Good evening the deer said
Knowing that her love was dead

Bowed her head stepped aside
Doe walked off with a long stride

Stag ignored followed behind
Good evening you are a find

Flowing face legs of grace
Lay with me in yonder place

Doe says ordinary
I do not play or marry

To the long grass Doe went
Weary all emotion spent

Days moved passed safe at last
Live in present not the past

Restful sleep near the hill
Doe awakes and stag did fill

Love fog fills the Doe's mind
Rutting instinct did the bind

Poised and posed was the Doe
Stag intentions still not know

Ten days in others come
Dance begins near the tree hum

Doe makes for an escape
Stag steps up blocks with face cape

Whispered words by leader
Doe hears and heads to cedar

Bear it and a ring was said
Dishonoring her lover dead

Doe raged at the plan made
Family lines poisoned fade

Swore upon her lovers grave
She'd squash the head of that Knave Update 11/3/2020 Knave is squashed finally rah!

Hey... It's been a while.


I've decided to try to get back into things here. My last attempt failed and I wasn't comfortable yet. But now I think I can return. Even if sparse or slow. I miss this place.. strangely. I miss the interactions and the characters. With all thats going on.. It'd be nice to just have a place to go again.

I've had some pretty big changes in my life. Some good, others bad.

A few years ago.. i think? 2 maybe? My dad had to get a double bypass. He handled the surgery well and was doing great. About a month or so later, he got diagnosed with Small Cell Lung Cancer. A very aggressive and fast moving cancer. He would be the 4th of his siblings to come down with Cancer. Lung cancers took 2 of his sisters and one of his brothers already.

So... We fought. It was hell. He went through pain and illness and losing a lot of himself during chemo and radiation. But we caught the Cancer early. As of 2019, he has been officially in remission. He's not out of the woods yet. He needs to keep getting checkups for several more years to make sure it doesnt come back, but so far, he is a survivor.

All this culminated into a stress breaking point in me. I had sudden chest pain and feared i might have suffered a minor heart attack. Thankfully, my EKG came back fine and I was okay. I was then put on Prozac for depression and anxiety. Still trying to figure out the right meds and doses but the anti-depressants are helping a lot.

I've gained some friends. Lost a few that to this day I still dearly miss... But sometimes, even long term friendships just dont make it. But I'm okay with that. I've actually found a girlfriend as well and she is amazing.

But again, life has it's ups and downs. My aunt, dad's sister, had been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. They couldn't identify the type as it was all through her body. She recently passed from it and it was rough on both me and my dad. That would be a 4th sibling to be taken by cancer. 4/7..

 

Hello there!

I've been into The Endless forest for quite a long time. A few years actually. I just have logged in a new account to kind of start over. I saw quite a lot of cool biographies running around which drawn me to logging in the community side of the game. I'm not sure if coding is my thing but I can't find where I should start off learning at. I'm quite a fast learner so maybe it wouldn't be so bad to try. Maybe you can reccommend me some code learning sites?