I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading.
I try to forget you as you forgot me.
This time there is nothing left for you to take, this is goodbye.
Summer is miles and miles away.
And no one would ask me to stay.
And I should contemplate this change,
To ease the pain.
And I should step out of the rain,
Turn away.
Close to ending it all,
I am drifting through the stages,
Of the rapture born within this loss.
Thoughts of death inside,
Tear me apart from the core of my soul.
Summer is miles and miles away,
And no one would ask me to stay.
And I should contemplate this change,
To ease the pain.
And I should step out of the rain,
Turn away.
At times the dark's fading slowly,
But it never sustains.
Would someone watch over me,
In my time of need?
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Paavo is slipping into another small depression. He just feels out of place again since it's almost as if ever deer he approaches fears him; they just stand there acting nervous until he walks away. Then things with his friends have been kind of sour...He doesn't have many to begin with and he feels like he's completely lost one already. The others he hardly sees and lately when he does, something awkward seems to happen.
Then in his human form, he's basically where I was at a few months ago: feeling like everyone around you is in a better state than you and you're going no where.
