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Gunnarr





Suppose


September 17th, 2024

Yesterday gave Bhuvana a gift that he had made himself, something that reminded him of himself and could only hope that the small fawn would think so too.

Besides that, living off grid alone in the wilderness, surviving as best he can. Technically homeless but wouldn't admit that. Doesn't have a whole lot of skill and experience, and as such looking thin and a bit sunken in from his usual appearance. Finds it far more difficult to hunt in his human form, but that is how he's chosen to live most of the time. Visiting the forest more often to hunt and eat as much as he can, taking bits back to cook later by a fire at night. Finds a sense of peace and familiarity at night in the woods with the night creatures stirring.


July 6th, 2023

Yesterday, a rare quiet reunion with Nyami. Couldn't deny the few minutes it took to realize who had joined him. Elated, despite how little it seemed. Later on, had the nostalgia interrupted by that of a fight, or a hunt, which Hawker is more likely to have described it. Watched a towering beast (Umay) target in on a smaller individual (Aileen). Felt only for the vegetation and flowers the fight took place over, fretting about how they would come out of the ordeal that beat down upon them. There had not been a single moment he had contemplated being involved, that was until Nyami flew in, which he can only assume was to aid the smaller individual. However, even then, did not throw himself in until it seemed Nyami or assailant would part from each others vicinity, and so with hesitation and reluctance, tore forward in a bid to reprieve the Dweller from a far grander adversary. Relieved upon its slow burn out, and after a few moments of distant watching of.... a HUG??? slunk off, as Nymai had earlier.



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♥! it is, ty ;; brit

♥! it is, ty ;; brit and jd are amazing

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sneaking a track in here

sneaking a track in here
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c:

c:
-by Sokoora by Kamaya

sneaks in

sneaks in

♥

thank you, everyone ♥

thank you, everyone ♥

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child ?

child ♥

He is so beautiful ahhh.

He is so beautiful ahhh. Nawfar really appreciates his company <3
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It seems my Enferma has met

It seems my Enferma has met your little Gunnarr. ^^

&hearts;!

♥!

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I still love this boy so

I still love this boy so much. Maybe I can throw Keiko or my other girl at him sometime (since they probably won't actually go anywhere lmao ;; ) <3

that's so nice to hear ;;

that's so nice to hear ;; thank you so much.. and YES PLS! would love that ♥

also goin to add you to discord, if that's alright

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<3!

Sure thing! Discord is kind of wacky for me, so I'll try and add you too. [e] Sent it!

nYYYOOOMMMMMmm

nYYYOOOMMMMMmm
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;u;

;u;

&hearts;!

♥!

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Ohmy what a pretty guy!

Ohmy what a pretty guy!
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<3


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Long time no see! How have

Long time no see! How have you been? C:

Hydra will now commence giving Gunarr a whole bunch of nuzzles. <3
Ring The Bells That Still Can Ring.
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.

(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")

&hearts; I've been well!



I've been well! Hope you have, too ;; Was such a nice surprise to see her picto in forest ♥

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Life got in the way. I moved

Life got in the way. I moved out and now I have my own apartment in a nice apartment complex. I was feeling down for a while but things are starting to look up now, so that's good. Been thinking I might try to play more tef.
Ring The Bells That Still Can Ring.
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.

(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")

I'm so glad things are

I'm so glad things are looking up for you now! And your own apartment in a nice place ;; it's what you deserve! Would definitely love seeing your head children around in forest more ♥

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Having my own apartment is

Having my own apartment is niiiiiice. I've always been an introvert, so I do like the privacy. Yeah, I miss seeing my old friends in tef including you. <3

Edit: I have my bf over so I had to leave for now. Might be back later. c:
Ring The Bells That Still Can Ring.
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.

(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")

as an introvert too i know

as an introvert too i know how nice that is having your own space! I'm sure a lot missed seeing you and your characters around as well (me included!)

no matter how long you're around it was so nice seeing Hydra (and you) today ♥n

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Blossom really likes the

Blossom really likes the company! She wouldn't step closer because the cemetery spooks her, but she's glad to have them around <3

he would understand if he

he would understand if he knew ;; ♥ he's appreciative of the company

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&hearts;!

♥!

By Draak ♥

&hearts;!!

♥!!

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this small buddy.

this small buddy.

the small idiot smh &hearts;

the small idiot smh


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no >8{

no >8{
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...what are you doing? it

...what are you doing?

it was obvious he was sitting down, doing nothing.

chicory gazed up at him curiously from the foot of his little pillar as she came up from behind. her voice was girlish and crisp. she held the body of a delicate fawn, but her presence was tall, and her question direct.
the brows of her porcelain face furrowed as she scanned the chimera down, fixing on the length of his paws. she looked down at her own hooves in comparison, then back up to meet his face.
why werent they the same?

whats wrong with your feet?

If it was at all possible

If it was at all possible when her first question comes, his brow muscles would have creased even firmer and his lips tense over small canines. The side of his lip curls up in the beginning of his mouth parting, but it doesn’t make it all the way and he’s clenching his teeth, suddenly uncomfortable with the question despite how simple it was.

What are you doin’?

He attempts to mimic how well her speech is, but his own leaks through at the end. It’s asked a little nasty, with a lot of unnecessary defense on his tone but suddenly he feels all attention is on him and he’s unsure how to react, or act, despite the fact it was just him and her. And then, when her gaze lands on his paws, he gets overwhelmed with a small bout of insecurity. He brings his paws closer to his chest and attempts to shield them into his fur, using his tail as a visual barrier.

That’s rude

Spoken as though he hadn’t ever questioned something in the same manner before, or even worse.

S’nothin’ wrong with 'em

And would make it a point to flash a glimpse of his back hooves.

See?

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omfg he is so adorable I cant

omfg he is so adorable I cant wait to reply lmao
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The sarcasm just didnt

The sarcasm just didnt register. So there she stood, and there she stared, unblinking, with her bulging bug eyes that seemed to swallow her entire face, save the pout and rosy button nose. She began nibbling on the inside of her cheek as her gaze began to wander, a tic, processing, reflecting on her day leading up to now.
My, what a day indeed. The sunset left everything buzzing and exciting.

Well, I smushed a dragonfly earlier and I couldnt reach all the dandelions but, the ones I could I got to tear them up, and now Im dusty and smell like yellow.

Reeked, actually.

And, If you push the mushrooms hard enough, they bend.

She thinks back to that satisfying spongy give when the mushroom finally breaks, and she liked that.

Did you know that?

She catches his nervous squirm and with a swivel of ear and a single raised brow, takes a head-tiling peek at his hind legs, and smiles. A kind of nose-wrinkling, gummy little smile, followed by a laugh that trails off with a contemplative "hmm", and a sigh.
She just didnt know how, but she was trying. The whole interpersonal skills thing.

A pause. Her eyes snake along the length and bulk of his tail, the richness of his brown fur, blatant and studying, every detail so foreign, all the way up, to fixate once more.

I umm. Yeah, it was rude I think, too. But I mean, I like the front ones a lot, because they're not like mine. So I guess nothing is actually wrong with them. They just dont match.

The stare.

Want to play?

You did what? His voice is a

You did what?

His voice is a little louder than he normally allows it to travel, but the mention of a dragonfly after ‘smushing’ had his heart pumping a little firmer behind his ribs. Jaws part as his ridged ears press firmly back, nostrils flaring and his toes curling into his palm to leave marks.

However his voice is lost when the image of his mother comes to his mind, and he hears Saadi’s voice so clearly despite its quietness. The bubbling rage at the damage he envisions eases knowing his own destruction on the species, his own appetite for them. He wants to question her, to investigate why she did it in the hopes that she at least ate it afterwards, but he worries for the reality of what she may respond with.

No..

A pause as he shifts, brow muscles tensed in a form of a furrow and scowl that was so familiar and comfortable on his features since infancy.

I don’t like t’hurt nature..

It was a lie when it came to his temper, but generally speaking it was genuine and truthful.

It s’why you stink

No hesitancy or realization he may hurt feelings.

Do ya eat ‘em? Or you like to destroy things?

He finally asks as his voice trails off to a whisper towards the end. Clearly nervous and worried about her answer but far too curious not to bring it to light himself, and perhaps get his own naive understanding of why he destroyed the very things he loved.

There’s hesitancy still as she elaborates and the topic remains on his feet, but slowly he lets his tail unpress from his chest and expose his front paws once more, toes uncurling from their pressed place against his palm and stretching them subtly while his gaze remains transfixed on his acquaintance, studying her features and her eyes.

They don't match

He agrees, self conscious rebuilding with a dull anxiety but it's not enough for him to dwell on because her stare remains on his and her question is the only thing that repeats in his mind. He remains still as they stare, even when his scowl grows a little deeper and a curious suspicion builds at her question.

Play what?

He didn’t know how.
___
{sorry that took so long}

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a cuuuuutie

a cuuuuutie

&hearts; how dare I never

♥ how dare I never track this

&hearts;


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Im the worst RPer ever.

Im the worst RPer ever. Sad
Sorry I never replied I just got so busy. That was such a fun time, too.
I still have the unfinished RP typed up in the notes section of my phone, haa.

i understand, im the same ;;

i understand, im the same ;; im awful at replying, ask literally everyone i rp with smh BUT no worries ♥ it was a fun little interaction and one that i think the turtle really needed and appreciated in his own weird way

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O.O why haven't i stumbled

O.O why haven't i stumbled upon this character sooner!
add me on discord: Krisaur#9391

&hearts;


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