8D
And LOL if you could resize it that'd be great - I'm thinking of revamping her bio a little and the size of the comments would be about 400px or so, if that helps ♥

May 10, 2013 - 5:23am — Kaoori

OK I WILL DO IT NOW she's too

OK I WILL DO IT NOW she's too big for a chibi anyway it's like a fat godzilla

May 10, 2013 - 5:28am — Apparanza

OMG A FAT GODZILLA June:

OMG A FAT GODZILLA
June: -roars and rolls over all the trees-

May 29, 2013 - 7:41pm — Kaoori

She found her sister, quiet.

She found her sister, quiet. Isobel wasn't much with words, and had a harder time with emotion. She hurt though, just as much as June. Losing two parental figures had been rough. She settled quietly beside June, eyes half-lidded. Although both does were teenagers now, Isobel still tended to revert back to 'child-talk' when she was upset.

"June. ...Is here."

She pinned her neck frills as tightly as she could to her neck and draped her head across her sister's back.

May 30, 2013 - 4:33am — Apparanza

{Omg sorry for the late

{Omg sorry for the late reply, didn't see this until now ;;}

The rabbit-eared one's pink eyes flickered to gaze at Isobel when her sister approached, appreciating her touch. The young doe felt guilty about it, however, having not known Phaios very well and didn't think she should need any consoling. But it was evident to her that Isobel was affected by the doe's passing, and she turned her head around to press her muzzle comfortingly against her sister's shoulder.

"I'm here too, for you." June paused. "...Were you close to her?"

May 30, 2013 - 5:38am — Kaoori

Isobel closed her eyes,

Isobel closed her eyes, nodding. A little grunt escaped her muzzle.

"Was always nice. ... I was mean to her a lot. I'm sorry. Iso is sorry.."

as if a switch had been turned on, all the buildup from the past weeks, of the loss of her mother, seeing Moro and Thane kill themselves and come back, hoping for Jetta to return knowing she wouldn't, and now this- it all exploded. She sobbed loudly, not caring who heard. Poor June seemed to be the one who ended up bringing it out.