Personality
☼ Grudge holder. Goes next level when it comes to not being able to let things go. Will resent those that cross her for years, only forgiving them if it brings her some sort of benefit by doing so.
☼ Selfish by nature.
☼ Self-mutilator, prone to plucking feathers when stressed. When feathers begin to regrow will chew blood feathers and let them bleed before plucking those too.
☼ Suffers from severe crippling depression and anxiety. Has trust issues.
☼ Venomous with her words. Is a master manipulator who is prone to playing the victim.
☼ Often is the victim, but escalates simple confrontations by feeding into her complex. Makes everything worse than it actually is just for the attention.
☼ Extremely jealous of those who garner more attention than her from those she cares about. Though often will simply remove herself from the situation so that she doesn't get in the way, has been passive aggressive in the past. A couple major historical moments that this has happened is at the birth of Isiel's boys and though considered the twins siblings, harbored resentment towards them for sharing blood with a family she was only part of via adoption. The second instance is at the birth of Z'ev's daughter. Still loves the kids in her own removed way, however has never been part of their lives because of immense all consuming jealousy. Feels as if she's been replaced by the new comers. Even if in reality she's not. Can't seem to grasp the concept that love isn't spread thin by sharing. So as such feels as if she's being replaced.
☼ Thrives off of love and attention. Never can get enough, though is distrustful of strangers. So though she's been approached by various brave souls over the years, almost always comes off as cold and closed hearted. Thus making it an ugly cycle when she does get attached to someone. Seeing as she lives and breathes them. This is one of the few two way roads she travels. Will devote herself to making and pleasing those she cares for once they're able to get past her shields.
☼ Very removed when it comes to most of her relationships. Shares very little of her heart. Keeps herself at an emotional distance to prevent pain. There are a few exceptions that she's open with when it comes to her true emotions. Hides little from them.
☼ Typically dislikes cats with only a few exceptions. Simply due to past dealings that never ended well for her.
However really likes canines. Like. A lot. They're loyal.
Appearance
☼ Teeth are crocodilian in form and shape. Designed for a carnivorous diet.
☼ Dwarf. Short-statured with limbs that are shorter than usual. More proportional than most with dwarfism and can even be considered "tall" in their terms. 4'2 when in her humanoid form.
☼ Prone to seizures. Close proximity with anyone harboring light magic or being of angelic blood causes micro seizures that can be seen as listlessness, twitching, and going 'dead eyed'. Devoting causes instant grand maul seizures.
A build of up unused magic can also cause smaller, less violent, seizures. Often will come in clusters if she doesn't dump the build up of her magic quickly. Luckily, being blessed with the ability to control static energy has the ability to let of immense amounts of magic at a time.
☼ Heavily feathered.
Adorned with a crown of stiff rigid feathers that act as a visual display of her mood. Above these are a row of black tipped white feathers. These feathers are rooted into a brow of downy soft feathers. From behind her ears sprout long flexible, billowy soft, feathers in range of hues. The largest of these are decorated with starlight, the white holds a slight metallic sheen to it. From a bed of downy scalloped feathers six large, very flexible feathers sprout from her shoulders. Has full control of these feathers, using them to express herself more often than not. A guard of stiffer dotted feathers protect the base of the behemoth feathers. Finally there is an accent of six additional feathers. These as flexible as the larger, though unable to be controlled.
☼ The scattering of white speckles upon her pelt hold a metallic sheen and are glittery in the sunlight.
☼ Eyes hold reptilian slits. Has exceptionally good eyesight. Able to see ultra-violet colors.
☼ Absolutely covered in scars. Due to her actions as a child, certain members of her blood family held a bounty on her head. Not to mention her inability to keep from picking fights with others. Despite her disadvantageous size.
- The large scar covering most of her back is when she was gripped by one of her half brothers, then thrown. Lost a large sheet of skin. The tissue here is gnarled with patches and lumps of scar tissue. Not particularly sensitive.
- The long scar that runs down her right hind leg was caused in a similar scuffle. This time caught on a pair of tines. This scar does occasionally cause a limp due to the scar tissue being unyielding.
- A pair of deep scars run across her left shoulder. A repeat of the above scenario. Caught on deadly tines. This same instance is when she received the scar on her neck.
- On her shoulders, right above where her feathers bloom from her shoulders, lays an old, fading claiming mark left by Rahal.
- A more recent mark, made by a far larger set of teeth is above it.
- Has a hidden scar on her rear of the norse symbol for horse. A claiming mark.
Magic
☼ Capable of shapeshifting.
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Fighting style
☼ Due to her dwarfism, has denser than usual bones. Heavy and as such a heavy hitter. Though small in size. Packs a punch.
☼ Primary defense is a condensed static charge that collects upon her feathers when upset. Similar to a taser, is able to stun if prolonged contact is maintained.
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Isiel; Mother figure.
Though not family by blood, family by bondt. Adopted by the doe and her family after being rejected by her blood kin. Cared for by the blue as if one of her own children. Everything good in Isa came from Isiel's guidance. Loves unconditionally. Though has grown distant over the past couple of years for various reasons.
Z'ev;
Brother. The only one of the clutch that always had her back. Followed her into her new life and from that life made a life of his own. Lived in the world he claimed as his own for awhile while she learned to harness her own magic. Though she's not seen him in what seems like forever, loves unconditionally. Has always been her number one supporter. Misses deeply. The moon to her sun.
Jhorla; Though not her sister through blood, because of Z'ev is her sister through marriage. Her best friend and confidant. Adores her to the ends of the earth. Has not seen around recently and as such feels as if they've grown distant. Unsure as to how to close that gap between them.
Tiamet;
Niece. Only met briefly before excusing herself due to selfish reasons.
Maekrix;
First hatched brother from her clutch. Adores. Though scarcely sees. Another sibling that has had her back. Not as close to him as she is to Z'ev but still loves him dearly.
Rahzul;
Presumed dead. Doesn't have much of an opinion of due to the fact he disappeared shortly after hatching. Scarcely remembers.
Isela Kori; Biological older sister. Presumed dead. Has not seen in years, though holds fond memories of the doe. Loves unconditionally, though is slightly jealous of her relationship with their birth family and the fact it's never frayed.
Cadaver;
Extremely strained relationship. Though he tried his best in her childhood and teenage years, was rarely there and when he was, took his interactions as quiet pushy. Wishes that he was there to stop Halla from causing the amount of pain that she has. Want's him to be that protective father figure, but knows this will never happen. Recent interactions have led to violence. Heartache.
Regulus Omar;
Paternal half-sibling. Never met. Unaware of.
Hiru;
Paternal half-sibling. Never met. Unaware of.
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Biological Mother. Heartache. Once loved the grey to the ends of the earth. Admired her for the most simple of things, every breath she took was magnificent. Aspired above all to become her mirror image. Fell short however after events that left her family turned against her. Including the grey who promptly rejected her attempts to reconcile. The trigger to multiple family wars over the years. Begged. Pleaded. For a way to gain the grey's forgiveness. Longs for her to forgive her childhood transgressions, however, at the same time resents for the amount of pain and suffering she's gone through because of her mother. Broken. The reason for her heart to grow guarded and cold.
Hmmmm; Maternal Half-brother. Deceiver. At one time greatly admired the stag. However, he's the reason for a majority of her scars. Attacked by multiple times. Aggressively dislikes. A curse upon the forest.
Shardul;
Maternal half-brother. Twin to Nikhil. Lesser of two evils. Seems to be the less aggressive of the two, but regardless is equally as twisted. Dislikes. Will not tolerate his presence.
Lekha;
Niece. Unaware of.
Shikha;
Niece. Unaware of.
Auiette; Maternal half-sister. Deceased. Never met though knows of her story. Was also disowned by Halla, though for reasons more siniter than her own.
Quay; Maternal half-brother. Has met in passing, knows that he's close to Grimkell. Has few opinions of.
Lalitha ;
Maternal half-sister. Unmet. Has seen in the forest and assumes their connection to Halla. No opinion of.
Kesari;
Maternal half-sister. Unmet. Has seen in the forest and assumes their connection to Halla. No opinion of.
Faustyx;
Maternal half-sibling. Unmet. Unknown.
Libra; Maternal Aunt. Only met a few scarce times in her early life. No opinion of.
Aella;
Maternal Grandmother. Assumed deceased. Never met.
White Lie;
Maternal Grandfather. Unmet. Assumed deceased.
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