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Hi people.................

SO. It's been a while, I know. I'm doing so much right now honestly. I'm making preparations to move, which right now have come to an halt since the moving date is so far away. I'm also working on a webcomic with a couple of friends on youtube/Minecraft. So that's taking up a lot of my free time whenever I have it. I haven't forgotten about you guys ;; But... I dunno. Hungry and everyone's been pushed away right now. I have no inspiration for any of them. Hungry's past has kinda been revealed, Nero's made his grand reappearance, and... that's all I had really planned. I did have one idea, but I felt that it was... I dunno, over the top.

So.. that's where I'm at right now. I wish I could keep up with everything...


Deer


Name: The Hungry
Set: DotD Mask, DotD Antlers, Zombie Pelt
Mood: eh wha?
Whereabouts: Rolling around
Thoughts: Hey! That's bush over there is MY bush! It's MY bush.
Song:
The Fly - The Arm Wrestle


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^ jgwjgdfg////// EDIT: well.

^ jgwjgdfg//////
EDIT: well. this comment doesn't really work on a new page, does it? LOL
Kanaf's picture

WHAT DID I JUST DO I had this

WHAT DID I JUST DO I had this whole comment typed out and I pressed some random button and it DIED.

BUT YES WE ARE THE TERRIBLE... THREESOME. That doesn't sound sexy at all.

Also Her, I think that's the first time ever that you've FAILED HARDCORE. Well maybe not but I can't think of the last time. BUT YAY I FINALLY FACE 600+ COMMENTS *FAIL*
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*stares at mascots* ...

*stares at mascots* ... *holds up index finger "I'm going to make a point" gesture* ...... *slowly lowering hand* Yea..I don't know. |D
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Wheeeeeee~! 8D Skokey,

Wheeeeeee~! 8D

Skokey, you're not old. Scape is older than you, and his mate just had a fawn. XP
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I think that heat wave got

I think that heat wave got sent here. It's gonna be 90 degrees or more tomorrow.
And I have to be outside for class. D8
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HA. Yeah there's a front

HA. Yeah there's a front coming in across the whole nation so... just a matter of time *wrings hands evilly*
But at least you didn't have to mow the lawn in it 8C
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But...I have to sit outside

But...I have to sit outside for my landscaping class. I'm gonna be drawing outside for a few hours. D8
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Better put on your sunblock,

Better put on your sunblock, hoho...
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I did. And bugspray. Lots of

I did. And bugspray. Lots of bugspray. 8D; *has hate for ninja spiders*

fun-sized. I heart Vessel

fun-sized.

I heart Vessel forever
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.. *POINTS* That's a Vic

.. *POINTS* That's a Vic Mignogna quote, isn't it?
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Do what you want? |D *shot* I

Do what you want? |D *shot* I still have that forum bookmarked too, so.. 8D;

I really don't care; it's

I really don't care; it's your decision. in all honesty I wish you and Her hadn't created so many deer/characters together and put them together and everything ;; you guys are really close and it's not like I feel excluded or anything, I just want to guys to branch out and get involved again. when you meet new people it makes the game so much more fun. when I involved myself again and befriended all these wonderful players the game gained it's spark again; my deer could interact with new deer and develop in new ways. I'm terribly shy as well, so it was really something for me to do.

I don't know though...if you and Her leave my deer won't leave as well ._. Hell they'll still be "mates" with your deer and Her's deer, but whatever...just do what you want, you need to make yourself happy <3
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@PEGA: Wow I can't believe

@PEGA: Wow I can't believe you still have it bookmarked LOL Well I've cleared out a lot of things and... yeah. I'm still not certain though.

@SARIE: I know, me and Her just... I dunno. All our characters seem to fit like puzzle pieces. And it's not like I'm leaving you guys or my deer leaving your deer. There's still Endless Forest in my forum and they could still interact there. That's another thing keeping me here are all the mates between mine and your and Pega's deer. I really don't want to separate any of these mates.. They're all perfect, you know?

That's kinda why I want you specific four friends to move to Backyard Forest too, but you wouldn't have to leave TEF or anything... That's pretty selfish, but I don't want it to be just me and Her there. That wouldn't be fair. I want to keep relationships going and stuff... It's just that a lot of my characters don't fit TEF anymore. And if I made roleplay blogs and stuff including all those non-TEF characters, people would probably get mad at me for it. It's like I've moved on or something... I dunno... I can try to get back into it, if I ever remember. I have the free time now. Find some deer and play with them...

*sigh* I dunno, it's not even official. I'm just thinking of my options. I HAVE done some cleaning up on my forum but I don't think it's ready to be up if I ever do move there. But just be sure that I'm not leaving anything or anyone. Just the site... But I still want to keep in touch somehow.

I don't want you to just

I don't want you to just "hole up" with us four or anything though...that was my problem though it was with four guys, hehe. I remember you and Her talking to me about it, how I only thought about them and only talked about them and my obsession was hurting everyone. that's how I feel now; you and Her just have so many perfect characters together and you guys do everything together...the other day there was this massive TEF chat on MSN with me, Kimi, VCG and Misako and the likes and I didn't even know whether to invite you guys because we were all in the Forest and none of us thought you guys would want to go in/talk to us. ;_; remember when you brought Skokey in that one time and he and Vipin messed around? I thought we had fun...<3

if you want me to and you do move to the forum, I'll pop on spontaneously on there, but I don't think I could actually move halfway over there. I have many people dear to me over here too. I have you on MSN as well, so...I don't know ;; I was hoping you'd maybe find an interest in the Forest again, like maybe aging Ketan a bit and putting him in a storyline or just getting into the Forest for one day to see how it is. meh, I'll always be there for you. <3
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I do remember when Skokey and

I do remember when Skokey and Vipin messed around... that was really fun... And I hate the fact that you have to make things up in your updates in order for your deer to interact with mine, all because I don't play the Forest anymore... That's not fair to you.

And it's also unfair how me and Her do pretty much everything together. It's why we both wanted you to have the lion to match our tinman and scarecrow. It's why I started the birdperson thing again... I mean.. hell, it's kind of why I made Y. I was actually jealous of you and Her having this epic plot between Code and Gabe but... Y just ended up being involved with Label and Label only. So I guess it did end up just between me and Her again. I don't mind so much this plot now, even though it confuses me XD But I'm starting to get it and... I hope to read it some day. It seems like an awesome plot and I love your writing... And also, I made Murdock because I wanted Chanse and Ketan involved in something...

So I am trying at least, but I guess that's not really branching off, is it?... I don't know... you're really getting me motivated to try the Forest again though. I really don't know what any of my deer could do but...

... I really would like Skokey to find someone again... Pff and the answer's right in front of me. I guess I'm just too shy... And all these deer are so young, they wouldn't be interested in an old fuddy-duddy like Skokey XD
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Need I remind that Scape has

Need I remind that Scape has been around longer and only recently had a daughter born? 8D;

Go ahead and "hunt", Skokey. ;D *shot*

I just have a lot of ideas

I just have a lot of ideas for my deer of what they would do...I guess I miss interacting with them and then actually putting up what happened. all of our couples are so dear to me though, Calsio and Vesslia...<3 and with you and Her doing everything together; I think it's rather sweet in all actuality [it reminds me of Paul's and John's friendship, cheesy and unnecessary as it sounds n_n] but I just wish you guys could see how fun it is to make new friends. you have nnnoo idea how fun it is to go into the Forest and realize you have people wanting to see you there.

Gabe/Code did feel like I was excluding you and Dannii and Pega and everyone else, but that's the only time I've ever felt that way. all of my deer are really open to outside interaction, while Gabriel was just an idea I'd always wanted to make real who happened to go along with what Her was thinking. their plot is something I really love and hope to novel-ize eventually when I stop procrastinating; I'd really like to involve Y and Label in it since Label's close with Code and Y's close with Label and BLAH. I'd like to involve the plot more with this community too, since Gabe and his gargoyle BFFs are running around. I just can't find the time to do it, but...summer. that's what I'm waiting for. <3 tttwwoo morree days.

Skokey. can still be in a threesome. -agrees seriously with Pega- but interacting is a wonderful thing. depending on what characters you interact with here your own character could turn out entirely different. I love it. xD
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I would miss you.

I would miss you. <3
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If worse comes to worse,

If worse comes to worse, system restore. 8D;
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|D;; *pets Skokey*

|D;; *pets Skokey*
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I could switch to Kinsha

I could switch to Kinsha since he already has a transform spell on him all the time.
...giant bunny Toukan isn't freaking Black Ear out, is he? |D
*switches deer*
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that was YOU? *LOLING* I was

that was YOU? *LOLING* I was wondering why that rabbit didn't leave. But geez that was a huuuuuuge bunny.

BE: ... I've seen bigger.

*goes to look for you as naked durr*
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That was my reindeer, yes.

That was my reindeer, yes. 8D; I wasn't expecting to become a giant bunny right away either.
Ok, I'm in as the ninja...who is a bunny. |D Just outside the circle of De Drinkplaats.

EDIT: Duuuuuuude. THAT WAS EPIC. XDD
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THANKS DUDE life won't be so

THANKS DUDE life won't be so boring for the bunny anymore XD *highfive*
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*highfive* 8D XD Guess the

*highfive* 8D XD
Guess the ninja will go...ninja now. |D
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*stabs the virus* D8< I

*stabs the virus* D8< I comment on here too much. 8D;
Kanaf's picture

yes you do. and it entertains

yes you do. and it entertains me |D
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It's what I do. =B

It's what I do. =B
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|D;;; *offers poptarts?*

|D;;; *offers poptarts?*
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8D; If it makes you feel

8D; If it makes you feel better, I haven't been able to get even a 100,00 since.

And yes, I hate being interrupted. >> I tell my mom, "Sorry for getting pissy, but this game has no pause button!" It seriously needs one. O_o

But daaaaaaaang that score for the first wish! O_O
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Oh god I know. I will never

Oh god I know. I will never get that lucky ever again. The game started to lag, maybe that's why I was so awesome on the first try LOL

Yes it really. needs. a pause button. I hate having to wait until I die to do something else |C
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Only reason I got that score

Only reason I got that score that one time. It went fast! ..and then back to slow. XDDD;

*snickers* Take that sentence out of context. *shot*

MCCARTNEY HAIR

MCCARTNEY HAIR <3
if only I had the guts to cut my hair supershort. :b I think I'd look nice with it, too, but -SCARED- news NEWS NEWSSS NEWWWWSSSS and don't worry my shampoo is McCarthy so I just pretend it's McCartney shampoo...GAH
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deviantART notes. I don't

deviantART notes. I don't want people seeing our convo here. <3

Crap, Raku...I won't ask, but

Crap, Raku...I won't ask, but I love you and hope things turn out allright :/ <333 I'm sorry I haven't been speaking to you for so long.
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*hugs* ..

*hugs* .. <3 thank you, Dannii...

You're welcome. -snuggles-

You're welcome. -snuggles- <3

I'm so sorry that I can't be

I'm so sorry that I can't be on MSN right now. I'm so sorry I'm away. when I get back, I will be showering you in hugs and love. I just hope everything will be alright, Rakuduck. <3 I will always be here, no matter what.

I've ruined my parent's trust of me, too. I'm a compulsive liar. I don't mean to be.

hope everything gets better. tell me if you need anything. anything at all.

no, no, no... I'll miss you,

no, no, no...
I'll miss you, Raku :/ -sighcling- <3333...
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D=

D=

;_____;

;_____;
Her's picture

I could die right now.

I could die right now.
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;~;

;~;

I don't know what to do. I

I don't know what to do.

I can only see them waiting loyally, hoping for some return. eventually. years.

like me.

I don't know what's going on. I don't think I want to know, and I don't know what to do. ..I've missed you the entire time you've been gone. I'll miss you even more. maybe I'll text you or call you sometime. ..I don't know.

I love you. &hearts stay safe out there. you'll be missed.

I wish I knew what to say

I wish I knew what to say here. I wish I could sum everything up and just...say something that would come out the way I want it to. But I can't, it won't, I...

I'll miss you so much. Thankyou for being my friend for so long, thanks for all the good times, just...thankyou for everything, Raku <3

I love you. <3
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I SPAZZED OUT AT SEEING THIS

I SPAZZED OUT AT SEEING THIS BUMPED IN MY TRACK LIST. Shocked
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It has most certainly been a

It has most certainly been a while. I've missed you.

I've been thinking about you

I've been thinking about you so much lately. And the odd thing is that a few weeks ago I had a dream that we were talking again, and I woke up, and I was so upset that you weren't around...

I've been leaving you messages on your MSN, well, the one you used before anyway. And day before last, I looked through all of your old blogs.



I love you, Raku ;A; Welcome back. -snuggles forever- ♥ God, I missed you.
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T'is nice to hear of you

T'is nice to hear of you again, Raku~
--Mick--