I JUST WANTED TO SAY- because i just got told at least one person can't message me
IF!! you can't message me, i haven't blocked you or something. i have nobody blocked.
discord is weird and does that sometimes..
so jsyk :3 if you need me for w/e but can't get in contact.. maybe unfriend and then send a
request again?! idk if that'll work tho..
:3 hmu.. on.. deviantart? aSK A fRIEND TO POKE ME MAYBE
in general just know i haven't removed/blocked you or something
ok bye again
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Today. 2018
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This is my dog
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-HI, Hey, hello-
HELLO I'm a Qanat!
'Quanat' if you'd like me to cry. Also known as Kå if we're friendly like. Also known as Ka.ngaskhan less formally because I'm a Pokenerd.
- I am up for RP always! If I'm not I will politely tell u DWDW
- No I'm not great at talking. :{ I try but it's a struggle. FEEL FREE TO SHOOT THE SHIT WITH ME THOUGH just bless my soul if i can't keep up
- I am willing to work out plots!!1 You can ask me to use my characters in plots, for plot purposes, for development purposes. u want a thing u ask me bby i gotchu. if not then i say no, no harm no foul s'all good
- You don't need to be shy with me but i'm shy too dw. but i'm impervious to awkward silences so if you ever wanna reach out and then run out of things to say, know that i've forgotten about the random stop in conversation the second it happened AHUE
- pLEASE IF YOU HAVE ANY ISSUES PLEASE CONTACT ME SHEIT PLEASE
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i've been on TEF too long and it got me shook so now i just explain my M.O, here's my business card let's avoid all potential trouble. when you spend more than a 2-3 year on this place you wind up needing therapy. but i like it here s'k
(help me i can't escape)
Discord: Qanat.4847
-The Babes-
Lats'vel!
Probably the closest to my heart despite not being regular in the forest anymore. Still keeps my RP life busy as all hELL tho. u^u Forever much love and the character that brought me to know my good buds today.
Tysm pig bud
Indigo.
Wow! What an asshole this birb is :/
Severely emotionally disturbed and born with a myriad of unspecified and atypical mental health issues but in general also chooses to be a hell of an asshole.
Can't blame mommy for everything!
He's got good point too...
s2g
Ezekiel!
My singular not 100% super douchebag character!
God fearing, super depressed, closeted and always wants to die wow! Interesting traits, buddy!
bUT WAIT THERE'RE MORE!! SO MANY MORE. JESUS CHRIST THERE'S SO MANY
these were my first three mains tho
i just need to get some shit done first...
-Today I laughed because..-
-I'm in other places too!-
A deviantart: Qanat ofc!
Oddly enough I don't rly put uhm... what's it- TEF art on there. I mostly put my personal art! If you like rats half as much as I do then you might kind of like my gallery possibly. Maybe :/
i'm not trying to start a 'WOW DUDE SAAAME' chain here or anything, just gotta verbalize some shit
so don't feel obligated to voice support or agreement!
the flux of people leaving has brought some thoughts up
and i'm not calling AAANYONE out- i've said a lot that i don't have an issue with anyone- i'd love to
interact with everyone. i'm not on any sides of w/e goes on and everyone has their own reasons to
be uncomfortable with this or that or him or her or w/e
i'm on no sides or anything on any.. current.. dramas going on
JUST IDK.
I'M A LIL LOST here. more than a lil lost
at this point i've considered like, just asking people to message me on discord for confirmation they
are legit comfortable with interacting OR IDK
WHICH IS SAD BUT ALKSNDLKNDS
I'M SO OUTTA IDEAS SIGH
ALL I CAN SAY IS JUST. if you think my IC, in forest characters' behaviors are a reflection of my own
feelings and shit, please just avoid my characters. If how my characters treat yours affects your
feelings towards me, please avoid my characters. IN FACT if you think other people's characters
are acting OOC without some damn obvious, person to person confirmed evidence, we shouldn't
interact.
I can only say so many times 'I swear it's all IC' and if people don't believe me, I clearly can't
change that! And if people don't believe others, they probably don't believe me either. AND THAT WORKS
BOTH WAYS. So if you're paranoid or worried, bring it up but it's probably best to avoid interacting
altogether because i think i've said i'm not here to be ooc like 4000 times now
at this point in my life i can't deal with that sorta stuff anymore- it's way outside of my scope of
interest or capability to deal with.
this is a game. it's a game. my characters thoughts are their own. it's on every disclaimer on this site
NOT SURE THAT IT MEANS MUCH
i really do hate bringing up my personal life but so i can just completely explain why i'm tired as fuck.
+ explain why i don't have time or will to scheme and make people sad through my pixels' behavior!
these last few years have been full of burying family members and watching others come in and out
of the hospital with terminal illnesses/conditions. fuck if i'm going to let myself be grieved over some
pixeldeer shit anymore, my chubby black ass is way past that. i am dddone as fuck with this chicanery
NO HARD FEELINGS BUT IF IC ISN'T SOMETHING YOU CAN TAKE AS IC I RRRRLY CAN'T DEAL
3: i'm sorry, it's just. i'm not mentally/emotionally capable of this shit anymore it's getting insane how
often this is constantly coming up with me, with others, with p much everyone here
you can't take ic as ic there's nothing more to it and i don't think after all this time i can keep up
trying to convince people anymore- i'm washing my hands of that responsibility. believe it or don't!
avoid discomforts! if that discomfort is me, avoid me, IT'S ALL GOOD
too much real shit happening to deal with this pretend-deer-becoming-real-life-OOC-in-person-issues
YOU WANNA ICLY INTERACT, GOOD SHIT. you wanna oocly interact, good shit, i like talking, even if
i'm not good at it. and i prOBABLY LIKE YOU.
you wanna confuse the two i am long gone into the sunset
i wanna do my typical 'if you have a problem feel free to contact me' but at this point i'm wondering
why the hell there's a problem in the first place when we're playing an outdated game about talking
deer in a magic forest
IDK
it's been a bad month. tolerance for internet stuff is at a low. this isn't tearing me apart- i just refuse
to deal with it anymore. got other shit to put energy towards. 3: i give up on attempting to cater if
people aren't going to just, y'know. BUZZWORD- COMMUNICATE. or believe any answers i give
i'm not about to just up and leave but i ccccan't put any importance on trivial shit anymore
i know i probably sound like a major asshole here and i'm sorry! I really don't wanna come off as
insensitive about people's feelings about their OCs, and about this game. it's important to many- me too!
but fuck man since when did this place put goddamn in-forest, pretend bullshit in higher priority than
real life person to person respect and communication
rass fuckin hell
SO AS A FINAL NOTE
i have no issues with anyone.
I'M HERE TO PLAY. here to rp. here to have fun.
aaaAAAND that's all i'm going to do
you do you!
what a sweet, gentle goodnight... SLAM INTO THE PAVEMENT
HONESTLY- MAYBE THIS SOUNDS 'OH HONHONHON SO MANY FPS' BUT I CAN'T TELL THE DIF BETWEEN 30 OR 50. tef doesn't look all that dif with 50 fps than it does with 18 to me 3: i guess because it's p simple..
OH OVER ONE HUNDRED IS AMAZING
KIMI JFLKANSDLK. I LOVE WHEN THERE'S A REALLY SERIOUS FIGHT GOING ON and someone just slides through in the listening pose. Raging, screaming, but all you see is 'NYELLO' as they skate i love it so much
NAH SAME like I'll never understand why people are like ":\ ew 59 frames instead of 60? -deletes game-" and I'll just "how can you even tell". I'm just glad the thing runs LOL
The only times I can tell is if it plummets into like 10fps or skyrockets into the 100+
AKFJHD
ALSO SIT/SLEEPSLIDING and they're just -deer roombas by-
KIMI JFLKANSDLK. I LOVE WHEN THERE'S A REALLY SERIOUS FIGHT GOING ON and someone just slides through in the listening pose. Raging, screaming, but all you see is 'NYELLO' as they skate i love it so much
DRAAK RIGHT. tho i've- until now- only ever experienced a max of 20 fps on a PC game in my life
IDK IF AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF PLAYING ON THIS PC I'LL BE ABLE TO PICK OUT WHEN SOMETHING'S LOWER? it doesn't ruin it for me tho, i was never upset about the frames, only the LACK OF BEING ABLE TO SEE AMAZING GRAPHICS
i s2g my eyes can't detect anything higher than 24. if things are too smooth it looks weird to me and i sometimes get motion sickness LIKE A LOSER i don't even watch youtube videos higher than 480p sigh
PathEtiCka.
ALSO SAME though I still watch youtube on the 300something setting mostly because limited internet and I gotta share it with the rest of the family and so on. ALso it loads faster and I dont wanna wait for like 20 minutes to watch a 5 minute video.
MINI DOGS WITHOUT A DESPERATE NEED FOR PRAISE + very smushy bodies
they're so good..
gave his wiggly tooth a.. little wiggle and it came out. 3: was causing him pain and pokin him. NOW HE'S A GUMMYBOY. I THINK HE'LL BE OK. even if they grow back wrong, he'll be ok
he looks so weird when he yawns..
ALSKDNLASN CYDA TY. she is.. vry expressive. sadly i think she shortens my lifespan every time i look at her because i get chest pains from how much i love her :/ worth it
btw i got a new pc with windows 10, too, and my usual game's fps is 25-30 bUT IT DROPS DOwn TO 5 WHILE THE DEER'S EATING THE CONE or during some other actions... and this is the most hilarour problem i've ever had while gaming. i think it happens bc tef's pretty outdated game and it's not adapted to run thro the newest oc's :[
did you try to contact M&A? probably they've got some advances. try to run your client while it's campatibiled with windows xp(any service pack) as well
I was rooting around because I remember a few other people have had issues with windows 10 and I found this. I'm not sure if this is a solution you've tried yet, but if not it's worth a shot!
what a sweet, gentle
HONESTLY- MAYBE THIS SOUNDS 'OH HONHONHON SO MANY FPS' BUT I CAN'T TELL THE DIF BETWEEN 30 OR 50. tef doesn't look all that dif with 50 fps than it does with 18 to me 3: i guess because it's p simple..
OH OVER ONE HUNDRED IS AMAZING
KIMI JFLKANSDLK. I LOVE WHEN THERE'S A REALLY SERIOUS FIGHT GOING ON and someone just slides through in the listening pose. Raging, screaming, but all you see is 'NYELLO' as they skate i love it so much
NAH SAME like I'll never
The only times I can tell is if it plummets into like 10fps or skyrockets into the 100+
AKFJHD
ALSO SIT/SLEEPSLIDING and they're just -deer roombas by-
KIMI JFLKANSDLK. I LOVE WHEN
RROOOOOOOOOOOOFLFLSGFK
DRAAK RIGHT. tho i've- until
IDK IF AFTER A FEW MONTHS OF PLAYING ON THIS PC I'LL BE ABLE TO PICK OUT WHEN SOMETHING'S LOWER? it doesn't ruin it for me tho, i was never upset about the frames, only the LACK OF BEING ABLE TO SEE AMAZING GRAPHICS
i s2g my eyes can't detect anything higher than 24. if things are too smooth it looks weird to me and i sometimes get motion sickness LIKE A LOSER
i don't even watch youtube videos higher than 480p sigh
PathEtiCka.
YEAH ALSO SAME though I
ALSO SAME though I still watch youtube on the 300something setting mostly because limited internet and I gotta share it with the rest of the family and so on. ALso it loads faster and I dont wanna wait for like 20 minutes to watch a 5 minute video.
Ratlings ♥ I miss
I hope all goes okay for your little guy.
MINI DOGS WITHOUT A DESPERATE
they're so good..
gave his wiggly tooth a.. little wiggle and it came out. 3: was causing him pain and pokin him. NOW HE'S A GUMMYBOY. I THINK HE'LL BE OK. even if they grow back wrong, he'll be ok
he looks so weird when he yawns..
i was gunna do this one but..
i was gunna do this one but.. u know. think of the children..
i know shit's been rough on you the past few years, but you're still goin' strong. so proud of you
dude duuddee i just.. i
duuddee
i just.. i just fucking love your dog okay
my heart can't deal with it
look at that face
ilu hraebee ty always.. 3:
ALSKDNLASN CYDA TY. she is.. vry expressive. sadly i think she shortens my lifespan every time i look at her because i get chest pains from how much i love her :/ worth it
Your dog is precious.
i would die for your dog know
Sig: Aihnna
every time someone says they
q>q ty guys she is my sweetest dottir
i love you lulu, may your
btw i got a new pc with
CONEor during some other actions... and this is the most hilarour problem i've ever had while gaming. i think it happens bc tef's pretty outdated game and it's not adapted to run thro the newest oc's :[did you try to contact M&A? probably they've got some advances. try to run your client while it's campatibiled with windows xp(any service pack) as well
I was rooting around because
Discord:Nazzard#9068 ||Click for bios.
TY GUYS! i dont' think m&a
hopefully i'll figure something out..