May contain mature language/ violence.
October 20, 2022
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physical- x mental-
Aaand added TH, will probably keep updates on there for now :')
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NAME Illrose, godgiven name
TITLE The Dragon Lady
ALIAS Dragon doe, Illis, Ill, L'Rose, morning star, Smells-like-serpent, Illy-Rose, 'Rose, 'fat lizard', Pretty Fur, Rosedeer, Titan-doe
GENDER Antlered cow
AGE Adult, entered the forest on July 18th, 2010
SPECIES Human faced european elk; moose; A. a. alces
IN-GAME DotD pelt, zombie antlers, skull mask
True form is the one of a vast, pale dragon. Unable to take this form - unless with help from others - when in the Forest.
Visits and leaves the Forest through a portal, lives in another world.
Speaks in #827670
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7 ft. ( around 2.10 meters ) at shoulders, tall and heavy, built like a bull moose - nr. #5 on the size chart.
Black, rigid fur with pale skeleton markings. Bone colored hooves.
Thick, white hair fall from her neck like mane, most on right side.
Often seen wearing a deer skull, a mask which belongs to The Collector. Will return it to him when she no longer needs it.
Have a silver earring in her left ear, given to her by 'Smiling' Jack.
Green Luchador mask recieved from Velocity near Halloween 2011.
DotD mask recieved from Auriea on All Souls' day 2011.
Also have a skull mask painted by Verve.
Masks are hidden away when she is not wearing one.
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Many, many years ago, a pale dragon was born in a different realm. This dragon grew to be a powerful beast, yet she was a friendly and curious sort of dragon. Illrose lived peacefully among humans and other creatures for many years, until she one day returned to the place she had been born, only to find her homeland had been destroyed by humans. With cruel and powerful tools they had either murdered or taken captive the dragons who lived there. Illrose was nearly taken too, but she managed to slip away, as all the gentleness she had felt towards the humans faded, and was replaced by a fiery hatred. She waged war on the humans who had destroyed her birthplace, burned the humans and their terrible weapons, but unfortunately it was already too late; the captive dragons were beyond saving. In the end Illrose found herself alone, in a world of fire, smoke and rage.
Even after she had destroyed the humans who were responsible for the destruction of her homeplace, the hatred burned so strong in Illrose that she kept avenging the fallen dragons by burning down every village she came across. People screaming in terror as their homes were set on fire gave her a cruel satisfaction and only fuelled the fire - quite literally. Even places she had visited before, where she had lived among the humans for periods of time, fell victim to her destructive flames. She spared nothing and no one.
Eventually a group of powerful wizards got together in an attempt to stop the dragon, but these were good wizards and some of them had even known Illrose before she became driven by revenge and they believed there could still be some good in her, so they wanted to give her a second chance at life instead of trying to kill her. By combining their powers the wizards managed to cast a spell on the mighty dragon, to trap the beast into the weaker form of a human, and so they turned Illrose into a pale woman with white hair. This magic did however only last for a little while until the spell began to 'crack', giving Illrose small briefs of time where she could turn back into her true dragon form before being forced back into the weaker human shape. In the end the spell broke completely, but the human form remained a part of Illrose, only now she could change between dragon and human as she wished - without force. The magicians didn't give up though, they got together again, and this time their spell was a much more powerful one; they expelled Illrose from their realm, and trapped her in a different world entirely. The Endless Forest.
And so Illrose arrived in the Forest, far from willingly, a small fawn seething with anger after having been tricked by the magicians, but also confusion over her new cervine form and this place as a whole. At first she went by the name Ghost, feeling just as fleeting as a phantom in the beginning. But the small fawn grew into a large, antlered cow, and Illrose took back her true name as she this time began to wreck havoc within the Forest, taking her anger out on the forest inhabitats as the magicians were well out of reach. Smaller deer were sent fleeing as Illrose chased after them, finding the same cruel satisfaction in this as she had burning down villages... well, perhaps not entirely the same, but close enough. She clashed antlers with those protecting the smaller ones, not caring that she was seen as an annoyance, that she was hated and feared.
But as she remained trapped in this prison the magicians had tossed her into, things began to change. Slowly but surely not all the forest inhabitants were seen as playthings, some became individuals she respected, eventually called friends and family. Illrose engaged in playful spell wars, she swam in the pond, she danced and laughed, and suddenly she was one who has protecting the smaller ones from being hunted down. Finally one day Illrose was able to find a way back to her own world, where she could once again take on her dragon form, spread her wings and feel the wind in her mane as she soared high above the clouds. But the rage that had burned so bright within her had faded over the time spent in the Forest, so Illrose no longer sought to destroy everything in her path, nor did she feel like taking revenge on the magicians who had trapped her in the Forest in the first place. She settled down in a cave in a mountainside above a small village bustling with life, where she still lives to this day. The Forest has become a second home to Illrose, and even though she'll might be gone for some time it seems like she'll always return - sooner or later.
Johari window. Nohari window
When in a battle, Illrose will lower her antlers at her oppontent, both to protect her own body from blows, and to have her tines strike the opponent in the chest or flank. Due to her size she prefer battles where both - or all - opponents run around as little as possible. If her opponent keeps running around, she will give chase until she get tired, or give up. Can gain high speed on short distances. May also rear up to strike her opponent with her hooves, or bring her antlers down on them. Her biggest advantage is also her greatest weakness; her vast size.
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MATE None, unlikely she will ever claim one
BIOLOGICAL CHILDREN Armageddon, Apocalypse, MaeveDaughter. Deceased, laid to rest by the Ruins.
OTHERS CONSIDERED FAMILY NidhemNephew. Highly protective of., Blue BoyAdopted son, highly protective of. , LevanaAdopted daughter., MarciellAdopted son., PeachAdopted daughter., BeiAdopted daughter., JadeAdopted daughter., MorikiahViewed as an adoptive son, cherished., KodyBrother figure, cherished., UmaySister figure, cherished., GaleneSister figure, cherished., Harley, Seth, Rojan, Rui, Shay, Amelia, SoleiDeceased., Jahi, LumeFond of. Deceased., Leviathan, Djinn, JorogumoA close, dear friend and sister figure, someone Illrose looked up to even before she got to know the Matriarch. Will always have a strong tie to the other female. Never forgotten.
PRECIOUS KheironBest friend. Misses seeing him around as often as before, will most likely stay glued to his side whenever he is visiting. Never forgotten., 'Smiling' JackOne of the first deer she met, grew to be a close friend through many trials, 'little brother', missed him greatly while he was away from the forest, cherish every moment spent with him when he visits. Never forgotten.
CLOSE Jettem, SaosinDeceased., Phaios, Juliet, Akira, CadaverFellow dragon., Keith, RaleighOne of her first friends along with Kheiron., GustiroAn enemy who turned into a love interest, a rocky relationship that was doomed from the beginning. sometimes regrets saying no when she had the chance, but determined not to fall for the bull again. Despite everything, their past is now mostly just a fond memory.
FRIENDS/OTHERS MorgülGot to know through Nidhem, fond of., 'Crying' Jane, SithrimFather of Armageddon and Apocalypse., Friiha, Night Shade, Eventide, Dinah Moon, AvocadoGiver of her title., The Puzzle, The CollectorRecieved her skull mask from him, with a promise to return it when she no longer needed it., Seed, Quad, Xentrie, Buttons, Crybaby, Ourania, Iaurdagnire, Ephiré, Fay, IX, Kaoori, Otis, The Lich, Lacie, Lucy, Toukan, Waarhijd, Aletheia, Pandora, Sho, Adrian, Adrastos, Fletcher, Lats'vel, Kaeltiir, Mieraak, Terence, Talla, Crucio
UNSURE JergensMurdered him once as a result of one of 'Smiling' Jack's games, but doesn't really have anything against him - not anymore., RomulusStrongly dislikes him for his attempts to murder Nidhem, though does at the same time find fighting him rather entertaining., Neath, Sianna, Kahlan, Renoir, Thane
INDIFFERENCE/DISLIKE WalterFather of Maeve.
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7th page is mine.
MINE.
For the fawns? Yes, I have
Woho. <3
The empty skull floated in
((Caddy had a short hissy fit XD Happens when he is cold. Thats why he get covered in flame. oh, and i will have a drawing of his official new look (not in game) up soon))
Illrose frowned slightly when
always enjoyed the winter, but her dragon form had handled the cold well. Illrose stopped abruptly at the entrance of the great tree, as she watched the flames surrounding
Cadaver's body and then withdrew into his mouth before they shot upward the tree. Her eyes sparkled in the light of the dancing flames, and she could feel the heat wave brushing
against her fur. She was used to flames, and didn't fear them, so she walked calmy inside the Oak. She gave Cadaver a light nuzzle.
"Impressive." She said, with a hint of a smile in the corner of her mouth. She then sat down, and looked at the snow falling calmly and silent to the ground outside.
A light, grey-black smoke
Her eyes were fixed on the
down next to her, and she then felt the weight of his head upon her back. Illrose lay her own head down, close to his body, with a small sigh. She then listened as he
answered her question, and hope rose inside her. He could leave this forest and regain his dragon form. That meant it was possible, she just had to find a way to do
it herself. Perhaps she had to try to practice her own magic, or something.
"I want to see you in your dragon form one day." She said, after been lost in her own thoughts for a moment. Either in this forest, or in another place, she wanted to
see what he really looked like. She wasn't prepared for the question he then asked her, but she just gave a slight nod.
"Yes, I am." She replied shortly, not exactly happy about it.
Meeee doinnn' philosophy
#4b5160
Lol, okay.
Another sigh, this time with
Illrose had a sinking feeling
why did she feel that she had cheated on him, and been with Sithrim behind his back? She blinked, and her eyes moved from the falling snow outside, to Cadaver's face as she
lifted her head and looked at him.
"Sithrim. The blue stag you fought at the playground, remember?" She leaned closer to Cadaver, with her skull resting against the fur on his neck.
"I'm sorry." She then said, almost whispering, although she really didn't have anything to be sorry for.
Hope you don't mind a track.
Lol, Illrose had to go to the
appreciate that Crux let her have the spot on the ruins when they're both there. Illrose tried to invite Crux to sit with her one time, but with no success. x)
ASDEWAR ILLROSE IS PREGO
ILLROSE
IS
PREGO
O3O
/has a ded
OMGOMGOMG /spaz
Mwahaha, yes she is. >D
Hehe, she's a little skittish
Dull grey fur, seeming about
((wow, i wrote a lot of pointless stuff. sry))
LOL Parabéns. I do know what
#4b5160
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<3
lolamad911;
Illrose rested her head against his neck, at least until she noticed how his fur seemed to brighten, and it felt hot against her skull. She jerked her head back, just seconds before
Cadaver rose to his feet and were gone. Slowly Illrose got to her own feet, and she walked over to the opening out of the hollow Oak, shocked that her friend had taken off like that.
In the distance she heard the roar, filled with anger, and again she got that feeling that she had let him down. She was about to go out and go looking for him, when she saw
Cadaver returning. So, she just laid back down inside the Oak instead. She frowned at the birds that landed in front of her, knowing that she didn't really like meat anymore. Not when
she was a deer, at least.
"I'll pass the message." She replied, before she bent down, and ripped of some of the meat on the bird. She swallowed it, before she decided to follow Cadaver's example, and took
the rest of the bird in her mouth, swallowing it whole.
"Thank you. I am really sorry it all makes you feel this way. But if it makes you feel better, Sithrim and I do not love each other. He already have someone else. And I would have
shown you my dragon form, if I just knew how to morph back into a dragon." She replied, and smiled slightly at him.
No, you didn't. :')
Sithrim;
Lol, I had to search to figure out what that word meant, although I kinda figured it was congratulations. x')
I got disconnected and I
Awh, yeah, I figured that was
=O Woa, wait how did she get
Forget Your Perfect Offering.
There Is A Crack In Everything.
That's How The Light Gets In.
(A part of the lyrics of Leonard Cohen's Song "Anthem")
Lol, she was with Sithrim
Sorry about running off,
I sort of become the deer I'm playing...
He licked his emerald green
((okay so im in a really odd mood, like super happy. so yea this is what i got XD))
CelesteLune; Lol, that's what
Lol, that's what I like about Celeste, she is everywhere. xDD And the spellspam chase has me laughing everytime. x')
lolamad911;
When the silence fell between them, Illrose fell into her own thoughts. She did really look forward to the fawn were born. Right now she felt so sensitive about everything,
she got sad for things she really wouldn't care about, and watching fights just made her upset, when she should have enjoyed it. It was because of the pregnancy, she thought.
Everything would go back to normal as soon as the fawn was born, she hoped. Cadaver's voice broke into her thoughts, and she blinked, as if she had forgotten he was
there. Illrose then lifted her head and looked at him, while she smiled slightly.
"Describe myself? Do you want me to describe the one I usually am, or the one I am now that I am pregnant? I thought we had spent enough time together for you to know
who I was."
Awh. x'D
"I want to know who you think
Cadaver's words made her
"I'm the dragon that loves to destroy beings and places, the one that sweep down with fire and destruction, and make everyone flee in fear. I destroy everything in my path,
and I care for no one, apart from myself." That was the one she had been before, and the one she again would be when she wound a way out from the Forest.
This is a moment when the
Illrose grind her jaws
"I do understand. And you are wrong. Yes, the forest have changed me, but it has changed me into something I don't really am. I won't accept this, and when I find a
way out of here, I will find a way back to myself." She replied coldly, before she rose to her own feet. She then tilted her head, and sighed as she calmed down a bit.
Then she nodded.
"I guess I can try." She walked slowly out of the Old Oak, and first now realized it didn't snow anymore. Still, the forest seemed quiet.
Giant hooves made the ground
holy crap why am i not
lolamad; Illrose took in the
Illrose took in the sight of his large, majestic wings, before she realized he had turned around and talked to her. Quickly she looked back at his face, barely catching his words.
"I have never encountered fire in this form, so I don't know." She replied.
"But I'm willing to take the risk." A barely visible smile curled her lips behind the mask. She was willing to take any chance to be able to take her dragon form again.
Okami;
Lol. <3
"You seem... different."
Kheiron looked at his friend with some sort of suspiciousness.
"I mean, more different than you've been lately. You even smell different. I didn't recognize you at once."
So yeah, here it is. Told ya I would do a little interaction with her sometime. xD oh and yes, I actually didn't recognize Illrose at once because of her new antlers.
Illrose had to smile at her
"It's probably because I'm pregnant." She calmly replied. She had been quite freaked out when she first discovered it, but after she had been talking to Sithrim,
and he had seemed to be happy about it all, she felt more content. She wasn't sure what Kheiron would think about it, though, and as her best friend,
his opinion meant a lot to her.
:'D
He glared at her. It had not
"Pregnant? I... I did not know. That explains it. I guess Gustiro is pleased, then. He seems more driven by instincts than any of us, so he'll probably like the thought of his genes running through a... new generation. I guess."
(yeah, yeah I know Sithrim is the father, but Kheiron doesn't xD)
She watched her friend's face
she was pregnant. Illrose then tilted her head, still smiling slightly, although she had no clue why.
"Then Gustiro would be disappointed, cause he is not the father." She replied.
"Sithrim is." She then said, before Kheiron even got the chance to ask.
"Sithrim?" His voice sounded
His voice sounded way more surprised than he wanted it to.
"I thought... I mean, I haven't seen you around with other stags than Gustiro during all this rut-stuff..."
His eyes blinked a few times. "So he's not the father..?"
Oh man, he hadn't prepared for that, and for some reason - he did not like it.
"Okay."
He turned his voice back to a more calm tone.
"Makes you want yo pat yourself on the back, right? Good job, Illrose!"
Oh, the sarcasm.
He knew Illrose so very well. He knew she wasn't really the type for being a mother. He knew she wouldn't like the thought of being pregnant.
He knew he was being incredibly rude about it.
The thing is, he was still angry at Illrose for abandoning her best friend for a rutting stag - a stag that had been both her arch enemy and her friend's enemy - so he had thought that this could be some sort of in-your-face to her. Like, "that's what you get", or "what comes around, goes around". Karma.
But no. Sithrim? Kheiron did not know him. But he had to be better than Gustiro. No one could be a bigger nitwit than Gustiro.
Heck, Illrose would probably not regret anything with Sithrim.
Dammit.
I just had to pop in to say,
Haha, your comment made me
She tilted her head
"But you haven't really seen me a lot during this rut- stuff, now, have you?" She replied. Well, she had been with Gustiro a lot, true enough, so she understood
why Kheiron would assume that he was the father. But she had been with Sithrim a lot as well, even before the rut week itself, when they both had begun to be
quite affected.
"No, Gustiro is not the father." She said. Then her ears fell back when she heard the sarcasm in Kheiron's voice. She could hear that he was angry at her.
"Shut up! If I hadn't known better, I would have believed you were jealous." She snapped back at him. But she did know Kheiron wasn't jealous. They were just friends,
nothing more, so it had to be something else behind his anger. Illrose backed away a few steps, and glared at Kheiron for a moment.
And yeah, agree with creepy-stalker-Gustiro. :b
The dragon reared, his wings
((You know i was thinking. Nacadia and Illrose are both pregnant. I think by some twist of fate, they should befriend each other. Im not sure how yet, but i think it would be cool. they were friends for a little while before i said illrose could chase Naca. just an idea))
”Jealous?! Hah! It’s a good
His eyes burned into Illrose’s. Had she been that blind?
He quickly turned around as if to hide his anger and murmured some angry words to himself with clenched teeth; “Why are all my friends so extremely stupid..!”
Well, except for him and Raleigh, he thought. But I can’t reach him at the moment and Raleigh has probably had a mental breakdown and ended his misery long ago. Why, why…!
The rage built up inside him, and he didn’t know if he could handle himself.
He suddenly hit his head hard against the nearest tree to snap himself out of it. Stood still, leaning his whole weight on his head. His eyes wide open.
An extremely loud snort – and then he closed his eyes and tilted his head another way as in despair.
With a thud he sat down. Crouched – still with his eyes closed - suddenly looking so very vulnerable.
“Don’t ever do that again. Don’t abandon me, Illrose.”
(pfff he's such a dramaqueen)
lolamad; Illrose tried to
Illrose tried to catch the words he mumbled, but it was impossible. But the words had their effects, and a strong wind began to circle around them. Illrose listened
carefully to Cadaver's words, and gave a nod in return, to make it clear she had understood. A smile appeared on her lips at the sight of the mighty, deadly flames
that mixed with the wind, surrounding them. She could feel the heat, but she wasn't afraid. She then noticed how Cadaver began to change form next to her, and for
a moment she panicked. How did he do it? And why didn't the same thing happen to her? She closed her eyes, and tried to remember the dream she had been having
a while back, when she had dreamed how her dragon form broke free from the deer. She tried to remember the feelings, tried to remember the fight to escape
this form. But nothing happened. Illrose opened her eyes again, and saw that Cadaver now stood as a mighty dragon next to her.
"I don't think I can do it." She had to yell at him to be louder than the wind and the roaring fire, and she felt how the desperation grew stronger. It was as if this
was her only chance to ever return to her dragon form again.
Normally I don't think Illrose would have been keen to befriend Nacadia after their fights and such, but now she is pregnant and more sensitive, it could work. :b
mini;
His words hit her in the face, as if he had punched her. She backed away from him even more, before she almost gasped as he hit his head against a tree. Then she just
stood there, for a long time, just staring at the now so very vulnerable stag that was her best friend.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." She whispered, and hurried to sit down beside him, while her skull brushed gently across his head, where it had hit the tree.
"I really didn't know what I was doing. I don't think anyone affected by the rut did. It was as if our minds were shut down, and our bodies took control. i wasn't strong
enough to fight that affect, and I'm really sorry I abandoned you, Kheiron, it was never my intention." She looked at him, her eyes almost begging for him not
to be angry at her anymore.
He didn't move when he heard
He looked the other way when Illrose spoke to him.
"It's okay."
He sighed. There were some kind of surrender in his voice, like he didn't care anymore.
With a sudden inhale, he stretched his front legs and sat up.
He looked down on the ground between his front legs. Frowning. "I felt it too. Not as much, of course, but I felt it. Got more aggressive. Sort of. Maybe my reaction to this all is also because of the rut. Some sort of after-effect. I don't know. I'm sorry if I'm making all this so much bigger than it really is. Maybe I'll look back at it and just laugh about it someday. Oh, you see? I'm rambling. Sorry."
A small, but visible smile curled up on his face when he said those last words, and he took a glance at Illrose when he did. The smile told her she was forgiven.
What Kheiron said made sense.
"You do not make this bigger than it is. I had no right to treat you like I did. After all, you are my best friend." She smiled in relief when she saw the
smile on his face. He wasn't angry at her anymore. And she would make sure she didn't give him another reason to be.
"Well, the rut is all over now. I haven't felt much since I realized I was pregnant, so let's just hope everyone else has calmed down as well."
The dragon shook his head,
The air around her felt chill
he lowered his head to look at her. Illrose followed his gaze when he looked at the other side of the pond.
"I do, but I want to try one more time first. I will try again and see if I can make it." The determination was clearly in her voice, as well as seen in her posture.
She wanted to try again, and this time she would make it. She could feel it, and her heart began to race with expectation in her chest.
Oh yeah, that was right.
"You beginning to feel anything yet? The pregnancy, I mean... I don't know much about stuff like that but I would guess you feel it. Don't you?"
He looked up at her with big eyes. He was a bit worried, he had to admit that. With her getting a fawn to look after... would she even have time for anything else? Would she even care for anything else?
Only time will show.
Probably, he decided. But maybe not as much.
And it worried him.
He was a bit sceptical about it all.
Don't get too attached to others, Kheiron... In the end, you can only trust yourself anyway.
(sorry for poofing... my
Mini; "Oh yes, I feel it.
"Oh yes, I feel it. It's really hard to explain, but it's almost as I can feel it growing inside me. This faint tickling inside my stomach." She had to laugh, cause
it sounded kinda stupid, but it was the best way to explain what she felt at the moment. Not to mention that she was getting bigger, it was already visible that
her stomach was growing, even though one could think she was just getting chubby. That - she thought - was the worst part of the pregnancy. The big stomach
that would make her heavy, slow and clumsy. Defenseless. She snorted, and shook her head to get rid of the thought, before she looked at Kheiron and smiled,
almost giggled.
"Perhaps the child will call you uncle Kheiron."
AliceV;
Yeah, I figured. :/ But you're back now. <3...although Illrose isn't exactly interesting company at the moment, sorry 'bout that. xp