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semi-"out of character" deer: SKA









"Even with these cracks, it resembles how it once was. Maybe someday, it'll be like we never broke it."

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Quote:you're always two

Quote:
you're always two clicks away, for some reason~

I'm not sure how to take that. XD;

EDIT: I claim this page in the name of pancakes?
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Again, confusion, although

Again, confusion, although she tried hard not to let it show. Why would someone need to catch the attention of a fish, then? And the large abstract word on the end... fate. It gave her goosebumps. Broad, like heaven. She decided to let it slip. Such words had ways of reappearing.

She took a deep breath, trying to reorganize her mind into something coherent. "Is... small yes. Not only yes. Is big yes no touch without permission, but is accidental touch... is also discomfort. Is brush your leg when scared. Is strong side when protect. Is friend rub, but too long. Is like... scream. Is like something cry, but no noise. Is discomfort." She paused, feeling distressed and stupid. How could she explain something with such words when it didn't even make sense? She saw other deer laying together. Or had they just gotten used to it? Had they fought through it?

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Pega, you ninja. And I think

Pega, you ninja. And I think it's just because I remember where you've commented XD;; That makes me feel like a creeper, though.

Edit: What, pancakes?! No, ma'am! This page honors the waffles of the world!

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Feyrbrand kept quiet for

Feyrbrand kept quiet for along while before he said after seeing her gaze shift to deer resting together."Let me attempt to speak like you... To touch bring... discomfort, bring memories? Distant memories, from forgotten?--" It was difficult for Feyrbrand to speak this way, but he must for her to understand better.
"-- Bring memory from world gone... Touch... Strong friend for protection touch. Sometime touch friends... for... for friend touch but to long is... strange? You will know... when touch is ready. Touch something... everything does. Cause no touch mean... no..." The word stuck on Feyrbrand's tongue like someone had ripped it out.
""means no Love, no friendship, no belonging, no understanding... no connection to world around you.".
He stopped and waited. He hoped she understood it better like that.
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Pegasicorn's picture

I thought it meant I had no

I thought it meant I had no life. XD; Which I don't, but...

And I like pancakes better. D8<
Makime's picture

YAY PANCAKE POWERRR!! DOWN

YAY PANCAKE POWERRR!!
DOWN WITH THE WAFFLY KINGDOOMMMM!
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Do do do-do CAN'T WAIT TO GET

Do do do-do CAN'T WAIT TO GET A MOUTHFUL.
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Her eyes flared, but she

Her eyes flared, but she quieted herself, whispering softly, "Is not... stupid." But even in her frustration, she was aware that she did understand him better, and that thought hurt her. What hurt worse, however, were his words themselves. They cut her deeply. She tossed her head nervously, inching away from his heat and continuing in a rush, "Is not belong. Is not understand. Is not love, not friend. Not touch. Not touch. Touch not memories. Word memories. Not touch. Touch is scream. Not touch."

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ARGH IVI. ARGHHHH. Pega; I

ARGH IVI. ARGHHHH.

Pega; I do, too XD But according to the rulebooks, a challenge must be issued with either a) waffles or b) pancakes are mentioned. Therefore, DEATH TO THE PANCAKES!

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I absolutely love this

I absolutely love this layout.


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Thanks so much, Bylah! X3

Thanks so much, Bylah! X3

Pegasicorn's picture

...my mind is going, "Does

...my mind is going, "Does not compute."
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...You weren't aware of this

...You weren't aware of this rule? >> The pancake/waffle war has been going on for years.

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Feyrbrand watched her, she

Feyrbrand watched her, she seemed to be upset now.
" If it bothers you how I spoke, say so and I will not do it again. I wasn't calling you stupid, nor did I mean to offend you.". Feyrbrand moved away from her, seeing as how she was uncomfortable with him now.

" If touch is to scream, then scream. Don't hold yourself back, caging emotions will hurt you in the long run... I would... know..." He said, suddenly seeming distant and sad. He could remember those hands, holding them... holding back for the person they belonged too. Then when the time came he couldn't hold onto those hands... the screaming... oh the screams. Why couldn't he hold onto them... where was the face to those delicate hands.

Feyrbrand then looked over at her, his voice full of warmth though it seemed he was trying to hold back the sadness now flowing out of him. " Whether you like it or not... I think of you as a friend and will be there for you when you need someone..." He said and laid down, suddenly feeling to down to move.
The flames on him died down and started to dull, it was easy to see something was now troubling him.
Quietly he said"You have a bright future for friends... I do not have one so much... cherish every friend you make...". He curled up a little and stared ahead blankly.
Pegasicorn's picture

I wasn't aware of any pancake

I wasn't aware of any pancake and waffle war. |D
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"Is not my scream," she

"Is not my scream," she clarified, as if this explained everything, watching him move away and feeling the guilt well up to replace her frustrations. And then, despite the complete loss of heat, something warmer. She murmured, wondering if she'd understood him wrong, "You think of... me... friend?"

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Pega; Lmao, well now you

Pega; Lmao, well now you know! Every time someone mentions pancakes or waffles, someone else has to support the opposite. It then becomes a large argument, involving friends, relatives, or nearby strangers regarding which one is more delicious.

Pegasicorn's picture

Then what happens if someone

Then what happens if someone mentions IHOP? "Pancakes" is in the name, but they also serve waffles.
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Feyrbrand looked over at her,

Feyrbrand looked over at her, his eyes spoke it all. Sadness, warmth, smiling and kindness.
Yes... I think of as my friend... I always will." He said softly, but clear enough for her to hear.
His flames came off a little more and seemed to wave in her direction, as if beckoning Tzipporah over... if she pleased.
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Pegasicorn; The very fabric

Pegasicorn; The very fabric of the world breaks and everything you ever knew is false.
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Tzipporah smiled beneath her

Tzipporah smiled beneath her mask, wondering if the warmth was coming mostly from the stag or from her chest. She moved toward him, sinking down close by his side, and for an instant, pressed her cold cheek against his shoulder. She drew back a moment later, staring off into the forest as if nothing had transpired, only the warm spot on her mask to remind her. A touch without touch.

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Pega; What Makime said >>

Pega; What Makime said >>

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...maybe this is why I order

...maybe this is why I order the stuffed French toast.
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*A* &hearts; Yessss, plx.

*A* ♥ Yessss, plx.

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Ok, I have to know. What in

Ok, I have to know. What in the world happened with Caen and Tzipporah? Gustiro did not know what to do so he stayed out of it for the most part. XD Though he wanted Reed to know he was watching Caen. Sticking out tongue
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LOL. I was wondering what

LOL. I was wondering what Gust was thinking XD

Basically, Tzi is a very curious girl. She wanted to know more about Reed, so she sat with him. When Reed marked that tree, Caen marked over it, and when Caen wouldn't speak to her later (he trotted off), she marked it as payback.

So basically, the tree was a symbol for their frustrations with each other XD Caen apparently thought Tzi was being a traitor, and Tzi felt that Caen was trying to control her.

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Ah! lol Yes, Gustiro was not

Ah! lol Yes, Gustiro was not happy the two minis were near Reed and "his logs". However not knowing Tzi' well and the fact she sat with him on her own Gustiro did not start anything. Of course when Caen taunted Gustiro jumped in to make sure Reed would not...
A. Get upset with Caen and/or chase him.
B. Get curious and try taking his Caen mini away. XD
It was cute though... fighting minis. XD
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That was good of him. Joro

That was good of him. Joro frightened her earlier trying to make Reed sit down (or do something), so I'm glad Gust didn't put himself in a position to be feared, as well ♥

Tzi and I were kinda worried about Reed messing with Caen, too, so I was glad Gust and Ravus were there to stop it if bigger players got involved.

LOL @ B! That hadn't even occurred to me.
I knowww omggg. Especially between minis that are almost completely harmless, aside from their tiny little hooves and searing anger, haha~

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I just wanted to let you

I just wanted to let you know… I still want to keep you. I do not know what it is about you but I find you incredibly adorable. ::Squashes you with hugs.:: :3
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LOL~ I am assuming you are

LOL~ I am assuming you are speaking of my Tzipporah, yes? XD She feels very secure around Gust. I doubt she would let anyone "keep" her, though. Despite her reliance on stronger deer, I'm surprised by how headstrong she can be when it comes to personal freedom.

Of course, he is welcome to try >D Silly Gust~

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Actually, I meant you as a

Actually, I meant you as a person. :3
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LOLL. Omg~ *snugs* RIGHT BACK

LOLL. Omg~ *snugs* RIGHT BACK AT YOU. I just loves you to pieces XD

I'm a lot easier to keep than Tzipporah >> ♥

*floats past, waving*

*floats past, waving*

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Awuu, hey, kitty! >u<

Awuu, hey, kitty! >u<

how's it going? *has not

how's it going? *has not spoken to you in forever x.x*

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Srslyy @__@ It's been going

Srslyy @__@ It's been going great! Crazy that it's so close to Valentine's day... two more hours here XD Really sneaked up on me. You?

xD *valentines ninja >>

xD
*valentines ninja >> << >>*
S'been pretty okay :3

What have you been up to lately?
*squints at the blue adorableness on your sig*

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Lol! Yeah, she kinda looks

Lol! Yeah, she kinda looks like a lump of nothing in my sig, haha XD It's my little Tzipporah~



Not much @__@ Trying to get subbing jobs, but it's difficult. Teachers aren't out of school much until after TAKS, apparently.

What about you? School? Work? Fun? Nothing? XD

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Obvious track.

Obvious track.
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Kyoan; Eee, thank you! >u<

Kyoan; Eee, thank you! >u< ♥

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Tracking.

Tracking. <3
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&hearts;

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&hearts; I'm sorry he

♥ I'm sorry he disappeared so quickly
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It's okay~ Vodun was very

It's okay~ Vodun was very worried about him D: Is he okay now?

Munkel's picture

I don't know yet, but he's

I don't know yet, but he's calmed down now that Sith is here <3
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As a player, I realized that

As a player, I realized that none of my boys (or girls) were close enough to Crybaby to be of any service, so I'm glad to hear it :3

ICly, I'm sure Vo would be pleased.

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Crybaby likes Vodun very much

Crybaby likes Vodun very much <33

Actually he likes Phylux and Vasska too, even if they didn't spend much time together :3
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All of my boys adore Crybaby,

All of my boys adore Crybaby, in their own special ways. I think CB would be difficult to dislike, quite honestly XD

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Aw, Phy &hearts; I need a Phy

Aw, Phy
I need a Phy plushie so I can hug him whenever I want.
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