I wish that the words that were spoken
Held no truth
That when I showed up on your doorstep
You would be home
And a brotherly hug would await me
To erase all my worries and my nightmares
That this could possible be true
So many people surrounded me
But at the same moment
I felt so alone
And lost
My eyes had dried
Bloodshot and dry
My feet were dirty
From pacing barefoot on the concrete
True comfort was hard to find
Home was all I longed for
And the peace of yesterday
Strangers would pass by and smile
I would wonder how
It seemes awhiles since I saw that expression on my face
The few days before the ceremony
The heavens wept
As did I
For I lost someone
I wont see till who knows when
Home to me was never a house
Home was the security of love that my family had for me
You see I have many homes
But there is one I miss dearly
It doesnt feel right either way I dont want an artist to think I took credit for their awsomeness(Im not a person who could do that ),but it does not feel right having nothing to represent your characters to give people something to eye and understand. And the thing is my parents have absolutely 0 idea of this community. Threrfore it makes it impossible for me to put my own sketches on here. I had a way I would already be scanning them on here to show you but I cant.So as for their stories and their personalities I will no longer write them on here I will continue them here on my own. It just seems like a better way to avoid confrontation.Over the summer and the rest of the year I will write down all of the poems I have written and after they are written down I will delete them from here.Who knows I just might just vanish as well. Perhaps it would be best for the community.
The picture of the dragon and the Hinata picture are not my own work I never meant to take credit in any way. I honstly dont know the artists ,but I got these photos off of photobucket. Im just using these pictures to support the outline of my characters and what they look like.To me its just a way to show Sheba and her friend to help the story that goes along with my idea I hope this has cleared the air and that people are allright with this.
These are beautiful pieces of work and their artsit did a phenominal job creating these.
Your arm hold me tight
They keep me together
Their is saftey in this bind
That Im sure no one could break
Rock solid you have been
For me for many years
Never lettting me fall
Or crumble into pieces
But restraint is hard on the soul
I feel shackled
And unable to breathe
Come now and set me free
Open up your arms and release me
If I fall
I will find a way to catch myself
If my heart breaks
Ill hsve to piece it back together
No offense to you
You have always been great
But separate paths me must take
And this bind between us we must break
For now and forever
I must make my own way
Remebering you
Is my simple addiction
These thoughts
Dance in the spot light
In the dark of night
No reason is needed
I can keep this up all night
Even when the moon shines bright
And the morning dawn breaks the night
Its so simple
So easy
So addictive
To remember the times we shared
The music is still playing
And my body is still dancing
But my mind is on you
That simple attraction
A definite high
That my mind can not ignore
And one that always gives me a smile
Even when Im dancing in the spotlight
Shhh
Keep it on low
Now one else can read my thoughts
In this club tonight
With out you
I believed the sky could never part
Every night
I am alone
But lately I dont mind
Its safe to say
Depression
Is dark,lonely different
When I watched you walk away
I couldnt feel my heart
Something strange
Took its toll on me
With out you
I see myself so differently
I never thought it could be this way
I never thought this pain could cut me deeper
But in the end a gentle breeze
Carried it all away
The day I held my head higher
The day I realized I live more every day
Because your gone
And its good that we went out separate ways.
by Sonata
