The Wandering Heart - Rae
January 12, 2013 - 8:40pm — LilyBlue
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:: Basics ::
Name: Rae | Identification
Age: Adult
Date Of Birth: January 12, 2013
Gender: Female | Doe
Scent: Vanilla and Night air
Home: The Birch
Size: #11
Reference: Link
Status: Taken 1/26/14
Species: Irish elk | Red Deer
Voice: #FABE57 | Bambi's Mother
In-forest: Real deer mask - Magpie feathers - Butterfly pelt
Family Tree
:: Temperament ::
Very Maternal | Patient
Gentle | Graceful | Elegant
Independent | Proud | Protective
Generally Polite | Loving | Dominant
• Doesn't take bullshit from anyone
• Believes there is beauty in everything
• Wants to lead and be relied on by others
• A dominant; needs to be favored in her herd
• Dom cont; will challenge those that appose her
• Flight over fight; Will not fight unless she has to
• Protective of the Harem; Won't let harm come to them
• Stags look out for the herd, Does take care of the herd
• Wild at heart; Untamable, Ruts each fall like a feral doe
• From Achi; dried flowers, jeweled headband, a jeweled necklace, a silver wedding ring on a chain / From Neah; Neah's bell necklace / From The Red; dried snowdrops bound with mask string / From Nilo; A Pendant, A scarf / From Ronja; A never fading rose / From Kunst; A drawing outside her cabin, one of his shed antlers decorated with holly
:: Presentation ::
• Has very long, slender legs ending in sharp black hooves
• Inherited her father's bright amber eyes, seeming almost to glow
• Has thick, long black lashes; good for flirting and puppy dog looks
• Her fur is silky to the touch and is longer around her chest and rump
• Inherited her mother's fangs, though they are slightly smaller than hers
• Petite, slender chocolate brown frame decorated by her father's markings
• She takes pride in her appearance and is very rarely seen dirty or with her pelt messy
• Crisp white butterfly markings are found decorating her shoulders, ears, and around her eyes
:: Bonds ::
Kauna - Biological mother, Her role model. The albino doe means everything to her. Admires her beauty, will, and leadership. Adores her as she's always been there for her and she is very protective of her mother. Often seeks her out for advice, comfort, or just some mom time. Not to be harmed. A true matriarch.
Ehrune - Biological father, Hero. The Irish elk means everything to her. Was her best friend growing up and showed her how to be strong. Adores her father with all her being, though at times can't help but feel like a scolded child in his presence. Not to be harmed. Not so often seen in the forest but always loved.
Achilles - Mate 1/26/14, Husband, Beloved, father of Nilo, Aina, Luso, Notus, and Lyre. Has know the male for a long time, her knight in shinning armor. Met him when they were small and once again when they were grown. Grew closer and closer as the time dragged on. He never left her side, always loving her even when she was unsure if she could return such strong feelings. He is like no other and she couldn't imagine a life without him in it. Time and distance means nothing, each time they reunite she only loves him more and more. Not to be harmed. Forever his, Forever hers. Married in May of 2015.
Nilo - First born son. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Has gone through a number of ups and downs with her son, mostly revolving around not being there for him. Was disowned at a time but is hoping that their recent encounters are helping mend their relationship. Has never been hurt by anyone as much as his words have hurt her, but will never dampen her love for him. Very protective of, not to be harmed.
Aina † - First born daughter. Her pride and joy, loved more than anything in the world. A quiet wild doe. Was absent in her life when she was younger and can never really make up for that. She grew to be a beautiful and strong doe. Tried to help her when she could but never felt like she was doing or saying the right things. However, Aina was always adored and held near to the butterfly's heart. Pained deeply by her death and how it came about. Misses dearly, loved deeply and always.
Notus Noel - Second born son. Twin to Luso. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Watching him grow and spread his wings, encouraging and guiding him the best she can. Does her best to be there for him when he needs her. Very protective of, not to be harmed.
Luso Lavian - Third born son. Twin to Notus. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Worries about how he treats others sometimes but lets him do his own thing. Worries about him a little more than his twin. Does her best to be there for him when he needs her. Very protective of, not to be harmed.
Faolan - Fourth born son. Son of Alain. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. His human face does not make her love him any less, if anything, she only loves him more. Worried for her crippled son when he struggled to move around with two deformed legs. Happy to see him growing and moving around with his new prosthesis. Very protective of, almost overly so, not to be harmed.
Ronja - Second born daughter. Daughter of Alain. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Her sweet piebald. The most easy going of the triplets and causes little worry for her. Adores her gentleness and growth in a new world. Very protective of, almost overly so, not to be harmed.
Raenelle - Third born daughter. Daughter of Alain. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Her golden child. Probably worries the most for her out of the triplets. The last to be born. Barely breathes, barely eats, barely speaks. Does pay a bit more attention to. Very protective of, almost overly so, not to be harmed.
Lyre - Fourth born daughter. Daughter of Achilles. Her pride and joy, loves more than anything in the world. Her little winter song. After everything she's gone through with her previous children, perhaps showers the little girl with more attention than she should. Very protective of, not to be harmed.
Hare - Adopted son. A tiny, floppy eared, human faced newborn she found in the snow. Very protective of and motherly toward. Treats like her own. Not to be harmed. Missing.
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Sasuda - Grandson. Fathered by Aina and Oberyn. The cutest little boy she has probably ever seen simply because he is Aina's baby. Enjoys cuddling him whenever she gets the chance. Very protective of. Not to be harmed. Almost killed someone for hurting him.
Poika - Blood sibling, younger brother. Has never met before and not sure she will ever meet him. Hopes one day she can meet him. Missing.
Svolnir - Blood sibling, Younger brother. Loves deeply. Met for the first time recently, but it felt as if she had know him forever. Comfortable and warm in his presence. A source of security. Not to be harmed.
Nicholas - Half-sibling, Older brother. Adored and looked up to him. Not to be harmed. Missing.
Kajo - Half-sibling, Older brother. Didn't know well, only saw him a few times when she was younger. Was never mean or cruel. A fond memory. Gone.
Naara - Half-sibling, Older sister. Stillborn. Doesn't know about. Would have loved immensely.
Esmay, Eilir, Ella - Half-siblings, younger sisters. All have gone missing. Bonded with them when they were younger, but as they grew she never saw them. Unsure what has become of them. Gone.
Rhona † - Half-Sibling, Younger sister. Adored her red sister though found there was a distance between them she would never be able to close. Worried about her. Their different fathers meant little to the butterfly and loved the swan all the more. Lost her once to cruel fate, but the red swan returned some months later, only to loss her again after a time. Loved deeply and always.
Rohan - Half-sibling, Younger brother. Adores though never saw him as much as Rhona but still cares about him. Worries about him from time to time. Their different fathers don't make her love the male any less.
Mesi - Half-Sibling, Younger sister. Has yet to meet, but has heard of. Loves dearly. Not to be harmed.
Clementine - Half-Sibling, Younger sister. Has yet to meet, but has heard of. Loves dearly. Not to be harmed.
Neah - Adopted sibling, Older sister. A sweet and gentle presence in her younger years. Received the doe's bell necklace when she decided to leave the forest. Worries about her from time to time. Gone.
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The Red † - Like a second aloof father. Adored and enjoyed his company. A wise old stag who was the father to many of her half siblings. Considered him to be akin to a wild king. An idol and love. Promised to love him long after the forest has forgotten him.
Aoife - A shy and skittish red doe who she used to find in the company of The Red and other feral deer. Enjoyed her quietness and easy company. Liked her a good bit and is worried after not seeing her for a long time. Gone.
Sevigne † - The piebald princess. Loved the sweet doe like she was her own sister. Wasn't there to witness her slowly falling apart and blames herself for not being there to help the younger doe. A great source of grief and heartache.
Gwlithlys - Wild red doe. Seen as a part of the feral group in the forest as well as connected to Rhona. Likes the doe well enough, though has no real opinion of her. Protective of. Gone.
Kunst - Strong Red buck. Son of Arven and The Red. An adorable buck who is spreading his wings. Doesn't worry so much about him since he listens well. Protective of the rusty red prince.
Leo † - The gentle light. Aurik and Ouro's son. Adored the gentle boy and did her best to look out for him when he was around. Loved him like he was her own nephew. Doesn't know about his passing. Gone.
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Vol - Guardian figure. "Feathers". The bird like creature took care of her when her parents weren't around and it didn't take long for him to take a special place in her heart. While there is a painful distance between them, still cares deeply for the male. Has always been a comforting presence.
Aurik - Dear friend. Godfather of Nilo and Aina, as well as Luso and Notus. Had feelings for the stag once, but when he avoided her after finding her spending time with Achilles, they faded. Still loves him, in her own way. Cares for the dark stag a great deal and only hopes he finds the best in life. Knows he cares little for her, and probably out right dislikes her, if not more, but still loves. Not to be harmed and would lend aid in a heart beat.
Lilith - Grandmother figure to both her sets of twins. Loves the blue doe for her support and the times she had watched over her children. Finds her company calming and would jump to her defense if she ever finds herself in any trouble.
Alain † - Father to her triplets. Met the stag during her third rut. Enjoyed all the attention he gave her at the time but it caused some panic after. Kind and gentle, even offering to care for her should Achilles leave her. Was glad he was there for the triplets, even though she never expected him to be. Friendly toward but had no real romantic feelings for. Found out about his passing via the forest birds.
Skuller - Friend. Met the stag during her first rut. Once cared deeply for the stag, even loved him, however with his absence her feelings melted away. However the stag had been nothing but good to her and still cares for him very much. Enjoyed his company when he was around. Gone?
Ouro - A doe surrounded by drama and hardship. Never had a good relationship with the doe, even when she tried to help her once. After finding out that the elk had attacked Sasuda, went after her herself. Thought she had killed the doe, but came to find her alive. Avoids her like the plague as she causes great distress to the butterfly.
Saosin - Once greatly adored the inferno. Never felt like she had to worry as long as he was around. Everything positive came to a halt when she learned that he had gotten her younger sister pregnant. Believes he might have played a huge role in the red-swan's death, continuously nudging her toward it. Hurt by what he did and can easily bring her to tears. Both saddened and relieved at his passing. A fond memory that was tainted.
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Rae omg ;u; Achi needed some
he's so happy to see her. he remembers her from a long time ago ^^
~ C.S. Lewis
Do you have a skype or any
~ C.S. Lewis
Glad I found him :3 and I do.
sent request
~ C.S. Lewis
-Stalk-
Watching.
Oh you guys ♥
Track!
O_O ohshit I missed it. Great
Edit: oh wait, is Achilles father to both?
We are guessing that Achilles
"Ummm... are you alright
Rae hiccuped and turned to
Lilith shifted slightly and
She sniffled again and tried
Lilith nodded. "You will be."
"It's nice to meet you
"I am usually quite....
Trackalacka
Tracktrack c:
miss seeing you and this lady
~ C.S. Lewis
♥
Tracking! I am the fawn Leo
Sorry about Morg and his
Achi sat with her a few days
~ C.S. Lewis
Me and achi miss this lady
~ C.S. Lewis
Ive been unable to connect to
its ok
~ C.S. Lewis
It's embarrassing really,
A shake of the head and a roll of the shoulders, careful not to spill a drop of liquid or send anything sailing away. What kind of grandmother or mother was she really? The doe's head is still spinning, the tension of waiting is back now with the stakes higher than ever. There's been no release, no outpost for the kind of energy she's been generating lately....it feels like she's about to burst.
Finally the hill is climbed and she stands there among the mushrooms, looking down at the place that had always been her beginning. Her solstace, resting ground, layer, home. Everything started at the ruins and she had a feeling it would end here too. Crimson eyes tiredly studied the worn stones, looking for the bodies she knew where somewhere here. And she found them after some looking, huddled among the tombstones, everyone of them asleep.
She made her way over, stepping slow. A big basket is placed next to the brown doe, Rae if she remembers correctly. Basket is full of food, blueberries, other fruits, plants, herbs, mushrooms, pine cones, anything that might be eatable. Even a small packet of jerky even if the family might not be meateaters. Better safe than sorry. With a tilt of the head a water jug is placed carefully near the basket. Provisions. The blue one takes a little while to stretch her mouth then drags a few blankets from her back. Soon they are nicely piled, neat.
Lilith takes awhile to look at what she's brought, a satisfying array. Should they empty the basket she'll certainly be back to fill it. She gives each sleeping body a nuzzle, dropping a beaded blue and red bracelet by Rae with a single poppy. Then she leaves, it's time to hunt and time is running out. Who knows how long this peace will last?
The young mother had awoken
-cries a million tears- you are too sweet ♥
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Tracking (:
trackingg !
I think I'll start an rp here
Thanks for the tracks and
WEWT ----- Achilles
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Achilles slipped away to find his mate. She wasn't of course hard to find and as soon as he found her his head lay across her back and his eyes closed. Without his antlers his head was far lighter but he was feeling heavier then ever with all that weighed on his mind as of late. "I've missed our time together like this"he said with a distant tone in his ragged voice.
The brown doe had been
"mmmmm I've been better but
"I worry about them. Nilo
"The poor child"he said his
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Achi and I missed rping with rae ^^
Also who plays this fawn she found o3o
Rae smiled widely at her
rt.
found her haha.
Tracking for this pretty
love her new pic up there,
♥!
so much drooling yis
congrats rae! ♥
Track!
I was wondering whose picto
Think I've hung out with her in a past rut or two? Not sure. O:
Probably ^^ Rae is a rut