Relationships
"Everyone is my teacher. Some I seek. Some I subconsciously attract. Often I learn simply by observing others. Some may be completely unaware that I’m learning from them, yet I bow deeply in gratitude."
• Loved •
6
|'Blackie'|
By many strange occasions the bull managed to catch the buck and tie him close by starting to teach him. Learned to trust, follow and obey the snake first. After being left by his mate and family, was taught how to stand up again. Rewarded with several things that help him keep the stable state of mind, having formed a specific kind of need towards 6 and his teachings. Infatuation, important, sincerely and loyally loved even if the bull has been gone from the forest for a long time now. Will always wait for even if chances of his return seem slim. Takes this as his final lesson to let go and move on.
"You were the hardest lesson I ever had to learn."
Krowe
|'Woof'|
At first was only curious to find a plain looking wolf in the forest, seen as a danger pestering prey. After talking to him and finding out it was really easy to do so, kept visiting him in the birch until learning to trust Krowe not to be a danger to himself. Was offered company and occasional grooming which then lead to visiting Krowe in the human world to experience a real human bath. From there has been hooked on the company and understanding that's given. Feels somehow connected to the wolf, although not knowing much about each other's backgrounds. Has been taught new skills while camping in the human world. Barely wants to go anywhere without the wolf anymore. Scared to admit any feelings rising for him as it feels like that would cause himself to be left alone once again.
"I beg you, eat me up. Want me down to the marrow."
Marcus
|'Mall'|
Met the male only briefly before the day Marcus came to him at the Oak. Badly beaten up by Romulus and hiding away from possible death, Marcus picked him up and took him into his care. Did not know of his original intentions back then, and only much later was told of them by Talla. Mixed feelings. Ended up living with the male, taken care of more than anyone has done ever before. Genuinely and full heartedly grateful for every piece of happiness Marcus gave, ending up feeling even more towards him. Not sure of it first when still dealing with infatuations of his past, but quickly learned the vicious jealousy he felt when Djinn moved in with them, was actually love. Could not compete with the female as she possessed attributes more useful for Marcus, having to leave his safe haven, home, and loved one behind and return to the forest alone. Only wanted Marcus to be happy and if he can't provide enough happiness, it's best to step aside. Even if it means heartache for them both. Misses terribly but also feels angry and fearful of the male. Hates his and Djinn's children simply for existing, avoiding them to the end. Big love, bigger heartbreak.
"You became the reason I breathe, only to suffocate me"
Romulus
|'Om'|
His second imaginary friend after Gaius and before Remus (Ai & Em) Turned into a nightmare and broke through Nidhem's dreamworld into reality. Once a companion, friend and a source of comfort, but Romulus turned against him with Gaius and Remus, invading the dreamworld and causing him to get caged up in nightmares and sleep paralysis. Finally other forest residents defeated Romulus, killing him. Romulus came back to life and gained a physical form he had wanted all along, but the bond between him and his former host had been broken. After countless attempts of murder and harassment from Romulus' side things between the two have started calming down, and the two have shared apologies. Not once has the cripple hated his creation for what he has done, and wants no harm on Romulus. Loves but understands he has no right to ask for it to be mutual anymore.
"When is a monster not a monster?
Oh, when you love it."
Talla
|Sister|
Was once persistent in getting to know the doe as a youngster. After a rough start finally managed to have the doe warm up to him. Grew closer through play, comfort and mutual reassurance. First person Nidhem gave a gift to. Trusts her with all of his secrets and thoughts. Sees and loves her as a sister. Sometimes suspicious of the company she has, not really eager to share Talla with them. More protective of than anything else, will stand between her and danger without doubt. Loved unconditionally. Thinks she is the only one who truly understands and accepts him.
"You protect me from myself and I’ll protect you from everything else."
• Positive •
Fenrir
Stricken by the male's looks at first, naturally feeling scared of something that looked like a predator but at the same time drawn to. Found the male badly wounded and still healing, lonely and curious himself, and tried to make an acquaintance of by offering medicinal plants. Continuously confused by, but feels great interest in trying to make sense of the big male's quirks. Somehow very comforted by his presence and scent, even with the looming danger that emits from him. Used to live with for a while before Fenrir came up with kids with Jörnburnd which caused him to leave the two, not feeling comfortable anymore.
Illrose
|'Auntie'|
Adopted aunt through his former adoptive mother Umay. Even after Umay disowned him, continues to call her 'Auntie' and sees her as a very important female in his life. Trusts, but not always believes her words. Source of medical help when needed, admires the doe for her great wisdom and really looks up to. She was the one who helped him to get rid of his broken leg, the whole happening strengthening his feelings for her. The last vague feeling of a family he has. Rarely seen around anymore.
Morikiah
Slowly grew much closer with the stag after meeting. Saw him as a great friend once, now horribly unsure around when receiving mixed messages every now and then. Enjoys the attention when there is some but is left terribly confused with moments of sudden abandonment or when feeling like he's being pushed off. Adored and feared. Rarely seen around anymore.
Leviathann
Long, violent colored history links the two together. At one point managed to forget the multiple deeds of terror Leviathann had done until recently was drawn into her presence with gentle care and the alluring strength she possesses. Was reminded of the past as one swift blow but with the comfort of safety provided at the very same moment got his trust easily stolen. Respects a lot and is thankful for the present time.
Rhea
Never felt unsure by her looks, even if she grew to be much larger than him. Quite nice to talk to or play with. Still doesn't understand the helping as he sees himself quite capable of handling himself... but appreciates it anyway. Doesn't see often anymore, mainly because she hangs in certain groups. But gladly approaches when she's alone.
Vol
A bird-looking guy who Nidhem has known for years. Considered a friend and a moving nest of sorts as Vol's wings have acted as a good, warm shelter when needed. Playful, gentle, fun, easy-going. Always glad to hang with.
Xorawlr
A big gentle canine with the 'night sky' on his back. Met during the rut 2017. Started to trust the big guy rather easily after getting a good amount of affection in the form of grooming. Continues to receive these grooming sessions every time they meet. Also a very good playmate.
• Neutral •
Kauna
The white doe he happened to meet a few times before talking with her for the first time. Surprised by her wisdom and respects her for it. Somewhat shy towards, but knows she won't hurt him for asking for comfort.
Rojan
Never would have thought he would grow interested in one of Umay's children, but found himself feeling the most neutral with this one. Could have attacked Rojan when he was still a cub, but decided against it. Later has gotten defended by the grown male once. Curious of.
Róta
First hated since she was born, lately given peace in his mind. When meeting her at Romulus' place made himself talk to her after a rough start. Asking if Romulus loved her and receiving a positive answer, granted her and her siblings 'safety' from him. If Romulus would be sad for Róta's sadness, he would not be the cause of that. Nowhere near friends with but does not ache inside seeing her face around. Same can't be said for her siblings.
Shay
Former family member through Umay. Had been a source of comfort and peace before ties to Umay's family broke. Has had some positive meetings afterwards. Hopeful.
Umay
|'Ma'|
Had the best time of his life as the adoptive son of the lioness before she made the decision to disown him. Completely shattered mentally, continued to seek for the female's love, only getting beat and destroyed time after another. After seeking for guidance from many, it was finally Jack's words that made him change. He ended his mortal longing towards the lioness with a fight, losing his leg because of the injuries. Does not want to miss anymore. Does the missing in secret, not letting it control him anymore. Lately has been in contact with her more, mostly by coincidence. Timid towards, yields but does not fear too much. Cares about.
"I think about you. But I don’t say it anymore."
• Negative •
Alice
Got to know her through Morgül. Once a friend and source of comfort. Grew a deep jealousy and hatred towards after realizing what was going on between her and Morgül. Even more distraught about their offspring, one of them, Kiosydan, getting attacked by him once. Simply avoids the doe now, wants nothing to do with her.
Djinn
The golden doe who has always been one of the biggest sources of confusion in Nidhem's life. Constantly going between friend or foe, had been treated badly on multiple occasions followed by friendliness and care, then turning bad again. Considers her to be the one who always found a way to shove her nose between him and his closest male relations. The last straw was her moving in with him and Marcus. Tried his best to endure her presence until it turned out to be too stressful, having to abandon the last and best safe haven he had. Outright hates her after hearing more about her from other sources, unable to feel much else than having had his whole life repeatedly invaded and poisoned by the female. Hostile towards.
Morgül
|Morg|
Once the one who raised him, kept him alive and made him feel love for the first time in his life. Went through the hardest times together, chose Morgül over his former adoptive family and stared into death's eyes together, until finally it was too much to bear. Left and abandoned by. No more than a very painful memory now, a deep scar, rarely spoken about.
"Forever never lasts forever."
• Gone •
Kody
Former adopted family member through Umay. Always felt unaccepted by the wolf, and will most likely act submissive because of his fears.
Rui
The first one to cause Nidhem to actually feel hate, great jealousy and a need to get rid off. Can't do anything about the 'couldbebrother''s existence, has learned to mostly ignore or avoid if seen.
Juliet
Kurami
Lume
Forced to cut ties with because of Umay. Learned about his death, secretly misses, yet rarely.
Maeve
Adopted 'cousin'. Unaware of her passing.
Ravly
'Smiling' Jack
|'Whitey'|
Had rather weak but steady ties with the white stag before some unfortunate events brought Nidhem to do the largest mistake of his life, destroying the ties. Regrets his deed more than anything. Wants to get stronger because of his words, and will always look up to. Left a long time ago, greatly missed.
HA.
Raventail: Oh nooo yeah I
Hopefully there's a better time for a meeting soon.
HB: sneaky devil.
re-track.
>.> I'm still getting the
Kets been dying to interact with him but silly shy player has been holding her back...
You can totally add me in
Mind if I... ? Sorry for the
Sorry for the strange writing style.
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A light breeze swept into, and under, the coat of the cervidae. Her eyes were distant and unmoving, fixed on the limp and barely breathing pile of fur and bones. Alice kept herself hidden behind tall tufts of grass. She was static, almost- dare she move her presence would mean so little to Nid. It was almost as if there had been a betrayal between the two... had there been?
She could not move, she did not move. She had to move. Alice had to move closer; to cover the broken boy, to protect him, regardless of her small nature.
No more hesitations. Just a few steps through the grass, lightly gently. Closer. Close...
"... Nidhem ... Niddy? Sweetie?" a whisper escaped from her lips. Her voice cracked over the 'sweetie.' She did not want to be rejected.
I don't mind, but I might be
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The buck layed down against the ground, his camouflage making him easily vanish... except for the dried up blood that still hanged tight onto his matted fur, and which the ground had been drinking from him. Its smell pulled others close, and none were let to touch it.
The dark-tipped ears were flopped to the sides, relaxed, not needed for now as it was quiet around, only distant sounds making them flick every now and then. But that changed as soon as he heard the smallest rustle of grass closer than any other sound. The ears were lifted, eyes opened with a long inhale taken at the same time. Something was near.
The turquoise eyes seeked for the source, blurry when having to look into the distance. The headache immediately crept into the nerve endings in his skull, paining him as he tried to lift his head to see around him. As the skull rose it wavered, weak.
A growl ensued. Silent at first, barely sounding like one. As his eyes registered the one coming close the growl deepened some, yet he could not comprehend who he saw. Not until she talked.
Almost spooked, the growl was mixed into a sudden high pitched whine. His throat was dry, unable to form more of a warning than this.
The smell reached him. Certainly not one he'd easily forget. Not in a good way.
"N-no.."
A muffled groan. Disapproval.
Uugh, I really want to try,
I haven't rp'd on tefc for
Nid might be a bit hard to approach, especially in this state, but it's still very interesting to see his reactions to different characters, especially strangers as they are new.
So yeah go ahead if you feel like it!
Ahh sorry! Is it a problem we
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Looking down on the buck's withering form a painful string was plucked deep in Alice's core. Her neck craned pitifully down towards the small one. With breath caught in her throat that she was unaware of having held her eyes were presented with a closer look of Nid's face.
She could almost not count the amount of cracks that split into his little skull. The stench of the blood finally rose from the ground and hit her nostrils. Alice tried not to move away. Though the putrid scent was hard to ignore, Alice tried not to care. Seeing him in such a horrifying state was unbearable- all the doe wanted was to clean off his wounds and sing him to sleep. She would provide the loving protection her once alive fawns had received- be some sort of a mother figure once again.
The kid probably already has someone like that.
"Nidhem I... I won't hurt you. Let me take care of you," the frail voice cracked once more and a single tear rolled from the gaping socket in her mask.
With some effort, the blunt teeth of her mask caught onto it's wings. A white one. It was already dying, but Alice could not care in the least right now.
"F- for you, dear. I know how you like these." She placed the butterfly tenderly to the ground, close to where Nidhem's head lay. Lingering for a moment, ears slowly turned towards his face. Though soon, recoiling back.
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omg I don't know why but that almost brought me to tears? ;; idk I'm emotional...
Nah it's not a problem,
Also sorry I did not reply yesterday. I wasn't home for most of the day.
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As the head of the doe moved the buck's head lowered and pulled back a tiny bit, ears turning back against his neck, making the head look even more lean than it was. The bright but now squinting eyes glanced at the other all over, from hooves to her neck to her eyes, rapidly repeating the glances without one blink.
Her words made him stop completely for a few seconds, eyes widening some, disbelief of what he heard from the other. Something inside felt hot and cold at the same time, like clawing at him, trying to get out. Soon enough there'd be shuddering, and his shallow breath were more audible, short and sharp. Something was fuming in him. An unknown feeling.
His mind was too busy being confused, yet he was then getting something brought near him. A butterfly of white. Why. Why did she do that. Why would she say those things, try to get onto his skin after...
...after everything.
The memories of a certain someone were hard to drop and bury when this doe always brought them back. She carried the invisible memory, a scent. Not so much now maybe, but the buck had already associated her whole being with that scent. His scent.
A look at the butterfly. A deep stare at its wriggling body and weakly flapping wings. The pure white color added to its suffering form caused something more. Something even deeper. A need to protect.
The eyes snapped to stare at her. The shuddering got stronger before some of his fur stood up on the back of his neck.
"...g-go away."
His voice was supressed, sounding like he wasn't breathing. and he barely was. Everything he had ever wanted to say to her was held back in his throat, only some of it slipped out.
"Go t-to hi-him, t-to.. to take c-care..!"
The words were followed by a snarling growl. The words he said got the feeling inside burn, desperate to take over... but the buck swallowed the rest, only continuing his stare.
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Want to remind that this is just Nid having huge problems with feelings for certain relations and such.
Mm, yeah. I'm not very active
I kind of figured that, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to try? Still not sure who to approach him with though - I was thinking either Kyrie or Nechtan since they need development (Especially Kyrie.), but Lacie's been so down in the dumps it'd be better to get her to actually reach out and interact more. Going to have to think on it more and see who I want to use.
Probably going to end up using Lacie but idkI've been crazy busy right
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A cricket sounded next to the doe, though she was too captivated by Nidhem to realize. Alice watched, eyes wide- scared and gentle. She examined as he seemed to remember things. She did not want to know what, knowing they would be negative. Why did she cause such bad feelings to rise in the small one? The whole time he'd been with around Alice she had taken care of the kid. Even from his past mother, who'd thought it was a good idea to threaten him after how he felt about her.
Was he in there somewhere? The memories of his romping, jumping and happy faces were withering quickly but they burned in Ali's memory, dying to get out and to be real again.
He spoke. She snapped into reality faster than ever. Trembling at his words, her voice grew shaky and eyes stung viciously, like an allergic reaction to his anger. Wait- 'him'? Who did he mean by that?
Then it seemed so obvious it was silly.
"D- do you really need m- me to go? I- I cccan go Nid. But I'm not hiim. I promise. I'm not him, I'm j-just Alice. I'll always ccare about you, okay? I'll go but I'll never stop caring for you..." Even her chest trembled. Her eyes finally averted from the small one and she breathed for a minute before pacing back and away.
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Ah I know, no worries. <3
I have a Skype but its on my
I would rp but I'm still nooobie at it x3
Art by Aihnna & pixel by Mary13~
The position was too
No, of course she wasn't exactly him, but for too many times he had seen her close, and gotten her close, bringing the smell with her. It was not so much about her, but the buck himself. He couldn't stand it.
"T-tell him that.."
A silent mumble, a certain tone of bitterness in it. He had nothing more to say, and would not lift his gaze anymore.
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Raventail: email is also an option if you ever feel like rping or something : D
A snap. Those words- no
"H- how do you dare speak-k to me like that after all I give to you now!?" her voice grew, and chest tightened- "...he did NOTHING to you, nor me! ... I come to you and show you kindness like no other. You throw it back in my face as if it were nothing. As if it was me who'd hurt you," growls turned into snarls. Her neck craned closer to his head- almost spitting- and the tip of her skull against his cheek, hostility hovering.
"Forget what I said before, you ungrateful nuisance. If you ever come close to him or me again, I will not allow to stick around."
With that her muzzle was lifted. Fur that had before stood on it's ends relaxed slightly- yet her breath huffed. She turned once more, no intention of laying her eyes on Nidhem again.
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Sorry this is late and for her outburst, but it's part of who she is. You can reply to this or not, I don't mind either way!
Come on nidhem! You can do
I can help you ^^ come on
-Tracks because this char is
Character Hub
boop.
Trrack come here ! Right ?
Right ♥ here.
Hello ^^ I see your Nidhem
I see your Nidhem met my Goat's sister. I'm regret if her actions seemed to you offencive or disturbing. Sisters are too young and a little bit silly. And we're not experienced in interactions yet =_='
Hi. I just hope that my
Don't worry, this is all about learning to everyone.
Thank you for explaining our
Thank you and sorry again...
I've always wanted to meet
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"Hello." Upon casually settling down with the creamy three-legged, Bénézet turned is head to inspect him. Stormy gray eyes shifted to his companion below in an effort to engage in a conversation, a friendly smile lighting up a perfectly chiseled human face despite rows of pointed teeth visible behind thin purple lips. "Have we met before?"
^ ♥!! Skype time ehehe
Skype time ehehe :3
Awesome bio ,all well thought
Thank you! No one's character
No one's character bio is hopeless, since everyone is presented in their own way.
Nidhem has been around for over 3 years, and 4 years in my head, so he has had a lot of time to develop and gather content for me to write. Not all of it is here but a lot still. :'D
Heh, you have rightX3.Can I
Oh, of course you can if you
I know, his skull is not the most normal one.. XD
We just wanted to looooove
But I love the way how you
Here they are!
This black deer is Negro, my future character( just like you say: he is in my head now :3).
He is fawn too but he is a bit taller than Nidhem and he haven't horns( I don't know why I darw he as a adul O.o'')
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Awww thank you for drawing
I really like how you got Nid's circular spots just right, not too many do ;D And also his ear that is pulled back, really fitting and makes him look like himself.
Thank you a lot, it's heartwarming that someone wants to actually draw him ♥
I'm glad you like it.It was
Goddamn gay chihuahua BI
Love this character!
Gunna track this grump.
Discord:Nazzard#9068 ||Click for bios.
not sure if i have this
hi.
aaaaah! this new art piece is
Oh, Oh! Have to track
~Tracking~
hb-k: Thank you dear ♥
Kamaya: Thanks!
lil cutie
idk if i'm tracking this but
Hey Fin, it was really nice
I am sorry for Comen's
But it gave me a good laugh.
I can see if Nid is permanently scared of him now
Pffft yeah it's definitely
Oh well, might as well take that as Nid being spooked and gracefully falling right onto his butt.
Comen's interested in meeting
ROAAAR.
wow, rouda. just wow.
just wow.
Claimed the page. Rawr.
Track. ♥