Almost Drowned

Kamaya's picture
Music to listen to while reading:


I jumped.

I jumped into the Pond.

I did not swim.

I let the water take me to the depths.

Then, Everything faded to black...

I could not move anymore...

I could hear no sounds anymore....

But only a voice in my head.

Oh dear twin sister, why did you do that?

I know how you feel.

Depressed. With no reason to live.

I felt like that too. But you already know that.

We are linked by an unbelievable bond nobody can imagine,

So we can feel what the other feels.

But my dear Kamaya,

Shall you not think about your friends? Your family?

Shall you not think about...

...Ashe?...

...Tau and Hiirni?...

...Ethale?...

...me, your twin brother?...

...Amika, your little sister?...

...Dazenth?...

...Mandel?...

...Not even Rose?...


We are all here for you.

We are all here for you, no matter what.


I felt someone taking me back to the surface...

There are so much things the Gods prepared for you.

There are so much places and things you must see.

There are so much pleasant noises, voices and musics you must hear.

There are so much years you must live.

There are so much things you must discover.

You are too young, dear sister,

You are too young to be taken away from us,

To be taken away from the livings.

You do not deserve this.


I heard familiar voices, becoming a single one through a whisper to my ears...




...Come back...


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When I saw littleelliott drawing earlier, I wanted to draw too. And while listening to the soundtracks of Dear Esther, I got the inspiration. So I made this art and this post about the suicide Kamaya tried to commit yesterday.

Here is a video, if you want to watch me making this art.
Sorry for the chat and the cuts.
Mozdog's picture

MUST, COMMENT, NOW! Its cool

MUST, COMMENT, NOW!

Its cool how you can draw like that and get inspiration from an event that happened with Kamaya, and the short story was really touching... The music just gave me a vibe throughout my whole body when I listened to it! ^-^ We are all glad that episode was over and she is trying to recover. Overall great work! Smiling

I sincerely hope Kamaya feels

I sincerely hope Kamaya feels better. It seems like she does.
Kamaya's picture

@ Mozdog: Oh, thank you! I

@ Mozdog: Oh, thank you! I really worked hard on it and I am happy you enjoyed it. Laughing out loud

@ FishBiscuit: I am touched that you and Mozdog cares about Kamaya. Do not worry, everything is alright now.

Beautifully drawn, and your

Beautifully drawn, and your writing is a masterpiece to complete it, well done!

Ahh, Kamaya, live your life to the fullest; Live long, live strong, and only die when you are dying for a cause. <33

Nice job, once again, I'm so happy I inspired you! ;v;
Snowylittlekitty's picture

Don't ye die on me kayama! I

Don't ye die on me kayama! I love the writtng and the art <3 I will kill you if you die!
Kamaya's picture

@ littleelliott: Thank you

@ littleelliott: Thank you very much. I am glad you enjoyed it too.

Hehe, and I also thank you for that.

@ SnowyLittlekitty: Thank you too but how could you kill her if she is already dead? XD
Flyleaf's picture

I really loved this !! Poor

I really loved this !!
Poor Kamaya though "Hugs" Smiling
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Chizzu's picture

huggies :3 my poor lil Kama

huggies :3

my poor lil Kama :/



but the Pic is wonderful, I still love it <3
Kamaya's picture

Haha, thank you! For the

Haha, thank you! For the huggies too! We really appreciate~