smileing at Fleur's eager litte dance Safear got to her feet and shook the leaves from her feathers.

"then to the play ground we go!"

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Safear matched Bayleen's pace, bushing stray twigs and sticks from her path.

the mossy boulders of the playground soon came into view, running up she clawed her way to the top and gave Fleur a sharp smile. "this is the playground." she motioned to the other surrounding rocks with a flick of her feathered tail.

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Safear lept over to join Bayleen and Fleur. Small birds twittered and hopped about on the ground, the sun shined and everything seemed perfect.

"i will have to introduce her to my friends later" she thought as she watched a leaf lazily spin by on invizible eddies of wind.

(its okay, ive been getting a ton of homework too XD. Ah, the death scene! D:)



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in her mind Safear carefuly cataloged this day as one of her best days of her life, her friend had birthed a beautiful fawn, the sun was high in the sky and the warmth of Bayleen pressed on her side.

"oh Jossecor, I wish you could see this." the silent prair that she knew would never be answered floated up and away into the sky where it faded from existance unknown and unnoticed by anyone but her. Suddenly a stab of panic pirced her heart. How long did Bayleen have left? She could go at any moment or she could last until tommorow. The terrible knowlage sent her mood spiraling earthward. Did Fleur even know that the steady beat of her mothers heart that so calmed her was numbered?

Quickly glanceing at their tranquil faces, she noted nothing wrong just a peacful innocence that reflected in their smiling mouths and soft eyes. How dearly she loved the two just then, she could not imagine life without dear sweet Bayleen, how would Fleur react? Would she be calm and accepting like her mother or devastated and broken? Safear's heart screamed with dispair and frustration. It should not be this way! She felt like there was something more she could do something she could say, but there was nothing just the blank and desolate feeling of defeat that echoed through her strained features.

"Why?" the question rang as if it was a physical sound in her head. "my family is all gone, all of them. how can I stand to lose another?" how much more could her soul take before it gave? It was already battered and broken, what would happen when Bayleen eyes closed forever and she was desperatly clutching at fleeting shreds of memories? Would it be enough to finaly end her? "No, I made a promise, I will not die until fluer is grown and strong." the sudden thought was like a bright beacon of light in her blizzard of dispair. She may not be able to do anything for Bayleen but she could insure that part of her lived on through Fleur.

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Safear watched Fleur jump, sitting up she haistily shook craps of moss from her pelt and joined her two conpanions. Trotting up to Fleur she smiled "that was some jump there kiddo!" Breifly she wondered where Bayleen was off to.

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(nah, you want to see a good writer? try reading Bylah's entries, you also write very well. ^^)

The walk was soothing, it helped calm Safear's nerves by a great margin. Idily, she watched several colorful birds preforme aireal acrobatics, one landed on one of the numerous pale tree limbs that jutted from the sides of a birch and belted out its happiness to the world.

Her attention was snapped back to the present as the throaty gurgle of rushing water sounded in the late afternoon air. Sligtly opening her jaws she deeply inhailed and noted the heavy mineraly oder that only came with the nearing of a spring fed stream. The air was also thick with extra water that condensed into shining dewdrops on Safear's feathers. "over here!" her attention was drawn to the small bridge that spanned the width of the stream. Weathered by time and nature the bridge was a harkening to the old. Its battered bricks were marred by the strangleing embrace of mold and lichen yet it still held strong determined to support the forests enhabitence for years countless of her present knowlage. She reminded herself drily that she herself far out aged the bridge being over 6 hundered thousand season's old, in retrospect of course, her bodey had not aged in the slightest sence her departure from her previous world. She also had know way of knowing what time period the endless forest rested, it could be a singular pocket of matter, never ageing and uknown by the rest of existance.

But such thougts were merely a distraction. Reverting her attention back to Bayleen she padded after her and Fleur with a gentle smile playing on her lips. Her stomach tigtend and lurched. How long had it been scense she had eaten? But the feeling was not a stranger, her stomach was use to the abuse, many days she would get caught up with friends and forget of her ever present hunger. The next morning she would be forced to attend to her appatite. This routine in no way helped her form which was quite thin, most of her weight was made of her raw lean muscles that were thouroly exercised each day, such a lifestyle left no room for the excess weight of fat. Thus her bodey was lean and wirey perfect for hunting and evasion....as well as combat. Sometimes the pulsing red demand of bloodlust would creep over her vision. When she was a raptor these random feelings of violence were quelled by the hunting of large prey that satisfied her need to proove her skill. Such feelings terrified her, what would happen if such a time would come if her friends were nearby during one of these surges? Normally she would find a small sapling and shred it with her teeth and claws, by the time she was done not much would be left, what was would be buried, along with her old self. Ah, sometimes it was so complicated.

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(your welcome.^^ sorry for the pointless discription in my last post, just trying to give you a feel for her character XD)

Safear took a few swipes of water to cool her parched throat. A dull thunk behind her caused her to turn and watch as Fleur descovered the taste of pine cones. After watching Bayleen eat also, her stomach roared its displeauser at the long starvation. Her mouth watered as a squirrel paused at the base of a tree. Her mucsles instinctively tensed and she coiled herself into a pretatory spring. But glanceing at Fleur caused her to relax. It would not be suitable to kill and devour a small creature in front of a newly born fawn, she hardley ever done it in front of her friends let alone in front of those wide curious eyes. Instead she offered a nervous chuckle and made a show of preening her featheres.


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(thanks. XD)

Safear returned her smile and gazed over the hill. The sun was sinking lower into the sky, casting orange hued illumination through out the forest. The pond shimmered at the orange spectrum, reflecting the heavens above. Some deer were already scratching out their beds in the soft loamy soil. For a time she silently dwelled on Fleur. What would she look like when she was an adolecent, what about an adult? Would she be shy and reserved or outgoing and independent? Safear shook her had and allowed a breif chuckle to escape her. So many outcomes for one child.

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Safear sat, fidgeting on the bridge. they both knew it was time for Fleur to know the truth. It wouldnt be easy. But she shot Bayleen a look of confidence and silently urged her to speak.

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Safear staggered up blind with tears and pressed her warm bodey agenst Bayleen. Gently she rested her muzzle on her neck. "I love you too Bayleen, go knowing that everything will be alright here, i'll see you again, we both will. She hoarsely whispered. Gently nudgeing Fleur closer she brought them all into an akward embrace.

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Safear sat up and sent a long keening cry to the hevans. Drying her own tears she sat close to Fleur, keeping her warm and gently rocking her back and forth. It was her way of greiving too, they both sat on their silent vigil still stareing at the spot where a friend and a mother had once been.

( oh god i am so almost gonna cry, my throat burns T.T)
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Safear gently nuzzled Fleur. "sleep well small one." curling protectively around her she recited the verses of the lullaby over and over in her head. She would never forget them, for both Bayleens and fleurs sake. She watched with concern as dark marks formed on fleurs tear stained face.

(wow thats unique, it will be pretty. ^^)
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Safear stayed awake as long as possible but after awile she too was pulled down into sleep. Both she and Fleur were curled together bathed in the moonlight.

(i dont think anyone has thought of it yet.^^ is this the end of our little role play? )

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(the next day sounds fine, if you want to continue^^)
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(oh, alright. It would be nice to gain a new member!^^ se ya soon.)

Safear had already been up for awhile, watching the sun slowly climb into the sky and flood the forest in morning light. Startled by Flure's sudden outburst she whiped her head around and stared curiously at the distressed fawn. Quickly determining that she had a nightmare she gave her a qick lick. "shhh, you were dreaming, its alright." Safear winced at her mistake, she would have probrably liked a nuzzle, stupid her, she would have to learn the mothering ways of mammals a bit better.


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A small smile flitted breifly across her reptilian features. "So Fleur, are there any pelts you like?" it was a poor attempt at conversation but she had to try.

(s'okay, Safear daydreams all the time, it even says to on her bio.^^)


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"yes, they are all beautiful especialy the dark brown one." she smiled down at her. "i wish i could wear the brown one myself!" Suddenly something occered to her. "are you hungry?"

the only thing the fawn had was a pinecone yesterday. And Safear herself hadnt eaten in 2 days. She sighed, she would have to explain her carnivore eating habits soon enough.

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she got up and stretched her tired muscles. "well im starving!" turning she gently nudged Fleur to her feet. "up and addem!"

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smileing she winked. "you'll see!" turning she gestured for Fluer to follow and headed away from the pond. She travled until a thick sweet scent filled the air.

Walking down into a natural depression surrounded by towering beech trees Safear pointed to the heavy clusters of blue berries. "These are Blue berries, i dont like them very much but im sure you'll find them dilicious!"

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Safear smiled at her eager chomping.

"just dont eat too many or you'll get a stomach ache!"

while fleur was eating Safear quietly slipped away and prayed that she didnt notice. pranceing to the edge of the blueberry bowl she quickly located several birds and took her pretatory stance.


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"ahh." finaly full for the first time in two days she was full. Safear swiped her long tounge over the many needle-like points of her teeth, savoring every last shred of flavor. Now content she made her way back to Flure.

"oh, Fleur!" the small fawn was covered in dark blue berry juice and her stomach bulged with all the berries she had eaten. But she just couldnt help laughing, she was so messy!

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(i just randomly thought that small fawn+berries=mess! XD)

Both she and Safear laughed for a good long while before she brushed the tears from her eyes and sat up. "c'mon we better clean you up at the pond." small giggles still escaped her every time she looked down at Fleur.

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Safear stiffened at the question. But sighing she turned to answer.

"there was a young stag named Rev, that your mother was good friends with. Over time she began to feel more for rev than just friends. But it was not to be, Rev was....gay. To be gay is not a bad thing, it just means that you like the same gender as yourself, so he could not feel anymore than friends for your mother. This made her very sad, she was even sadder when he fell in love with another stag, Terk. As for the other stag i am afraid i do not know who he was....."

(i really dont know sorry XD)

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(okay XD, woah its like 2:30am where i am XD)

"they also made the forest for us to be happy, sometimes "doe and stag" just dont feel right, why should someone continue to live miserable because its not how things are suppost to be? I dont influence your judgement on this matter but im just asking for you to see things from their point of veiw."


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Safear smiled. "see, you are a smart girl i knew you understand."

"is all the juice gone?" she inspected her to see if all traces of blue were gone.

(yeah, i probly wont be on much longer D:)

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