((NU, I FAILED MOAAAR))

He tilted his head slightly, dull eyes blinking slowly as he examined her. "Look, girly. I can barely walk as it is. Why run if I can't chase ya?" he asked, speaking as if he were talking to a slow child.
"Rose likes ya..." he murmured, almost as if he were in a drugged daze. "Are ya afriad to talk to me? Afraid that I'll attack ya? Afraid that... I might know something that I shouldn't?" he paused, and his lips curled upward into a threatening grin, ear to ear.
The cheshire grin.

((Annnnnd... Now I have to go to class.... Bugger xD; ))

((EDIT: I OWN THE SECOND PAGE MWAHAHAHAAA >O))

((NO U WIN))

That burning sense of selfish jealousy... It seemed that humiliating this doe, messing with her was the only way that he could douse it's fire. It was irrational, and would no doubt result in future troubles or fights. Jergens himself though was usually the type that leapt before he thought.
"His leg got broken because of ya. He keeps getting hurt because of ya." he rattled off, the contorted smile pasted onto his face. "Do ya know how much shit I went through? Do ya know how many times I thought that he was going to die on me?" his eyes narrowed, ears pressing to the back of his head as he glared at her.
"I already lost someone before... I'm not going to again just because of some bitch who can't take of herself!" he dug a hoof into the ground, staining it with soil and bits of moss.

((I KNO I HATE IT SOOO MUUUCH D: Fufu... I'm an awesome ninja :B))

Gingey; { NO. YOU LIE. LIESSZZZ. Oh, we must refer to Talla as ITq1. That is her true name. xDDD }

Her ears flattened immediately and she took a step back, head hanging low. "W-what? I d-didn't m-mean fo-for h-him to g-g-get hurt...!" She felt horrible, and the feeling swept through the doe quickly. She hated hurting her friends, even if it was indirect. His words made the blue doe flinch repeatedly, taking yet another step back. She hated what he said, was it really all her fault? She'd never meant to hurt him...
The blue butterfly rested on her mask, and Talla sighed, head held low in what might be shame and flinched once more at the words that unkindly flew from his mouth. "I... n-never a-a-asked hi-him to..." her voice was strained as she stuttered the words out, and looked like a fawn who had been told off because she hadn't taken care of a sibling.

{ XDD PEWPEWHH! You are. You truly are /ze/ most awesome ninja ever. }

Eternal;
"N-no... it's q-quite alright."
Ah, I wasn't really playing her well then XD. Talla adores ravens and is not afraid of other little animals. If she meets your deer again as a deer, she will be hesitant. Ravens are probably the only animal she trusts on sight.
Go for it :3. She needs some reassurance that strangers wont attack her. XD Once she does trust your deer, she can be quite the cuddle monster.

You can add Cutlass in the relationships if you wish. At least he sees Tallers as a friend. :]
Also, mega track.

lD Sorrry about that!... RQ was trying to be a hero and protect Talla ^^;
She fails epically.

Oh hey I under stand lD i aint gonna get mad at her

((OHMAHGAWD THAT SUCKS DDD: Poor you ;^; ))

He stared at her for a few more silent minutes, the hamster on it's wheel starting to run in his brain. Rationality started to step back in when he saw her panic. Likely consquences started to manifest themselves in his head.

Talla would tell Rosine what had happened, and he would, more than likely, be upset or even angry with his precious 'Jergy'. The possibilty of the blue stag even thinking of separating himself from him, it was enough to make the red stag visibly shiver.

Jeebas... He really had screwed up this time...

"Look... I'm sorry... That was stupid of me. I shouldn't of said those things..." he tried to speak as gently as he could, but his voice only came out as a gruff, husky whisper. Hardly comforting, but it was the best that he could do.

Besides... the damage had probably already been done.

"Look, how about we start over? Forget all of that crap I said, okay?" he asked, sounding more and more panicked as he spoke. Hell no. He wasn't going to lose someone just because of his own friggen stupidity. Honeslty, he could have cared less about the doe. He just cared about keeping the rose-burdened stag that he had fallen for.

((Pffft... Late, sorry ;; And I would just call him an idiot :>c))

((Fffff... That suuuucks D': ))

Damn... This was gonna be harder than he thought. How could he explain himself? By telling her the whole story? It seemed like it would by the only logical way... He sighed, giving her a saddened look.

"Okay, Girl... Tallers... I assume that ya know what a human is, right?" he asked, tilting his head slightly. "Rose and I were those once..." he nodded to himself, taking another hoarse breath before continuing on.

"Alright, back when I was human, I met a man named Faith..." his eyes seemed to dull over for a second. "We... We were together alot, y'know. 'Mates' I guess ya would take the term."

"He, Faith... He was sick all the time... And... It finally got so bad that he... Y'know..." he really didn't want to say the word 'died'. Goddamn that word...

"I was pretty much on my own, then. I had nothin' left to live fer, and I was getting pretty sick myself with god-knows-what... And then... After a few months... I met Rose..."

He could remember that Godsend of a storm so fondly now... Jeebas, he never would met Rosine at all if it weren't for that.

He was glad that his fur was red, otherwise Talla would be able to see the heavy flush of embarassment on his furry cheeks. He sighed, a bit shakily, like he was ready to cry.

"Tallers, I can't lose someone again. Ya have no idea how much I love Rose... Seriously... I don't think that I can live through losing someone else. Faith was bad enough, but losing Rose..." he visibly shivered.

"No, it's not yer fault... I'm just... letting myself get carried away... D'ya understand now?""

((Ffff... You're better at it than I am o-o I just have trouble thinking of responses a lot of times D': And I'm sorry for the blehness of this one x3 Huuuuuuu~ <333))

((Ooh, good c: ))

He didn't know if he could trust her. As awful as it was, it would have been easier if she were male. Ever since his childhood, Jergens had had trouble with trusting the opposite sex. His own mother had contributed to that, as well as unpleasent events that had happened to him on the streets. You could call him 'troubled', as an old, politically correct nutjob would say it.

"What's with the shyness? I know I pulled a dick move there, but ya shouldn't be all trembly about it..." he said, cocking his head to the side. Jergens himself had little to no patience with shy deer. Rosine was an exception to that rule, simply because of their previous relationship as humans. Shy deer had a way of making you feel like a complete douche, simply cause' they kept running away.

"Sure. Fine, I trust ya. I'm sorry, okay? Just... Just don't tell him that I told ya all of this..." he muttered, seriously hoping that she would agree to that. He was, in a way, a bit like a little kid that didn't want to get punished.

((I had to think about this, hence the lateness *brick'd* Oh, I'm always worried that I'm a bore to people D: Then again, I worry about everything... hu~))

Did Amary stand up too quickly?

((My brain died, but I just wanted to really quickly come in and apologize for Jergy's dickish behavior. x3 I'll reply to rp when I'm not swamped with AP Lang homework xD; ))

((Ffff... I love Talla D: huhu~ I really need to see if one of my other chars can befriend her sometime :3

I'M SORRRRYYY D: *goes back to studying* ;^; ))

Ffuuuu! Danke Gingaahh! It'd be awesome if another of your characters and her could be friends. 8D
YOU STUDY. YOU STUDY TILL YOU EYES BLEED. YEAH. THAT.


Nue, t'is fine ^^ She is a friend of Kaoori, they just don't see each other often.
I find Amary adorable. <33!

8D Actually it was Ammy, but apparently for everyone but me she had Talla's pictogram. I took her out when I found that out. She even had Talla's picto on the map. O_O

Yes. I think it was because I loaded the spelldata, then went ingame and changed characters. Dunno. I must have stuffed something up.
Very strange

:'D

-Stares at VCG.-

What is this witchcraft. o_o

:D

Clever. o_o

Thank you. ♥

:D

;D

I tried to draw a moustached :D face, but I'm shaking too much to right now. > >

♥

Ammy's gonna laugh when she comes back to this. xD

:D

I wish it was because I was cold. xD I'm just shaking. I think it's because of my poor diet yesterday, so I have to wait for the food I've had to kick in and then it will stop. c:

Which I hope is soon because I want to draawwww~!

♥

-Gives Ammy and Talla kisses for letting us borrow their space.-

He honestly could have cared less about her. Really, all that mattered was whether or not Rosine would be angry at him. Really, it all seemed rather childish. After all, they were usually together for most of the time already, that, and they had a daughter now...

Still, Jergens was Jergens. His own stress of losing someone else important to him was far more valuable than logic.

"I'll admit, Tallerz, I'm pretty goddamn stupid. Hell, I never even finished elementary school, that's how dumb I was..." he rambled, keeping his voice low and gentle, how he would often talk to Rosine.

"Really... I'm sorry..." he said, feeling more and more backed into a corner. He really hated that feeling...

((By the way, said daughter is with Tallerz now :B))

Talla tilted her head, if she trusted him, the little doe would have told Jergens that he was not stupid. She would have sat next to him and told him that being smart came in many different forms. She'd never gone to school and she would have told him that it did not define a being. She would have told him what Atvana had... not told her... perhaps it was more like reminding? Talla would have explained how he had come to her, how he had realised he was wrong and had apologised, whether it was selfish or not really did not matter. He had picked up on his mistake and tried to rectify it. He made the link between hurting her and making Rosine upset. That's what she did when she trusted someone.

No, he was good inside... somewhere. Instead, she shook her head and tried to comfort him a little, his tone of voice bringing out a slightly more trusting doe "N-no... Y-you made th-the connect...connection between R-rosine and I, realised that i-if you hurt me, I c-could tell him." the doe nodded, kind eyes looked to his from beneath her mask.

She nodded, having not moved any closer. She backed up some more though, she felt as if she was making him uncomfortable. That feeling then filled Talla more than it had previously and she pressed her ears back again.

{ SHE IS ADORABLE. <33!! I didn't even know it was Peony until after, when I checked the map! Talla was just drawn to her. <3 }


Ohai Nue! Yessh! =D SUCCESS IS SWEET.

Talla uneasily nodded. True, he'd already done it. Then again, there was no use crying over trampled flowers. Talla seemed to be a toy to most, something easy to manipulate, to mould. Something that was stupid. A butterfly moved from where it had been on her back and fluttered to the top of the doe's head, where it once again rested. What could only to described as a smile tugged at her lips, and two blue ears came forward - even her eyes took on a happier shine.

She loved the butterflies. They were Atvana. Then as Talla was about to speak, she stopped and appeared to be thinking. Atvana was the butterflies, it was the blue jay... it was her. It was him, too. She was comforted in remembering that, not Jergen's attempts at making her feel better so that word of this would not leak to Rosine. She shook her head, a slightly dreamy look had come over her eyes. Suddenly it cleared, yet, to look at them one would see something slightly different. A knowing, perhaps?

"R-rosine loves y-you, and y-you love him. I'm n-not on the same sc-scale with him, not even clo-close." The doe glanced up to the blue butterfly upon her head. She couldn't see the white one at the moment, and wondered where it had gone.
With a shake of her head, Talla moved her mind back to Jergens, "I'm n-not important to him, no- not like you a-a-are. He w-will always g-go back to you. I g-get jealous too, w-when my fr-friend are wi-with others... an-and I c-can't go t-to them. Bu-but, it's n-natural." she reassured

Talla felt odd there, standing before him. She was afraid he might yell at her, or leap up and grab her and drag her down. It did not help that for some reason, he was submitting to the small doe. She didn't like it at all, so Talla averted her gaze to the ground and thought about the white butterfly. Maybe it was with Jergens? Atvana wanted everyone happy, didn't it? Talla shifted from hoof to hoof, turning her head in the direction she knew the flower bed and tree that she knew so very well. A safe place against dark bark and purple flowers, gentle against her fur. When Talla slept, it was nearly as if the flowers moved away from her hooves and moved back when she sat down, surrounding her in their soft scents and gentle caress.

{Yus <3! She is so adorabllleee. <33 }

♥

It really depended on Jergens' mood whether of not he would let the butterfly rest upon him. In this case, when he was hurt, pissed, and guilty all at once, he really didn't want anything weird to be using him for a perch. That, and he was never able to keep himself still for long periods of time. Always fidgeting and twitching and readjusting himself, almost as frequently as a little kid would.

"True to that, brah." he agreed, a bit peeved at her stuttering. He had apologized, and yet she continued to act all frightened around him. In a way, he understood her fear, and he hated her for it. He had apologized, more than once... There was no friggen reason that she should be scared.

Did she now? In some ways, that only made him more irked. That this little doe would just waltz on in and befriend his own family right under his nose without his knowing. What, did she know Olay and Aveeno, too? His eyes narrowed a little, but he stayed silent, ears lowering to the sides of his head in submission.

He most certainly wouldn't fight back now, not when the consequences would be so great.

"How?" he simply forced himself to ask.

He felt honest-to-God betrayed. He really did.

((Hokay, den :3 Annnnd... Early morning fail post. x-x))