Past Diaries

July 25th, 2013

Woke up spluttering and choking after her head had slipped too far into the water, draining water into her lungs. Decided that this part of the pond was prooobably a bit too deep to be sleeping in safely, and used what little energy she had to drag herself to the shore.
Sat idly for a while, watching many creatures pass through and by the pond and was eventually joined by a strange stag who sat next to her (Heol). Stood up to greet him, so as not to be rude, and was immediately nuzzle by the stag. Somewhat confused by this, but wasn't offended. Many of the Forest's inhabitants were a bit overly friendly. The stag seemed to get upset when she didn't return his affections, though, and taunted at her. She stumbled back a bit, trying to get away from him, but Heol seemed to lose interest almost immediately and sat back down. Odd, but not terribly threatening.
The doe sat back down as well, turning her head to stare back out at the Pond, but had to move again soon after. Heol had come back over, sitting nearly on top of her this time. After she stood back up and was ready to run as far as her damaged body could take her, the stag seemed to take the hint, going off deeper into the Pond and... Completely disappearing. Strange.

July 24th, 2013

Having spent some time thinking after being unconscious for a few hours, her thought drifted to her missing family. Realized that if they were still be out there, somewhere, that they probably wouldn't want her to die... And that she didn't really want to die, either. Started halfheartedly picking at the pond weeds in front of her, before bursting into tears, releasing feelings that had built up over her many weeks of solitude. Started scarfing down entire mouthfuls of plant and water, eating as much as she could without getting sick.

July 22nd, 2013

Bolted straight up after having fallen asleep for a few hours, before remembering where she was. Flopped over immediately afterwards and stared blankly at the ground in front of her. Eventually got tired of the heat radiating through the Forest and dragged herself back over to the Pond, falling multiple times, even at such a short distance. Still refusing to eat.

February 29th, 2013 - July 21st, 2013

Went with Schadenfreude to search for Sabine, hoping to reunite her family again. A long journey ensued, to no avail. Started to go back to the Endless Forest with her father, but got separated from him in transition. Eventually went back to searching for Sabine, this time with the added intent of reuniting with Schaden.
After many weeks, she had become depressed and weary of wandering, growing sick and frail from refusing to rest or eat for long periods of time. Eventually found her way back to the Forest, convinced that her parents are gone forever and their family is broken apart.

Laid next to the Pond for a while, soaking in the cool water until more deer started showing up, frolicking around the body of water. Eventually grew tired of watching them and moved as far away as she could without collapsing. Soon after moving the small distance away, she fainted and remained asleep for many hours, completely dead to the world, before finally waking up. Continued to fade in and out of consciousness, finding it had to stay awake. Still refusing to eat.

February 27th, 2013

Woke up, went over to the Pond for a drink before sitting down in a sun spot. Sat there for a while, until a deer showed up and cast a pelt spell on her, Aurik showing up at the same time. Looks like he was getting sick, since he kept sneezing. Asked him to follow her as she went to get her pelt back. Amused when he tried to defend her from the deer who cast the spell, but it looks like they'll have to teach him not to do that until he's bigger.
Started to lead Aurik to a larger sun spot when his little friend Azura showed up, followed by a mini(Couldn't find the mini on the map, sorry). Greeted them. Asked them to follow and continued on to the sunspot. Settled down once they got there, hoping the heat would keep Aurik from getting sicker.

February 24th, 2013

Woke up, found Papa. Sat with him for a while before scenting Aurik. He was with Alina. Went to get him, gave him nuzzles and bounced all the way back to Papa. Aurik ate a few mushrooms, he seemed to really hate the taste. Accidentally cast on by Aurik, amused by it. Sat back down.
Papa wandered off to do something, sat on Aurik to keep him from following. If Papa didn't ask them to follow, they probably shouldn't. Mama came along soon after, nuzzled her. Sat back down with Aurik.
Papa came back later. More nuzzles. Sat around to a while cuddling with her family, before Aurik ran a short distance away and started throwing up. Mama went to check on him first, ran over and gave him nuzzles. Papa came to check on him next.
Decided to take Aurik to the Pond to get his mouth cleaned out. Showed him how to do it. A very upset Papa came to get them soon afterwards. Finished helping Aurik clean his mouth, and led them over to Mama. Papa wanted them to move farther away from the edge, though. Moved back with Aurik, Mama joining them soon after.
Mama and Papa played around for a while, before Mama had to go. Papa sat down with them.

February 20th, 2013

Woke up, found Sabine running around the Forest for some reason unknown to her. Soon spotted Schaden in the distance, ran over to him and led him back to Sabine. Sabine had a ragefit and started attacking trees, before finally settling down near the Crying Idol. Sat with her and Schaden.
After a while of sitting, Sabine ran off. Followed after her, Schaden trailing after, and quickly realized what Sabine had ran towards. Aurik. Ran to her little brother, who was terribly upset about something.
Tried her best to comfort him, but a fight broke out between Sabine and Alina. Kartex seemed to appear during the fray. Led Aurik away, Kartex following closely after them, but the fight followed as well. Ended up having him hide under a tree as the fight raged around them. Used herself to block the hole so that he wouldn't get hurt if the fight got too close. Kartex seemed to want to keep that from happening, though, and stood over her.
Eventually, after what felt like forever, the fighting stopped and Alina ran away. Schaden came to check on the two of them, checked him over as well. Nuzzled him. Watched as Aurik went to check Sabine out, glad when they nuzzled each other. Nuzzle fest, sat with Aurik near Sabine. Schaden got Sabine to sit closer, however. Happy with that.

February 17th, 2013

Woke up, found Sabine and Scarecrow at the Old oak. Greeted them, and gave them nuzzles. Schaden appeared soon after, bounced over to him and greeted him with nuzzles, too. He looked a bit sad, though. Brought him back over to Sabine and Scare, tried to get him to sit in the Old Oak with her. Started to try to find a less crowded place to sit with them, but Sabine got distracted by a fawn. Sat with her, Scarecrow, Schaden, and a very large rabbit to watch it. (Logged off for a while.)

Found Aurik, Schaden, Scarecrow, Sabine, and Buttons later on. Sat with them for a while before Aurik and Sabine ran a small distance away. Joined them, played around with them for a few minutes and gave lots of nuzzles. Went back to the rest of the group shortly after.
Schaden ran off to check out a fight. Aurik followed after him, she followed after Aurik.
Met up with Schaden, he told them to stay there while he joined the fight. Stood over Aurik while she watched a bunch of deer beating up a stag. The stag seemed to just be laughing it off, though. Didn't understand how he wasn't being hurt.
Reed came over to check her out while the fight happened, said hello to him sniffed at him. Stood around with him and Jettem until the fight ended. Schaden came back, Reed and Jettem wandered off. Checked Schaden over, decided he was okay and gave him a nuzzle. Sabine appeared. Sat with them all.

February 16th, 2013

Woke up, found Aurik and Schaden. Cuddled with them. Sabine and Scarecrow appeared, cuddled with them too. Auril got up and started playing in the Pond, played with him and Schaden. Achilles ran by, Schaden chased after him. Followed after Schaden, led Aurik along with them. Achilles seemed upset, though, tried to comfort him along with Aurik. Seemed to work.
(Forgot to update and I can't remember a chunk here ;__; )
Mateo came over, felt a bit jealous that Achilles got to have two sets of parents who loved him. Why did that second set have to be her's, though? (More blanking. Went OOC to make Voct a mini.)
Snuggled with Aurik. Mateo disappeared after a while, went to sit with Achilles, since she didn't want him to be alone. Give him nuzzles, cuddled up to him. Schaden moved over to sit closer to them.
Aurik ran off to play, ran after him to make sure he wasn't getting into trouble. Played with him at the pond for a bit, tried to get him to come back to the group. Suddenly everyone else appeared, didn't see any point in leading Aurik back now. Suddenly fawns.(Lots of missing chunks, it was hectic.)
Freaked out a bit when Aurik and Achilles went really close to the deep end, tried to lead them back. Little babies and water are not good. More hecticness. Aurik and Achilles insisted on going near the deep water still, tried her best to lead the away and distract them. Danced a bunch. Achilles ran off, Fletcher and Schaden ran after him. Eventually they got him to come back, though he seemed scared to cross the bridge. Coaxed him over with lots of comfort and nuzzles. Went back to playing once he crossed. (More blanks.) Achilles ran off, Aurik seemingly having upset him. Tried to follow, but didn't want to leave Aurik behind. Tried to get him to follow, but this upset the fawn. But he followed anyway. Tried to get Achilles and Aurik to meet up again, gave them both lots of nuzzles. Stayed with Aurik while everyone else fussed over Achilles. Sat on the smaller fawn a bit and hugged him with her front legs. Fell asleep like that.

February 15th, 2013

Woke up at the Twin Gods, Aurik and Sabine were nearby. Bounced over to them, gave them both lots of nuzzles. Scarecrow suddenly appeared. Bounced around with Aurik for a short while, before noticing that the smaller fawn didn't look like he was feeling too good, and his stomach growled loudly every so often. Stopped playing around. Schaden came over soon after, gave him nuzzles. Sat down. Scarecrow wandered off to stare at a deer, before leading it over to their group.
Achilles joined them at some point(I wasn't paying attention, sorry ;__; ). Mildly upset that he always seems to flock to Sabine and Schaden, not entirely sure how she feels about that. Cuddled closer to Aurik when the fawn seemed upset by Achilles, too.
After a while, Aurik noticed that Sabine had milk and fed from her. Glad to see him feeling better, but still mildly worried for him.
Sabine had to go, nuzzled her and said good bye. Achilles snuggled up to Schaden when she left. Pangs of jealousy. The little fawn seemed to open up more after a while, though, and came to sit with her and Aurik. Seemed more interested in Aurik, though. Fine with that. Schaden moved close now that Achilles was with them. Snuggled with him and Aurik.
Schaden and Achilles left after a while, left with Aurik. Curled up around her friend and fell asleep for the night, happy that his stomach wasn't making loud, scary noises anymore.

February 7th, 2013

Woke up, glad that it had stopped raining. Noticed Aurik nearby, bounced over to her friend. Gave him a few nuzzles, got a few back. Hopped and played around for a little while, before sitting down. Massive amounts of cuddling. Fell asleep after a while.

February 5th, 2013

Woke up to massive amounts of water falling from the sky, became very excited as she had never seen rain before, and started running and jumping around. Went over to the Pond for a quick drink before frolicking again. Got rather cold after a while, and she had spotted Schaden and a group of deer in the distance. Bounced over to them and shook herself off, trying to get rid of the water. Mostly worked. Said hello to Schaden, though he seemed to be off in his own little world. Saw Aurik was there, wanted to snuggle with the little fawn, but he was snuggling with Faye. Much as she likes the little guy, she doesn't feel comfortable being that close to Faye.
Was working on licking herself dry when Aurik noticed her, gave him lots and lots of nuzzles. Stood over him for a minute, before deciding that he needed cuddles and sat almost on top of the smaller fawn, wrapping one of her legs around him.
Left alone with Aurik for a couple minutes, wanted to follow Schaden but also didn't want to leave Aurik alone, or lead him out into the cold rain. Decided to stay, since Schaden probably would have made her sit down while he ran off again. Scarecrow trotted over again, cuddling up with them and keeping them warmer. Very grateful for him coming back.
Schaden came back soon after, standing a short distance away. This caused Faye to come over again, shrunk back into Scarecrow's side a bit when she started rearing at Schaden, afraid she was going to try to hurt him again. Was still wary for a few minutes after Faye sat under Schaden, doesn't really understand the doe. Calmed down again.

February 3rd, 2013

Woke up, spotted Schaden off a ways. Wandered over to him, and sat down. Led off to a Mushroom tree by Schaden a while later, played around with masks for a while. Gave him some poppies to put in his antlers.
Schaden had her sit down for a few minutes with him, before he ran off to chase away a deer who was bothering a doe and fawn across the river. Panicked a bit, thought he was leaving her alone there, and followed him. Lead back to the tree where they were sitting, and sat down again. Sabine showed up soon after, hopped over to her and gave her lots of nuzzles and love. Some random fawn ran up and got up in her face and nuzzled her. Backed away from it, bowed, and sniffed at it. It seemed to be motioning for her to do something, but she didn't know what. After a while it started dancing, joined it until Schaden ran off again before another deer was bothering that doe and fawn again. Followed Sabine as she followed him, the strange fawn following her. Began getting uncomfortable with it when it insisted on cuddling up to her, tried to move away from it but it just kept following her. Tried to tell it no, but it didn't listen. Ran away from it, but it chased her. Clung to Sabine until it invaded her personal space again, ran away until she lost it.
Ran back to Sabine and Schaden, clinger to the former again. Sabine went off to greet Morikiah, who was with a little fawn named Daae, who was apparently related to Prita. Very cute. Bounced around and played with the little group for a while, Gustiro came over after a while. Greeted him, and went back to playing until Daae sat down under Mori. Sat down next to Sabine, who sat down next to her. Schaden stood over them while they sat.
Kartex and Faye wandered over at some point, jumped up when she noticed them. Tried to hide under Sabine when Faye started approaching, nervous that the doe might attack them after the way she had seen her treat Schaden. Tried to hide even more when Faye and Kartex sat close to them, a bit relieved when when Schaden stood between them. Moved to the other side of Sabine when Schaden ran off. Relaxed when Kartex and Faye ran off to play. Sabine had to go to sleep for a while(AKA her player had to go), Schaden came running when she disappeared. Faye and Kartex came over again, tried to hide behind Schaden. Told to sit down. Faye ran off to see a strange stag, this seemed to upset Kartex. He appeared to have rejected her when she came back, which made Faye upset and run off again. Went to check Kartex out since Faye wasn't around anymore, loved on him a bit. Sat with him.
Panicked a bit when Faye skulked around them, tried to hide behind Schaden again when she sat down with Kartex. Schaden led her back to the other side of Kartex and asked her to sit down again.
Schaden decided it was a good idea to attack Allu, thus angering Evelys and upsetting Morikiah. Tried to call Schaden back a few times, but he didn't listen. After a long-winded fight, Mori managed to get Schaden back to the group. Su-mi was being overly protective of Kartex and Faye and not letting Schaden near them, but she ran off pretty quickly. Kind of afked while Faye was running around the group, until she noticed Sabine, bounced over to her to cling on to. Said hello to Akimitsu and Aurik, it suddenly clicked in her head that they were the doe and fawn that Schaden was protecting earlier.Tried to flatten herself a bit when Faye came to check Akimitsu and Aurik out, hoping the doe wouldn't come over there. She seemed content to leave once Sabine went and checked her out.
Akimitsu had to go after a while, decided to look after Aurik while she was gone. Melted a bit when he went under her. Gave him a few nuzzles and sat down with him, cuddling the smaller fawn. Sat around for a while with the little fawn, before Aurik called out for one of his friends, who came rushing over. Another little fawn named Achilles. Achilles joined the cuddle line, before disappearing for a while. The little fawn came back a while later for more cuddles.
Aurik's father Hades came by later. Greeted him, and bounced around with her little friends. But it seems Hades was other there to take Aurik and Achilles away. Was saddened to see them go, gave them both lots of nuzzles. Sabine and Schaden didn't seem happy that Hades was taking them away, either, and followed after them. She followed them as well, a bit shocked when the two fawns came rushing over, gave them lots more nuzzles. Hades seemed really upset by this, and went off to sulk by the river. Stood over Aurik and Achilles, feeling like that was the right thing to do.
Lead off to a different area by Schaden, played around with Aurik and Achilles for a few minutes before the two sat down. Cuddled with Aurik for a while, before feeling like Achilles wasn't getting enough love and switched over to him to cuddle. Achilles didn't seem to like that much, and swapped places with Aurik. Didn't mind to much, happy to cuddle with either fawn.
Then I forgot to update it for the rest of the night, go me.

February 2nd, 2013

Woek up after a couple of hours of sleep, found Gustiro and Schadenfreude still wandering around. Bounced over to them, stood around for a few minutes(Crashed.) Shared some nuzzles with Schaden before running and playing with Gustiro for a little while. The large red stag ran off shortly after, and Schaden seemed keen on keeping up with Gustiro, and wherever he went, she went as well.
Lots of chasing and dominance battles ensued, got rubbed on a bunch by Schaden. After the two seemed to stop strutting, Gustiro went to sit down, and a strange deer came by with an antler spell and cast peacock feathers on the red stag. This angered him very much and Gustiro started attacking and driving off the strange deer. Seems he succeeded in doing that, as the deer was gone moments later and Gustiro had his antlers back. Even more chasing and dominance battles, followed Schaden around still, close enough to see him well but not close enough to be in the way. Followed Gustiro for what felt like forever, before the bull sat down, Schaden leading her over to a giant sleeping rabbit and telling her to sit with it. Sat while he stood around for a while, before he had to sleep. Gave him a nuzzle, and curled up next to him to go to sleep, too.

Woke up again much, much later. Surprised to see Schaden still around that area, and Sabine and a big orange deer(Morikiah) had joined him! Settled down again while Schaden slept still. The stag woke up rather quickly, however, but there wasn't much else to do but sit. So that's what they did.
Schaden wasn't content with that for long, though, and went running off towards some unknown destination, tagged along behind him. Oh, Gustiro again. More deer-watching, yay!
Gustiro came to check the pair out eventually, a little fawn named Prita in tow. Greeted the two of them, acquainted herself with Prita. Cute little thing.
A stag that made Gustiro and Schaden seem nervous wandered by not long afterwards, didn't know exactly what he wanted. Prita hid in the undergrowth of a tree, settled near her so that she wouldn't be in the way. The stag ran off, everyone calmed down a bit.
Schaden told her to stay with Gustiro and Prita while he went off to do stuff. Gustiro wandered off at some point, left alone with Prita, who was sleeping. Finds that other deer aren't as fun when they're sleeping. Schaden came back eventually, seemingly confused as to where Gustiro went. Told to sit back down when it seemed he couldn't find the large red stag. Growing increasingly bored of sitting around all day.
Met Bao, who was very sweet. More sitting. Some random zombie and big-antlered deer wandered by and scared Bao. Went to check on her while Schaden kept the strangers at bay, seeming to want Prita to wake up so that she wouldn't be alone with the strangers. The little fawn finally woke up and ran off, went to check on her before she disappeared. Went back to Bao and Schaden, who decided it was time to leave the area. Lead over to the Playground, into a large gap between two of the large rocks. Settled down into the gap with Bao, while Schaden watched over the area.
Sabine joined them at some point(I have no idea when, I was getting dinner), happy to see her, jumped up and nuzzled the doe before nestling into her side. Schaden appeared to have calmed down and decided that the area was safe now, as he joined their little group again. Happy, feels like she's in a little family.
After a while of lazing around, decided it was time to go to bed. Said goodnight to all of her sleeping friends, before curling up and falling asleep.

February 1st, 2013

Woke up alone, wandered over to the Pond for a drink before noticing Schadenfreude sleeping nearby. Drank her fill of water before trotting over to her sleeping friend. Lazed around while the other slept.
Nearly dozed off before Schaden woke up. More lazing.
Fell asleep, woke up to Schaden sniffing at her. He lead her over to where Faye and Kartex were, Faye threw a small fit and both she and Kartex moved off a ways. Sat down when Schaden asked her to, and he ran off. Eventually he came back, and asked her to sit with him. Even more lazing around.(Meanwhile I was lagging to hell and back the entire time.)
(Lag stopped) Fell asleep next to Schaden. Woke up again a little while later, Schaden listened around for a minute before deciding that dancing was a good idea. Danced for a while before it was time to sit again. That didn't last long though, as Schaden wandered off to check out another fawn, followed him over. A couple minutes passed as the other fawn figured out what it was doing, and more dancing ensued breifly.
Another couple of awkward minutes passed as the other fawn figured out what to do. Shared some nuzzles with it. It decided sitting was a good idea, Schaden seemed to think so too. Sat for a minute with it as Schaden stood over them, before the other fawn ran off. Okay then.
Yet another fawn wandered over. Played with it for a minute before it fell over and disappeared. Sat down again, that seems to be most of what this day has consisted of.
Panicked a bit when she noticed Schaden walking off, ran after him. Led back over to some tall grass to sit in. Seems they were going to be deer watching today. Sat and watched Scarecrow and Thais for a while, but Schaden was more compelled to watch some mini fawns in the distance. Content to just sit and watch them play. A normal-sized fawn came over to greeted them, before wandering off again. Not many fawns could keep still for long, it seems. Went back to watching the mini fawns.
The mini fawns ran off in another direction, quickly followed by what she assumed was their family. Bounced over to say hello to Mateo when he noticed them watching, also greeting Aurik, Achilles, and Saadi. The fawns paid no attention to her, however, and went straight to Schaden. Settled down with Schaden, nearby the other small group. After a while Aurik disappeared(Either ran off or logged idk).
Starting to nod off on Schaden, wasn't used to staying awake for so long without something going on.
Then her player started getting tired and couldn't be bothered to remember what all happened and then crashed and couldn't get back in.