Ignore, Just Lazarus' past updates until I code out somewhere to put all my characters previous updates.
For now, I'll only have the months events on the bio at a time and take them off at the start of every month.

17/02/15

Returned to the forest after an adventure back to the fields he came through on his adventure into the forest, ate enough to feed a small tribe of deer before returning again plump and cheerful.
Met up with Thorne (BRO *homoerotic face wash*) and Yrona, who he was much surprised to see after a long absense.
Settled down with the pair.
Though did also spend a lot of time as a squirrel getting sat on by Thorne for warmth.

07/12/14

Lazied around in his flowers, before getting up and kicking them around gleefully. Was approached by a strange stag named Hovmod, he was very polite and Lazarus found himself being quite taken in by his charms. Has a short conversation before Thorne came and Laz moved to his side, and Hovmod took a polite leave.

Move lazying with bff, before he decided to take him to find Chubbs, found the dog in the company of many others and despite the stallions prodding to rouse him, eventually peeled away to sit with his broski at a distance. Eventually when all other options had departed the canid came to him (YEAH I'LL REMEMBER THAT.) and they sat together in a warm pile.

Soon Lycaon left, and everything was peaceful until Lazarus felt a shadow over his back, and jumped slightly at the sight of Unathi, a large unicorn mare. Recognized her pink horn at once to be 'Kyrian's mare' he'd been told of and felt intense fear. She had done him no wrong, but knew that if she felt like it a single neigh from her lips would bring the fire stallion and Lazarus could do nothing against it.

Just stared with his ears pinned but face fixed in wide eyed worry, silent pleas to just find him terribly uninteresting and leave him and his companion alone. Eventually could take no more of it and retreated to a safe point, the pond. Stood in the cold, knee depth water even as she approached, felt a little safer but still couldn't bring himself to do anything but stare in relief when she finally lost interest and left.

Immediately moved back to Thorne on the bank and bro-hugged him to calm himself.

03/12/13

laz gayed around with his tiny dog friend who i am like LAZ STOP THEY WILL NOT UNDERSTAND YOU BEING GAY AND HERDING THEM.
but he persisteth.
At least hes in the 'lations now.
(Still need to add Craven later)

02/12/14

Snuggled up to a chubbs CUS THEY BOTH HELLA COLD.

12/11/14

Found himself being stared at by the not-unicorn again, invited the other male to come closer and when he did, turned up the charm a few notches with polite conversation. Craven was more than enticing with his words and Lazarus found his guard lowering rapidly.

He knew where it was heading, but was apprehensive due to their difference in size (and weight u fat shit). Delighted with their exchange of breathy air-kisses and even more so when the exchange got a little more physical as they stood up and started testing each other for tolerance and general excitement.

Did the wiggly woo with the other male, and even allowed himself to be coerced into a trade of places without much fuss. Afterwards relaxed into a pleasant afterglow and snuggled up/groomed as tenderly as he could for as long as he was allowed to.

Joined afterwards by a Tieff and immediately band-stallion'd and tried to round the wily white male up, but gave up after a few minutes to rest.

07/11/14

Bein stared at by Craven. Yo I know I'm hot but boy please. Invited him closer aw ye.

16/10/14

WAS GUNNA HUMP CEPHAS BUT HE TEASE.
WAS GUNNA MAUL A DEER FOR CEPHAS BUT IT OOC ANYWAY.
THEN THEY ALMOST STOOD ON HALLA.
WAS TOO HORNHORN TO SAY HELLO.
ISA CHASE THE LAZ AWAY.
WELL FUK U TOO CHILD.

13/10/14

Wandered around to greet somewhat familiar faces, got immediately spat off and thus shooed off by Levi for looking at her group from a distance. Charming. Said hello to Draven in passing but assumed the stag was gearing up more for a fight than a pleasant grooming session so he mooched off again.

THEN JACK NAPPETH.

Awoke again in the afternoon, a large group had taken up residence at the top of the stallions territory, didn't fancy tangling with then and as the Red came up behind him and shooed him off his own land, marched off indignantly. Said hello to some of the ladies in Kato's herd. None responded (all of them afk u nerd jack) and moodily went to his sunpatch to sit and be mopey when he saw a chubbs.

Then joro made fun of his moustache you say that lady I hope twigs and a big fat tick get tangled in your hair RUDE LADY.

He liked that little dog chubbs, for whatever reason. Now its his. Claimed him (though the poor guy isnt even in the rut but Laz do as Laz do I can hardly control him) and gave attention to, but was not as interested in trying to be intimate with the little thing as he had been in his other herded quarries. Even Thornes ass is looking mighty inviting such Laz hadn't got any since Decha.

11/10/14

Lazed around in the sunshine warming up and guarding his territory like a big vegetable, staring over at Eve and her group as she chased off a small dog. At somepoint managed to acquire a white stag from her group into his?

Play romped with this new stag, Tieff, gave all the attention the other male desired with grooming, play sparring, rubbing, more grooming, and snaking. No come here you're mine now 8I. Got lead around a lot but in his highly hormonal state, didn't care. Things could have got pretty r-rated at that point with the stallions attitude (if jack knew how to contact the other player about such things ;; ).

Got his butt sat on instead. Hm. Yeah this will do I guess.

09/10/14

UGH HEADACHE UGH.
Cephas is babe. Give poppy. Am good stallion ur cold. Bury you in poppies. Goodnight.

08/10/14

Met an odd deer named Hyplophobia. Taunted a few times but then switched to greeting nicely? Bro what do you want.

Ventured to stare at the big herd. Man thats a big herd. (Would have caused lag and also Laz is sedimentary he does NOTHING).

Came over to Acaji and Eve's herd, saw them fight a white stag, protected their doe Gia and her baby Ini because DONT FIGHT NEAR MOTHERS AND CHILDREN GUIS WTF.

Tried a little socialising but knew he wouldn't be welcome, even play-sparred with Thorne to show they were both pretty studly studs (got prickled in the face from his bros antler though ow). As he wasn't yet fully hormonal (just twitchy) he wasn't very interested in trying to round up others as much as he was just investigating, and so he did to anyone that came and sat in his and pricklebutts patch.

Licked Thornes backside cus... idk homoerotic frustrations. Hi friend.

Then many asleepings horksnoo.

04/10

Found Thorne in the late evening and sat with him after staring at Thais. Doesn't know why but he wanted to go and sniff and be social (because shes in his new territory welcome to lazland take ur ticket) but didnt want to leave his herdfriend.

At some point... magically became a babfoal dont ask questions. Then Thorne became pupfawnbab and they bab'd and it was hella cute romping with Laz' ungainly long legs and everything in miniature.

Said hello to Aine cus look at us we're babu's aren't you impressed, 100% legit candidates for rut. Sat with her after Thorne left.

02/10

UHHHhhhh man i dont even remmeber good....
Thorne sat by some trees. Why you always by these trees (this isnt my territory what are you doing). Hi Aine. Hi Epher. Man your face is weird son. Do you know theres wax all over your back? Killed Epher. Except not. Thorne go off, too laze go with.
JK went with later. Sniff Rhiannon but she asleep. Spar with Thorne. Get poked. DiSLIKE. laze around loudly. Thorne left. Go home, stop by Dravenland first. Hi Aine I'm back. Hi Draven, hi weird stag.
Oh look a Gia. Go say hi to her. Awkwardness ensued because how do I talk to women or play with fragile deer 1/3rd my size. Went home.

28/09

Hung around with thornebutt. Stared at everyone who came near cus this my spot I decided this it mine neigh. Painted his sleepy BFF with stripes and spots before gorging self on mushrooms and wandering about when the red stag fell asleep. Sat in the water with a young doe with a ram skull on her head (forgot name whoops) because water sitting is nice.

27/09/14

Had been away for a while OR WHEN HE WAS IN LAZY JACK NEVER UPDATED ON ACCOUNT OF BEING A HUGE WEEGLO. But basically last night was all about hi Thorne lettuce be HUGE HOMOS no homo tho. Chewed, bumped, play-kicked and dribbled water all over his bff cus they friends forever, the smell of all these deer hormones tho blech.

Already felt like a feroCIOUS STALLION RR!

30/06-02/07

I keep going to bed exhausted or ill so I forget to update, but mostly spending time with his BIG BUBBY PRICKLEBUTT. And also Rose has been around hi kitty cat.

Yes I am an obese horse who doesn't play I don't want to play no.

Pretty much a lot of sitting around. Thorne left to go and talk to Dollface, Laz hurhrurhur'd (because he approves this ship) and watched from a distance, before plodding off back to his base tree to give them some privacy and waited for his friend to come to him so he could ask how it went, but the pricklebutt never came back to him. Ah well.

Started working on a necklace for the demoness Lilu in return for all the lovely gifts she had given him. Thought more about what she said about advertising, perhaps he would tell Thorne about her, or Decha even.

Wondered where Decha had got to actually, but felt silly for thinking about him... her... them?? In such a clingy way. Couldn't deny he wanted the little deer in his herd as a permanent fixture. Hopefully if he was chill he could introduce them to Thorne and Rose and everything would be really chill.

Oh no emotions about Old Man weeehhhhhh.

Past Week 20/06 - 27/06

Was taken on a long walk by Decha out of the forest and away. It was a long walk and mostly in silence side by side.

They talked mostly about hair/hygene, comparing methods and style and how Lazarus had to have his head shaved for him, to which the littler male offered to do for him since it was getting pretty long. Gleefully accepted and as they arrived at the spot the little chinaman was aiming for (a dinky little hollow by a long and somewhat shallow lake), he sat down and let Decha work.

As he did, spoke more about the forest inhabitants, their lack of hygene, manners, animalistic nature. Lazarus wasn’t very fond of all the predators around, but spoke fondly of his BFF Thorne. Decha laughed and said it sounded like Laz had a huge crush.

DuDE U CRAY NO HOMO MAN NO HOMO, asides Thorne’s type is tiny thin deer things not big bara horses, and PSH IM NOT INTERESTED ANYWAY WOTEVR.

Decha called him a liar. Laughed it off light heartedly since the smaller male managed to say it disarmingly though did bring up the sore topic of Thornes latest endeavours. Switched to ULTRA-BETCH MODE NYOOOm and spoke lots of horrid things about Eleanor, may have exaggerated while the smaller deer combed his tail and Laz tenderly nibbled at their backfluff (while taking lengthy breaks to exclaim what a terrible wicked animal she was).

Resumed walking around together after that, felt a little happier with them both since Decha nodded along to his story than brushing him off (or trying to talk logic) and agreeing she sounded awful. Then Decha licked his thigh/rump muscle.

Wat the fack wat. The littler male laughed and told him that he was just seeing if he tasted the same because one time he ate a horse. WAT THE FAK WAT. Was told the tale that eventually ended in weepy tears while Laz looked on in horror. Laz confirmed his absolute vegetarianism except when he found a dead thing while younger and licked the blood for the tangy taste. That was supposed to be a secret but he has an innate desire for salts and minerals so.

Talked more but about less interesting things, before curling up together for the night. When they awoke in the morning, many stretching and grooming before leaving to find a good place to get food. Ended up devouring some fruit trees and berry bushes before Laz started grazing and Decha had a rest.

Tried to ignore the smaller animal giving him the eyes. The bedroom eyes. I see you giving me those eyes. Heueheue stahp. No homo. But all was lost when he got up, walked over and started pressing up against him, which in turn started setting off Lazarus’ horse instincts the more the smaller one acted like... well like a mare.

Decha was being a little minx by then, encouraging him and not minding his I AM STALLION HEAR MY NEIGH act, even when he started pushing his face into his and nudging himmm and throwing his leg over his back/shoving him.

After deciding the littler male could take his weight, dragged him into the correct position and did the do. Laz had never mated to a deer before, and it was very awkward keeping himself in-line and would have been perturbed by the noises the littler male was making if it wasn’t for the haze of feral instincts.

Came to the slow realisation that things were not as they seemed. Shoved his head under Decha’s tail and whoop there it is, all the parts. GOD DAMN IT I BOINKED A HALF LADY. Sorta freaked out that ‘he’ was actually somewhat a ‘she’.

Outright asked if they were a boy or a girl and was told ‘Neither, I’m both’, sorta freaked out at that point, snorty head toss you lied to me I was lied to my boner also lied to me. Told Decha Laz thought they were a boy and they continued to try and explain the predicament. Sorta grossed out at that point but the smaller deer calmed him down with soft words.

Even played a trick on him by insinuating he wasn’t entirely male either. DID NOT LIKE THAT NO girls are gross you’re a gross tricksy person Decha. But they licked him and he begrudgingly licked back because hey I just did the frickyfricky i want to sleep.

Probably fell asleep beside them again, and after they awoke spoke a little more about it since he couldn’t deny that he enjoyed it, but came to the realisation if he did the do with the girl part wouldn’t that mean babies?

Was reassured that Decha couldn’t have babies, that they had been impregnated a few times but lost the child before it ever came near being developed. That was enough to pause the rambling horse in his tracks as he shot a curious and strangely pitying look over at Decha. Laz was never good with emotions (reasons to be explained later) but it evoked a sense of overwhelming sympathy since Koratl valued family and the ability to make family so high. Sorta tied in to why Lazarus refused to admit he was gay but I digress;

Decha just shrugged it off, but at least it silenced Laz’ constant babbling and questions. Started their walk home in silence.

05/05/14

Woke up a few hours with a raging hangover headache and a dry mouth to find Decha there. Staring at him. Wow.
Was aware he looked a right state so sort of smiled bleakly as the small 'male' cursed him gently for making him have to have a bath again.
Stumbled with him to the pond for a drink and to wash himself off to look a little less like a bedraggled rat, and was offered again to leave the forest with Decha to explore and see more of the area. Agreed to it though didn't really have much energy.
Followed the deer out of the forest and away, only casting one glance behind him for his herd members, even though he said goodbye to Thorne he didn't manage to say goodbye to Rose, and felt a somewhat uncomfortable twang about OldMan when here he was following an attractive male away from public eye.
Went regardless, and tried to push it from his mind.

04/05/14

Tended his necklaces and set off towards the long grasses to look for feathers to use in his crafts but was stopped on the way by Thorne. This isn't what it looks like I swear no homo man. But eventually caved and told him yeah he'd been making necklaces for his friends, and that this one was his. Draped it on his antler.
Was quite proud of his work, and more-so that Thorne appreciated his hard work. But he still wanted to find some feathers to finish it off, so after telling the red stag that he was going to be leaving the forest with Decha (whom he'd been spending a lot of time with but RP timelines confuse the Jacklo) but didn't quite know where he was going.
Continued up towards his goal but got distracted by the sight of the demoness/incubus Lilu, and her tail. He wanted to ask about her feathers but her smell... She smelt like the council room of his home tribe, the room they'd gather in for social events and in general sinning, and oh so faintly of one individual he was trying to push entirely from his mind.
This scared him and he required coaxing closer, but once she managed to settle him he spoke to her about feathers and now owes her a necklace for the feathers in return. But happened to mention how much he wanted to smoke/drink and couldn't since this was not his homeland, and thus the demoness gifted him a bowl of sweet alcohol, and then furthermore a bong and some sort of plant material to smoke with. Absolutely overjoyed, especially as she gave it to him 'for free' in return for 'advertisement'.
Drank all the booze and leered off gleefully to blaze it with Thorne. Got off their faces. May have burbled that he LOOOOVVED HIMMM 5ver no thorn srs nO SRS I LOV U.
Licked the stags chest. Sort of wiggled his brows at him inappropriately but the smaller male didn't notice. Probably would have put a move on him if he could even sit up, but he was both drunk and stoned and couldn't sit up.
Eventually Thorne stumbled off, probably to hunt. Lazarus lay on his side laughing for no reason, before eventually standing and wobbling back to his own tree.
Vomited all over his tree.
Passed out at the base of the tree.
Lay there unattractively.

31/05/14

Very much missing the luxuries of his homeland now, had learnt to cope and sleep not on lush pillows surrounded by familiarity but was now wishing more than anything there were ways he could blow off steam. Like alcohol. Or drugs. Or finding someone attractive to do the wigglewaggle with without it being a reoccurring thing. Or even having to see them again.
Perhaps if he had knowledge of the human world he'd had envied those who could make the trip, but since he did not was content to lie like a long black tube and want for things he could not have.
The fight with Adaeze was still lingering in his system, the memories pushed away but the hormonal buzzing more noisy and weighty upon him. Probably from the stress of the nightmare that continued to remind him of just why he was here in the first place, no matter how hard he tried he couldn't stop thinking back to it.
Worked on the necklaces more, but felt more like getting absolutely ratted.

30/05/14

Sat in Era's sunspot because its mine now ahahah victorious pone. Ate some of the flowers and wandered off to find some reeds to start work on another necklace. He doubted he'd ever see the old male stag of which he was so fond again, or more so that he'd ever draw up the courage to present the necklace he'd made for him to him. A friend necklace. For friends. No homo.
It'd be rude to pass it on to someone else though, since he'd made it with the old man in mind, and so gathered many reeds and fine twigs and started on the basic frame for two more.
After he was done, hid them away in his little stash by his tree and returned to the sunspot. Was approached by the other stallion Ada but only glared with as much acidicy as he could muster, pinning his ears and snorting.
The paler male had the audacity to taunt him, so Lazarus charged at him and bit a few times, but they mainly lashed out with their forehooves. Most blows meant naught, for the 'feral stallion' within him was fairly quiet compared to last time, so at the first break Laz turned and walked away angrily, wanting no more to do with it.
Mooched around on the idol's hill, before returning to his usual patch after the other horse left. Sat by his tree for emotional support, and distracted himself by bloodying his mouth biting into the same roots he'd mauled when stressed about Thorne.
Could only keep it up for so long and soon drifted off into a dreamfilled sleep, things he'd said or done and places he'd been, but soon found them twisted into nightmares at the 'hands' of Kyrian the nightmare stallion, who had come over to Laz to feed from the fear he installed through the imagery. Probably kicked out at the black beast a few times as he tried to run, fitful in his slumber, but after the other beast was full he was soon left alone, and remained in a quiet and this time dreamless state.

26/05/14

Hi roes hi. Roes nice.
Followed her to the playground and ended up making awkward eyes with Thorne. He was giving the glares but Lazarus just stared at him emptily. Eventually got up and walked over and sniffed. Sniffed his shoulder and got all tense, ready to kick out at him if shit went down.
It didn't, so he chose to mouth the other and then lightly squeeze him/bite him to see what he'd do. Apparently he could push him pretty far so he let him move away and thought about what to say to him. But then he got spat on.
Gross, angry horse noises angry angry snort. Went back to Rose and stared at her and her weirdo company, before stalking after the stag again. Stalky stalky. Then ran/trot at him and neighed in his face. Don't spit at me you gross monster.
Then Thorne was mad that Laz was trying to be friendly when they were supposed to be fighting. Laz got mad he wasn't letting him be friends (since Koratl tend not to have a concept of unfriending-for-long-periods, friendships tend to be 5vr) and they argued sommore. Eventually got the stag to stop asking about his past BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOING TO TELL YOU OK.
An uneasy truce was at least gained, and he apologised in his own way by licking/mouthing the red males nose and head and eventually licking his ear because male bonding.
Thorne left however to sleep, and Lazarus was joined by an unusual birdy looking effeminate male called Decha. Decha spoke of places he didn't understand (like "China") and noticed a tick on the horses neck. Horrified to the extreme for a big vain creature like him to have bugs, allowed them to be removed and even for the stranger to take him to the pond and cover him in mud if it meant getting clean all over.
Appreciated it regardless. Went back to Rose for soppy horse cuddles before going to a sunspot to sleep and dry off.

25/04/14

Lay around in the sunshine, was at somepoint joined by Rose. Neigh Neigh lady frien. Slept and mostly stayed silent and sedimentary eating flowers and getting fatter. Woke up at some point because suddenly Erazmes. ANGRY NOISES.
With back up now, so tried to frighten the crazy away by being A TERRIFYING STALLION REAR REAR WHINNY HORSE NOISE. But he wasn't frightened of him, not at all, instead he liked it and fought back and staBBED LAZ IN THE CHEST.
Deers have pointers oh yeah. Backed up snorting angrily but Rose was his back up and she went every flavour of crazy on him.
Yeah take that, you go kitty go go go!
...
Okay they've been fighting for a long time.
...
Rose you're getting really hurt.
...
Rose stop pleebs. Roes. ROOOES.
Attempted to part the two but couldn't really do much no matter how much he shouted or tried to shove them apart. Contemplated leaving them to it but however selfish he was he did care about Rose and would at least try and shield her (despite stepping out of the fight the minute he got hurt).
They separated finally and he scolded the cheetah for being so reckless especially since the crazy wasn't even worth it. She snapped back and then went to sit somewhere quiet, so the stallion followed and carefully licked her wounds tho you so dum woman so dum.

24/04/14

Paced around his little area before awakening to the sound of constant mooing, decided to go closer and have a look to see a mini (Eiji) trying to defend a massive stag (Erazmes) from an accountless. Amused enough to stand and watch but didn't react when the pair left (to get Eiji's pelt back, but shh shh).
Took their sunspot because he felt like it, but apparently they weren't done with it and came back. He stared. They stared. He stared louder because he wasn't expecting that. More staring. A million years of staring. The mini stag sniffed at him and threw some words but the stallion didn't care, he was what could be considered as emotionally compromised and he wanted him to shut up and go away.
Considered kicking the little guy since he was behind him, but he hadn't really done anything wrong so went back to staring at the bigger male. If he was in more ways normal he might have made an effort to be friendly, quite wishing for friends more his size for rough-n-tumbls, but right now he just gave a glare.
Era decided he wanted his spot back, or possibly that he wanted to wind the horse up, and danced around him. Lazarus tolerated it for a few moments before kicking out and bolting away a pace, before whirling and rearing in irritation.
The other stag laughed, in that crazy fashion that Lazarus had never heard before but only made him feel angrier that he was being mocked. I am a fierce, giant stallion dont you laugh at me! Rear rear horse noise x2.
Eiji stepped in again and he was literally about to headbutt/toss the small male out the way and kick out at Erazmes again, but stopped to consider the bigger's irregular tines and erratic behaviour. Probably not wise. After a million years more staring he huffed with a disinterested comment and moved away to the water, plucking a dragonfly off a reed before wading into the water to feed it to one of the fishes.
Repeated the action a few times, since feeding the fish comforted him and he enjoyed the cool water around his body. He stood for a long time up to his neck and sighing mopily, before moving back to his tree.

23/04/14

Hadn't really moved from his tree all night, just moping and rubbing his head on the bark until he'd rubbed his neck fur down rather painfully short. Was otherwise minding his own business when Eleanor appeared, tearing a fish apart in front of him. Shot her a disgusted look and moved away to his flower patch when she started loitering closer.
Finally snapped and asked her what she was trying to prove, to which she replied nothing but refused to go away when he told her to. Lazarus was pretty pissed to begin with, and at her mocking turned it upon her and mocked her back, implying she meant nothing to Thorne anyway (as he had tried to tell him) and that she was stupid and but a little girl.
She snapped and attacked him, biting into the side of his soft, thin-skinned stomach and leaving a pretty nasty bite (and a few scratches), he hoofed her butt in retaliation but as she swung around to stab him, kicked out savagely.
Wounded the little wolf, and sent her on her way aggressively. Flumped back into his flower patch just as Rose arrived. Half-heartedly filled her in on the details and let her clean his wound for him but mostly lay on his side and wheezed as she logiced him. Dammit girl stop making sense.
Thorne appeared, he was slightly relieved to see him hoping he was coming to check up on him but no, he just wanted to know what happened to his precious bitch and what Laz had said to upset her, like she was but an innocent by-stander.
Bristled up, blamed Thorne for sending her after him to which the stag laughed and the stallions mood worsened. Didn't have the emotional energy to keep at it though, and just wished he'd go away and leave him alone.
The stag persisted though, and eventually Laz caved enough to apologise for how he'd spoken to him yesterday, but not what was said. He even tried to lighten the mood by talking about the necklace he'd made (since Koratl give gifts to their friends almost obsessively, as a big part of their culture) but accidentally let it slip he no longer had a family/herd mark to use with it. Luckily Thorne didn't pick up on it, and after more quiet words Lazarus tried to hug him for comfort.
All too soon he wanted to leave to go and check up on that monster, didn't know what to do but watch him go and slunk off to go find some berries to use as a paste for his bite.
The stag came back, and Lazarus finally asked what was going to happen now, and that perhaps they should still distance themselves from each other. Thorne at first seemed suprised that he'd said it, but as Lazarus mentioned their possibility for pups (not knowing that Ele was infertile) and still feeling that the stag didn't care for anyone as much as he cared about her he turned hostile again and only confirmed it.
Wished Thorne would stop asking such difficult questions. He hated Eleanor because she was a terrible person and all the things he hated, but had difficulty just ignoring her with his bff because of his own, private reasons. Tried to liken it to one of the red males own experiences but he only said something more cutting.
Came to the conclusion that his friend never cared about his emotions through this, he just wanted him to shut up and stop complaining about it. So he tried, he agreed to stop complaining about it though he already felt like his heart had been whacked with a sledgehammer. But that seemed like the wrong thing to do and Thorne left again in more anger.
It hurt, it hurt so bad he started to cry and he hadn't cried since he was a tween. Was forcing himself to pull a cold, hard slab over his fluffbox and cut his bond with the stag, Thorne didn't want him at all and that was clear.
Cried on Rose when she came near, she cried on him. Cried on each other. Big stupid animal babies.
After they calmed down, the feline scented a smell that hadn't been around in so long, sort of followed her and tried not to put too much hope on it but indeed it was OldMan down by the pond. Watched emptily as Rose and he greeted.
Promptly started crying again, this time sobby sniffles since he was really, really overcome at that point. He couldn't help but feel angry for his absence when Laz felt like he needed him, but so overwhelmingly relieved he was okay and doing fine on his own.
Couldn't return his nuzzles, could hardly function past standing their emptily with tears gushing down his face like the loser he was.
Decided to return to solitude, and moved back into the deep forest.

22/04/14

Lay on his side in the flower patch eating the flowers until Thorne came along. Had been dwelling on it all day and finally decided to say something. Told him point blank that he hated Thornes new mate and much preferred the pink male, or essentially any other company he kept. Acted like this might sway his friends choices but instead was hit with harsh words, to which he retaliated forthwith with triple the spite and superiority.
The red stag brought up his romp with Ada when he called him out on messing with the wolf females emotions, but he affirmed that he'd cut ties with the other horse to avoid situations like that for his own reasons.
Grew worse with his insults and cutting words the more his frustration grew, couldn't explain to him why he hated them together so much without bringing up things from his own past, so continued to enthuse how much of a terrible, horrid creature she was.
Eventually came to the conclusion that Thorne didn't want his friendship anymore and vastly preferred hers, so he sent him away so they could go and be happy and make babies together and it wouldn't concern him.
Couldn't help but feel the sinking feeling as his once best friend left him, looked over his shoulder a little like a wounded dog though he had totally brought it upon himself by being a stupendously big whiny baby. Hadn't really felt this alone since he came to the forest, and didn't really know what to do with himself now he was.
Went down to his tree and picked up the necklace thing. Wanted to destroy it for what it stood for but couldn't bring himself to do anything about it. Went back to staring until he spotted the pair in the pond.
Classy, got to stare at them venomously from his spot until Thorne shot off and Eleanor dared to walk the other way around the pond and he watched her, ready to get to his hooves if she dared try and talk to him about this, go to your man bitch HMPH. Luckily she sort of spotted him and veered off, which was good since Laz really didn't have the emotional capacity to rationalise right now and would have probably made things worse by shouting at her.
As he watched her walk away the sinking feeling came back, like he'd lost a fight he didn't realise he was still having, and took it out by biting at the tree's root until his teeth were sore in his gums and he slumped against the stripped bark with an exasperated sigh, wishing the ground would open up and suck him in for a while.

21/04/14

Wandered around, picked up that necklace he made a few months ago and walked around with it idly. Was supposed to be a fRIENDSHIP GIFT but hes a big shy loser and hasn't really seen anyone else wearing jewelry or items. Perhaps it wouldn't be well received?
Moved it closer to the sunspot he's been frequenting and moped like the big sulky horse he was about what he'd told Thorne. Made the decision to avoid contact with other male horses, especially Adaeze, until he got this under control. He couldn't afford a slip-up like this, no homo tho.
Apparently it had managed to wind him up about everything that he took it out on a tree, rubbing against the sapling until it broke and then sort of halfheartedly kicked it around a bit. Everything sucked and he felt like shit especially for how he acted towards Thornes new girl, but rather than admit he was in the wrong he just dwelled on it until it became aggressive anger and he FLIPPED THE SHIT OUT OF THAT SAPLING TRUNK YEAH TAKE THAT.
Listened to it thunk a short distance away and he huffed, pleased with himself, before lapsing back into "now what"-'s.
Forced himself not to think about OM, decided to wonder where Rose had gone and if she was looking out for herself alright, and if Yrona would still remember him if he found her again? She was nice.
Obviously he had to find people his own size and such to hang around with. But how do when being around boy horses brings out the homo?? ur so fecked.
Went into ultra-mope. I can b miserablo if i wanna.

20/04/14

I forgot what that update below was about now ohwell.
Anyway sat around in his sun patch despite my fickle internet. Roused to the sight of Thorne in the distance with a small wolf-like female. Recognized her instantly as the one that fought with the female elk and its weirdly-cat-like fawn which he and Thorne intervened with. Had already taken a dislike to her, so freaked out when she came closer.
Threatened her with rearings and head shaking/snorting, sHE PERSISTETH. Kicked out at her in anger while his friend looked on in confusion. Mooched off to get a drink and settle a little since he was panichorse now. Came back and tried to sit in his usual sun spot but she came back round again trying to make peace with some grass.
And then she talked about eating meat and Lazarus gave her the death glare. Only scowled as she and Thorne romped around in front of him before he decided he'd had enough and walked off. Went to another sun patch further up but was later joined by the reddish stag again. Expressed his distaste because hes a little paddypants weeglo though his bff is also a predator, it'd take time for him to cool off enough to let her closer to him. Thorne shrugged it off and said that Laz could beat her three times as hard as she could him, but WEH THORNE WEH.
Eventually moved on from that topic, even bothered by a clingy red fawn that slunk around his hooves (and made him more panic that he might accidentally trod on the little thing, but had no parental instincts going for him right now so for the most part ignored it). Got sniffed by Umay, did not want, put his bff between them because watr friends 4.
Afterwards got on to the topic of what happened last month, tried to avoid it feverishly but eventually the stag got Laz to admit he did the bonkbonk with the other stallion. Denied his homosexuality repeatedly though he was encouraged just to let it go. MAN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND SHUTUPSHUTUP.
Lead him away to a sunspot so they could nap, wordlessly because fatpony is sulking.

14/03/14

No Lazarus no you can't hump everyONE STOP IT NO.
-update coming later, will +Ansel too-

13/03/14

Sat around in a sunny patch until the thirst got the better of him and he might as well head to the pond to drink enough to drown a camel. Glanced up to see he'd been joined by the "little pink" that Thorne had taken a liking to. Gladly accepted his company and attempted to romp (excuse my game having a bit of a seizure). But Laz is a big fat fatty and couldn't keep it going very long, especially as his play would be far too rough for such a delicate little thing.
Lead him over to the sun spot and enjoyed the polite and quiet company. Sort of drifted off and awoke to find Dollface gone. Felt sorta bad he didn't say goodbye and sort of halfheartedly went looking for him but just ended up in another sun patch.
Got approached by Adaeze again and got up to greet. Refused the invitation to play after an initial romp. Nibbled each other and then Ada tried to snake him. Heck no i snek u. Snek snek snek. Snaked each other. Then tensions got a little high and a not-so-impressive fight of stomping and horse noises and a bit of kicking and biting. Which for two stallions wasn't that bad.
Forgave him ("wusn' rly a fite") and then more playing and shoving around. Sort of had a dominance thing and let himself get mounted for like 0.5 of a second before kicking out at the smaller male like HECK NO. NO HOMO.
Squinty staring and then came back to sniff his face and whicker. Like a mare. But not homo. Which was encouragement for the other stallion to try again so Laz KICKED HIM IN THE DICK AGAIN. More squinting.
Snaked him to nowhere again just to reassert self and then Laz tried. And got kicked. In the dick. But then more mare-y face sniffing and hey jk ur cool but no homo.
Let Adaeze do the thing. Squinted at him the whole time as a sort of mixed messages like I'm taking it because i enjoy it but YOU CAN'T KNOW I'M ENJOYING IT. Refrained from kicking the other stallion when he was done and told him to NEVER TELL ANYONE ESPECIALLY NOT THORNE OR ROES BCCCC
Was sort of solicited in return so he had a go at the honkhonk horse-bonk, and destroyed that butt. Cuddled and smoochied the face afterwards because he a cuddler. Sort of followed Ada around and poured nibbles and groomings on him. Doesn't think its anything serious beyond physical desire but enjoys the concept of another horse to roughhouse with.

11/03/14

Was sat in a sun spot near the pond being fat and grooming his back when he saw something very interesting, another horse-person like him. Got to his hoobs and followed, doing a little bit of stalking when the other was getting a drink but it wasn't hard to notice him, the giant stallion half wedged behind a tree.
Called out to the other about the mark, as he assumed it was one of his own people finally realising their mistake and coming to fetch him. It wasn't, but they had a nice talk anyway. Sniffed the other all over and couldn't quite discern what to make of them. Identifies them as male, and knows their name as Adaeze but butchered it into Addah/Adder.
Whether it was intentional or not, they fluffed his ego something fierce and Lazarus got kind of full of himself, and what started as an excuse to finally play rough with someone his own size sort of flipped into full on horse hormone mode and started expressing his not so secret feral side.
Did the psyche-whinny game, shoved and pushed the other. Whinny whinny head toss ye ye.
Then Rose appeared and papped his butt. Sniffed her and yes yes good yes COME MEET FRIEND YES showed Rose to Ada. Ada tried to move away so Lazarus snaked him back to the herd.
Then he flehehehehehehemened and tossed his head, bouncing on his front hooves and acting like a proper stallion which was another fluff to his ego. Thorne turned up just as Laz was testing the waters and trying to put his weight on Ada, but it distracted the fat horse enough to go over and greet him excitedly and showed them to each other.
Rose had been nothing but encouraging at this point and Laz was getting slightly out of control with his libido and attitude.
The same happened again when Ada got a lil spooked and then Laz tried to snake Thorne this time, much to his annoyance, and no matter how many times he nipped his legs or butt the stag wouldn't listen and even turned his antlers on him. Irritated but not surprised by the action the mustachio'd one went back to dominating the other horse because tbh he doesn't get any excuse to dominate anything and it gives him the dokis.
Thorne and Ada kept on challenging each other though, kicking and nipping, and eventually Laz (after nibbling everyone) told them in turn to calm down rather bossily/command-ery. It turned into a slight stand off with the other stallion(?) as he pinned his ears and gave a bit of a shove for the sassy tone. Threatened him, which was only because he felt like he could take on a lion right now.
The horse left, and Lazarus returned to the other herd members and stared at Thorne before trying to get him to play with him (by biting and shoving him like he had been doing to the other horse before) but the stag wouldn't give in and quickly assumed that the redhead was hyper/giddy and very lascivious right now, which wasn't entirely untrue.
Calmed down enough to sit down and just smirked at everyone and everything. Smirky butt. Hadn't felt that good in years.

- Add adaeze to relations later, update rose and thorne also jack u lazy fuck.

08/03/14

Was sleeping in the long grasses when he felt himself getting climbed all over. Neigh Thorne NEIGH NEIGH. Sniffed and cuddled his stupid face because bros. Gang-sniffed a white deer before following his bff over to stare at the predator from before. Nervous horse sounds but trusted the red stag that he wouldn't get Lazarus mauled.
AND THEN HE STARED AWKWARDLY FOR AGES BECAUSE NOONE TOLD ME THEY WERE TALKING TO EACH OTHER AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE JUST STARING >BC
Then attention was given to him. Thorne asked where he'd been. Where I always am foo' where you been. Told he was off getting honkhonk, Lazarus assumed it was the smaller pink stag from before but apparently not, and they were not as in love as he thought. Thought his friends crush on the other pink one was very sweet, but this emotion was quickly overridden into giga-protective mode when the other started asking about his sexuality after Laz mentioned he'd never been in a romantic relationship before.
Protested strongly he wasn't interested in males, may have accidentally offended the other when he said it wasn't natural. He didn't mind who Thorn took as his mate but I'M NOT GAY YOU CAN'T PROVE IT LA LA LA.
Then he went and sat down so Laz sat beside him and groomed his butt while jack drew some dicks.

01/02/14

Lazied around making his necklace-headdress-beady-thing. Its not very pretty but hes essentially done with it now. Thorne appeared, gave him some bro hugs and settled down with him, but sat on the beads to avoid awkward questions. Enjoyed the quiet company until Thorne got up in arms about something, and like the sheep he was followed him.
Turned out to be a bit of a spat between some females, he didn't really understand why his red companion cared to intervene but when he did Lazarus followed, facing the little wolf creature and giving some threatening horse noises. U come here i bite u. U come at me i kik u. Hors Hors Hors.
Eventually the predator thing got bored and he left, so Lazarus awkwardly groomed his own shoulders while Thorne stared over at the pair.
Didn't really understand anything that had gone on, but not so soon after they returned to the tree and he settled down happily.

31/01/14

Jewelry thing coming along quite nicely. Avoiding putting skulls or bones or black feathers on for fear of offense (THOSE ARE BAD THINGS FOR THE KORATL), and so can't really find a good centerpiece for it. Right now its beads and small stones hes managed to tie on.
Left his work and wandered down to the pond, having a little singalong with himself to keep his spirits up, witnessed a doe having a drink and for a while paused to admire her odd shape, it'd been a long time since he'd seen something so thin and dainty since leaving his warmer homeland. Hadn't really realized he'd been staring rather creepily until she noticed him.
Shuffled away but tried not to make a big deal out of it by watching her out of curiosity, what an odd and skittish/bouncy female? Confused with and didn't really understand her very well but she seemed harmless enough. Said hello, had a sniff or two and wandered away to bury his lil gift safely in its spot ((while I had a shark-fishing-contest on ACNL ahah)) before wandering back and asking to sit with the doe.
Well she promptly sat down so he guessed that meant he was invited too. Did so until she left.

28/01/14

Note to self, change title. ALWAYS FORGETTING TO UPDATE ONLINE/OFFLINE STATUS.
Today took a long swim in the pond though it made him all cold, to compensate rolled in the blue bowl and covered himself in mud and dirt and berries. Really unattractive. Ate a lot of the berries before setting about his task and looking for small stones and pretty objects to thread together for a certain kind of jewelry-esque item to give to a certain friend.
Already made a string for it out of dried plant stems, started off with some snail shells. Needs more pretties, looking a bit macabre.
Wandered around and gained a few dried seed husks for his little project, strung them onto the piece and then left it in a flower patch hidden for safe keeping.
Met a lone stag that felt vaugely déjà vu. Asked to sit with him and quietly enjoyed his company, though a little taken aback when he gave him a bit of a rub when it was time to say goodbye.

18/01/14

Slept in the shade of a willow tree until some noisy fawns woke him up. Didn't want them gravitating over and using him as a peltbase so he got up to wander around. Smelt Thorne, rushed him and refrained from glomping him to instead bump faces and WHINNY RIGHT IN HIS EAR AW YE. Wondered where his little guy had gone, was told he just left about ten minutes ago. Woops. Was gunna give him some eyebrow wiggling when Thorne mentioned something about OM and he got all "hurrdurr" at him.
Went to find the guy, apparently at the ruins. Ended up getting really ashamed about just how excited and tail-swishy he got about it and was so paranoid about Thorne saying anything he couldn't even bring himself to walk closer with them, something that perplexed the red stag.
Kept up his hurt puppy stare as he cursed himself over and over in his head, he had to be cool and collective, he wasn't some stupid teenager anymore this was ridiculous and it had to stop. Even with some spikey antlers in his butt trying to push him closer.
Was lead to the playground's cave and he eyed it anxiously. Felt a little too enclosed for the big guy so he opted to sit on the outside of it. When the red stag left, sort of poked his head in to paw the space he'd been in before returning to his previous spot. After another hour moved back closer to the pond but couldn't bring himself to be as cushy as he wanted to be. Stupid fat horse with stupid emotions.

10/12/13

Wandered down from his hidey spot in the blue bowl down to the water to get a drink. Noticed the stag he'd chanced upon earlier in the week, Lucius but didn't bother going over. He'd seen him with many others and he seemed to be busy conversing at the time also.
Turned his attention back to drinking only to look up and find them a lot closer. Spooked and backed up the back a little, huffing and snorting. Was sniffed by Lucius but was now in high alert, turned his wide eyed stare over at the red stags companion, a skull faced with frightening teeth. Nononostaythere. Didn't know how to none-aggressively ask him to keep his distance so just sort of... ran away.
Returned to hiding in the bowl for a bit until he got thirsty again, truthfully he didn't need this amount of fluids but walking to and from his spots made him warmer and gave him the chance to look around for anyone worth talking to.
Heard rustling in the tree, looked up and spotted something green and moving. Reared up to get a closer look and even tried to neigh it out its spot. Turned out to be a feline creature he'd seen around a few times before, named Zhain. Tried to ask him if he was okay, if he was stuck and if he needed help (though Lazarus didn't know how he could help exactly). Zhain seemed fine, so Lazarus gave up and turned to head off into the trees to be a sad sack of potatters.
Zhain apparently followed (and eluded the stallion a few times) and then they stopped and many sniffs were given. Was not very comfortable with the cat darting around him like such but lead it to the bowl again anyway, settled down not really caring if the male followed or didn't. Turned out he did but glanced up after hiding his head in the grasses to see the red stag from the water had come to talk to the green cat.
Got up and walked off, relinquishing his hidey spot to them and mooched for yet another drink. More moping around, wandered to his spot again to check it and see that they were gone. Didn't understand why he felt suck a sinking feeling when he was the one who left in the first place. Rolled around in the grasses getting covered in squished berries, dirt and moss but it took his mind off things for a while. Rolling back over he thought he should probably brave the cold water and wash it off, that way he could focus on how cold he was instead of this stupid moping.
As he came back though noticed the green kitty was under the tree from the afternoon. Decided not to question if the talk had gone sour or something and just went and sat a respectable distance from the male, allowing him to shift slowly closer until they were on either side of the tree.
The cat left after a while, and saddy-mc-lumpy-tater-sack mooched over to a hill outside the playground and sang to himself for a while. Briefly met Lionel but the little guy only seemed to get all skittery before darting off. Sighed.
Back to the pond again. Decided to stop being so negative because it sucks, started giving himself a pep talk. He has no real issues with his own appearance so he pepped the frickity frack out of that while staring into the pond. Aw ye you sexy but you got no friends, all your other friends left for the winter. Yo so cold and alone but yo moustache naice.
Infinite sighing, realised he was being watched by ... the fawn... version of a deer he'd met before? Regardless greeted the mini Ird and was invited to sit in the mud with them. Okay I sit in the cold mud wid u small jam-leaking-from-eyes child.

09/12/13

Finally something worth reporting ahahah. Met Apocalypse for the first time and had a polite sit with her, left for a while (other player crashed 8n8) but came back to help her help some deer else get their antlers. Pleased with himself. Went down to the water to drink and spotted a tiny fawn in the reeds. Wanted to sniff the little thing but it was too jumpy.
How do children
Tried again, little thing skittered back.
Constantly looked back at Apocalypse as if for support, having a bemused look upon his face. Walked around her to see what she'd do. She sniffed Peregryn and then Lazarus had a sniff and many sniffings. Its a good job he's never going to be a dad he'd just be all "how do."
Settled on the shore with the doe and sang to himself quietly, slightly afraid that if he didn't he'd forget the words. Eventually 'Cal left for the evening and he bid her goodnight. Wandered off around the forest trying to find some familiar faces, still quietly singing to himself. Got that horrible lumpy throat feeling the more he thought about his missing herd-members and the prospect of heading away for the winter. It was already ridiculously cold for him. Couldn't find anyone. Slumped in a spot overlooking the pond.
Tried to approach the little fawn and its green-pelted companion but they wouldn't respond, so he sat near to them and waited but he guessed he must have frightened them. Slunk off feeling a little low.

25>/11/13

Mostly spent the day alone wandering back and forth. Was investigated by Reate but couldn't understand the strange hybrid creature. Practiced a little more painting but felt apathetic and listless about it, couldn't manage anything more than to crush up some berries and clay-like soil into a paste before just leaving it there at the base of the tree.
Scratched himself on the playground rocks before coming across another stag named Lucius i guess but right now its unlikely Lazarus even bothered to ask his name, rather can he sit in this sunny patch and thank-you-very-much-sir.
Hung his head on the ground like a big fat sad dog. Awoke to the feeling of fawns bothering his rear. Then went the great task of removing the little blighters from their company. Really wasn't in the mood for playing daycare today. After some sneaky hiding in the pond (and trying to learn how to sit on the water to which Jack epicly fails at) they were once again just the two, and sat in another warm spot. Though Lazarus was about as communicative or interesting as a rock.

19/11/13

*UHH All i remember is he hung around with Eyvin and then he tried to get him to say hello to Poseidon but Laz was having none of it and accidentally reared and then bucked out at Eyv when he tried to push him closer. Ran off and fell in a heap feeling a little guilty but then Eyv found him again and didn't seem that mithered.*

15/11/2013

Still cold but coped with washing off his berry juice in the streamn. Sleeping in it made his coat all sticky and even after a wash, groom and rub on a tree he still smells like smushed up berries. Wandered off to find a sunny patch to dry off in.
After a while trotted on back to the pond to drink, made eyes with a stag called Eyvin over the water and moved a little closer slowly as to not startle him. Sniffed, greeted, the smaller male seemed pretty confused when he chuckled at him but eagerly lead him away to a sunny spot to warm up in. Was surprised when he realized he was getting somewhat snuggled up to but didn't mind, thankful for the warmth.
Eventually the stag left, and Lazarus was left alone. Dozed in the sunshine for a while until he grew cold again. Stood and stretched and noticed the scent of his friend.
Thundered down the bank to him and gave a whinny or seventy. Rubbed and sniffed and wiggled/chuckled happily. Eagerly accepted the walk around the forest as it made him feel a little warmer. Sat in a flowerpatch and was happy for the proximity. Slightly wished OM was a big fat lard like him so he could lounge on/against him without crushing the poor fellow. Still, groomed the side of his head and ear(s) though he just started catching the stags long hairs and had to stop. Tried to carefully fold his body around the smaller to absorb the most heat but was frightened of disturbing him so did not.
Then there was the bird. Frowned at bird but as long as it stayed where it was he paid it no heed. Of course it hopped onto the older stag and then a little too close for comfort for the stallion. Irritably he moved and settled on the other side, relinquishing his cosy spot.
After that was joined by a little fawn. Attempted a little forest magic and put a temporary spell on the youngling. It didn't seem too happy about it but kept the spell regardless. It soon settled down and disappeared shortly after Lazarus sat. After this, noticed the bird had gone. Didn't really care, couldn't squeeze back into his original spot without waking the other anyway. TOO FAT.
Essentially the following hours consisted of shifting around, at one point joined by a mini fawn with candles, very cute and polite. After that he was only occasionally getting some water or eating an odd mushroom and then returning to try and snuggle up and retain heat.
Was found by a small fox-creature that seemed intent on wanting to play. Lazarus got up and sniffed it a few times all over but couldn't fathom anything more than a few anxious noises from the tiny thing running around his legs, and a chuckling laugh when it made a fool of itself chasing its own tail around. Still a pleasant little beastie to be fair.
Thought about what he should do when it starts getting colder. Such thin fine fur could really use a rug aroundaboutnow pls. Considered leaving the forest through December, cannot cope in snow.
The thought depressed him a little, buried his nose into OM's fur and sulked. Hoped Thorne would be back by then so he could at least tell him he was going somewhere and not to panic. Not like he got that sort of treatment but honestly he couldn't blame the stag.
Hoped he hadn't left for the winter first.
That'd suck.
Regardless, prodded and neighed the sleeping stag awake just to sort of brohug him to death a few times [[which the forest decided this should be depicted as him rubbing his butt at him well done TEF]] because hes decisively needy right now. [[but its 5am.]]

[[Updated Relations +Bird and +Skuller. Also is it me or does this background image keep breaking BI]]

14/11/13

Cold cold cold. Sunbathed as much as he could and despite getting EVEN FATTER for winter his fur hasn't quite managed the leap yet. As was the woes of coming from an arid and very warm climate. After enough sunbathing he decided to get up and wander around to keep warm. Spotted Skuller, and something in his brain clicked that Skuller was a nice deer and good for company.
SO HE WHINNIED THE FUCK OUT OF HIM.
And then charged over. Skuller seemed pretty excited too and bounced around him. The fat horse attempted to join in but it just involved half-hearted leg lifting and wiggling and occasional wiggly hops. He just too fat okay. Regardless he followed Skuller to the playground and eventually sat to watch him do laps around him (show off) and him climbing the strange shaped rocks (bigger show off). After a while joined by a strange female called Aeterna. She seemed a little spooked by him despite almost being the same size as him. He found this actually quite a pleasant change from being around little deers all the time.
So he watched she and the buck play. Felt mini pangs of regret for being such a fat lard that even galloping after them was becoming taxing. Trotted instead. Watched them romp in the blue bowl so he decided to smother himself in berry juices as a form of paint. Smushed them up, roLLED IN THEM. Highly amused when he noticed Skuller smushing them too. Shouldered his rump to leave a smush splodge right thar aw ye. Didn't think the female would appreciate it so he decided not to.
Constantly flicking his ear out for other friends. Growing concerned about Thorne again. Aeterna left to get a drink and upon her return she and Skuller left to play some more.
Lazarus felt a little like a third wheel. One that didn't turn properly since he just liked to stand around in silence than run and jump around. They'd moved too far off for him to say goodbye so he decided to slip away before they tried to rope him over again just for him to have to say goodbye.

Sat in a berry patch practising painting on himself with a small fern. Managed to get his legs to look decent but his back just looked like a lot of blue slugs had passed that way. DispLEASED. Napped for a while and tried again. Worse result. SIGH.
Sniffed OldMan though, threw himself to his hoofsies and plodded along. Came across the sleeping stag. Nosed him and considered painting on him while he was asleep but didn't really know what to say when he woke up and would inevitably be all "what."
Settled down beside him. Then came the bird. Stared at the bird in distrust but moved over enough without a fuss. When it came to time to go to sleep, only the bird woke up to notice his goodbye. Didn't get a brohug but eh the bird would tell OM where he went. Granted that bird might not speak English or... deer-ish he supposed it did.

27/10/13

Wandered into the forest to find it was raining. Displeased, although it rained a lot where he came from it was usually more humid than cold. Tried to sleep through it under a tree. Was joined by OldMan, giave him a rub and then sat beside him, even cuddling up for another nap.
After a few hours followed him off for a walk through the woods, sort of wished he'd hurry up because fatty is getting wet weh weh.

25/10/13

TODAY HE HUNG OUT WITH A SQUIRREL BECAUSE HES SO GOOD AT MAKING FRIENDS AND HAS SO MANY FRIENDS HE CAN GO HANG OUT WITH.
I dunno who that squirrel was but he appreciated the sentiment.
While I'm at it I'm gunna actually update his bio including his basics, relations and personality.

24/10/2013

Has it really been practically three months since I played this guy? Thats depressing ahaha I love my lazzyspazzy.

Anyway spent the day rubbing trees, mushing up plants to try and find a suitable paint to use as body art again. Wondered if Thornes condition had improved and spent a long time looking for him. Could hardly smell him about anymore but felt somehow content, as if he knew he was alright.

Sniffed out OM, plodded over to see him in the company of another deer so he sat there like the big childish lemon he is. Once noticed though he just sort of AHAHAHIMISSEDYOOOOU'd the poor guy to death (and accidentally blanking the frick out of that albino deer I'm sorry whoever that was ;n;"") and gave him rubs and whinnies galore.

Sat down, but not too close, since mr fatty horse had gotten fatter to get ready for the winter he's practically round lay off the mushrooms you lard.

04/08/2013

Settled by the stream today for some RnR, eventually got up for a wander around. Picked up the scent of OM. Shot off to find him. Not a very good tracker, took a while.

Ecstatically found him though, gave him hugs and whinnies and face-rubs and settled down beside him. Caught the occasional scent of Thorne but couldn't see his other friend.

Eventually spotted him hanging back in the distance, with Arianna. Whinnied him. No reply.

Odd? Whinnied/neighed him again to come over and join them. Eventually went down there to fetch him but he seemed immediately off. Something was wrong with his eye and although he accepted his rubs and nuzzles Lazarus knew something wasn't right.

Coaxed him back up to oldman, hoping the other might know what to do. Whickered Thorne like he was a foal and sat beside him absently chewing at his mane and reassuring him with gentle sounds that he was right there as the other stag seemed to freak at any sound. Babbling about things Laz didn't understand while he cast glances up at the oldest male for his own reassurance.

Kept up reassuring Thorne when the male panicked or when he seemed to be plauged by this imaginary voice of his. Coaxed him to sit with the herd even if he had to tell of Arianna once or twice to keep the environment calm. Player had to leave for the night so calmly assured Thorne he'd be okay, gave him a hug. Rubbed OldMan (ON THE BUTT) for his own reassurance and said goodnight to him too. Neighed to Arianna before wandering off.

25/07/2013

Sniffed out Thorne and OldMan, ecstatic to see them both, gave them a hug/nuzzle each and a bow, settled down beside them. They promptly woke up. Fatty wiggled about happily to see them and gave them more hug/nuzzles and bows and wiggly fattyjiggles. Hugs for everyone he doesn't even care.

??/07/2013

Sat with Thorne while he accompanied Yrona, was happy to see them both. Started the habit of hugging Thorne (BRO HUGS.) Didn't stay long, but gave as much pleasant conversation as he could.

29/06/2013

Found Ariana after fruitlessly following the scent of his older friend. Gave her a happy greeting and didn't mind the little doe curling herself around his legs. Lead her to a sunnyspot so he could sleep and rest, before to the pond, and then to another sunny spot. Kept his ears out for other herd members but rather enjoyed the simplicity of it being just them.

Decided he would go and find some clay paint today, tried to tell Ariana he was leaving but she slept on. Gave her a bit of a nuzzle and wandered off.

26/06/2013

Woke up by a familiar tree in some grass, scratched himself on it greatfully and wandered off. Snuck up on Yrona with a gray stag he didn't recognise. Didn't bother waking the stag (Zash) up to greet him, but bowed to Yrona instead. Sat by the young fawn he was repeatedly seeing instead.

Spotted Thorn in the water, wandered down to greet him, gave him a bro-nuzzle. Brought him and Cualli who was with him over to Yrona and they all sat together for a while, even when Zash and the fawn left. Lurched off when he smelt OM and gave him a bro-nuzzle too though he was asleep so he mostly just nosed him all over.

Flopped down like a fat lard beside him and was joined by Thorn and Yrona again, didn't feel like talking much today so mainly sat in silence, even after the mare and Thorn left. Eventually fell asleep (using OldMan as a pillow because he's like that.) Was awoken by the feeling like he was being watched.

Bird.

Startled he rolled away and backed up like a little girl afraid of a spider. Snorted and reared at the little creature. Does not like bird. Bird turned out to be under a spell and returned to a deer like form. Freaked the flip out, not only was a black bird the sign of death it turned out it could assume a larger form. Still unaccustomed to the forest magic he just sort of "OhOkayAHHAHAHABye" and ran away. Soaked in the pond to calm down a little.

Came back, tried to stay close but really dislikes what the symbolic for the black bird is, frightens him a lot. Rose came near and laughed at him. He sheepishly tried to attach himself to her but she laughed and mocked him and ditched him to stay with OM and the bird.

Forced himself to keep up, but stayed a good width from the avian, much to the kittycats amusement. After a while she accidentally spelled the older male, and ran away after a fit of awkwardness, Lazarus tried to call her back and reassure her but she wouldn't come. Tried to go find her but couldn't keep up with the feline.

Mooched back, before wandering off alone to sleep.

22/06/2013

WHERE YOU THINK YOU GOIN BABY?
HEY I JUST MET YOU
AND THIS IS CRAZY
BUT HERES MY HOOFPRINT.
SO MOO ME MAYBE.

21/06/2013

Okay quick summary so i can write this up tomorrow, sat with OM, happy happy, spoke with Rose a lot, she not very talkative. Less happy. BIRD. DOES NOT LIKE BIRD. AWAY FROM BIRD. spoke rose moar sleep sleep happy happy bird go yes good happy happy talk more happy good 4am shit ok bye.
Lol i dont wanna write this up.

20/06/2013

Found the little doe Eórlien again and sat with her, enjoying her company until he heard two herdmates in the distance. Trotted off to find Thorn and Ariana and joined up with them.

After a while, moved and found a sleeping OM, sat down beside and waited for the rest of the herd. They sat about for a while, long enough for the stallion to fall asleep.

Woke up to a big scuffle, charged over immediately to defend his older friend and kick at the foe. Sick of being involved in fighting already, poor guy. Just kicking and rearing and whinnying for all he was worth, protecting two littler deer (Crier and Lane) and his injured/old/young friends.

After the fighting there was a sense of ease that put the giant at rest, quite liked the new company of Lane and Crier among their herd but felt terrible for poor Thorn. Tried to give him a few nudges and groomings out of comfort. Wished he could do something for him and old man since they did so much for him and his skills were nothing practical.

Settled down, OM got that little bird back. Does not like bird, it creeps him out since he relates it to carrion/dead things and stealing things. Avoid staring at the bird or sitting on the same side.

19/06/2013

Spent most of the afternoon sleeping. Met another sleepy stag named Manka and happily asked to sit with him. Was enjoying his company and about to talk to him more when he heard the little doe Ariana in distress. Bowed a quick goodbye to the stag and ran off to find her.

Comforted her a little despite her confusing him highly, and called Thorn over frantically until the other stag came and they could sit on either side of her like protective statues. Scented Yrona and went to greet her. She didn't seem to want to move so he didn't bother trying to fetch his herd to her or her to them. Luckily they followed and eventually all sat together in a big happy heap.

Feels good to get some mares in this herd truthfully. Kept his ear out for the leader of the ragtag according to Lazarus, and even moped that he couldn't find him. Did eventually sniff him out, ecstatically greeted him before bringing him to the herd and them to him (since he wasn't trotting nearly fast enough).

Herd complete, YUSSS. Even spotted the kitty Rose on the outskirts. Felt safe and happy.

Noticed a crow thing, tried to tell the little birdy to shoo but OldMan seemed intent on letting it stay. Well okay then but he wasn't letting a gross little carrion eater near him *hMPH*. Everyone seemed to leave them. OM wanted to move and Laz tried to keep up BUT THE GODDAMN INTERNET CRAPPED OUT.

18/06/2013

Note to Jack, update relationships!!

Woke up near the stump, followed the scent of his friend to the water and found him asleep... and with a new pelt and antlers? He'd probably been spelled in his sleep. Sniffed him all over to be sure. Sat beside him for a while and noticed the presence of Erari and let her sit close, inviting her to sit over with him and his older companion while he slept.

She left and a smaller gray deer appeared, happily sniffed and invited to sit with him. They soon left and he saw Rose again, greeted her and tried to coax her close enough for a sniff but she wouldn't. Wasn't the type to force her out from her safe area so he backed off. OldMan woke up, Lazarus laughed at his confusion for the new set.

Thorn joined them, sniffed, bowed and nodded to him politely. Started off on one of their ambles about. Joined by a little scardey-doe named Ariana whom he tried to bring closer repeatedly and seat her beside Thorn. Once she finally got over her nerves and joined them they happily moved closer to the statues as a unit. Lazarus felt like a herd again, three males and a little lady.

The monsters came back, flew into a rage just to see them, tried to keep all three of the others close, one being a young female, the other injured, one elderly and last a coward/inept at fighting but still with the drive to protect his herd. They taunted him and tried to lure him off but he wouldn't leave the three, and constantly returned to lightly push and nudge Ariana back into Thorns care.

Thorn eventually left, and after a short while so did the younger doe. Followed OldMan through past the playground and was joined by the stranger doe from last time. Greeted her and she sat with them but Lazarus didn't feel safe. Pacing around and eventually wandering off to get a drink. When he came back he sat apart (3 was a crowd after all) but when she left moved back over.

Could hardly keep his eyes open [[and neither could Jack omg 4am]] and had to say a goodbye at that point.

17/06/2013

[[Met Skuller also I should add that.]]

Met up with Thorn in the early afternoon and sat with him for a while, then excitedly took him to show him what they could use for paint (after observing OldMan) and painted the marks of a hunter/warrior on him with berry juice. Very proud of himself.

The afternoon seemed lazy after that, scented his older friend and happily went to join him, sitting a little distance away to wait to be noticed. Happened to spot Thorn being followed by two deer. Stared for a long while, it didn't look good. Met a demoness and one of its minions for the first time when he tried to get it to back away from his already injured friend. Ended up getting into a fight, kicking at the netherbeast and baying loudly.

The gray stag then joined the fight, and Lazarus was glad one of them seemed to be taking control of the situation. Tried to threaten the beasts off by rearing at them and kicking when they came near, wondered why such small beasts would bother to tangle with a stallion but never the less was chased up and down the forest by them, trying to defend both Thorn and his aged companion from harm he refused to leave them though he very much desired to run.

Oldman told him to stay still and left to fight them, guarding Thorn it put him into a frenzy of panic about him. Called him repeatedly and paced back and forth, feeling like his herd member was in danger and with Thorn urging him on they both charged off after him and started the fight again.

Eventually the smarter stag lead them to the playground, but Lazarus couldn't and still can't calm down, any noise bringing him back to his hooves and snorting indignantly. Saw a small feline named Rose who helped in the fray and said thank you to her many times.

Was lead around by the old man while he gathered materials to make something to soothe his and Thorns wounds, gave him many thanks also and sat down, relieved for them both to be safe. Tried to coax Rose to sit with them, but eventually gave up and settled to sleep.

INTERNET DIED AGAIN, FOK UUUUU.

15/06/2013

Becoming a routine, sought out and accompanied the grey buck as he sat, very pleased to see him and glad that he held no ill will against him. Considers the other a friend and a safety point now. Met with Yrona, happy to see her too and enthusiastically greeted her.

Eventually was joined by a small gathering which when the Old Man tried to move followed, Lazarus hung back a little, confused by it all. Followed for a few moments and then stopped, the unicorn mare apparently turning to ask what was wrong Lazarus gave her a shrug and slight pout, and said he'd be back in a while.

Wandered off for a bit, a trot about for more familiar faces so he wasn't forever shadowing the poor gray male, but soon came back and sat vigil over the old stag and the two others from the unsuccessful search, the mare joined him and he was thankful for it, and when the others left, brought her back to sit with his friend.

All was well. Tried to wake her up to come with them when they started to move off but she wouldn't [[I think you may have been AFK ;C]]. Followed regardless, met the stranger doe and greeted her, was aware that she followed for a few paces and then splintered away. Just the two of them again he supposed.

14/06/2013

Wandered around with little aim. Came across his new friend again with a doe he didn't recognise. Settled down beside him regardless. Wandered around by walking very slowly behind the older male and was aware of the females presence and thus greeted her. Curious as to why they didn't sit together. Continued to follow the grey male around until the female came to sit with them again. They sat close.

Oh fuck, was that his mate?

Immediately backed off, didn't want to intrude on another males herd, that was a very impolite thing to do where he comes from. Felt miserable and like a huge jerk because of it assuming he'd indirectly insulted one of his friends by following them about while they were trying to guard their "mare".

Felt terrible when he wandered back later to find the stag alone, blamed himself for scaring away the doe and tried to apologise. Poor guy probably found it confusing so Lazarus took up the task of guarding him while he painted (Watched with semi-interest, didn't want to appear rude after his earlier slip ups) as compensation. Settled down to sit with him afterwards and wished he could find something to say to him. Or at least what to call him.

13/06/2013

Tried to sit with a few deer today, but continuously rejected in his advances. Starting to hate how different he is from the others since its the only thing he can put down as to why they are so afraid of him. Started just inviting himself to sit with them anyway.

Sat with Leto for a while, but respectfully moved away after greeting his father Gehirn as to not intrude. Desperate for company after that, even sought out and sat with Thorn for a while despite their last little spat. Actually sat with him for a long, long while just quietly enjoying his company. Met another buck named North and sat with him too during this period, but now mostly considers Thorn a friend and not a threat.

Met a strange older buck near the water, and then again much later in the day. Finds his silent but calming attitude friendly and is very happy just to be in the presence of someone that makes him feel more relaxed. Hopes the older guy doesn't mind him following him about.

11/06/2013

Wandered around just lingering on the desire to find other equines to accompany. Noted many faces but none worth mentioning. Considered sitting with Jokerman but instead chose to sit with Eórlien until they were joined by her younger sister Ella. Was at first startled by the sudden company but could fathom a relationship between them and gave them some space respectively. This woke the smaller doe up and she tried to greet him, but he fell backwards off the rock and feeling like an ass, ran away dramatically.

Wandered around without aim and came across Pandora and Lats'vel ((and a mini I KEEP MISSING THE NAME OF)) by accident, found he'd strayed into their little group and tried to remove himself out of manners, suddenly everyone was interested in sniffing him including the big pig. Got a little overwhelmed and frightened about it all though he tried to greet everyone equally ((I think I missed a lot of actions due to my connection, and for that I apologize he wasn't being ignorant on purpose)) but ran away regardless with his tail between his legs. Lay down for a while because HE IS FAT AND EXERCISE IS BAD.

Was approached by Thorn again, still nervous but willing to converse with him. Spoke a lot about where Lazarus hails from until Thorn managed to anger him by asking why he bothered to stay under the rules of the hierarchy. Stormed off and lay on his side by a tree but then literally found he couldn't roll back over because he was so fat. Sort of lay there in defeat.

10/06/2013

Second day in the forest. Wandered around a lot today, managed to make an enemy out of an annoying accountless doe who kept spelling him so he kicked her when she refused to leave him be. Huffed off for the afternoon and mostly slept. Met Thorn up near the playground and since he'd seen him a few times earlier, stopped to speak with the frightening looking stag.
Good lord did he terrify him, but felt like backing out the conversation would get him mauled he tried to stay polite and that seemed like the wrong thing to do because now the red stag seemed quite happy with his company.
Managed to slip away and get a drink, and met a ((currently nameless)) unicorn mare, and feeling relieved to meet one more familiar than a deer, happily settled down beside her. Was pestered by another randomer and thus had to move himself and thus her to another spot.
Thorn came over again, and initially tried to ignore him and pretend he didn't notice. Eventually couldn't keep the jig up and went over, inviting him over to sit with them but asked that he didn't startle the mare. Decided he probably shouldn't think so negatively about the other male because of how scary he is, after all he didn't seem that aggressive... much?

09/06/2013

Arrived in the forest. Washed off his paint, but was not witnessed.