strings torn:
Eaff; Kokochora; Vermillion; Adonis; Vala; Ghayth; Jettem; Ravyn; Plumeria; Kweta; Virgil;
//friends that disappeared, acquittances lost contact with
strings cut:
Walter;
//deer who have lost his trust
strings untied:
Dusk;
//friends he could say goodbye to
On Mozart's death - A (not so) brief explanation:
When a deer logs out I perceive it as a sort of small death. It stops existing in The Forest. The deer's body and soul disappear into an alternate universe outside of TEF. In this state the deer is asleep in some sort of comatose, free from dimensions such as space and time. Nonexistant, yet still here as a part of something endless. This is until it returns to The Endless Forest, until the player logs in again and the deer gets "reborn".
Yet the longer the deer stays away from The Forest, the more instable the connection between deer and forest becomes. And as soon as the deer begins to lose connection, it starts to gradually become one with this alternate universe. First the body disappears, then the soul.
This is what happened to Mozart. He would stay away from The Forest as long as necessary. His body had disappeared, but his soul was still tied to TEF. He was still connected to it -- with the strings that tied him to his friends.
(I admit that strings are quite a cliché, but I thought taking them literally would make for something interesting)
I portrayed his soul by playing Phase 2 of TEF which gives your deer the appearance of a ghost. It's a pain to move and interact in it though so I sadly couldn't pull everything off as good as I wanted to.
Untying strings would follow in different stages.
Mozart first would avoid interaction with those who he still was connected to because he knew it would be the last time he would see them. After realizing he has no other choice to free his soul, he would approach them like he would do normally, albeit with very limited interaction, seeing as it is just a "part" of him still tied to The Forest.
Then he would drift back into a different dimension, but quickly return to the reality of The Endless Forest again. Now in this second visit as only a spirit he would be blind to other deer and call out for someone, trying to follow his own strings, but without any success.
Mozart would drift into another dimension again, and return into The Forest a second time. This time he would only see those deer he is connected with, and he would only be visible to them (unfortunately this can't be played out in-forest). Only now he would properly part with them and untie the string.
Unfortunately not everything went as planned. We could not manage to find Virgil in time and we could not say goodbye to him, so his string had to be torn.
Although Mozart never had the courage to tell, Dusk was more than just a friend to him. He was too afraid to show, but especially in those past months he had grown very dependant on him.
Ultimately it was the disappearance of friends, the lack of contact and the feeling of being forgotten that have led Mozart to such a decision.
I personally have been considering his death since a long time, but in the end everything was rather spontaneous and quick. The circumstances were right so we simply took the chance.
His death was meant to be quiet, nothing epical, that just does not not suit him.
I want to say thank you to everyone who has befriended or interacted with Mozart.
Even if he might have not been of any importance in the life of your character, even if he never had much influence on your deer — you have made a great impact on him and your company has always been appreciated by both, Mozart and me, even if it has not always been apparent.
Everyone of you has played a big role in shaping Mozart as a character.
Thank you for everything.
♥
Yes, you need to create a
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Beautiful biography ! *O*
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Thankyous.
Thanks Solaya, and no problem
Whenever Aleit tries to stalk
I knowww, we're way too lazy.
I'm in love with that song.
Ahhh I know, right? It's so
I love it when people leave comments about songs. :B
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That smiley made my statement
I have missed you so... Im
Ikibe has missed Mozart so much! Sorry for all the nuzzles , shes so excited to see you. We've missed you both very much.
Ikibe! We were wondering
I have to brb a lot though, sorry. :/
Its ok! Yeah it works ,
Who was that deer who came ? It seemed very nice.
Ew. :x Have you downloaded
That was shimmyshimmy's Riddler, Silence
Yeah, I just downloaded it ,
*Rofl* Happy first year dear!
Happy first year dear! <3333333333
"Don't be."
Make a happy deer! They
At the risk of sounding emo,
I tried today, but failed. I can very well have fun and be friendly and all, but the problem is approaching. Especially when it comes to "popular" deer or - it's even worse with those - deer with plot involvement. And I don't want to be another "friendly but shy" stereotype. :/
/complain complain complain
I know exactly what you
Try creating a deer who's hyperactive/funny but slightly careless yet still friendly.
Kay, that makes no sense...
Well, for approach even though I feel how you feel I would example:
Sit on there back, hop around them in circles and in a way freak them out.
If they tilt there head (I hate that for many reasons) just laugh and hop away or something.
If your deer is more friendly but calm, sit next to the deer. Or just sniff them and bow etc.
Just make sure you forget your own feelings, not that it always works for me hahaha
Am I the only one who hates the head tilt?
It leaves me feeling as if I'm a complete and utter fool.
Sorry if none of this makes sense; I'm using the iPod.
My wrist hurts heheh.
Augh I hate so many of the
I could rant forever about actions haha
"Try creating a deer who's hyperactive/funny but slightly careless yet still friendly."
^ This. I've tried it a million times before. None of those characters lasted for long.
I've had.. "motherly, polite but somewhat stiff", "fun, bouncy and outgoing but easily upset", "silly and hyper, loves to tease others", "polite and friendly, but sometimes prejudging" etc etc.. :/
I also sometimes have this feeling that you struggle to get get attention if you don't wear either the Skull or RealDeer mask. Maybe I'm just doing something wrong though.
Figuring a way of how to approach is not so much the problem as actually to approach and get involved..
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Yeah, it sucks.
Oh and the it makes me laugh when a deer approaches you, uses the scared emote and runs off.
Then you try to approach them and they give you the impression as if to say "FUCK OF YOU IDIOT STOP STALKING ME RAAA"
..so all of a sudden they're some angry deer.
I mean wtf. ó___o
Tracking.
Oh! Thank you. ♥
Annnddd more love here.
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Ditto.
I understand exactly what you
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I need to go and bother you
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Thank you.
*Tackles!* Welcome back!
Welcome back! <3333333333333
Eee, thank youuuu~
Hm. Sorry. I know I shouldn't complain. |D
*sorry, I was in track
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I used to write between my
It wasn't quite like this, though. It was more like a story written between the life of myself and my character.
Seeing you create this makes me want to do the same.
(:
I've probably said this
Ravynn-- That's awesome. I'd
Though I feel uncomfortable writing really all conversations down and tell everything that's going on, so I tend to shorten/alter them anyway.
And Thank You ocean. ♥ I'm glad you think it turned out nicely. I planned on changing it again, but I can't yet think of a nice layout.
New layout! I cannot check if
I cannot check if this works okay in anything but Firefox, so if anyone can test how it looks in other browsers I'd be very, very grateful. ♥
In IE, the pictogram in the
It works excellent for me. It
It looks so clean...
I love the scrollbox idea.
Thanks ocean, a friend of
And thanks a lot Ravynn. ♥
Fff, no crying in corners.
Huh. I wish I could help, but I'm not too great with coding. xDDD
Bah! IE-users will just have
FFF. xD Problem solved. Come
Come to the light, IE-users! D:<
I really love this layout
Geez you're amazing.
Thank you Kiraki and VCG!
You make the best and most
Hah, you flatter me! There
I'd love to work as something along the lines of webdesign someday, so this does mean a lot to me.
(And I wonder who you are! :b)
Well, I'm making a human blog
I just used this account instead of my main one for no reason.
100th comment :D