"..." '...' Today is the day I died. |
sickly sweet • submissive • weak • clingy • overly affectionate • naive • jealous • fragile • dramatic • soft spoken • quiet • shy • timid | Tumblr | Henna. A nearly burnt out candle. Hidden. Chi. Lats'vel. Several blankets, dried fruits, scarves, necklaces, and a single red hen. Rajih & Lonno A wooden Music box, A mouse plushie, raspberry schnapps, a black faux fur cape, sugar cookies and ginger snap Mieraak A bone with an ornate flower carved into it. › Not exactly smart › Moves much like a gaited horse. › Issues with women › Self-esteem is fragile › Never grows a winter coat › Wears her heart on her sleeve › Seems to bond far too quickly to males › Acceptance and rejection of others seems to be random and erratic › Often ill, long periods of health are rare, stemming from a heart defect › Is nearly sterile, the possibility of her having children are long odds at best › Very physical, loves to touch, cuddle, nap on, groom, and stand under other deer › Will avoid any and all forms of conflict, often avoiding them or simply running away › Does not know what her halo is, calls it a head wheel because that's what pif said it was › Extremely distrusting of other females. There are exceptions however. Acceptance and rejection seem to be random. › Seems to take some sort of comfort and security when standing under someone or something. Typically will try and hide under someone, to find a tree to stand up against. Dislikes standing out in the open for long periods of time. › Seems to be attracted to the odd and sometimes, terrifying. A handful of close friends being predators, lacks the normal flight response that most would have to stay away. Seems to think that everyone is friendly until proven otherwise. › Very often develops fleeting crushes on new encounters. Cannot tell which are true feelings or simply another 'reaction'. Realises this but does little to stop it. :/ Fletcher. A rock that keeps her centered, always there even when she wishes him not to be, supports her endlessly and knows it well. Loves the dragon stag as a brother and looks to him for advice or comfort, tries to reciprocate but seems to do so less and less, as she doubts her ability to truly help him. Worries for him and how often he's dragged into violence, be it caused by her inability to protect herself or his drive to protect others. Pig. 'Papa', the first relationship established in the forest, the one to drag her out of her shell (kicking and screaming) and keep her so. Adores the boar and tries hard to make him happy, though worries and feels she often fails him. Finds the best way of making him proud is to keep going and show she can 'get better'. Worries for him as much as she does Fletcher. Umay. Forever in amazement at the lioness, admires her in almost everything she does. Sees her in almost a queenly view, her mother and almost feels undeserving to call her 'mama'. Tries to imitate her as much as possible, going out of her way to be social, proving she can make friends on her own in thinking it'd make her mama proud. Knows that her inability to socialize well with the lion's biological children and North, must strain her, tries but often fails, and has all but given up. Lonno. Another 'papa'. Adores the feline, finds him comforting and non confrontational. Forever enjoys the grooming sessions and his ability to put her ridiculous hair into braids. Returns the favor by making him pretty for Pig. Pandora. A sister. Feeds off the black doe and turns it into false confidence, mirroring her behaviour like a parrot. Sees the doe through rose tinted glasses. Takes her word over others for unknown reasons, though believes the doe doesn't see her as weak and small, but able to defend herself... unsure but secretly thankful for such. _________________ Kaeltiir. Her brother and son of Pandora. Though recent events have made things awkward between the pair, thinks no less of him, and feels she owes the winged stag for near demolishing his reputation and ties to the family. Cruesillana. Her best friend and another miniature deer in a forest of very big deer. Feels the black doe understands her, always there with a hug at the right time. Noctis. kklgfmfmdlmgklmgkjkdfmvb hi. Kari. O... o mai. Ross. A friend of hers and the family, finds the stag a welcome face, enjoys the few times they've spoken, feared at one time he'd been lost, and frets when she sees him near a brawl. Not everyone can come back forever. Gdi Ross dont die ok. _________________ Jahi North Chi Dario Kody Rui _________________ GaleneA snake in lambs clothing KaarsA true monstrosity DominicMonster ReedScary LeviaSpoiled, hateful. No concept of loyalty. _________________ Mieraak She is like a bird that never learned to fly, and everyone else can. So to teach her, they took her up as high as they could and let her fall, telling her it'll come naturally. But it doesn't. And the ground is getting closer, and she just can't. - OJM Bubbles, lots of them. Standing on tip toes.. peeking around corners? Tentative looks.. The pitter patter sound that you hear when droplets hit water. Goosebumps, orr the hair rising from it at least - really subtle. A loose thin strand of silk, maybe even cobweb. Dust kinda just floating along in the air, especially when it crosses light and its kinda like lingering aimlessly and its pretty too. Parted lips, as if about to speak but quiet in the end... children playing, the noise of their laughter. Pale sand, really really soft. Spaces between letters, like.. honestly, letter spacing in css. Brittle glass, thin to the point of touch = shatter. -Sapphire Fragile, Glass? Very gentle whispers, possibly simply.. there? Not really audible but gentle, nice, secretive, maybe.. some tingles? Not a full out cold chills but gentle? Like on the edge of 'dramatic'. flowers, petals, specifically? Picking petals? A slow movement of the eyes, like when you have time to look at something, every detail? Either or rapid movement of the eyes as you try to take in every detail in as short a time you can. A small breeze buffeting short fur? A breathe- like during a winter, in a cold area.. blue lips. -Silverfang Downcast eyes, subtle curves, pouted lips, Those... Those little trees that are gnarled and strange in forests because all the larger trees reach up and take, and block out all the light. So the little tree kind of warps in the shadows... -Ka A creature of habit, falling into the role of victim and only just starting to attempt to break free, Nina isn't one to try new things for the sake of it, most attempts are done spur of the moment and poorly planned. Decisions are made on feelings and not thought. Struggles greatly with this, falling into deep bouts of depression and self destructive tendencies when endeavors for breaking the cycle fail, doesn't seem to notice she feeds it generously unless it's pointed out. Strives so greatly for independence but may never truly be in control of herself, due to size, poor companion choices and dramatically failing health. Often wavers between bold moods and being cripplingly shy and introverted. Despite past happenings, is terribly kind, sweet even and believes most are granted second chances, though exempts herself from this golden rule. Smiles all around, she enjoys comfortable company, and showers her loved ones in what may seem to be trivial gifts (Flowers, 'pretty' rocks, candy) though such gifts to her are the thank yous she might not have said, or fails to. Ungrateful in some ways and yet is not in others, completely oblivious to this however, though does believe at times she is incredibly selfish. Clings to her friends, family, new encounters, may anchor herself without reason to another for self stability, uses their moral compass for her own at times when she doubts her judgement... which is often. At times, she can seem painfullynaive, seeing the world through rose colored glasses, believing all to be good and welcoming until proven otherwise, and seems to have no inclination of changing this view despite it bringing her, and often her family, harm. Fails to connect the dots. |
give her all the hugs
and chocolate.
chocolate fixes everything.
EDIT: NEWPAGE BITCHES.
Totally not dead
SHHHH it's a secret he was on
he was on vacation
yeah
//rubs all over
"Hullo. How're you?"
"Alright I suppose." A weak
Ross shuffled his feet,
While she couldn't say her
Well darn.
(ooc: As nii fails at conversation)
"Mh." Ross stared off into
A frown instantly fell upon
"Oh. Well, that's because-"
A snort. The little doe was
"I just... Just hopes it all s-settles soon."
"Yeah. Yeah, me too." He was
She'd fall quiet, turning
eep, late reply "You too."
"You too." Ross returned the gesture, giving his smaller friend a nuzzle before turning to leave.
track!
Ahhh thank you! ;D;
aagghh my internet went
"They care about you y'know. Maybe a little too much sometimes. They're worried, and being worried makes people do silly things. But they love you."
"I know..." A sniffle as she
"I know the feeling.
She doubted his mistakes were
Curling in on herself she'd release a quiet, shaken sigh. She felt so tired. "I-I'm so tired of making mistakes..."
"It'll be alright. You'll
"Thank you..." A weakened
She knew it would get better, hurt would pass... It was her apparent curse to repeat her failures that haunted her.
"Thank you for talking with me."
// Wu slowly dies and falls asleep. I'm really sorry for crappy posts XC!
HELLO ♥ ! BD
WELL HI THERE!
"...Nii? Nii?" ahjgddf let
ahjgddf
let me know if I'm bothering you with all these rp posts ;;
The little doe had little
(Oh never! I love them really ;D;
Much good reply post
very pro
so wordy)
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