Alright, I just needed to post this so I could get it out. It's not really directly forest related, so it's kinda why I've delayed it and stuff. >_>; That and I've been busy typing up Wudiin's entry from last week. Whoops. XD;
So without further ado-
Wudiin-Sim! xD;






(Sim Poltergeist! )

-Shimmy

.....:No, my mind is not lost. My mind still remains, in it's sanity, placed as a stronghold within myself. It has not dissolved....no. I still have my rational, and integrity. "What, my dear? Why do you ramble so?" That voice isn't really there. All but a nuisance to plague my moral. I must ignore it's chatter, as it does not exist. What a silly claim....that even the idea of a voice emitted that isn't really there. "Do you not hear me, my sweet son? I love you, my dear. Please listen." Be silenced silly voice, I cannot hear you. No source exists for the words you speak, therefore it makes little sense to believe you are even here. You are not here. "You don't believe in your own mother?" My mother exists, but it cannot be that voice which speaks to me now. No....my mother is much more direct. Mi luna wouldn't resort to such irresponsible naggings. No.




......:I awoke with a jolt, my body singing in fire-like heat. I was laced in a thin layer of perspiration, which clung to my fur and matted it close to my body. My breath was uneven and quick, and as I darted my eyes back and forth, I tried to come to a rational mind. "Well good morning my lovely child." I stood up, slowly, gently slowing my breathing back to a more calm pace. As I finally came to observing my surroundings, I noticed an obvious red tint carressing the landscape. Hues....of pinks and blues....of violets and roses...

......: I awoke to the sound of rain pounding aginst the ground, bits of it sinking into the soft soil. I cringed, opening my eyes for a few moments only to have them close again as a bloated raindrop singed my eye. With a sigh, I outstretched a soaked leg, struggling to get my balance in the slippery mush which was the ground. Finally, after a few tries, I managed to rise to my hooves, finally opening my eyes with reluctance to the rainy landscape. It was a misty morning, the rain clouding my vision as it rebounded when it didn't sink into the dirt. Fearfully, I looked to my coat, only to find it nearly brown with the amount of dirt that had stuck to it. I yawned, walking towards to the pond as not to trip in the soft earth. Hadn't I told myself to sleep in more practical places? Because, as of late, sleeping in the open air didn't do much for practicality.



......:With a quick dip in the pond and a few falls while doing so later, I shook off the cool water as I stepped back into the storm. The air even smelled wet and humid, but at this point, I didn't really care for staying dry at any time soon. After all, I wasn't motivated to gallop through the forest with a pounding heart drumming in my chest and a slippery wet ground ready to trip me in the process. Staring away from the pond, towards the sloping landscape, I decided within myself to do some wandering. "Oh sweety....look at you all soaked from the rain. Poor dear, why don't you come see your mother so I can get you cleaned up...." A voice cooed inside my mind, doing nothing for my already irritated nerves.

I was taking a couple of screenies in forest today, so I thought I'd edit em' out and put them here.
If one of these is of your deer, feel free to use it for bios/updats, etc. Just give me credit!

[Notes:] Sorry about the lateness on this entry. ): I've been sick with an incredibly annoying cold and haven't been doing much of anything. Can't really miss school, so I didn't, but when you're sick all you wanna do is lay in bed, right? Anyways, enjoy.





......:It seems everyday has been rushing through in a blur as of late. From what I've observed...well....every second seems to be galloping past me like a fawn trying to catch a frog. It doesn't seem to help that the irritable pounding in my chest hasn't ceased, nor do I suspect it will anytime soon. It's incredibly loud I've noticed, and I wonder if maybe others hear it's rhytm. I suppose I've grown to retreating socially in order to avoid an awkward confrontation. Ah....well. It's the least of my worries, eh.





.....:After a quick splash in the 'Crying Idol's' river, I only managed to stumble a few steps before spotting a few familiar faces. The first, I noticed, was Miss Ravenflight. I grinned with an ever slight smirk when I soon after noticed Sir Rajan standing nearby. "I hope I'm not interupting anything." I called out just above a whisper, my voice rather raspy from ill-use after sleeping. ""Wudiin! Its so good to see you again. I hope my last goodbye did not scare you." Miss Ravenflight returned, and I sighed. I bowed, giving a quick nuzzle to Miss Ravenflight and then to Sir Rajan. A quick pass of conversation ensued, although I noticed Miss Ravenflight continually glancing to her injured leg. I placed the action in the back of my mind, trying to figure a way to perhaps....help. I assured myself I would, after all. That...and murder what stag believed it right to attack a doe, let alone the Miss.

[EDIT]: Quick bump. Ignore if you wish. My apologies for the spam, after all.



.....:Warm....humid....warmth.... I drearily opened my eyelids, squirming to rise as I felt the humidity clearly make its presense upon my fur. It wasn't dreadfully hot...not in the slightest. Rather, it appeared the air decided to clutch the water as a friend...and my lungs clearly didn't want anything of such. I coughed lightly, stretching my forelegs with a bit of reluctance. Where had I fallen to sleep...? I ran a few thoughts through my head, finally making sense to my surroundings. "Ah." I finally whispered, sluggishly beginning to walk. My posture...one could say...must've been horrendous. When my mind came out of it's haze a few steps later, I finally reminded myself to correct the unsavory act. With my head held high, I broke into a gallop vigoursly. It was a bit of a comfort to have the wind run through my fur, after all.





.....:I pricked my ears to a familiar sound, slowing to a halt to allow my head to turn in the direction of the nearby movement. The movement of dainty hoofbeats with the rythmn of intent. I cast a grin across my face as Miss Poltergest came flooding into my view. I rushed forward, greeting her with a nuzzle and a bow, and we resumed to jumping about the forest floor, which for some reason, I've taken a liking to. I suppose it's a sort of way to channel out worry in the form of jumping. Spring. I swear the season determines how I move about the forest...and as for now...it seems like hopping is the best form of transportation.
.....: Somehow, we ended up within the ruins, filling the chasm of stone with echoes of laughter. I must've sounded obnoxious...now that I think about it. Haha. I'd must work on that, it's rude of me to create such a stir.

.....:Twas' one of the moments, as of late, that I've felt the most at peace with myself in quite awhile. I fell asleep among giant flowering plants, with a sight of confetti filling my head before I drifted to sleep. I felt warm, and peaceful as I let my dreams take centerfold, although a slight warmth always held me near. Perhaps it was that one fawn, a quivering body that slept nearby as well, that kept me so content. A white fawn...with red flowers crowned upon it's forehead. I remembered this fawn from somewhere...it reminded me of the willow fawn which followed me into the treetops. I must say I was reluctant to stir, as to disturb the sweet innocence that slept ever near. Surely this fawn has changed something within me, and I hope to spend more time with the youth as to protect it from the dangers of this forest. I've never felt so unsure as to whether and wake from the world of dreams.





.....:Flashing lights. Sounds. Mooing coming deep from the bellies of other deer. Lights flashing everywhere. I awoke, startled, my head spinning. A skew of deer ran past me, and I nearly fell. Gods. I regonized the title, somewhere within my head shouted the word. Gods. I ran. I shot all the energy into my body and sprinted towards the sounds, the laughing, the music.

SLOW COMPUTERS WILL EXPLODE. BY THAT I MEAN THERE ARE TONS OF PICTURES UNDER THE CUT.











All of the screen shot edits I've done, some which I haven't posted yet. I thought I should just put them all in one diary entry, so that I wouldn't spam the picture page with a few new ones I added in here.




Enjoy!

Newest generally are at the bottom. ~<3

Updated 6.4.2010

......:Why is the rain so incredibly consistant? It seems that every day I wake I find my fur soaking wet with the persistant rain-drops. Ah well, I suppose I'd better start falling asleep beneath shelter so the burden doesn't effect me as much.




......:It was sunny, and I determined it to be a find day to wander...until of course...well...I found myself to be a little over-hasty. I eventually made it to the pond, dipping my flattened fur into the waters, watching as it flowed from the slight current pushing from the pond. Hoofbeats. I turned my head suddenly, a shiver rushing down my spine as the cool water gave way to my movement. I realized my state of condition, soaking wet from the pond, looking much less than my best, yet Miss Poltergeist stumbled upon me. I grinned sheepishly, a flush surely covering my face. Shaking off the water, I stumbled away from the murky waters, trying to straighten my coat as is dribbled with water. She bowed, and I followed suite, before we both went off, fiddling around the pond.
.....:Until, another deer seemed to join our company. I greeted them, holding back the urge in my gut to flee the scene without second thought. We lingered for awhile, until another deer rushed towards us.