Lost

I have been lost
This darkness knows no light
Walking around like a ghost
With no purpose

No will of which to speak
It seemed as if the fire in me
Was totally gone
No person or thing
That I could find
Would stir this heart

And light it on fire.
My strength wanes like the moon
And the steady thrum of the waves
Could easily drag me under.

Weak

Weak

I dare not say it but I am
I have lost what matters most
No chance of getting it back
No second chance is willed to me

I am stranded in the darkness
My light ,my energy is being slowly drawn from me
Scary,yes
But I can not fight it

The dreams I once held so dear
Have evaporated like a cloud of vapor

Sleep it seems to be my only rock
I am tired beyond belief
Even after countless hours of sleep

I hate what I have become
For there is no future in this
No happiness that I can forsee
I am lost
But it was me who walks this path
I expect no one to help