April 1, 2011 - 10:20pm — BluedeerLegend18
That's right. I might be leaving. I'm almost to the point of tears.
But why is BLD18 leaving?
Peirce is a very young buck, and can get annoyed by fawns easily. Usually he will just sit down and ignore the fawn. This may change as he gets older, but for now, the most annoying thing to Peirce is a fawn. Well, Peirce was recently being followed around by a fawn and he got annoyed. Everywhere he went the fawn went. So Peirce just ran, hoping the fawn didn't follow, and thankfully, he wasn't. Then found a group of deer chillin'. Peirce got angry when he saw a mini fawn. I didn't take a good look at the picto, so I mistakened the fawn for the one that was following Peirce. He got annoyed and started rearing at the fawn, hoping this would scare off the fawn. One of the deer protected the fawn and soon we got into a big fight. Peirce ended up getting hurt and learned his lesson.
I thought this would all be forgotten soon, but then everyone started ranting on me on Peirce's behavior and how horrible I am for hurting the fawn. Then I suddenly realized that the fawn's picto was different as the other fawn's. I was so angry at myself. I went on Lune's (the mini fawn I attacked) bio and he was also ranting on me and Peirce, two horrible people/ deer who should of never entered this world.
I bet all of you think I'm a horrible person now. I realize that a lot of players here are new, or not IC, and that there are also people who use their deer to fight random deer out of the blue. I don't use Peirce as a killing machine. I only attacked the fawn by accident. I never meant to scare off any new players, or change the forest into a bad, horrible place.
IRL, I am not a nice person. I never meant to be mean, though. No matter how hard I try to be nice, I screw up and everyone hates me. I thought I could be a different person on TEF. But the people on TEF also hate me, they don't care if I screw up. I am never a nice person on TEF. I try to be nice but no matter what happens I make a foe. I just can't take it anymore.
I'm sorry for this.
Please note I might change my mind, if you read the title it says "might".
And if I do leave, I will have to kill Peirce.
don't you think that this
...i had a look at lume's bio.. and as far as i saw all the 'rants' there where in character, that means thoughts of the characters, not of the players. (correct me if i am wrong... i just returned from work and i am really sore...)
thinks like this happen... you shouldn't be too harsh to yourself.
after all you didn't behave in any rediciolous way but just in character.
.... there are so many deer who attack fawns... really...
liek i said... don't be too hard to yourself. its just a game after all...
... and i don't think you are a horrible person or anything ^^ nor i think your character is...
Accidents are fine. They
Most people were simply pointing out that fawns can be new players and that it can chase them away. I don't think anybody hates you; I don't. In fact, you seem like a pretty nice person, judging by your comments. ^^ We just don't want to lose any new members by making a bad first impression.
I greatly doubt anybody hates you or thinks you're a horrible person. I think there was just a lot of confusion over what was going on. People were angry because it seemed like you attacked a fawn out of the blue, but hopefully this will clear things up.
I don't think you should leave over this. It's only a small misunderstanding, and I'm sure it'll be forgiven or worked out now that this explanation is up.
[e]: Also what AliceV said. I don't think Lune was ranting OOCly, it was all IC. c:
When my deer was attacked,
When I posted, I was only pointing out that you should include some of some things, as they were very misleading in what happened with your and my deers encounter.
You should not be so hard on yourself. It was a misunderstanding, for you and me.
The posts on my deers bio are in fact in-character, and not directly related to you as the player.
My deers actions today with fending off Peirce were because of what happened last night. Being attacked, they are weary of your deer around fawns now. That could eventually change.
I understand you being in-character, but others pointed out some good concerns, and tips, to avoid scaring off new players and such.
Luckily I have taken everything in-character, but what about the next fawn or deer?
It is true, many deer do attack fawns or other deer out of the blue. I had not intended for my original post to come off as ranting, but rather letting you know those were some things that should be included in your warning blog.
Goodbye and best of luck to
We dont think you are
We dont hate you, though we may not like some actions.
As said before, you are a nice person if judged by your comments.
http://endlessforest.org/community/asiootus-owl039s-bio
http://endlessforest.org/community/spirited-one-0
No one here hates you, this
But as said before, attacking fawns can scare new players away, and we don't want that.
I'm sorry, I guess I sorta
Always try to be considerate
No one hates you, Blue, and
Perhaps you should refer to this thread. It might make it easier for you to play Pierce this way =]
I think it was very big of
I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
I do not really know who you
Je suis un chrétien fier
Anima Wolf
Spirtus tempestatis