.June | The Endless Forest

Warning; language, violence/gore, and other mature and disturbing content may appear here and in her tumblr.

4.10.16

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F e e l i n g • Off; lethargic; placid
M e n t a l • A little disoriented, but stabilizing?
P h y s i c a l • Seems healthy

Appeared in-forest for the first time in a few months - cannot recall where she'd been, but recognizes that time has passed since her last memory of being in the forest. Doesn't feel quite herself but doesn't know why, so just hoping it'll pass, whatever it is. Lacks concern over the fact that she has a gap in her memory, seemingly having a 'it is what it is' mindset and just trying to move forward.

N o t e s • BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I LAST UPDATED THIS BIO AUGH. Gotta re-do CSS, relations, info, eVERYTHING SOB. Added a new ref at least 8[

General Info • Appearance & Art • Traits & Facts • Ties • Credits

General Information

N a m e • June

P i c t o g r a m • +

G e n d e r • Female ♀

B i r t h • 2.10.13; 3 years

A g e • Adult

S p e c i e s • Chimera

S p e e c h • #982E2E; voice

M a t e • No one

H a u n t • A cave in the Playground

Personality & Facts

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^ MUST ADD SOME TRAITS and then elaborate on them

` Has Chromesthesia, or sound-color synesthesia. For June, the sound of music or voices leads to the seeing of color. The shade and hue of each color depends on the pitch and - especially in the case of a voice speaking - her perception of the emotions of the words or music notes. Higher-pitched sounds bring about brighter colors while lower-pitched sounds appear as duller, darker colors. June sees the colors in the form of smoke or something similar to the aurora borealis.
--- In her younger days, she paid lots of attention to the colors. She now barely acknowledges them in the presence of others, having learned that she is the only one who experiences them {as far as she knows}.

` Carrier of the Beast.

` Toward strangers, she is quite reserved. After observing their behavior, she will either remain withdrawn or open up over time. There may always be a degree of detachment between her and those not in her family - it depends on how close she gets to the individual, although it is unlikely that she is able to make quick, genuine friendships like in the past.

` Even though she's on the quieter side, should someone irritate her, she can rapidly become angry - this can be outwardly displayed through aggression, or she may put on a somewhat calmer front while thinking gruesome thoughts. The latter is far more common than the former, having worked on her once weak self-control when it comes to violence.

` -put something about her blood diet here-

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History

1.6.13 • Was consumed as a parasite by Amelia through a blueberry. Used her as a host to grow.

2.10.13 • Born. Witnessed much violence, and taken from her mother just moments after being born. Incredibly overwhelmed; could very well lead to negative effects in the future.
- Named June by Morioch.
- It was discovered that blood can sustain her.

2.12.13 • Taught by Morioch how to rear, dance, lower 'antlers', taunt, nuzzle, rub, and express surprise. Seems to be a quick learner now that the meanings behind nodding, shaking, and tilting the head have been clarified.

2.13.13 • Taught by Crucio how to bow as well as the meaning of nuzzling.
- Mindset towards other fawns is changing. More likely to show aggression toward them if they irritate her, with the exception of Vo.

2.17.13 • Witnessed more violence. Becoming wary of strangers.
- Met her three sisters: Isobel, Eve, and Lueur. Liked Isobel and Eve, uncertain about Lueur after seeing her fight Morioch and Maelstrom.
- Met her father in the body of Jetta; doesn't realize this, only thinks she met a new doe who is considered safe because she isn't being separated from June.

2.22.13 • Really attacked a fawn for the first time, alongside Eve. Seeing other fawns in a very negative light now. Not really greeting them unless greeted first.
- Mistrust towards strangers is becoming more apparent.

3.2.13 • Seems to isolate herself and experience an increase in aggression when grieving.
- A possible reason for her aggression is that due to Morioch's death, June is trying to honor him by doing what he taught her: fighting is good.
- Her current understanding of death is that if someone gets hurt enough, they will fall asleep, never wake up, and disappear.

3.9.13 • Reunited with her brother, who had returned from the dead.
- Was told by Morioch that not everyone can come back, so may only experiment on small animals instead of other fawns.
- Moro also revealed the story of how she came to exist and what happened when she was born.

3.10.13 • Met Thane in his real body for the first time.

3.19.13 • Received baby Mire as a gift from Morioch and Thane.

4.5.13 • Has been working on an experiment for some days.
- Witnessing and learning about rot and decay.

4.6.13 • Went through extreme mental and physical abuse from Morioch to prove her loyalty.
- At her mind's mercy in her unconscious state.

4.6-11.13 • Experienced horrors within her mind, waking up only once in between; freed from her mind on the 11th.
- Is now far less likely to display any playful behavior. Seems off.
- Matured physically and mentally; has entered early adolescence.

5.22.13 • Gave Morioch a bird skull, a product of one of her experiments. Painted it with her own blood.
- Intends to do what she can to improve Thane's view of her.
- Is now a teen; emotions may be elevated in some cases.

6.21.13 • Spoke to Thane at last, only to be hit full force by the realization that any chance of being a family was long gone.
- Still can't find it in herself to hate him.
- Violent thoughts have escalated.

9.20.13 • Was met with hatred and judgment from Kenai for being a creation of Thane.
- Has hardened her shell as a result, ~~and is less likely to seek new relationships.~~ Appearing a little more social, strangely.
- Has reached adulthood.

Relations

GOTTA REWRITE SO MANY OF THESE

M o r i o c h ` Oldest brother and former father-figure. Raised by during her early life. Despite the distance between them, she still loves and adores Morioch and would jump into a fight to defend him without a second thought. Plans on visiting once she completes her current project - excited and nervous about seeing him, knowing it's been quite a while since they last met but still looking forward to it.

M i r e ` 'Dating'. He was initially a gift and sort of like a pet, until she grew older and so did he. Although the bond between them as they grew was considered a sibling bond, June was unaware of the fact that Mire viewed her differently and developed feelings for her. He eventually confessed, and although she was taken by surprise, decided to give it a try even though she wasn't sure about her ability to maintain a relationship.

I s o b e l ` Younger sister. June adores Isobel and does her best to let her younger sibling know that she is loved. Cares about her, and is always willing to listen to what Isobel has to say. Doesn't want her to be consumed by bitterness.

E v e ` Younger sister. Distant from, was a little closer to during their fawnhood when they used to play together sometimes. Will still greet if seen, and does feel a genuine spark of tenderness when interacting with her.

L u e u r ` Oldest sister. Is unsure of despite knowing she is close to Isobel and Eve, likely from having very little interaction with her.

M i r i a m ` Older sister, Morioch's twin. Suspicious of. Managed to have a conversation with her that didn't involve too much evasion or any shoves, but still wouldn't hesitate to attack if she engaged someone close to June. Won't go out of her way to provoke the Sicariidae for no reason, though, knowing that many of their siblings care about her.

A m e l i a ` Host mother. Developed inside her after being consumed by her through a berry while still in parasite form. After being taken from her by Thane and Morioch, had very few encounters with her before not seeing her again - until recently. Not entirely sure how to act around her.

M a t e o ` Grandfather. He was more of a presence in her early life than now, but doesn't love him any less.

T h a n e ` Creator. Once allowed to stay with him and Morioch, but was eventually driven away like the rest of her siblings. Knows of the many betrayals he went through after a conversation with Morioch, and cannot bring herself to hate him. Aware of his disappearance.

C r u c i o ` Grandfather, Amelia's father. Barely knows, but remembers he was responsible for a few significant lessons she learned as a fawn.

L e v i a t h a n n ` Grandmother, Amelia's mother. Aware that Levi is wary of her, and a twisted part of her doesn't want to erase that. After a brawl in which June chose to defend Morioch against numerous others including Levi, is uncertain about where they stand - not that she was certain of that to begin with - and is no longer likely to directly approach.

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L a t s ' v e l ` One of the few remaining friends June has had since fawnhood. Likes the boar very much, and is immensely grateful that he accepts her even though a couple of his friends aren't fond of her. Seems to often see him wounded, and although confident that he can take care of himself, she worries about him anyway. Would like to visit him more often.

B o n e s i s ` A close acquaintance, and whose company she is often found in. His appearance may be regarded as ugly and frightening to many others, but June does not view him in such a way at all. Very much enjoys their roughhousing and play-fighting, and generally enjoys being around him. Even though they've spent a bit of time together, she would like to get to know him better. Curious about the talismans that hang from his antlers.

S o l é n e ` The only young one June has really gotten close to. Initially only befriended Sol to have the satisfaction of stealing her for herself, but grew to actually like her. Protective of, even if the full extent of her care has not yet been offered for various reasons. Was given a rabbit skull necklace made by the girl herself, which June treasures and can be seen wearing every so often. Dislikes Sol's bond with Rin, but will not voice her opinion for now.

I k a e l ` An old friend. The vixen was once a constant, positive presence in June's life, but is rarely seen anymore. Misses a lot, but will always welcome her back.

~~S o l e i~~ ` A deceased distant friend. Played with her a few times when they were both fawns and talked about bones with her once, which made June like her more. Unaware of her death. Wonders about sometimes.

V o ` A playmate during June's fawnhood. Hasn't seen since, and memories are a bit fuzzy.

K e n a i ` A fawnhood playmate. Had only played with him a couple times before he disappeared, and later found him again when they were both older. As soon as he learned about her association to Thane, she was overwhelmed by his hatred and cut him out of her life. Later received a genuine apology from him, and hesitantly gave him a second chance. Has barely seen since, but he's not been forgotten.

P a n d o r a ` Once viewed her in a semi-positive light before being chased after June targeted a cheetah cub. Has pretty much left this behind though, and no longer really has an opinion of the obsidian doe.

J o k e r m a n ` Doesn't know much about the kudu, but was guarded from her in the past. Probably won't approach unless something specific arises.

U m a y ` Seemed to always notice a hesitation or uncertainty from the lioness towards her, even when she was a fawn. Nevertheless treated her with friendliness until witnessing a brawl involving Thane, Morioch, Umay, and Pandora. After that and other events involving the lioness, June's view of her soured. Due to the lack of negativity during their last couple encounters, however, she now regards Umay with a neutral politeness. Still unsure about.

R i n ` Initially had a faintly positive impression of, but it quickly spiraled down once June saw all the trouble she brought. After watching Umay and Lats'vel attack her, has no desire to associate with, and feigns neutrality for Soléne's sake.

R o s s a m u n d ` Doesn't understand why this one went after Bonesis so often - enjoyed watching the brawl between them at first, but after Ross' attacks interrupted her play-fighting with Bonesis more than once, grew irritated by the buck's mere presence. Will attack him should he unjustly engage Bonesis again. She finds it ridiculous that he considers her family, as well.

May 30, 2013 - 5:50am — Xemi

badly timed page steal ahoy

May 30, 2013 - 6:03am — Kaoori

slaps Han with a poodle

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May 30, 2013 - 6:14am — Xemi

I wonder if poodles in

I wonder if poodles in Jamaica have dreadlocks

May 30, 2013 - 1:32pm — Apparanza

@Kimi: June watched her

@Kimi:

June watched her sister break down, long ears rotating to catch her loud sobs. A frown appeared on her muzzle and she turned herself around, brushing her head against Isobel's in a gentle nuzzle.

"Shh, Iso, it's okay. Do you know why it's okay?"

The young doe took a step back to stare deeply into Isobel's eyes.
"Because she would forgive you. You said she was always nice, so of course she would forgive you."

June took a step forward and pressed her cheek against the side of her sister's face.

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@Han: SKJLDHSA

By Leuvr ♥

May 30, 2013 - 2:28pm — Kaoori

HAN WTF Isobel clung to her

HAN WTF

Isobel clung to her sister while she sobbed. She was glad she'd come to June; she felt horrible that she'd hadn't seeked (sook? wtf) her out more often. She hoped to change that.
"Thank you.. June.."

"Isobel loves you."

May 30, 2013 - 9:12pm — Apparanza

{*sought? ROFL} June's

{*sought? ROFL}

June's sorrowful frown turned into a small smile when she heard her sister's words. She turned her head so she could share eye contact with Isobel.

"I love you, too."

She gave Isobel another nuzzle. "You'll feel better, eventually."

May 30, 2013 - 9:20pm — Kaoori

ROFL YES I MEANT THAT. SSH

ROFL YES I MEANT THAT.

SSH IT WAS LIKE 8AM OK

May 30, 2013 - 9:27pm — Apparanza

/STILL CRYING AT SOOK

May 30, 2013 - 9:38pm — Kaoori

I'M GONNA SOOK YOU OUT IN

I'M GONNA SOOK YOU OUT IN FIVE MINUTES

May 30, 2013 - 10:21pm — Apparanza

SCREAMS AND RUNS

July 3, 2013 - 12:17am — aihnna

trackinggg

July 3, 2013 - 9:58pm — Apparanza

Thanks so much, Anna &hearts;

Thanks so much, Anna ♥

October 13, 2013 - 7:37pm — Spider

... Hai. B)

October 13, 2013 - 8:55pm — Apparanza

Hello there B)

October 16, 2013 - 2:02am — HB

Well that was an interesting

Well that was an interesting encounter.. |D Trot, stop, stare, trot, stop and stare some more.
I've been meaning to track this, soo now I'll finally do it.

October 16, 2013 - 2:09am — Apparanza

June's social skills could

June's social skills could use some work |8 Although she likely would've stared anyway. Wroclaw is a fascinating sight.
Thank you ♥

May 3, 2014 - 8:38am — Nirvana

Has seen more than once now,

Has seen more than once now, his outcast of a creation more prone to keep neutral during a brawl. He comes beaten to all shit with violent inhaling and exhaling. It came guttural and raw, but a 'thank you' is spoken before departing.

May 3, 2014 - 10:06am — Apparanza

{KJDHA

{KJDHA /LATE}

-x-

Reddish-pink eyes watched Thane's approach with a mixture of uncertainty and faint curiosity, unsure about what to expect and how her siblings would react to his presence. Both long ears rotated forward when his rough voice spoke, catching words she didn't expect to hear. Surprise couldn't be stopped from crossing her features, but the uncertainty in her eyes disappeared and was replaced with a brief, subtle warmth. She watched him go, feeling better knowing that her neutrality had been noticed by the Craftsman.