Sorry for baaad english. Yup. And Misako, I don't know if you'd enjoy this one, because of Cata being so sad about Polt. But... I hope y'all like it anyway. (:
Oh and, many screenshots this time. x'D And long, lol...)
I woke up in The Ruins today. The dust was gone, just like I had known. The wolves were away, too. And they hadn't hurt anybody.
I was feeling good and strong. Especially, when a blue doe with the whistling mask jumped to me. It was Joy, I knew her from Sunfyra! She seemed to be happy to see me, and so I were, too. I listened and saw Poltergeist's pictogram! It couldn't have been better for my next appearing after the horrible dust.
I ran over to Polt, but...
She ran away. I followed her, shouting for her, but she stood on hind legs to dismiss me.
First, I just froze. I really didn't know if I were just dreaming or if this was the truth. Why should she run away from me? Did I do anything wrong? Were she just in a bad mood?
I and Joy listened for her, but she was already far away. I... felt all confused. At least, I had the other doe with me. I don't know what I would have done if I would have been alone. Probably I'd have rammed a tree and got my antlers stuck, which would have been very painful...
So, Joy and I just nuzzled each other, since a few other people joined us. I recognized Lere and Mystress, but I didn't know the deer with the long mask.
We all danced and jumped around a little (I am sometimes really addicted to hopping around. I really enjoy it.), but my thoughts always went to Polt and what could be wrong with her... I listened and heard her being somewhere at The Ruin, with another stag: Corvus.
But there still was the other group and Joy, and with a sad feeling I went back to them. Polt had made it very clear: she didn't want to be followed.
But why did she went to the other stag after she told me to buzz off?
I couldn't really get back to the funny dancing and the group. Only Joy seemed to know what I felt, maybe she did the same. But she is a doe, and Polt only seemed to have something against stags this moment.
But maybe she had already calmed down? I decided to search for her. Joy came with me; I just had expected it. We ran to go to Polt. My soul was praying: Please, please, let this all be over now. Let Polt be the nice and funny doe she were before.
We found her near by The Old Oak, sitting and sad somehow. Corvus sat down a few trees away. I stood still not too close tp from Polt, next to a tree.
But when she saw me, she stood up quickly and ran away. I shook my head in disbelief, shouted for her, but didn't follow. This would have only hurt her. I was all sad. But I saw Joy running after her.
But I anyway wasn't all alone now. There were another deer who was sad too and nuzzled me friendly. I was really grateful and nuzzled back. Such a nice guy. But inside of me, I was fighting with tears.
Then, we were just waiting. I saw Corvus running and passin us. He stopped next to The Old Oak when he noticed me looking at him.
Don't ask me, he grumbled and ran away.
After that, Joy returned - but she had lost her whole set. She was sad about it, but I knew that didn't meant she had to go. She just wanted to take her set again with closing the game and come in again.
So I sat down and waited for her. Maybe I even fell asleep (not really, but I was close to it)... when I came back, a little fawn had casted the whistling mask on me. I looked kinda funny with it. It cheered me up a little.
And then, Sunfyra came online apart from Joy! I knew her a little better, so I was pretty happy. The little fawn had given me a real deer mask now, so I greeted Sunfyra with a loud "MRIARR!".
But I didn't like this sound, so I sneezed the two masks off - I also could hardly breath with them, that is the thing which annoys me with masks.
The little fawn casted now a spell on Sunfyra, and suddenly she lost her mask! We looked kinda funny together, both wearing no mask... We stood next to each other, and we loooked at each other, smiling...
It... was weird. Our faces touched... I felt cold and warm at the same time.
Really weird. I didn't know my heart was about to be given again!
I wanted to flee and to stay at the same time, but I couldn't control my legs so I had to stay, if I wanted or not.
We listened for something, both suddenly a little bashful and shy...
But even then, our faces came closer to each other, and everything around me turned around my head, I felt her breath on my face, her warm breath, my fast heart!
...and then, a loud cry. POLT!
The strange moment was over, Sunfyra had heard the cry, too, so we both felt like running to the poor, blue doe and comforting her.
I had forgotten that this all was probably because of me. And that she would always run away from me. I found her at The Pond, crying. And running away, into the water.
Sunfyra and I stood there, so sad. But then Sunfyra went a few steps away and waited for me to follow. I did, but I wondered what she wanted me to do.
So I asked her.
Talk to Polt, she said.
She will run away!
Just try it, okay? Please!
Well,... I can try.
Polt were under water with another deer which picto I didn't recognize.
Polt...?
I wasn't able to say anything else. She already stood up and ran away.
No, please! Don't leave me!
But she did. Sunfyra was sad, too. She nuzzled me and I nuzzled her. That gave me a better feeling. If Polt didn't want to talk, I wouldn't do it either.
I hoped she would come over it sooner or later. Until them, I could have some fun with my own... and other friends.
We went to The Crying Idol together. One of my favourite places. But we didn't stay too long. We just got the red pelt and played with the red flowers. Then I noticed the Twins Of Dance a few trees away. I always wanted to see them dancing! I persuaded Sunfyra to go to them.
It was funny watching and dancing with them!
But then they left us and the two other watchers did, too. Sunfyra and I stayed. Later, two little fawns came to us and we danced with them and had some fun. I tried to forget Polt for this time, if she already wanted me to.
After a few breaths of dancing and laughing, Sunfyra wanted me to go with her. One of the fawns went with us.
I saw the Twins Of Dance sitting while we were running over to The Playground were Sunfyra took us. But they didn't seem to be Sunfyra's goal, so I went on.
Bye, ladies! And thanks for the show!
Sunfyra, the fawn and I arrived The Playground and enjoyed the peace there...
We saw two deer running, but they didn't stop and went away, even when we bowed. Hmm...
But I had Sunfyra and the little fawn...
And then, even two other fawns and another, naked stag joined us and we danced around a little.
Still trying to think not of Polt, I was getting tired. Too tired to stay awake...
I was sad to leave my company behind, and my dear Sunfyra...
But I couldn't hold myself and said goodbye. Goodbye, guys.
He slept with a bad dream where Polt and Sunfyra were all around... he can't remember more.
I hope it was worth it that somebody would read it... <333
Fenkovan remembers Joy, he
The moment between Cata and Sunfyra was pretty sweet <3
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
Ofcourse I enjoyed reading
How can you say you cared!? You.. You DIDN'T! YOU DIDN'T AT ALL! I was the one waiting for you! But noo, I wasn't seen! So why should I disturb you and your newly won doe? Have fun with those! Well believe me, I wasn't with Corvus for long either, since he couldn't really do anything to help me either. Or to care. You know what? Go rub faces with Sunfyra. I'm OUT.
.. Maybe I shouldn't have let her say anything o.o"...
Don't take it personally though XD Deer-drama ahoy! Even better, Cata shouldn't worry about Polt. I think she's too stubborn to even deserve it. I think Cata and Sunfyra are really cute <3 But I allready said so! She's a very sweet doe, and Cata's a really lucky stag XD Everything's just becoming too much for Poltergeist. I'll make sure a different deer is online the next time I see you ^^
--Stays a lonely Seele
@Avani: Thanks for reading &
@Misako: Thanks for reading, I'm glad you enjoyed it. :>
You think I didn't care? You're really so down that you give me the fault? I didn't do anything. I just wanted to say hello to two good friends, but one of them ran away and didn't let me come closer. I listened for you over and over again, asking myself whether it was clever to go to you, but when I finally did, you ran away! My "newly won doe" was rather than my "only left doe"! (Nothing against you, Joy/Sunfyra. It was not your fault...)
Let this crap be, k? You are(/were?
Stop shouting, Cata. ^^
I hope you'll get Polt's mood "fixed" a little... ;D Cata is really sad and confused. He doesn't know who to love, apart from his little daughter...
That all makes me CRAZY! *runs*
Baw. Epicgreatfail. ;_; But I hope to see you with a happier deer again. :>
Catahecassa & Payakootha
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
No problem love! Yeah.
Yeah. That's right. You didn't do a thing. Neither did anyone else. I thought.. Well, nevermind that. I could care less for you coming to search for me with a price behind your hoof. I'm nothing. But don't worry. I'm fine. I got my sister, my most loveable sister. She's all I need anyway.
I'm sure I will. It's slowly clearing up for her XD Hey, he does know who to love! Polt just needs time. She has some wounds that need to heal. She's just so easily attatched, so easily jealous. It's frustrating to me too D8
MADE ME CRAZIER. CRAZIEEER *Follows*
Lol! It's a shame I don't see you a lot, but you could try to convince Horizon to get over his shyness. Hmm.. Lol I guess everyone's nice xcept Chism X"D... Well, she has her moments. She bowed to someone once. *GASP*
Aw lol I hope you're not really sad over this XD.. It's more like rping to me. But I understand if it's different to others. If that's so, Polt will give a little kiss to make up.
That'd be out-of-character
--Stays a lonely Seele
No problem, sometimes I just
So that's why Fenkovan was scared, Silvery used to play with him when he was a fawn. So when he spotted Joy he was like: 'Could it be...?' and a bit afraid. XD
But enough ranting from me, I'd like to meet your deer sometimes in the forest!
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
<3Cata *blush*...<3*nuzzle*<3
*blush*...<3*nuzzle*<3...*blush again*
(she still love it<3)
awww that's really cute^^i LOOOOOOVEE your stories!<33
i think it's relate to this picture! xD<3
~Polt
it's all okay, Polt<3 *nuzzles*
~Avani
xD I'm sorry! usually sunfyra is wearing blue flowers^^ *nuzzles*<3
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~Sunfyra<33
+*Sunfyra's Biography*+
@Misako: *sighs* Oh Polt...
*lowers head sadly*
Okay, I hope it'll get better soon! Because it's sometimes like RPing for me, too, but I also think about them as characters of some stories I write or something, and that means they're more like me. I could never create a mean character like you did with Chism. It would make me ashamed if I were a mean charry and would hunt some deer away. x'D If you know what I mean...
But Cata would love to meet Horizon and make him less shy, since he already is so similar to him, like your test says. ^^
But he'd also like to clear the things out with Polt... he's really sad because of that... will she run away again the next time? ;-;
I hope to see you again. <33 :>
@Sunfyra: Thank you! Yeah, I thought of this picture when I wrote this! Now YOU inspired me. xD Aww, they're so cute (srry Polt... darnit D:)...
I hope to see you again... *nuzzles*
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
Oh ofcourse, they all carry
Horizon is becoming more of an adult, although he's a bit sad for missing his mate XD.. Once he gets over his shyness, he's quite the happy fella.
I don't think she will. As long as he's alone, since really, she gets nervous when she feels like interrupting XD... I can't force Cata to go away from his friends though, so I guess she'll watch. She's not too happy about her own respond either.
It's just not the first time. Allright? I swore down love for a reason that keeps coming back. Getting hurt.
--Stays a lonely Seele
Yes, it's great to have your
Haha, must be funny sometimes with Chism... But hard, too, I guess... I must meet her to find out about how you play her! ^^
Oh, poor Horizon... my deer are always there for him! ;D
Everything seems to be okay now. I'm glad, and Cata is, too. =) He'll always be there for Polt as a friend, trying to do his best to give her attention.
It's horrible that you have to see love like this... I hope it will change for you into a happier thing...
Since I've lost my old mate to the death. You know how terrible THAT is? No, you can't and I hope you never will. So maybe I agree, love is horrible sometimes...
Just sometimes. You'll understand.
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
I'm sure you'll find out ^^
Polt will survive, especially with Cata as a friend! <3
I don't know if I hope so too. Ofcourse I do, but what does it matter. No, I don't know, I wouldn't know at all. I never lost anyone. I still got my parents, friends, everything. I don't hope to ever lose them, making new friends makes me fear that at the same time. Losing them. Like you did with your mate. I'm sorry.
--Stays a lonely Seele
If some of my deer will
With my charries, it's also weird... when I play them in-forest, it's like I have them under full control, but when I later write their diaries it's like "What did they do? It's like they were completely different people than me!" xD
That's just Polt's character I think! She's such a cutie, so it doesn't matter for me if she's so ... active. =D
And Cata will keep an eye on Horrie. ;D If it's needed sometimes.
Don't be sorry, as long as you're not so sad again I'm completely happy. Pesh is dead, and I can't change it. But I am very often now afraid that I could loose somebody else...
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu
Cata & Paya & Pi'yu