I havn't always been a coward but lately I just seem to be the most shy deer in the forest. I can't seem to get comfortable neer the other deer, my old friends seem to be gone. I havn't felt the comfort of Fled,s warmth, or the playfullness of Kumico, in god only knows how long.

My life has not been that tramatic realy. I've been in and out of relationships, and now I am in love again. <3
Im not looking forward to the weekend to be away from my greatest freind Per...Tei. Where is my sister...she's gone. Boring?...is it realy that boring? isn't beeing a deer enough?


Being neer others like I said is a challenge but then I saw happyness, true happyness, right in front of my eyes. A stag and a fawn just enjoying there company. Seth is it? Did WinterLeaf say something about this stag. Where is ... Lemon? aren't these two suposed to be inseperable?
I followed these two for a while, even at the crowded pond. But every time I tried to introduce my self a stranger scared me off. Until WinterLeaf came.


"What are you doing?"
"Winterleaf I-"
"Why are you running from Fawns Jadine? What happend to the light!
"I just, I don't know, I can't WinterLeaf-"
"you told me to be friendly to others no matter what, that that would retain happyness in the forest! and my own teacher can't even do that!"
...
"Please don't talk to me until you come back! You coward! you disapoint me!"


Stuborn YearOld. I'm friendly, just shy. I just don't know how to interact. I don't know how to be a friend, but I'll try WinterLeaf. I'll Try.

I laid myself next to a tree, these days I go to sleep alone, the only thing to suport me is the cold stone of the ruins, the hot rocks of the play ground, or the hard bark of a tree. Didn't matter though Perplex would be here waiting for me...Teiboku would be waiting. I chuckled a little, i just can't get used to it. . .


Just For Your Info: Jadine and WinterLeaf are both my characters mk. I used a friends computer to get screenshots.