. L e i l a | The Endless Forest

. L e i l a

July 18, 2012 - 8:00am — Apparanza

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F e e l i n g ` Fine
M e n t a l ` 100%
P h y s i c a l ` 100%

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N o t e s ` Just a picto change~

N a m e ` Leila

P i c t o g r a m ` O

G e n d e r ` Doe ♀

D O B ` July 13, 2012

A g e ` Young adult

S p e e c h ` #ABCAC3

V o i c e ` o

M a t e ` No one

H a u n t s ` The Birch or Ruins

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` Leila is often found asleep and dreaming; she loves the unpredictability of dreams {she has never experienced lucid dreaming and hasn't considered the possibility of controlling them}. They are very vivid for her. She's also never had a nightmare before.

` She has no recollection of her history or origin. It's not a sensitive subject for her to speak of, but she does wish she knew where she came from.

` Her lack of many negative experiences makes her naive and too willing to trust. Watching a fight, for example, is interesting to her because she cannot relate to the participants' elevated anger or desire to inflict damage, thus becoming curious of what she does not know. If the violence includes someone she knows, however, she quickly becomes panicked and will either do what she can to stop it or flee.

` Leila tends to be drawn towards those who seem 'evil' or isolated. She feels that they don't have many who care about them and she can't imagine being totally alone and/or loathed, so she attempts to befriend them. If they are violent or aggressive, she's the opposite so she becomes very curious {but cautious} and wants to find the good in them or at least accept them the way they are.

` She favors company above solitude. However, shyness takes over when thinking about joining a group of deer she doesn't know. She's much more likely to join in if there is at least one deer she's familiar with in the herd. If she's really feeling lonely and she sees a group of strangers, she'll probably hover nearby until she's noticed and then make her approach.

S e t ` Skull mask, Doe nubs, Swan pelt
R e f e r e n c e ` o
S i z e ` #7

Lala description of her appearance here.

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B y M e
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B y O t h e r s
Nopje: o

C h i ` One of the first friends Leila made, and a constant presence in her life. Her fluffy red pillow. She appreciates his company, and feels like she can depend on him. She wants to get to know him better.

D o m i n i c ` Leila first met Dominic a long time ago in a herd he led, and has always been treated with kindness. Although their meetings aren't constant, she feels comfortable approaching and spending time with him. Found out that he was the one Chi warned her about, and although it has made her feel uncertain, she likely would still approach him.

S k u l l e r ` Leila found his company to be very nice. She hopes to meet him again and learn more about him.

H e c t o r ` The large male intimidated her a bit at first due to his appearance, but she warmed up quickly. She appreciated his company and liked talking with him. Misses.

A u r o r a ` Leila found the piebald to be very calming and peaceful. She enjoys listening to Aurora's wisdom and feels like she could ask her anything.

N i c h o l a s ` The buck's kind words and actions were happily received by the white doe and she enjoyed playing, resting, and talking with him. She would like to learn more, but hasn't seen him in a while.

Z a s h ` The three-legged stag's numerous plights surprised her, having never seen anything like him before. She discovered the Blue Bowl thanks to him.

T a v i s ` This fawn's odd behavior and silence quickly caught Leila's attention. She wants to know why he is the way he is. Hasn't seen in a long while.

O p h e l i a ` Leila was pleasantly surprised to be approached by this doe and invited to sit with her and her group. The white doe hopes to see her again.

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August 27, 2012 - 4:55pm — Tulloh

Been a while indeed... I'll

Been a while indeed... I'll leave it up to you whether or not we continue.

[Edit] And there went this bio's virginity. O:]

August 27, 2012 - 5:59pm — Calinka

Ah, I think we had a nice

Ah, I think we had a nice conclusion regarding our RP, no? xD

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August 27, 2012 - 6:20pm — Apparanza

@Tulloh: {I'd like to

@Tulloh: {I'd like to ♥}
The doe's muzzle was lifted as a sweet scent breezed to her from the hair of the fawn, soon intertwining with the faint smell of flowers. The latter scent indeed grew thicker as the two came closer to a large patch of hyacinths. Leila quite liked resting among flowers, but she stopped at the edge while the young one marched through to the heated ray of sun. Pale blue eyes watched him descend into the purple, and both ears briefly rotated forward in his direction. She wasn't sure what to say, or even if he would reply if she did. A few moments of silence passed, and then, "May I join you?"

@Calinka: Yes, I think ours ended on a fine note 8D

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By Leuvr ♥

August 27, 2012 - 7:20pm — 1Antidote

hhhmmmmmmmmm I would wish to

hhhmmmmmmmmm
I would wish to continue the rp but i'm so brain-dead and lazy and can't think of anything right now. ;;

[e]: and i kinda love the soundtrack

August 27, 2012 - 7:32pm — Apparanza

You can always start up a new

You can always start up a new one whenever you feel like it, if you can't think of anything else to continue the other one c:

The song in here is called Glitch by Anoice. They create such amazing music, augh ;; They used to be impossible to find on YouTube but they came out with a new album recently, so now it's easier if you ever want to listen to more from them ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

August 28, 2012 - 5:34pm — Tulloh

Ears turned her away, and

Ears turned her away, and soon after a pair of lime eyes followed. An expressionless face was all she got - no no nor yes. But it was a reaction, more than what the fawn usually wasted on strangers.
Why did she ask for permission? She could just sit if she wanted to, it's not like he could do anything to stop her from doing so. Thus, leaving seemed pretty useless doubting from before. But... why did she even bother to try talking to him? He didn't understand. She didn't know him, he didn't know her. This odd friendly attitude, it was unnecessary, suspicious. So fake. But her behaviour seemed familiar - those welcoming, warm feelings - and that was the hateful reason why he couldn't ignore her completely, like he could with everyone else.

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c: ♥

[e] Appa, maybe Im just a sucker and this is rude of me to mention, but thought you may want to know that it takes skills to click the longer names. qwq' I CAN'T STALK YOU T ^ T

August 29, 2012 - 10:40pm — Rouda

Tracking this. &hearts;

Tracking this. ♥

August 29, 2012 - 11:34pm — Apparanza

@Tulloh: {Ahh, I see what you

@Tulloh: {Ahh, I see what you mean! D: I have no clue how to fix it, so I think what you can do instead is click their picture rather than their name? c:}
The fawn remained silent, and did nothing other than give her a face that betrayed no emotion. It wasn't a yes, but it wasn't a no either... she shrugged and crossed through the flowers, folding her legs and taking a seat near - but not too near - the younger one. If he didn't want her there, perhaps he would make it clear. The doe turned her skull-adorned head to angle towards him, her gentle gaze settling upon his lime green eyes. "Are you... mute?" she asked him, with zero intention of being blunt or rude. Her curious tone made it clear that she meant it to be harmless, wondering why he hadn't spoken a word yet - maybe it was because he couldn't.

@Lord Aduor: Thank you ♥

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By Leuvr ♥

September 2, 2012 - 11:47am — Tulloh

The fawn had always been

The fawn had always been rather sharp compared to other fawns his age - but still, there was limits. There was things you could learn by seeing or hearing about, but since Tavis didn't know any mute deer, he had absolutely no idea what 'mute' meant. He flicked his ear, frowning slightly as the doe began to observe him in a more warm way, and broke eye contact. "Why are you trying so hard to be nice to me?" It came. Blunt. Very, very blunt, with absolutely no trace of kindness or warmth in that question.

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Of course... x'D Im sorry, I didn't plan to make it sound like some annoying nagging or something.

September 2, 2012 - 8:47pm — Apparanza

{No need to apologize, you

{No need to apologize, you didn't come across that way at all! 8D ♥}

She saw his mouth open. Even though she half-expected him to talk, it was still a shock to actually hear his voice and both ears spun towards him. He answered her question while asking another. His tone was not friendly, but that didn't extinguish her desire to stay with him. "It's not hard for me at all to be nice to you," she answered with a small shake of her head. "In fact, treating you badly would be far more difficult." She couldn't help but quickly look over his scars again... perhaps being treated with kindness was not something he was used to.

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By Leuvr ♥

September 10, 2012 - 9:54pm — Tulloh

Cold eyes observed her

Cold eyes observed her silently. Ears slowly began to flatten a bit against his skull as she started talking, and his lips formed a thin line. But as she finished her last statement, his eyes narrowed, and Tavis immediately spun his head to face her directly, now glaring at her. "Lies...!" He hissed in a low voice, almost a mere whisper. His body began to stiffen in a hostile, defensive stance, tension building up in his muscles; The young one's silent, indifferent behavior was blown away, leaving back a small young buck ready to defend himself from the threat before him.

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;~; ♥ Sorry for late reply -_-'

September 10, 2012 - 4:59pm — Eledhwen22

This doe is lovely ... I

This doe is lovely ... I appreciate so much her character. Tracking !

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Siggy by Shiori

September 16, 2012 - 6:30pm — Apparanza

@Tulloh: {Likewise xD

@Tulloh: {Likewise xD ♥}
Both dark ears flicked back for a moment in her uncertainty after being met with a glare and a hissed accusation. He didn't believe her? Why not? He looked like he was braced for an attack, and in an attempt to convince him otherwise, Leila made sure to display as much calmness as she could. Her muscles remained relaxed and her ears pivoted towards him again. Her pale eyes reflected her confusion, having not expected such a reaction. "Why do you think that?" she asked him. She didn't think she seemed very suspicious. She did her best to be genuine at all times, after all.

@Eledhwen: Thank you so much! ;u;

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By Leuvr ♥

September 17, 2012 - 3:34pm — Tulloh

His stiffness faded a bit as

His stiffness faded a bit as he seemed to regain his composition, and he watched her in a less intense way - but still not very friendly. "It's easy to hurt." He spat, still not talking very loud. "Stop trying to be nice - you don't know me. And I don't like you." His ears flattened against his head, and he lowered his head in a protective way - after a declaration of war, he knew everything was possible. Even though she seemed peaceful... You never knew.

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Short reply is short :B

September 23, 2012 - 10:30pm — Apparanza

Leila wondered why he thought

Leila wondered why he thought it was easy to hurt others. She had never found herself wanting to inflict any kind of pain on anyone. Her head tilted a bit to the right. "Just because I don't know you doesn't mean I can't be nice to you," she said. In fact, all the greater the reason to behave kindly - to make a good first impression. "You don't have to like me... but that won't change how I think of you." She paused, and tilted her head the opposite direction. "Is this how you perceive everyone?" she asked, hoping it wasn't just her.

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By Leuvr ♥

September 24, 2012 - 6:46pm — Tulloh

He just stared at her with

He just stared at her with narrowed eyes. Saying nothing, doing nothing but watch her. What she said made made sense, yet not... But she didn't know. She didn't understand.
He turned his head a bit away from her, watching a butterfly land on a flower. His ear closest to her turned in her direction as she asked him a question, and he spaced out a bit, wondering what that one word meant. Per... cieve? The word echoed in Tavis' head. Percieve... It sounded familiar, but somehow not. He wasn't sure what it meant... Or, rather... he wasn't sure if he had forgotten or never learned what it meant. Such an odd feeling...

September 30, 2012 - 7:51pm — Vikki

She's little and pretty

She's little and pretty ^^
Traaack

October 6, 2012 - 9:30pm — mismatched

"Why hello there."

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October 7, 2012 - 12:34am — Dinamo

such a pretty girl. and so

such a pretty girl. and so simple too, which i love.
hope you dont mind us creeping

October 7, 2012 - 12:33am — Carry

tracks c:

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October 7, 2012 - 1:00am — Apparanza

@Tulloh: He said nothing in

@Tulloh: He said nothing in response, which didn't come as much of a surprise to the white doe. Silence stretched out between them, and her focus also switched to the butterfly. Its wings fluttered as it alternated between flowers, and she briefly admired the design on those wings. Leila's gaze returned to Tavis, and she spoke again. "Have you... been hurt a lot?" It would explain his readiness to defend himself and overall behavior.

@Vikki: Thank you! ♥

@Mismatched: Pale blue eyes flickered to the source of the greeting.
"Hello," came the soft response. "Who are you?"

@Dinamo: Thank you so much ;u; We don't mind at all ♥

@Carry: Thanks~! C:

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By Leuvr ♥

October 7, 2012 - 2:22am — mismatched

The raven stag's own blue

The raven stag's own blue eyes beamed in the darkness, as his gaze fixed on the grey doe, "My name's Caden," he chirred, "I'm sorry I disturbed your rest."

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October 7, 2012 - 3:04am — Apparanza

"Don't worry, Caden." The

"Don't worry, Caden." The corners of her mouth pulled upwards into a small smile. "I don't mind... company is welcomed." Leila watched the raven stag with unveiled curiosity, the last of her grogginess evaporated by now.

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By Leuvr ♥

October 7, 2012 - 6:16am — mismatched

Her curious gaze and luminous

Her curious gaze and luminous smile caught the brute's attention. His ears perked, and with a lighter tone, he said, "Ah, that is good to hear. There are many in this forest who would rather rip my belly open than permit me to come so close. I always find it fortunate to share company with one so...harmonious." That being said, the large stag pressed himself up, and moved closer, coming to sit next to her, rather than in front of her, "I apologize, but I didn't get your name," he inquired, now relieved that the doe seemed gentle-hearted.

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October 7, 2012 - 7:58pm — Apparanza

The white doe's skull-adorned

The white doe's skull-adorned head tilted to the side when he mentioned that there were many deer who wouldn't allow him to be near them. "I'm sorry to hear that," she murmured. She couldn't imagine why anyone would be so ready to harm him - he seemed to be quite civil so far. Her gaze followed as he moved to sit beside her. "My name is Leila. It's nice to meet you, Caden." She paused briefly. "Why would anyone want to hurt you?" she tentatively asked, hoping it wasn't too invasive of a question.

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By Leuvr ♥

October 10, 2012 - 1:57pm — Tulloh

His eyes flickered quickly in

His eyes flickered quickly in her direction before settling down on the butterfly again, body slightly twitching in an odd manner - he couldn't exactly sit in an angle to hide those scars, they were pretty much everywhere. Tavis opened his mouth to reply with a "why do you care"-comment, but then he closed his mouth again. Not going to walk through the same cycle again.
"... I'm fine." It came then, muffled and sounding slightly tired as he dumped his head down between the flowers, rolling around a bit so he could lay down more on his right side.

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I'm sorry if this makes no sense |D

October 10, 2012 - 5:08pm — Carry

I really like this doe.

I really like this doe. c:
-pushes Radish out- go go, make a friend . . . hope this isn't a fail

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The white figure moved past the trees. Legs strong, neck thick and smile wide as he made his way to the stream that flowed in the center of the forest. The day was rather lovely, the cool and mushrooms grew high. Stopping at the edge of the stream, Radish drank his fill; careful not to loose his hat in the water. Business was a little low lately, so he spent most of his days just exploring the forest, greeting others. Tho, seeing so many stags and bucks with a full rack cause the large male to feel a tad inferior. He was already mistaken as a thick bodied doe a few times. Shrugging it off, he turned around, heading back in the other direction. "Hmmm . . ."

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October 10, 2012 - 6:23pm — Salome

srsly woman one of those last

srsly woman one of those last pictures you drew NEED to be a bio picture.
They are stunning.

December 15, 2012 - 4:30am — Apparanza

Ahh, sorry for the late

Ahh, sorry for the late responses everyone! I don't know how I could've missed these ;O;

@Tulloh: {It made sense c:}
"Maybe you're fine now..." she murmured, "...but it doesn't look like you were always fine." Leila turned her face away from Tavis, not wanting to give him a look that would display the sorrow she felt for him. She turned back once her expression returned to normal - not that it was clearly shown anyway, with her skull mask. "Did... did they really hurt?" she whispered, referring to his scars.

@Carry: {I'm glad you like her! ♥}
The white doe was making her way towards water, rather thirsty after the time she'd spent exploring so far that day. She actually managed to remember where the Idol stream was, and was moving swiftly towards it. On her way, she noticed someone leaving the stream. Pale blue eyes flickered to meet the stranger, being drawn to his hat. Where were his antlers? Leila had yet to come into contact with a male lacking antlers. Nonetheless, she offered him a smile in greeting as she passed by.

@Schutz: Aww, thank you! ;U; Perhaps one day they will be 8D

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By Leuvr ♥

December 16, 2012 - 12:51am — SoliloquyChryseis