A whore for the cold world...

Fenqua's picture
"The dreamer and the wine
Poet without a rhyme
A widowed writer torn apart by chains of hell

One last perfect verse
Is still the same old song
Oh Christ how I hate what I have become

Take me home

Getaway, runaway, fly away
Lead me astray to dreamer's hideaway
I cannot cry 'cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, a whore for the cold world
Forgive me
I have but two faces
One for the world
One for God
Save me
I cannot cry 'cause the shoulder cries more
I cannot die, I, a whore for the cold world."


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- Forgive me, this song inspires me to no end! I think The Poet And The Pendulum is one of the best songs ever written, it's just brilliant. And it's from my favorite band which makes it even better <3

- Silvery drawing. I felt like using watercolor again, it's fun! Simple piece, made in 45 minutes or so.
But I like it a lot.. especially the coloring (her hair color isn't that orangy).

- But with this drawing comes something I need to tell you, especially directed at Dannii. Forgive me, but I can't do this anymore. I'm talking about that silly game that Silvery, Lorak and usually some other girl are playing (this time it's Cirrus). I've grown a bit tired of it, to be honest. And even though Silvery followed Lorak like a clueless little puppy everywhere he went, I think everyone has his limits. And hers has been reached. Right. Now.

I don't blame you for it Dannii, don't get me wrong, but I think there's only a certain amount of disappoint a person can take. She has given everything up, just to be noticed but in the end there was always someone else involved too. I think she's starting to realize she and Lorak will never be together. It's no good, it'll never work out, I've come to realize that too.

I like how she has developed through all the things she has been through, but I want to stop destroying my character like this. I don't want her life to revolve around the fact a certain guy is too confused to know he loves her or not.

I'm sorry, but I'm afraid she's going to give up on him. >.<

It's for the best.
Draak's picture

the epic arrrrrttts, kudos

the epic arrrrrttts, kudos with the arms and hand pose.

After reading that, I feel guilting for putting what I drew up |D;. I'm not sure what to say incase it accidentally sounds bad D:
Though it is good you had some character development c:

*flails*

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Fenqua's picture

The arms are a bit messy,

The arms are a bit messy, but so is this drawing. Thanks :3

Lol no, don't feel guilty. It's like... perfect timing xD
You can say everything you want Sticking out tongue


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
Draak's picture

xD they still work though,

xD they still work though, Watercolours have that...thing about them XD. Thats k : D

XDDD it is, yay? XD

I dunno, I just felt bad because I play Cirrus. And Silvery has known Lorak for longer. Ergh I guess it's how things played out...characters...blabla...*moreflails*. But I'm sure she'll find another stag/guy xD.


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..*Epic relieved sigh* Oh

..*Epic relieved sigh*
Oh god I was so worried the dramaz were going to chase me from the forums, because it really was getting very bad ;_; You're so adult for doing this! And the drawing is beautifull, her pose, the sketchy way you drew it, it all fits! I'm sorry for poor Silvery though. And no I don't blame you for the dramaz XD!! Not at all, dun take that the wrong way <3... It's a great way for character development yes XD
Now Silvery can go complain about males with Polty. Nah, just kidding thar XD...

--Stays a lonely Seele

...... *choke* ....I'm...not

......

*choke*

....I'm...not sure what to say...><;;;

D: Awesome drawing.

....And I'm really sorry ><; I really have to stop making so much drama with Lorak...*sighs*

Gah, Avani ;_; I'm sorry...

-- Dannii <3

Sententia - Where Fantasy And Reality Merge
Fenqua's picture

@ Misako: I thought about

@ Misako: I thought about her complaining with Polt, it made me chuckle XD

Thanks a lot! The RP we did was pretty fun and I liked the fact Silvery went insane because of her curse, Lorak and other stuff. Even though it may have been far from realism (I think some things were pretty close though) I explored a different side of her. I discovered Silvery is more than just a little shy puppy with big brown eyes that wags her tail evertime Lorak appears.
When she finally lost the last thing she had, her self-respect she drew the line. She knew she was taking it too far. And I was biting my nails because it was turning into a very bad soap ;_;

I feel relieved... XD Sorry for the rant!

@ Raz: It's all fine, I'm not mad at your or Dannii or anyone! It's nothing personal between us people. Don't feel bad for playing Cirrus, she's sweet ^^



To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul
Kaoori's picture

first off: OMG I LOVE THAT

first off: OMG I LOVE THAT SONG AND NIGHTWISH.

second; this is a very emotional piece. the way you colored it really helps to convey it too.

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I'm a little wolf inside a girl.

Lightbringer-apprentice to Yorres
Draak's picture

Yeah? That's good

Yeah? That's good xD
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Fenqua's picture

Thanks a lot Kaoori! <333 I

Thanks a lot Kaoori! <333
I thought the coloring helped a bit.. especially since it's watercolor. It just has that.. effect, can't really describe it XD

YESH THE SONG IS EPIC. :'D And so is Nightwish!


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul