TIME FOR AN RP provided by the one and only Raku~

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YES. I HAVE RISEN OUT OF MY RP GRAVE. And since I can never reach any other RP in time before it explodes, IM MAKING ONE MYSELF. HUR HUR. Uhhhh human or deer if you want. IM MAKIN THIS DANNII STYLE.

These are my deer (plus some secret):

Skokey - heterosexual - mate is Fenqua - quiet, kindhearted
Vessel - heterosexual - mate is Xylia - calm, philosophical
Fulu - heterosexual - mate is Zilant - Neutral, closed heart to most
Clock - heterosexual - mate is Danielle - Crazy, hyper, unstable
Tropa - heterosexual - single - loving, motherly, curious
Bellsio - heterosexual - dating Cal - happy, dog-like
Andy - homosexual - single - kind, flirty
Faytha - heterosexual - dating Spade - happy, teenager
Ketan - heterosexual - single - young, quiet, awkward
Antoine - heterosexual - single - quiet, vampire, observant
L - heterosexual - single - strange, intelligent

geez thats a lot...

Appearance as Deer:

Skokey: Monarch pelt, Golden Butterfly mask, Key antlers. One wing on the mask is broken off from a gunshot.
Vessel: Kabuki pelt with blue gems on the shoulders, the Noh mask is actually his face, not a mask, Butterfly antlers.
Fulu: Secretary Bird pelt, Magpie mask, Peacock feathers.
Clock: Striped pelt, Hands mask, Fan antlers.
Tropa: Kirin pelt is actually frog skin, green with darker green spots along the back, no fur, Monarch mask, Peacock feathers is actually green hair, about shoulder length.
Bellsio: Magpie pelt with a mane, red at the roots, blue in the middle, white at the tips, Real Deer mask is a mask, not a face, Venetian antlers actually have no feathers in them.
Andy: Nightfall pelt actually has more intricate designs, Secretary Bird mask, actually has no antlers but wears a poppy ring on his head.
Faytha: Monarch pelt, Wooden mask actually looks less grumpy than the real one, Magpie feathers are actually silverish.
Ketan: Striped pelt, Crying mask eyes actually don't bleed, mask is his face, butterfly antlers.[/]
Antoine: Beluga pelt actually bordered with dark red, black on top, Skull mask is actually just the top of a skull, red eyes show through, Handlebar antlers.
L: Silver pelt, Hands mask is actually his darkened eyes, Beluga antlers is actually his hair.

Appearance as Human:

Skokey: About 5'8", orange hair, hazel eyes. Wears a black shirt and loose khakis. Age 25 (we'll go back in time for him). Pale skin.
Vessel: About 6'6", sandy brown hair, icy blue eyes. Wears a loose grey shirt and jeans. Age 27 (back in time for him too). Very pale skin.
Fulu: About 5'6", dark brown hair, black eyes. Wears a black tank with a white zipup hoodie and jeans. Age 21 (back in time). Pale skin.
Clock: About 5'7", black hair, black eyes. Wears a shirt with some graphic on it and jeans. Age 17. Tanned skin (Asian).
Tropa: About 5'7", brown hair, light green eyes. Wears a brown tank and jeans. Age 24. Normal skin.
Bellsio: About 6', black hair, pale brown eyes, a bit of facial hair. Wears a loose-fitting shirt and loose khakis, no shoes. Toned build. Age 21. Normal skin.
Andy: About 5'8", blond hair, green-yellow eyes. Wears a blue shirt and jeans. Has a star tattoo under his left eye. Age 23. Slightly tanned skin.
Faytha: About 5'6", blond curly hair, hazel eyes. Wears a white tank with palm trees on the back, a green tank underneath, and jeans. Age 16 (not going back in time). Pale skin.
Ketan: About 5'5", light brown hair, blue eyes. Wears a white shirt and jeans. Age 12 (not going back in time). Very pale skin.
Antoine: About 6', dyed black hair, crimson eyes. Wears a suit. Age unknown. Extremely pale skin. Walks around with an umbrella during the day.

PHEW. THERE YOU HAVE QUITE A LIST OF OPTIONS NOW. HUR HUR HUR HAVE FUN. limit three characters per person, itll get quite confusing after a while...
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(( 8U ??? You mean Andy? You

(( 8U ??? You mean Andy? You can have him LOL I'm RPing on my other blog anyway. I'll put Jundy in that one when I feel like it. GOAHEADAVANI if not then HAHA IGNORE. ))

...FOR JUSTICE.
I'll take the appropriate action.
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Clock, or rather Nero,

Clock, or rather Nero, looked at Danielle trying to escape with haughty black eyes. "Naughty naughty, I told you not to move." He walked over as if he would only drag her back to the couch. Instead, upon approaching her, he struck her with a closed fist. With that done, he did drag her back to the couch. He set her down, face up, and he hung his head above hers, arms placed firmly against the couch. He stared into her chocolate eyes with those soulless black pits, "I bet you'll never guess what I'm gonna do next."

(IF ITS OKAY WITH YOU DANNII LOL)

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Tropa read the text, and as soon as she finished her shift and spoke on the phone quickly with "Clock", she went out to her car. She wondered if she remembered the way to his house, but she knew she never forgot that. She started the little car and drove all the way there. Then upon arriving, she stepped out and knocked on the door. She felt a slight pang of nostalgia coming here. The rain didn't help the feeling much.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.
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(Nuuuu Her, I was talking

(Nuuuu Her, I was talking about Nero. I was mistaken and thought she was just gonna use Clock for Dannii. X3)



To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul


To pray is to believe, to believe is to purify one's soul

((IM LOLING TOO MUCH TO TAKE

((IM LOLING TOO MUCH TO TAKE ANYTHING BADLY SO YES. -shot-))

What? Danielle stared at Clock -- who was actually Nero -- with shocked eyes, pressing herself back against the sofa in fear. She tried to ignore the pain from Nero's punch, instead focusing on trying to find a way out of this situation. "Get away from me," She snarled, but her hands were trembling. Her gaze darted around the room...Perhaps she could hit him then run away...
But she doubted she could hit someone that looked like Clock.

-- Dannii <3

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"It's useless to resist." He

"It's useless to resist." He said plainly, narrowing his black, sinful eyes at her. He sealed her fate with those two eyes. He pinned her hands to the couch, taking the most violent action. He made sure she couldn't run away now. Any noise she would make, he would strike her again, with less force, but enough to make it painful. "This is your punishment, Danielle. This is what you get for falling inlove with someone who can't even hide his own demons." It actually went by fairly quick, but for both of them it took an eternity. Finally, he pushed himself off the couch, staring at her. "You pitiful creature." He walked to the kitchen, grabbing a sharpened knife. He merely carved lines into the counter with it, pensively thinking of what to do next. He now didn't care what Danielle did. Her punishment was carried out.

(RAEPPLZ)

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Danielle's brain took an

Danielle's brain took an eternity to register what had happened. She lay there, curled on the couch, horrified brown eyes staring blankly at the wall. Alone and in silence aside from her screaming thoughts, tears streamed down the teenager's face, and she curled into a tighter ball, sobbing uncontrollably, her heart racing. For the third time that day, her breathing messed up and she tried to calm down, but failed. Uncurling, she fixed her clothes with shaking hands and staggered to the doorway, trying to make sense of her thoughts. She looked desperately for a way out of the house, and automatically shuffled into the kitchen, only to see Nero standing there with a knife in his hand. A terrified, choked squeak emitted from the girl and she staggered backwards, tripping over her own feet again but managing to regain her balance before fleeing back into the living room and opening a window as wide as she could.
-- Dannii <3

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Nero heard the squeak from

Nero heard the squeak from his terrified parter, and turned one soulless eye to her before she backed away. He stabbed the knife into the counter so it would stay in place. "You seem speechless, darling, isn't this what you wanted?" He smiled terribly, "After all, it's what he wanted. And now it's too late. In all honesty, I would never do such a thing on my own decision. I think you are a pathetic little worm that's just eating away at the soul of this earth like all other humans. But this wasn't my choice." He swiftly came over to her and grabbed her arm again, "This was Clock's desire."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Danielle flinched as Nero

Danielle flinched as Nero grabbed her arm, automatically trying to twist out of his grip. She shook her head, brown hair dancing over her back briefly. "H-he wouldn't do this t-to me," She insisted, a broken look on her tanned face. "Not if I...not if I..." The tears started to stream down her cheeks, and she tried to twist away again, looking at the open window desperately.
Clock would never do such a thing if she wasn't willing. No, no, no...

-- Dannii <3

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Nero laughed, "But here's

Nero laughed, "But here's the best part. Now if I die, you'll have a constant reminder of me." He pulled her more towards him, "I promise I will haunt that child and torment you. I don't die so easily." He gently set her down to the floor, letting her sit on her own. He knelt down in front of her, lifting up her chin to face him. "You realize you've gotten to the point where you can't turn back now. This is your fate. How you live your life now, it will all include Clock. All problems, all decisions. You can't leave him anymore. Not if you really love him." His words were almost kind. He stood, leaving her on the floor. He walked to his room, shutting the door behind him. Danielle was alone now.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

A child. She sat alone on

A child.
She sat alone on the floor, staring at the door where Nero had disappeared, his words ringing in her head. "This is your fate. How you live your life now, it will all include Clock. All problems, all decisions. You can't leave him anymore. Not if you really love him." She sat unmoving, eyes wide, trying to find the strength to leave.
What had shocked her most was his mention of a child.
No.
No.
No.
She was only a teenager. She was still a child.
This wasn't happening. It couldn't be.
He was wrong. He couldn't predict the future.
Could he?
The urge to do something, anything to make her forget overwhelmed her. She wanted to run, and never stop running. Leaving the window open, Danielle clumsily made her way to the door in a daze, then to the kitchen and out the door into the rain. The cold liquid cleared her head slightly, but it didn't lessen the terror she still felt, nor the physical and mental pain. Unexpectedly, she broke into a run, searching for somewhere she would be alone and at...well, not peace...
Then she found it - the woods. The girl darted into the cover of trees, quickly finding one she could climb and scrambling up it. Now sitting on a thick branch, she let everything sink in.

It was only when the chain around her neck snapped that she realised she'd been tugging at it. She opened the golden locket, and looked inside.
A picture of Clock on one side.
A picture of herself on the other.

Danielle removed both pictures and tore them into pieces.

-- Dannii <3

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(UH. WHAT NOW LOL) I'LL BE

(UH. WHAT NOW LOL)

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

(UMLOLIHAVENOIDEA.) --

(UMLOLIHAVENOIDEA.)

-- Dannii <3

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A single voice simply seemed

A single voice simply seemed to echo through the forest. Calm, and familiar.

He needs you more than ever now, Danielle...

(THIS. THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS FAILS.)

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

((I LOL'D.)) A soft voice

((I LOL'D.))

A soft voice reached Danielle's ears, and she jolted in fright, looking around wildly. That voice...so familiar.
She wanted to see Clock again.
She wanted to see him.
Wanted to see the real Clock. The Clock that would never try and hurt her.
But if she returned to the house, what if it was still...him?
She couldn't risk that. Not for Clock, not for anyone. No, she would not risk seeing Nero again. So she pulled out her cellphone.
is it you?

And she prayed silently in her mind.

((^ FAIL. IDIDNTKNOWWHATTODO.))

-- Dannii <3

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It took minutes. Several

It took minutes. Several minutes. Maybe twenty. It took so long. So long for it to come.

... Yes

(PAHAMOREFAIL)

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

(LOLOL) Danielle waited. And

(LOLOL)

Danielle waited.
And waited.
Then her cellphone vibrated. ((YAY RHYMES))
She read the text, stomach churning. What if it was a lie...? But then, Nero had...had his way with her...If he was going to do anything else, he'd have done it while he had the chance.
It was still risky.
Maybe she would risk it for Clock.
...Yes.
Danielle climbed down from the tree, and walked slowly back to the house, entering without knocking.
"Clock?"
Her voice was cracked, broken. She was already starting to tremble in terror.

-- Dannii <3

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Clock breathed heavily,

Clock breathed heavily, managing to gain just enough strength to lift his voice. "Danielle..." He called out of his room. He opened his eyes slightly, looking toward his now open door.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Shaking uncontrollably, she

Shaking uncontrollably, she made her way to Clock's room, trying to calm her uneven breathing and failing to do so.
She stood in the doorway, twisting her fingers together fearfully.
Her gaze fell on Clock.
God, he looked terrible.
That didn't stop her from staring at the floor, trying to overcome the urge to run away.

-- Dannii <3

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He looked at her, terrified,

He looked at her, terrified, "He... H-he didn't.. hurt you... please... tell me he.. didn't h-hurt you..." He put all his energy into speaking that it made him cough terribly.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Torn, Danielle stared at the

Torn, Danielle stared at the coughing teenager before her. Should she lie to him...? She could. She was always a mess after seeing Nero, and Clock knew that.
"...No," She mumbled, looking at the floor. "No, he...he didn't..h-hurt...me..." Her voice shook, and she fought to stay standing as memories of what had happened threatened to overwhelm her. It made her feel like dirt, lying like this, but it did not make her feel nearly as bad as Nero did after...that.

-- Dannii <3

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Clock rolled onto his

Clock rolled onto his stomach, burying his face into his bed. His back started to twitch. After a moment, he peeked his face out from the bed a little, "T-t-tell the t-truth..." He whispered, burying his face again. He took in a shaky breath, "I s-saw it... I saw everything, he made me watch... D-Dan-nielle..." He couldn't speak anymore, he was overwhelmed with fear, and shame. So much shame.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

So he'd seen it all. A

So he'd seen it all.
A desperate sob escaped from the girl, and she leaned back against the wall, letting her head whack against it with a thump. Slowly, she slid down, ending up sitting with her knees bent, and her head buried in her arms. Sobs racked her trembling body, and no matter how hard she tried, she could not find the strength to attempt to comfort Clock at all. She didn't want to be too close...
"I'm s-sor-sorry," The wail was muffled. Her apology seemed odd in the situation, but Nero had said she was being punished...

-- Dannii <3

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Clock was not confused by

Clock was not confused by the apology, not after what Nero said. But Nero had a different point of view, an opposite point of view. It was one goal of Nero's to make Danielle completely hate him, and so hate Clock in the end. Nero wanted him to be alone. Nero was pure evil.
Clock calmed down enough to breathe normally. He lifted himself up shakily, then with some bit of effort, tried to get out of his bed. But his elbow, which was meant to be straight, accidentally bent, and he didn't have the strength to stop himself. He fell to the floor with a hard thud. But at least he was closer to her.
He shakily lifted himself again to his hands and knees, letting an inevitable sob shake him up. He crawled slowly over to her. Clock, now next to Danielle, took her in his arms as best he could. "Don't.. believe him... You shouldn't be punished.. N-no..." Tears dripped off his chin, onto her shoulder, "This is what I wanted, but not this way... It was supposed to be for love... But he just... he just..." Again he couldn't finish. He was so ashamed of himself, it was supposed to be love. It was supposed to be love.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

The feeling of Clock's arms

The feeling of Clock's arms around her made her freeze, and she listened without a single sound, barely registering the small droplets of water on her shoulder. It took several moments for fear to kick in, and she cringed away, pressing herself into the wall. It wasn't what she wanted, but it was what she needed. She couldn't stand him being so close...
"He...h-h-he...he..." Danielle's breathing became uneven again and she began to panic, staring at the floor, eyes wide, trying to make sense of everything. If there was a God in the world, why had he let this happen? If Love was stronger than anything, why did Danielle feel like this? She loved Clock. She was supposed to want him to wrap his arms around her. But now...It made her feel sick to the core. "H-he..." She could not stutter more than that.

-- Dannii <3

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As if the shame of it all

As if the shame of it all wasn't enough, now Danielle was afraid of him. Clock half expected it, but he didn't know how much it would hurt. He didn't crawl away, he simply didn't have that kind of strength. He merely let his arms go limp, letting go of her, letting them fall to the floor. He laid his forehead on his bent knees, his arms still laying on the ground, palms up, fingers curled and limp. He seemed to sink into himself. But then he took in a breath.
"This world..."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

-sorry has been gone

-sorry has been gone forever. Church and then out to eat then we went on the river... SO YESH-

((I dunno... I feel as if Trop and Serp's RP has died...))

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Danielle froze - something

Danielle froze - something was different. She couldn't quite figure out what is was.
"C-Clock, I-I'm s-s-sorry..." She moaned again, head buried in her hands. Despite Clock telling her not to believe Nero, she did. His assault had been her punishment. "I d-didn't...m-mean to...to..."
To do whatever it was that she had done.
She didn't mean to fall in love with him.
She didn't mean to make him feel terrible.

-- Dannii <3

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"Punishment is a part of

"Punishment is a part of life. But the best thing about it, now you know better." He turned a cold black eye to her, his voice quiet but stern, "Nero wants this. He wants your love to end. You have to defy him..." Now he set his chin on his knees, still keeping his arms on the ground. "In this world are troubles, and troubles can shake you up, but in the end, they make you strong. Nero wishes to shake you up for good, but it can never happen. People always recover, it's human nature. You can't stay down forever." He let out a huff, finding humor in this particular situation. "Nero didn't punish you... He just beat you because he was afraid... Because you have something he doesn't. He's just a coward who's only power is intimidation. If you stand up to him, he just another human like us..." He closed his black eyes, resting a bit. "My name is Down Town, by the way. I don't believe you've met me..."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

The girl listened to Down

The girl listened to Down Town's speech with a surprised look on her tear-stained face. "D-Down Town...?" She mumbled, pondering what he'd said.
And she felt stronger.
"If...If I could st...stand up to him..." She inhaled shakily. "...That wouldn't...have happened..."
Somehow, the presence of someone that was neither Clock nor Nero calmed her slightly.

-- Dannii <3

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(baww Marti im sorry ;_; we

(baww Marti im sorry ;_; we can still go if you want, its not too late.)

"It's not easy to stand up to a bully. There's always the possibility of getting hurt in the end, and looking like a fool. But when it comes right down to it, bullies just run away at the first sign of danger. That's just how simple it is." He finally lifted his arms and wrapped them around his bent legs, one hand holding onto the other wrist. What Clock said was true, if you want the truth. He didn't want a child, but he wanted to have that one special night with you. Nero just happened to come first and twist it for his own reasons. And in all honesty, the chances of you actually getting pregnant aren't as bad as you think. It usually takes a few more tries." This was his way of comforting someone. Though he couldn't really tell since he was the more depressed type. "Don't be afraid of Clock... He's just as scared as you. I saw him struggling to stop Nero, but he couldn't find himself. All he could do was watch, against his will. Nero has a sick way of amusing himself."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Her gaze was fixed on the

Her gaze was fixed on the floor again. What could she say? Perhaps it was possible to stand up to Nero, but he had...stolen a part of her that she could never replace. He'd tainted her. He'd filled her with terror from the moment they'd "met".
"What if I am pregnant?" Danielle whispered unexpectedly. She would have preferred to ask if Clock would be allright, but could not prevent the words from slipping out. Her head was once more buried in her arms. "G-god, I'm just a k-kid myself..." Or that was what it felt like.

-- Dannii <3

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Down Town made a bold move

Down Town made a bold move and set one hand on her shoulder, "Then you should know that Nero is the occupant of only one person, and that's Clock. If you're afraid the child will be like Nero, it won't. He or she will be a normal child. And you..." He moved his fingers a little back and forth, You should take this as a gift. Sure it may have been early, but somewhere inside you know that it would happen sooner or later. Maybe not with Clock. Maybe not. But it was going to happen. You've said more than once you wanted kids. It's hard to accept, but the cold reality is, it will happen. But it's your choice of what to do with it. Your gift, and your choice." He removed his hand from her, returning it to his other hand. "This world.. It's full of choices. And you must always make the best of whatever you decide." He closed his eyes again to rest. He didn't show it, but he was still just as weak as before. Somehow he knew where to focus his strength.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

She flinched slightly at

She flinched slightly at Down Town's touch, but something about him was still calming. As she listened, she chewed her lower lip, trying to force herself to agree with him. Yes, she had wanted children. But not so soon...She was afraid of childbirth. Afraid of responsibility.
But she had to make the best of this, didn't she? And she had to decide what to do.
She could kill the child before it had even started developing.
...No. She could never do that.
"It's c-cruel," She whispered. "Life. It's cruel..." She clasped her hands together and rested her forehead on them, almost as if in prayer. "But you...m-might...be right..."
She felt so tired...

-- Dannii <3

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"The cruelty of life

"The cruelty of life develops you into the person you are before death. And life is only temporary. Before you know it, Death will come knock on your door... And the only thing you'll have to say is 'Wow, was it really that short?'..." He was subject skipping, he got back on task. "The child, if it comes, is yours. It will be a living person dependant on someone. It doesn't have to be you. It can be someone else if you want." He took in a breath, "I would suggest not telling anyone about this yet, unless it's someone who knows Clock very well... They might get the wrong idea about him." He was of course thinking of imprisonment. Which wouldn't help at all.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

((It's ok. I'm busy reading

((It's ok. I'm busy reading the Dannii&Clock one -eyes glued to monitor screen-

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Down Town's rather

Down Town's rather depressing speech about life and death made Danielle shiver involuntarily, but then she thought about what he'd said about Clock and...the child.
"I couldn't...tell anyone if I tried," She mumbled, feeling shame and embarassment creep up on her again, making her blush.
Tropa.
Oh, god.
Tears welled up in her eyes again, and she let out another strangled sob before bowing her head, hair shielding it from view.

-- Dannii <3

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Down Town's voice seemed to

Down Town's voice seemed to soften even more as the rain came down harder suddenly. "The rain just seems to tie it together, doesn't it?" He looked out his own window, his eyes softened and dull, as if there was nobody there at all. "It's so beautiful, yet so sad. As if God Himself was weeping for you."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Listening to Down Town's

Listening to Down Town's soft voice, Danielle nodded quietly. "M-maybe..." She whispered, twisting a lock of hair around her fingers. "...You..you know...I should...Go..."
She sought solitude, but still, she didn't quite want to be alone.

-- Dannii <3

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"Are you still afraid?" He

"Are you still afraid?" He didn't take his eyes off the window, but only blinked slowly. "Of Clock. Or would you like to see him again?" His eyelids lowered slightly, "After all, it would help him a great deal. He simply won't listen to us..."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Her stomach lurched

Her stomach lurched uneasily. Yes, she was still afraid of him - but only because of what had happened.
"I...I want to see him, y-yeah..." She stuttered, trying to calm herself down and make sense of what she was feeling. Guilt, horror, pain...And terror.

-- Dannii <3

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"Alright then... Please try

"Alright then... Please try to understand..." He didn't finish, only because he didn't feel it was necessary. His head slumped into his knees, and he didn't breathe for a moment. But after that, he lifted his head again, resting his cheek on his knees for support. "What happened?..."

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Her chocolate-brown-eyed

Her chocolate-brown-eyed gaze was fixed on the window. "Down Town," She mumbled, shifting slightly. She didn't want to do this, but...Slowly, uncertainly, Danielle shuffled over to Clock, trying to swallow the fear she felt. Trembling, she wrapped her shaking arms around him, burying her face in his shoulder without a word. The contact made her feel sick, but she had to do it for Clock.

-- Dannii <3

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Clock didn't move. He let

Clock didn't move. He let her do what she wanted, even if she wanted to punch him. He felt like he would deserve anything at this moment. But the hug didn't shock him at all. He was partially glad she was able to do this. He removed his head from his knees, leaning his back against the wall, his head hanging forward. His black eyes looked down, glassy, without life. The only sign of spirit he could give was his occasional blinks and breathing. "I'm so sorry..." He said so quietly. He had no strength to move. No strength for emotion. The only way to describe what he felt...
Dead.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Tears welled up in

Tears welled up in Danielle's dark eyes as she pulled her head back to stare at Clock, mouth opening as though to speak, then closing. She didn't like the lifeless look in his eyes...So she spoke. "Come b-back," Her voice was barely above a whisper as she watched the black-haired figure. Her arms began to tremble again and she removed them from around Clock, folding them across her chest. "I...C-come back..."
For she didn't want him to stay like this. She wanted the old Clock back, despite everything. Despite the fact that he could take over Clock's mind, she wanted him back. It seemed that she was willing to sacrifice everything for him after all.
Her mind fought against her heart - sensibility told her to leave him, whereas the love, however torn it was at the time, told her to stay. He needed her, didn't he...?

-- Dannii <3

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It didn't matter. No matter

It didn't matter. No matter how much she pleaded, it wouldn't matter. Not now. Clock couldn't even lift his eyes to her. He continued to stare down into the floor, everything limp. This morning, his head was full of voices and confusion, and now... Silence. Nothing ran through his mind, not even his own thoughts. There were only vague questions, but those were in his heart. Silent doubts that made his blood run cold at each whisper. Was this it? Were they through? What would happen then? Or maybe she'll stay.. But what if she's pregnant?... How could she ever forgive him? He slowly pulled a few muscles in his arms, dragging the lose hand across the floor over to one of her knees. He didn't even lift it, or do anything else. They were merely touching. One curled finger against the side of one knee. Don't leave me like this... The one thought in his mind.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

Instinctively, the girl

Instinctively, the girl flinched at Clock's touch, but she forced herself to relax quickly. For several minutes, Danielle stared at Clock, praying for some sort of reaction from him and finding none. Her lower lip trembled, and she tried to hold back the tears that were constantly threatening to spill over. "Clock," She mumbled, desperately forcing his head around to look at her. Her other hand clutched at his shoulder as chocolate brown eyes stared into black. "It w-wasn't..." She inhaled sharply, blocking the memories from her mind as best she could. "That wasn't you...Y-you would...n-never...R-right?" Shaking, she blinked the tears back. This could not be the end for their relationship. She wouldn't let it happen. No.

-- Dannii <3

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Clock's dull eyes stared at

Clock's dull eyes stared at her, but they didn't necessarily see her. They didn't want to see her, no matter how much he did. But every word she said didn't go unnoticed. She was right. He would never do that to her. He would never do that to anyone. He wanted to ask first. And if she said no, that would be it, and he would still be happy. It wasn't supposed to be this way. "Danielle..." He tried to speak, but he couldn't find the motivation. This wasn't just exhaustion, it was depression. "I.. wouldn't... no..." He didn't want to see her like this. He closed his eyes from her, refusing to make the pain any worse.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

"Then st...stop..." She

"Then st...stop..." She broke off hopelessly, letting go of Clock and sliding as far away as she could from him. "...Is this it?" Her voice was once more a broken whisper as tears streamed down her face, and she hugged her knees to her chest, resting her chin on them. Chocolate brown eyes stared at the floor mournfully. "Is...is this..."

-- Dannii <3

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Clock felt her presence

Clock felt her presence leave him. He opened his eyes again slightly, enough to see partially. A lonely tear escaped his eye, he let it streak down his face and drip away, doing nothing to stop it. "Dan.. ielle.." He took in a deep, shakey breath. "I... love y..you..." He closed his eyes again. It couldn't get any worse than this.

I'LL BE THE HERO.
... AND EAT IT.

((Omg I started crying

((Omg I started crying cB))

"I love you..."
Those were the words that made her break down. She broke into a hysterical fit of tears, sobbing uncontrollably, forcing herself to crawl pathetically over to Clock and clutch at his shirt, burying her head in his chest. "I l-love you!" She wailed. "C-Clock, I love you, I-I love you, I..." She sniffled, eyes closed tightly, face hidden. "A-and n-none of this was your f-f-fault, and y-you can't leave me, you c-can't because-- because I, I love you, and..." Her words were scrambled together, broken by sobs and sniffling. "I d-don't want to leave you..."
She held tightly onto Clock as though he was about to fade from existence, sobs racking her body violently.

-- Dannii <3