September 2, 2022 - 1:46pm — ChildSpirit
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Sable I am scared, where have you gone?
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I think I must have slept for a long time for the forest around me has changed in many a small way...
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I don't want to sleep deeply again... Why do I keep getting so tired?
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Sable... I miss you and Sadiki.... please... find me soon.
March 15, 2016 - 7:51am — ChildSpirit
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I've searched the forest many times and yet I can't find her! It is frustrating but I will not give up!
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I've found I like the river near the Big Tree quite a lot. It's calming to look at.
11:59 pm
I spent some of my time frolicking with several other fawns and deer. I'm growing tired once more......
March 14, 2016 - 7:35am — ChildSpirit
11:40pm
I've been wondering the wood searching for Sabel. I don't know why I am so attached to her or why being separated from her frightens me, but I am determined to find her! I just hope she'll remember me when I do....
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I couldn't find her today ether.... Maybe tomorrow I will? Strange though... I've seen many deer sleeping oddly.... Are they sick?
March 12, 2016 - 10:03pm — ChildSpirit
1:11pm
I awoke disoriented, my body heavy as lead. I remember falling asleep and dreaming of mist and crows... What happened? Where has Sabel gone? How long have I slept unknowing as time passed me by?
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I'm so tired..... I've not found her yet but maybe... tomorrow.... I'll.........
October 1, 2015 - 2:41am — ChildSpirit
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Lost...
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The world keeps coming in and out of focus...
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There are so many trees! Ooo~ Flowers! Sleepy...
7:00pm
I've been wondering this forest for several days greeting strangers and playing with any other fawns I meet. I feel sad though as I don't quite remember how I got here nor where my Mama and Papa have gone... or if I have a Mama and Papa. I woke up alone in a field of flowers the first day, and curious I stood up only to stumble and fall again as I did so. It took me several tries to stand as my legs seemed unused to bearing my weight. After I was able to stand I looked around me as if expecting another to be by my side, and yet... there was no one there... Any joy I may have felt at my accomplishment fled me as fear and loss filled my being, for I was alone in this strange place. It was then that I began to question how I had come to be here, in this place, alone... I didn't know... How old was I?... I don't know... Where are my Mama and Papa?...I don't know... Do I have a name?.... No I didn't think so. Before I could panic further I saw a strange deer in the distance with candles upon its antlers as if to lead me out of my dark thoughts. The deer, a female from her sent, was with another, a male. I perked up my ears in hope when I saw them. And, on unstable hooves, made my way to them praying that they would not leave before I could get to them. The rest of the day was spent following the female and playing with any who got close to me. Soon though I lost them, and exhausted lay down to rest. The next few days have been spent looking for those two deer and staying close. I do not understand much of what they try to tell me but that's ok, just so long as I can find them again each time I wake. Over time I have come to know their names are Sabel and Sadiki.