Foolish girl

This empitness I feel
Is nagging at my soul
I keep reaching for the phone
Waiting for your call

I'm anxious
And most of all impatient
But hours pass
And I begin to wonder
Are you really just busy
Or was I merely something to pass the time

For each day we normally talk
For weeks that has not been interupted
Until now
My heart is saddened
And I can barely grasp the reason why

The night I wrestle in my sleep
And when morning dawns
I check once more
And still there is nothing

At this point I'm confused
I feel like turning off my phone
Or perhaps throughing it against the wall

I expected too much from you
Which was what I was origially afraid of
Must my heart always be so foolish
I feel the walls ascending
The ones that you broke down

Foolish little girl
With but a simple crush
Your giddy with excitement
You feel something in your heart
That tells you wonderful secrets

But in the back of your mind you say your just friends
Its a haunting thought
That soberly brings you back to reality
Such events as this
Surely are proof of it

Foolish girl you wanted more
And for a moment you thought he felt the same
Foolish girl
Your all alone
Foolish girl
You put your heart on the table
And risked it all
Only to pay the price
Foolish girl
love is always a gamble