Dorian Bucks

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~Dairy~


24-11-2011

Health: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Found out the hard way that that one time he came back to life after having been killed wasn't just a stroke of supernatural luck.
Had all of his organs brutally removed several times in an alternate reality as they would grow back every time he died. Got violently both physically and mentally abused, but luckily ended up escaping his captors with help from an unlikely ally, the man who left him for dead with an OCD sadist and a face-stealing rapist.


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-He doesn't feel like commenting on any of the recent events.

15-11-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Finally got fed up with EMR controlling his life and stood up to him. Had been cooking up a plan on how to defeat him for some time and set it into action. Turned into his dragon-form and managed to win! Relaxed with Ida afterwards, feeling proud and triumphant.

Ha! That's what you get for messin' with me, bitch! And you STAY down! Wow... A little dizzy there... Heh, yeah, I should probably lie down... Ah, I can't believe it! I'm actually free!~

22-10-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Went to hell with Valturez, where the demon healed most of his wounds and treated him to a proper meal. Talked things over with him about Ida and his feelings and they both came to an understanding.

God, I'm so relieved you took things like that, Val... Who'd have though the grand king of hell could be such good moral support?... *sighs* But why do I have to be even more unsure about what I want now than before all of this?...

21-10-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Feeling conflicted and confused. With growing feelings for Ida, he doesn't know whether to end his thing with Valturez or try to nip his infatuation in the bud. Doesn't know how to break the news to the demon king and doesn't want to either. Knows it has to be done, or he'll keep feeling like an utter scumbag.

The Gods... hate me.

19-10-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Enraged, hurt, confused, ashamed and seething with vengeance. Was beaten and half-way raped by EMR, but managed to struggle too much for it to be successful. Inexplicably turned into a dragon while in a fit of rage.

I swear... If it's the last thing I do... I will. Kill. You.



18-10-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Had some days to heal up with the help of a surprisingly big amount of strangers, Me-Yuki included. Got slightly freaked-out by the demon and temporarily turned human. Still has no clue as to how he does this. Depressed over being EMR's new "toy". A bit of fur grew back due to Me-Yuki's healing.

I hate this... And there's nothing I can do about it... I won't be able to see my friends, he hardly lets me heal up... I'm lucky he usually leaves me alone at night... Is this gonna be my life from now on?... Creeping 'round the darkness that scares the crap outta me and cowering in fear during the day?... *shiver-whimper* I don't want to live like this...

15-10-2011

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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Got attacked and set on fire by EMR. Lost most of his fur because of this and got some very nasty burns. Struck a deal with the virus to be left alive in exchange for his freedom. Got an "immunity shot" and is now impervious to fire. Can't tell his friends about it, or EMR will burn them all and the forest.



I... I don't know wha... GOD, I wish I was dead! I can't take this! I don't want my friends to get hurt, but this... this is unbearable!!... *whimper* I just want peace...

14-10-2011
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Was healed by Mr. Sanguine and is feeling utterly confused about baffled by the strange being.

Wait... WHAT just happened?... What the, th-this guy just turned into a fish! A-and a butterfly! And then a bunch of flower-seeds!... That's it, I'm NOT eating those mushrooms ever again...

13-10-2011
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Has been wandering a bit about the forest lately. Staying close to the pond and sleeping in its waters. Exhausted, in daily pain and in bad need of getting his wounds cleaned properly.

Nngh... These flies need to BUZZ OFF!... Don't feel like that, Ida, it's not your fault!...

Below lies the rut-blog, 2011.

08-10-2011
Health: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Is feeling strangely melancholic today. In a slight state of flux.
Feeling exhausted after having been chased by EMR.
Feeling much better after protecting Ida. Still exhausted, but not fluxing any more.
Fainted after being chased by EMR again and then fighting him when he finally caught him. Beaten to an inch of his life and now has an entire palette of new injuries.
Regained consciousness just long enough to drag himself out into the pond.
Got into yet another fight with EMR while trying to stop him from attacking his friends. Was ready to surrender to the virus in exchange for him leaving his friends alone, but Tree knocked EMR out just in time. Sustained heavy damage from getting in between the two.
Ate some of Tree's fruit with Ida and is recovering more quickly now. Is, surprisingly, not at risk of dying at the moment.

Note: When he spams sad+headtilt, it means he's exhausted or in pain.

"...I feel sick..."
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I... No, don't fight... not now, not today... Please, he can be near me, just don't fight him, Ida...
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No... No, stay away from it!!
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It's... It's alright, Ida, it's gone now... I... Heh, I can't believe it, I finally got to protect you!...
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He's gone now... He didn't like the water, let's stay here.
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No... I... Argh, it hurts... Ida, run away... Y-you don't... have to...
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Tree! I'm, I-I'm so sorry!... Please don't be mad, I'll do anything to make... to make it up to you, anything! Oh please just... don't leave me...







07-10-2011
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Is feeling exceptionally well today after a good talk with Ida and sleeping while Tree watched over him. Will even allow strangers to sit close to him.

I dunno why, but I feel great today! It doesn't even bother me that this doe's touching me! And I feel like being social... Does anybody feel like being social? Anyone? 'Cause, y'know, I do!

05-10-2011
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Feeling scared, on edge, nervous. Calming down with Ida there.

I... They were fighting over me! God, I just wanted to enjoy the view at the bridge!... Who knew they got so territorial around this time of year...
Ngh... I feel all tingely... Thank you so much for... for standing up for me, Ida...


30-09-2011
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

I feel so weird today... I was around other deer for several minutes and I didn't even wanna run! Okay, "around" might be exaggerating... I... Well, I kept at a distance, but still! One of them even came up to me and bowed... I backed away, but I... I felt wrong doing it... What's WRONG with me?!...
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Gah! Salem, leave me alone!! Oh... W-wait, don't run away!
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JESUS CHRIST, that wasn't a rape-invitation!! Hey, what's that?... Eris' roar?... THANK GOD! Now he'll really leave me alone!...
...
Why do I suddenly feel so lonely and... uhm... cheated?...
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...That tree looks suspiciously a lot like a deer...
HOLY CRAP IT MOVED!
...
And bowed too... It's... What the HELL is it?!
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I... I quite like this guy... He's calm and gentle and he doesn't try to touch me... Maybe I should stick to him...


29-09-2011 (3)
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Got chased around by a couple of deer... One of them didn't wanna go into sunlight and the other had a mask like mine... And then there was this... Well, it was actually pretty nice... He bowed to me and was calm and... Argh, I can't get distracted like this!
I'm gonna keep an open eye on that sunlight-disliking guy! Just... Just so he won't sneak up on me or anything!...


29-09-2011 (2)
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Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Sensitivity: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Oh God, I... I was killed! Th-that asshole killed me!! Th-that's why I'm here! Oh my God, SHE transported me here because my human-self DIED! I-I'm a dead man walking!
Andwhyarehtesedeerchasingme?!


29-09-2011
Health: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Mental: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥*
Scent: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*Will almost never go over 50%

Ngh... What is this feeling?! The air feels heavy and I get the chills every time I hear one of those... deer... mooing!... No, this isn't normal fear... There's something ELSE going on... Argh, I dunno, my head feels like it could split right open! This is what happens when you actually get sleep at night, I've been saying so all along! Sleep drives you crazy!






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~Infobox~


Picto

Speaks in this colour: #9977FF

A number 23 size-wise.

.Tiny.
.Neurotic.
.Paranoid.
.Trembles often.
.Chiraptophobiac.
.Scared of people.
.Uses wit to dull his fear.
.Nervous.
.Constant fear of being raped and/or killed.
.Difficulty trusting people.
.Bisexual, but afraid of everything sexual.
.Not very well educated.
.Fast-talking.
.Doesn't regard anyone as truly being a friend.
.Smells of decay.
.Missing nose.
."Sleepy" right eye.
.Missing left ear.
.Biomechanic left lower leg and right upper.
.Two exposed spinal chords.
.Fur is the unholy lovechild of kitten and bunny-fur mixed with silk. In other words, an abomination of softness.
.Fear gives him wings. He runs a lot, so he's fast and agile.
.Coward.



Dorian is a truly twitchy fellow.
He wasn't always a deer and just appeared one day in the forest, claiming he came from a place called Willowhill Asylum. What he did in this asylum, no-one knows, but it obviously left him very scarred and mentally unstable.
He jumps away from anyone trying to touch him, even if it's just a friendly nuzzle or swatting a fly away from his often re-opening scars.
Extreme paranoia has left him mentally shattered to the point of almost not being able to function properly through the day.
Not to mention his immense fear of touch, which socially handicaps him even further, making him never allow anyone close enough to touch.
The ones who do get close enough will get kicked and bitten at with a surprising furiousness and desperation of a deer faced with a gun barrel.

The only people he'll allow to touch him are a select few extremely trusted individuals. He's gotten a little more comfortable with touch through his time in the forest, but he still only allows those special ones that privilege.

When in heat, he will smell entirely of doe, since that is essentially what he is mostly. His insides are completely female, though growing up in a harsh environment, he found it easier and safer to be a boy.

Has the ability to change back into his human form, but doesn't know how to control this. He sometimes does it without knowing it and the logic behind it, if any, still eludes him.

He can also change into a dragon as a result of his DNA being infused with EMR's infection, the original reason of this having been to make him immune to fire so as to survive the massive burns inflicted upon him by the virus.
He can control this form freely, but isn't aware of its existence. He sometimes changes into it when running away as he gains a speed-boost in this form, the particular breed of dragon being a prey-animal, the deer-version of dragons, more or less.
His mentality becomes that of a lesser animal in this form, a dog or a cat, and he's more prone to let people touch him as he also becomes slightly more mellow and his more illogical fears subside.
He can breathe fire and soar in this form, but he's actually less likely to injure anyone as a dragon than as a deer or human.

He will sneeze off his mini-spell to symbolize this form, as he grows a few inches, becoming the size of an average TEF-stag. (number 2.)







RP guide

Scenarios which I am comfortable RP'ing Dorian into:

Violence
Fights
Injuries
Dismemberment (Please allow him a chance to get out of it!)
Blackouts
Mental manipulation
Flirting
NSFW-content including rape (exclusively off-site; contact me privately)
Torture
Non-permanent death

Off-limit topics:

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What can I say, he's my RP-whore XD



There's a new pussy in the woods.




He's under development, but will be developed in a tournament on DA.


The very concept of this song describes his mental state and stability quite well~



The only sane man in a world of lunatics.




~Personality~
~A small interview~


Argh, how'dyougetinhere?!
Oh... Uh, an interview?...
What the hell? Why'd you wanna interview me?
Interesting.
You think I'm interesting.
Were you dropped on your head or something?...
Argh! Alright! Alright! I'm sorry, I'll talk, just don't touch me!...
M-my name's Dorian... Dorian Bucks... Don't be surprised that you haven't heard about me, I'm a homeless, unemployed nobody who don't know nothin' 'bout anything.
R-really, I don't know anything! Stop looking at me like that! I-I don't like it when you stare!... When... When anyone stare... *whimper*
I lived with looking like this from birth! How'd YOU like people staring every time you walk outside of a door?
Not that I had a door to walk out of...
No, the burns are new... And yeah, the lack of nose too... hurt like hell too, if you must know!
Now can we please talk about something else than how God-damned-ugly I am?!...
*sigh*
No, I wasn't always a deer, that's a new thing too... "They" really like fucking around with my life and head... Who are "They?"
I'll tell you who!
A sadistic, all-powerful maniac with a pencil who controls my life! Stop staring at me, I swear it's true! I can feel them watching me, meddling with my life, altering my reality... *sigh-whimper* It's a nightmare!... My life is a living hell thanks to them!...
...
Yeah, you're backing away slowly now.
Figures.
I knew you wouldn't believe me! Nobody ever believes me!
I am not insane!!







~You're a crooked, jerky jockey and you drive a crooked horse~




~Relations~

New relations get added once I feel like Dorian has an opinion of them. These will be updated regularly.

Necroadigo - "Oh, God, not this guy... He's going to eat me one day, I just know it! The way he looks at me, licks me all the time!... He'sgonnarapeandeatme." *twitch*
Hmm... But... He's not all bad... He gave me food and a bed to sleep in, after all!... That's... good, right?...

"Smiling" Jack - Why... WHY do I always attract the psychos?! *whimperyelp*

Valturez - Val, don't ever leave me... I know you said you wouldn't, but... God, I don't know, I just... I care too much about you to lose you...

Salem - Oh jesus Christ, this place is BRIMMING with creeps! I KNOW he wants to rape me!

Tree - I really like this guy... I don't often really like anyone but he's so... Just so calm, so serene and so nice... I feel at ease around him...

Ida - Ida... God, you make me feel so strange... ♥

El Muerte Roja - I beat you! And if you ever come back again, I'm gonna repeat the success! So don't you dare showing your ugly face 'round me OR my girl you freakshow!











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"... If you're sure." she

"... If you're sure." she replied, still a little tense. She had relaxed visibly, though.
"Heh... kid," she muttered, "Been a while since I heard that."
Her eyes and voice showed a smile behind the words.

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Fyi, this is Christoffer's page >w<
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And making Dorian

And making Dorian chuckle.
"Why, you usually hang around people younger than you?..." He asked, leaning onto one elbow, giving a quirky, little, warm smile.
He was determined to make this little fawn feel better about herself.

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Fff, you ninja XD *gives Christoffer the page-medal*
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Updated diary and interview.

Updated diary and interview.
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updated

updated

"Hehe... It's been a while

"Hehe... It's been a while since I've hung out anyone!" she giggled.
Yes, compared to the feelings, the crying earlier she did feel much better.

Shyly, she glanced at Dorian.
"H-hey... Thank you." she said in a small voice. If her cheeks had been furred, she would have turned a little bit pink.

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[E] "A medal?" *Wide Eyes* XD
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And the weird-looking buck

And the weird-looking buck gave a soft smile back.
"Hey, don't mention it, kid, you needed someone to cheer you up." He said, shifting a little closer to the fawn, who he was starting to find more and more adorable.

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Oh yush XD

She nodded. "One day I'll

She nodded.
"One day I'll cheer you up! I know I will - then we'll be even!" she nodded again. A single, definate nod.
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Making the ex-human give a

Making the ex-human give a laugh and the fawn a small, affectionate nudge, his touch brief and butterfly-light, but still there.
"Yeah, I know you will, kid~" He said with a smile and warm eyes.

Retracking.

Retracking.
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reawesome < w <

reawesome < w <
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updated

updated
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update!~

update!~
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update

update

Hello.. Not sure if you

Hello.. Not sure if you remember me.
I hope you're happy with Ida. She would be much better than I.
Since I tend to die every year, I wouldn't want someone to mourn my death,
Only to watch me be reborn.

I wish you the best of luck.


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