Guys, I don't care if you care, but..

SentrySeb's picture
I need to vent. To tears, I need this. I need this more than I need life.

Keep ^ in mind.

Guys.

I just.. lost control of everything in my life. I was locked outside of my house for over 3 hours. I panicked, and tried to use a stick to get inside. Phail idea. Please, goddangit, know I absolutely am scared. My mom had no idea where I was, and she called 911. I went home. (I was at a neighbors) and she screamed, she missed me so much. I cried and cried when I realized I had no way, shape, or form to contact her. I went to my neighbors, called her about thirty times. ( I am NOT exaggerating) and she never answered. I went back home, and.. I wanted to fall into the sky with joy to see, to know she was okay. I need to tell you this, because you guys are family. I don't care how YOU fell about my terror, fear and tears, but know I have the right to scream at anyone who doesn't like this. I am scared. I feel unsafe. I am like a feather.

Care or no, I will watch this topic.

Sincerely,

Sentry of the forest, Sebastian.
ocean's picture

You are safe. Everything will

You are safe. Everything will be fine. <3
I'm sorry you got locked out! But remember, there's always a solution, which you found. You do have control, see? You always have control in one shape or another, you just have to find the solution.
Take care, Seb. <3
eyestrain's picture

I have been lost many times,

I have been lost many times, and I have come to tears every single time. I understand the fear and panic that sets in.
Just breathe, and know that things will be alright. Just be calm.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
SentrySeb's picture

I just... Was more than

I just...

Was more than scard. I felt like I was dying with terror. Drowning. Thank you guys. I am less afraid, albeit not very hungry.





Amazon's picture

It's okay - that's a natural

It's okay - that's a natural reaction. (:
It's not much fun, though! We're glad you're safe now. <3

SentrySeb's picture

Thank you. It was the

Thank you. It was the scariest thing I have ever felt.


I love this community, and have been here, seen, and felt pain from others. but... this goes into the wanting to curl up and cry my face off.

..Yay





ocean's picture

Hey, unexpected things like

Hey, unexpected things like that are scary. It's natural, like Amazon said. <3
SentrySeb's picture

Yea. I had no idea where my

Yea. I had no idea where my phone was, but.. Oh well.





Sluggs's picture

Sorry to stick this here,

Sorry to stick this here, but...

SentrySeb, I couldn't let you go with having to put up with a tiny avatar, so I made the .gif's a different way.

These are made up of 18 images, (not 36), so they're a much smaller file size, but high quality! (All under 50kb!) You can use these on this site!

You can download the newer one's here

Glad you're OK! Your Mother really needs to give you your own key, if you haven't already got one. Smiling
quadraptor's picture

*nuzzlenuzzlenuzzle* I'm

*nuzzlenuzzlenuzzle* I'm sorry I don't have much more to say, but your neighbors are really there for you and I think you and your mom should get their contact info in case of an emergency like that. We trust our neighbors like that here, we know they'd do anything for us if we'd ask.
SentrySeb's picture

No, no. I have my own, it's

No, no. I have my own, it's just it was in my house, along with my cell.


She's getting me another key so we don't even have to worry about that. Ever. Again. >>


E;
-Nuzzlewuzzle- I thank you guys. <3


Yea, the only problem with gettin' their contact info is that they are moving away really soon. :|





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SentrySeb's picture

Love ya, Star and the

Love ya, Star and the community.





Mwah, love you too :'D

Mwah, love you too :'D
SentrySeb's picture

Thank yew, luff.

Smiling

Thank yew, luff.