Stitches

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okay..so I followed the rules to make a biography from the page Toya sent me. I hope its okay..





name-STITCHES

sex-male

age-is now a full adult stag (young male, i guess)

condition-still in pain from his past; still suffering, but now not alone; with friends

costume-light gray skin, red poppies in default antler

family-none

birthday-about one month ago

species- TEF deer

pictograph- thank you to .Ru. for showing me how to do this
"Smile"


moods-mostly sad. but when something or someone makes him laugh, the stitches that cross over his face go up in a smile.

friends or people he's met-
Toya, makes Stitches feel safe, makes him laugh when hes sad. feels to stitches like his first mother.
Matthew, good to sit by, nice to play with
Jennie, cool zombie deer, likes to talk to, sit by. feels to stitches like a fun big sister.
Flyleaf, awesome special mask, good to talk to and sleep by
Arcus, really curious of, it would take a lot of words to describe her, touched that she wants to protect him, fun to play with

IMPORTANT NOTES-
scared of crowds, gets skittish around large groups, scared of angry or mean deer, or anybody that looks like they want to hurt him
likes friendly deer that want to play, adults that will protect him, fawns or others that make him laugh, likes also to sleep because it helps him forget about problems and past
will sometimes sit near the crying statue and cry with it
added/new* will protect deer that have protected him when he was a defenseless fawn; will go to great lengths and even lay his life down for his friends if necessary

description- very large black eyes, so black you can see your reflection in them. they are filled with fear that the man from the woods put in him. the man's dog chewed a bite out of his right ear, it has two teeth marks in it. black stitches cross from one side of his face to the other, covering his mouth and going up over one side of his head and circling around the ear with the bite marks. Stitches always feels sad because of what happened to him when he was a baby, and what happened to his mom, so he almost always has a sad face

backstory-
Stitches got abused when he was a baby. All Stitches ever knew was darkness and evil. a time when he wasnt exposed to it was when he was born. for the first few days he stay close to his mom, but one day there was a popping sound and his mom was carried away. the next thing he knew the fawn was slung over the shoulder of a man dressed just like the plants. the man took him to his house in the woods and sewed up his mouth, all the way across his head, so that he wouldn't make a sound when the man hurt him. eventually the fawn found a way out of the house when the man was gone, and ran as fast and far as he could away into the woods. he never saw his mother again. From then on, the fawn remembered the man and what he did to him, and how it made him feel. he was scared of anything that towered above him like the man from the woods used to. the fawn remembered that the man called him 'Stitches' sometimes, and would kick him as hard as he could in the rump. evil and darkness followed him like a shadow. you can see it in his eyes. but he doesn't want to be evil. he just wanted to escape from it. and hes still trying to. doesn't eat very much. he used to try to hurt himself with sharp things or would try to fall out of trees. but now that he found nice deer and people on this site, he doesn't try to hurt himself anymore.

places of interest- anywhere theres ferns or flowers or weeds that he can hide in, dark places or crevices, or asleep at the foot of a tree. also next to his friends where he also feels safe



this is a drawing of Stitches that i made when i was in the woods yesterday:





mini story book-
4.17.14 - Stitches slept in the weeds for a very long time this morning. he decided to explore some parts of the forest after he washed in the tears of the crying statue. a white buck with a skull and giant red antlers started chasing him from behind after stitches was a few feet away from the statue. this took stitches by surprise, and instead of fighting with the stag, was trying to figure out why he was fighting with him. maybe stitches had unknowingly gotten too close to the figure he was guarding laying on the ground? whatever it was, Stitches tried his best to stay on good terms with the sudden stranger by acting submissive. he sat on the ground while the stag attacked him, also sniffed and bowed politely when the chance arose. but still, the mystery stag continued on, running off to the ruins and turning himself red, just like what Jennie does. another deer came into the picture, one with a skeleton skin. this deer seemed to know the mystery stag as well, and stitches introduced himself as always. the running of the rambunctious stag up and down the forest seemed actually to be amusing to Stitches, and he and the skeleton-skinned deer ran with him.


4.13.14 - Stitches is now a grown stag, as of today. it shocked me to see him stay that way after i entered the game and im amazed that hes able to keep things on himself now. his costume will be simple, something like a pale skin, pointy antlers which i am still undecided about, and probably no mask, to keep his face as i drew it.


3.30.14 - today Jennie showed stitches that she could make her skin turn red at the ruins! stitches thought the only place you could do that was at the crying statue. then jennie showed stitches she could go underwater in the lake. stitches could walk on top of the water like a jesus deer, but he not go under the water. stitches thinks jennie is the trick master.


3.29.14 - starting to feel tiny tears on the sides of his face and the top of his head. stitches is realizing hes growing bigger. the roses Arcus casts on his head he secretly likes to eat them when shes not looking.


3.24.14 - im sorry i cant put in a story today. my chemistry teacher saw my wrist and sent me to the nurse to have it checked out. she said its one of the worst shes ever seen of a cutting infection. theres puss all crammed inside of it and its puffed out like a large bracelet. it doesn't hurt as much as it looks. i got sent home but my dad wouldn't take me to the doctor. i went to my room and passed out.
i literally have nobody to talk to. thats why i post this junk here. sorry ;;

3.23.14 - stitches always sees jennie in the forest. she is almost always the first and the last friend he sees come and leave. in the afternoon Arcus was really nice to stitches and kept getting him skins and masks to wear. she got him a mask like hers, and then she gave him a nuzzle and ran away. Stiches saw Lady in Red but she left really soon suprisingly... jennie took stitches and another small skull deer to a place where rocks were shaped in a circle. but in the morning jennie showed stiches broken rocks in the shape of a triangle. stitches hasn't found any shapes in the endless forest yet, but when he does he will show her

3.22.14 - Jennie was there today and showed stitches she could go underground. stitches wonders how in the world she can do all that? later stitches found Ben and jennie turned into a fawn which made it funnier. later today stitches woke up on the big rock and heard Toya. so he ran to her. stitches finds comfort in Toya. to him she reminds him of his mother. the one the man in the woods killed. stitches fell asleep again, and when he finally woke up, she was gone. he sniffed out familiar smells of his friends jennie, flyleaf, and kio. there was also a smaller deer that had the same special mask as Flyleaf! the deer was just as polite as him, too. stitches met a unicorn named Trout. she was nice to him. it seems to stitches that Kio is always sleepy and hes never gotten a chance to meet her when shes awake yet. flyleaf had to leave so soon, and stitches feels sad whenever one of his friends leave. but hes always happy to see them again the next day


3.19.14 - HOTOTO!!! ...and one fawn about Stitches' age that he didn't know! the fawn had candles on his head and had a white skin. sat next to Hototo and mystery fawn until Jennie and Flyleaf come. stitches never laughs so hard as when hes with his friends. Stitches got a little better at casting spells on people today and saw Jennie butt-slide! stitches doesn't know what to call it, so he calls it that. Jennie had to leave and stitches was sad, but he sat with Flyleaf, another stranger, and a fawn until he fell asleep. when he woke up, no one was there anymore.

3.18.14 - Jennie showed stitches cool tricks like how to run from a really far distance and sit on top of the ruins! stitches met a small deer called Arcus. he thought she didnt like him at first, but then he relized it just because she doesn't know what to do around fawns. stitches hopes she likes him because he's been disliked severely in his past for a long time by the same person. the same person who stitched his face up. stitches tried to copy after jennies tricks, but theyre so hard to do. he just has fun watching her do the tricks Sticking out tongue jennie turned into a giant frog at the white statues and sat under the ground so only her big red horns were sticking out! stitches is amazed at how tricksy she is. he saw that the red skull deer with the stairs picto tryed to copy jennie but he couldnt do it. xD

3.17.14 - stitches found Ben sitting near the crying statue and started playing with him. Ben made him laugh so hard that the stitches on one side of his face tore slightly. there was some blood, but Stitches barely noticed because he hadn't laughed so hard in his life. Ben was really funny to Stitches and did a lot of neato tricks like Jennie. stitches tried to copy after Ben, but its not as easy as it looks.


3.16.14 - wandered around feeling kind of lonely. Stitches didn't see any of his friends today so far. A red deer with big horns and a skull allowed Stitches to follow him to the big rocks. it looked like he has a family. stitches fell asleep for a while and when he come back, the red deer was gone. so he wandered off to the crying statue and found Lady in Red and another fawn dancing. he join them a bit until the big red deer's friend looked like she wanted to get Stitches' attention. but she was getting the attention of a tiny fawn sitting by itself next to a tree. Stitches felt embarrassed and sad. he hid himself inside of a nearby tree so that only his face popped out and he watched them walk away.
Best part of his day - hanging out with Jennie and Flyleaf, Uitleger, Ben and Kio [i hope i got everybodys name right]


3.15.14 - Stitches got attacked by a skull deer with big pointy antlers. he tried to run away, but the deer kept following him and teasing him. stitches tried to find hiding spots or follow jennie but the deer followed them too. the deer with a triangle above his head was nice to stitches. he tried to get him a costume
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I would like that at you

I would like that at you everything was good. And I hope that power of my desire will allow that it became reality.
I am sorry that I is so far. I would like to be closer to you to help more, than I can now.
FairyClock tells really important things. I support his words.
Sorry, that I leave you for to go sleep. 3 a.m. Sad
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Oh, sorry.

Oh, sorry.
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Wait... you can turn red at

Wait... you can turn red at ruins??? -how-??
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i called the same number that

i called the same number that Unplugged told me to call when i had my infection. i recognized some of the same guys that took me to the e.r. for my wrist. they kept saying stuff about his 'vitals' and it scared the shit out of me each time they mentioned it. one of the men asked me questions about his meds and when was the last time i saw him awake. my face started leaking again when i had to remember. the last time i saw him awake was on christmas eve in 2013. they put this thing called an 'IV' into his arm. i couldn't come with him to the hospital.


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That's a long time to be out.

That's a long time to be out. Sad
They'll help him though. We'll stick with ya as best we can.
I'm glad you called someone and they are getting him attention.
*hugs*
I'm going to do what I can from here.
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<3 Hello! Trout isnt able to cuddle or sniff when Im glitched on the stump! But she loves Stitches! Do you want to know how I do that? Has anyone shown Stitches how to fly???? Laughing out loud

Edit: Oh crap! I just realized your dad is in trouble. I missed that post because the page got refreshed. *HUGS* I am sending good energy your way. Dont worry about flying for now, Trout will sit with you. C'mere. *pulls stitches over and keeps him safe*
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im scared. what if he dies?

im scared. what if he dies? where will i live then? im seventeen. i don't have enough money to buy a house or even an apartment. i don't have enough money to arrange a funeral for my old man. what am i going to do?!


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For now, you only need to

For now, you only need to rest and hope. Dont worry about the future until it is here, all of those things may be a mute point. Hopefully he will be okay. *hugs*
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He'll be fine. Medical

He'll be fine. Medical science works wonders.
If things do take a turn for the worst, they will have someone take you in until you are 18.
But don't worry. I promise the doctors will do everything they can. If he's made it this long, he'll survive for you.
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Everything has to be good.

Everything has to be good. You should to stick on this time. You are strong and you can this. I believe. Do not despair so strongly.
*stroking him*
And it is a small gift in the form of snow. <3
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I am really sorry for what is

I am really sorry for what is happening to your dad but you need to bring him to a hospital .
This is definetely not normal to be passed out the whole day ....
Sounds like liver failure like someone already said .
Maybe they can help him ...but if you leave him like this at home ...it will get worse .
Sends "Hugs" to you , you are in my thoughts !!
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I worry about you. Sorry, I

I worry about you.
Sorry, I was engaged in the educational project.
I want to know whether all at you be fine?
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hello everyone. my friends on

hello everyone. my friends on this site. my dad passed away today at 12:49 pm. they said he waited too long to get treatment for his liver failure. i believe it is my fault though because i didn't call anybody soon enough. somehow, the alcohol level in stayed in his blood, so every day that went by he got more and more poisoned. i have wanted so badly to end it before i came to this website and met all of you, and even more so now that i literally have nobody left.
for all i know, i could be the only Magellan left. when i got the news, i cried for like 5 hours after that. i don't think theres any water left in my body at all. Union keeps coming into my dad's room, only to remember that hes not there anymore. i feel dead inside. im sorry for not coming to the site or the endless forest to see you guys. i was at the hospital waiting for my dad to wake up.
there was an insurance lady who came to talk to me about my choices as an 'orphan', which i don't like to think of myself as. one choice was to pack up everything i have and go to a place where they could keep me until i moved out myself, or keep living at my house with someone who comes to check on me everyday until i move out. i chose the latter. even though it reminds me so much of my past and my father, it also reminds me of the good memories ive had with him and union. thank you so much to all of my friends for encouraging me and sending me good vibes. i really need them. and LunarPriestess, thank you so much for the present. :') i haven't seen snow in a very long time.
i don't want any of my friends to worry about me or what will happen. i will keep coming to the site and go in the game just like i used to. hopefully, though i hate to say it, hopefully there will be at least some good out of this. i cant imagine there being any, but just like one of you said, its better to be alive than dead.


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I am so sorry for your Loss

I am so sorry for your Loss .
You will be in my thoughts and if you need company , you can come to Fly to sit with him !
I hope life will get better for you soon .
Stay strong ...i really don't know what else to say ....
Hugs you !!
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This is very bad news. I

This is very bad news. I waited for you, thinking about you and was very worried about you. I understand your feelings. I think I even feel with you. I weep for that too. Now I want to hug you and and press you to my body. You now very much needs in heat. When my father died, I cried very loudly that to us neighbors could come.
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i want to hug you, too.

i want to hug you, too. Flyleaf and you. but the only one i can hug now is Union. i wish i had neighbors, but our house is within a hundred mile radius of any kind of civilization or people. it was just the three of us, me, my dad, and our dog union. as much as it hurts me, i made a promise not to hurt myself or kill myself anymore. for my dad.


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If you have the feeling you

If you have the feeling you must hurt yourself think about us and the forest and come to the forum to speak with us .....,don't hurt you , ok ?
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;~; ok. i was wondering if

;~; ok.

i was wondering if anybody else in the forum has had thoughts of suicide like me before...?
i would love to relate to somebody right now.


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I believe in you. I believe

I believe in you. I believe that you will be able to endure it. I am sure of your forces. I will try to be always mentally near you. I think that your father will be proud of you. You are very important for me. All of us believe in you and are ready to support.
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I'm very sorry, Kyle. I wish

I'm very sorry, Kyle. I wish I could hold you today, but I know it won't help right now. Please stay strong for your father and remember that we'll always be here for you.
I was in that dark place for a long time too, but the forest saved me then.
I was told by the people in my life that I need to live for myself, but I know that when you can't see yourself in any light it's impossible. The truth is, you do live for those who love you. And there's always somebody who loves you. I know we do.

In time, you won't have to remind yourself as often and it will be easier to heal. For now, feel free to share any pain here so we can wash it away with our love.
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With love, for you.

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you guys are like the family

you guys are like the family i never had... online.
thank you Flyleaf, for the hugs. *sends orphan hugs* -_-
thank you FairyClock, for the words of encouragement. i realized a chilling thought when you mentioned that. if i had never found this website, i probably wouldn't be here typing to you right now. i probably wouldn't have lived to see my dad die. and i wouldn't be here to see how much people who haven't had any physical or visual contact with me could actually care about me as if i lived close to them.
and thank you LunarPriestess, for the sweet message you wrote. i don't know how i would've gotten by without you guys..

it amazes me. ;;


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Who knows, can in the future

Who knows, can in the future we will be able to meet.
I would be glad if it happened.
But I wanted to be with you right now. <3
Stay strong. *stroking on a cheek*
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maybe your right. its a

maybe your right. its a possibility
though i am pretty shy face to face with someone new, it is a possibility. Redface


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I too. *hug* I think, I know

I too. *hug*
I think, I know now to what I will aspire.
I must to see you at least once in life.
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i think your aspirations are

i think your aspirations are amazing. o-o
i don't know what to say. i would love to see someone other than the lady who will keep coming by to check on me from now on.
i still don't know what to say to something like that. but even if we don't get to see each other, it will have been amazing talking to someone who cares about me like that. ive never met a person in my life who was like that to me.


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I still very much want to hug

I still very much want to hug you. Know that you are not alone. I would be very glad if I knew that I really can help you on this distance.
I soon should go to sleep. Sad But tomorrow I can be with you in forest all my night (your day). And I think that I can be with you in forest on the next week, because I will go on vacation week in school. <3
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I hope you don't mind that I

I hope you don't mind that I am resting here with you. My heart is heavy and I feel like sketching us together.
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no, not at all. actually, i

no, not at all. actually, i feel like im not alone in the endless forest even though im basically alone in reality. it makes me wish i were an animal i'd at least have someone in my family. anyone.
as for me, i'm taking a break from sketches and art right now. from just about everything. i find it strange, but food has now seemed not to taste as good as it used to. ive lost the will to get up from the floor to do anything. i hope its just a symptom of loss and not anything serious.


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If it continues, make sure to

If it continues, make sure to tell that woman who visits you. I'm sure it's just the shock of the loss.
Since you do have an animal companion, be sure to keep Union close. Cuddle, play, make sure he gets fed.
I spent a mourning period with a dog that seemed to calm down when I needed comfort. They'll lay with you and comfort in a way only animals can. They have a sense for unseen pain.
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they do, yes. union usually

they do, yes. union usually seems to notice when i feel sad or angry and he'll be all up in my face as if to say, 'what, Kyle? whats wrong?' sometimes i like to think of him as a person trapped inside of a dog's body. its his personality that makes me wonder. feeding him wont be a problem. he knows how to stalk birds and squirrels. most of the time he kills a squirrel, but once he caught a white dove. it also made me wonder because i almost never see white doves in this part of the woods.


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sorry about that. internet

sorry about that. internet dropped. I'll be on tomorrow at some point, but mostly on here.
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its okay.

its okay.


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Well Kyle... I just got

Well Kyle... I just got online and caught up with whats been going on.

We all care about you so much, and I wish I could better express the compassion I feel for you. I am so so sorry. In fact, I am struggling to even figure out what to say.

You are such an impressive person. You came into my, and many others lives here on the forum out of the blue. We have watched you literally transform. You are strong and brave and I believe in you. I am here for you as well when you dont feel so strong or brave.

I will look forward to seeing you here and in the forest. Keep in touch, okay?
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As soon as you will come here

As soon as you will come here - please, write how you feel yourself. It's very important. Do things that soothe and give you good feelings. Control and observe your emotions and if something is sick, it is also an alarming sign.
Immediately write about it. I do not want you getting bad and you fallen into the abyss of depression. I know that now you will be hard and sad. However, the main thing that do not become worse to you. When I was very bad, I sit down on the floor and listen to music. It helps me and after a while I feel better. It's like music therapy for me.
The first time - the most difficult. I want to track your emotional condition, because it worried me.
So if you feel of any alarming sign - write me.
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This little note from Lunar

This little note from Lunar was so sweet !
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Thanks. When I wrote this

Thanks. When I wrote this note, I wanted to transfer all of my empathy. I wanted to put all of my faith, as if I was holding his hand. I wanted to give him the strength that he moving forward his way.
After all he is important for all of us.
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Q-Q i don't know what to

Q-Q i don't know what to say. i still don't believe how nice you people are here, its incredible.
i did tell the woman yesterday that i couldn't eat, and she took me back to the city where i acquired yet another medication on top of all the other ones for a.d.h.d that i take. theres got to be some better way to get over problems than just popping pills.
i guess your right Toya, i have changed somewhat since i got here. i never had friends, which is the most obvious thing that has changed. i didn't really have much hope for living or for accomplishing anything, either. i guess that's changed, too. i not exactly what you would call strong, and union's probably a little more brave than i am, but thank you. i try to be.
and also since you mentioned writing, or rather typing my feelings down, Lunar, i'll do that now:
its only been the second day without my dad, but it feels like its been a century since i last saw him. i cant sleep well at all. well, not as good as i used to anyway. but that dog sleeps like a rock, i tell you.
i tried sleeping in the woods last night and surprisingly i slept half the night. union and i like sleeping on top of each other. the feeling of another body, whether it be human or animal, calms me down. touch seems to calm me down. music, too. when i'm angry, ill listen to metallica or screamo and scream with them. sometimes union will howl with me. after that, ill always get sad and listen to piano pieces.
i want to cry, but nothing will come out. i'm as dried out as a raisin in the sun.


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I don't know you and you

I don't know you and you don't know me, but I caught wind of something tragic and found it's source.

I am here to say I am very, very sorry for your loss, all three of my grandparents passed away this year, you're not alone in any sense. The last time I saw my grandfather well was Christmas day, then he went downhill. My grandmother followed a week after he passed. My last grandmother only weeks ago. I've had thoughts of suicide like you, you're not alone in that either. Everyone here has issues and the forest is a wonderful way to cope and help get support for things that trouble each and every one of us.

Again I am sorry for your loss, if you need anyone to hang out with when me or Cro are in the forest, you're always welcomed to join us. I send thoughts and happiness your way for you and Union and hope everything will be OK in the long run. You're strong, you can do anything, you just have to believe in yourself. I'm crying as I write this because I can feel your pain, but know you're in my thoughts. I wish you the best of luck.

Remember, you're never alone.

So, so, so sorry to hear

So, so, so sorry to hear about your loss. I totally wish I could give you some real help. I don't think I can tell right now how much I regret you. Life is such a hell towards some. D': I feel with you so hard. I can't just find any words right now. Again I'm so sorry to hear about that.
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The main thing - that you ate

The main thing - that you ate and slept in time. If not to observe it, can become worse only. Therefore surely you eat and sleep, even when not really there is a wish, well?
It is correct when you go for a walk in the wood. Fresh air and walks are useful and furthermore the beauty of the woods has to calm you.
If to you it becomes suddenly bad, you can vent it on paper. Usually after that becomes better.
You can't cry and it is normal. You are suppressed, I know, but you will gradually depart from this state.
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Lunar is right. You can only

Lunar is right. You can only hurt so much until you are emotionally drained. Take care of your body and it will be easier to take care of your brain. Drink water. A lot of it.

Lean on me
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;-; thank you. i was crying

;-; thank you. i was crying as was reading that. im glad that there are people who i can sympathize with about loosing someone you loved tremendously much. my dad was a great man, when he wasn't drinking. he was the only one i that i knew who was actually physically related to me. he wouldn't tell me about my mother; i suspect that he didn't really know himself.
thank you for the invitation. i don't know you or your friend, but I'd love to hang out sometime. thank you, too for the thought and happiness. *now sends good vibes backs to snail*

you're right, im not alone. not when there are other ppl who can feel with me and what ive been through. :'J


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If you want distract

If you want distract yourself, I can make it.
If you want I can show many interesting things for you.
I can show you photos from my life, I think, maybe it will be interesting to you.
As soon as you will want - I can show or tell something. <3
Communication about something usually has to do better.
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You never feel brave when you

You never feel brave when you are being brave. <3
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<3 FairyClock, i love it Laughing out loud thanks a million; it really seems to reflect what ive been feeling the past few days.

and LunarPriestess, i would be more than happy to hear and see stories of someone else's life for a chance.

Toya - that's interesting. ive felt that way, too sometimes. i wonder why that is?


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I had already gone to bed.

I had already gone to bed. 6:00 am. But if you want, I still will not go to sleep. Tomorrow I'll tell you story.
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Many thank yous for the

Many thank yous for the feelings of serenity you've passed my way, I'll be sure to keep a steady flow to you when I can. Yes, there are lots of people here that suffer similar fates to losing loved ones even of us losing members to tragic times. But we all are one big family on here, and we hope to help you acheive your goals of happiness with whatever help we can provide even if we're not there in person.

It sounds like you live in the country, are you in the United States? It's okay if you don't want to tell me, I fully understand.

Oh, Cro is my character, I refer to both of us as separate beings. Here's his bio if you're interested in finding him. He's a really gentle stag, even though he's scary looking, lol! :b

Also, I love your pictogram, it's so adorable. ♥
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Well. I think that I'm to

Well.
I think that I'm to begin in a short story of me.
I guess I'm a man of extremes, because sometimes I find around me many fun things and I laugh in my thoughts. And sometimes I do not notice something around me and feel full of calm.
I am afraid that in the future it will be a maniacal depressive psychosis, but in this time I'm fine.
To a word, I want to be a psychologist. It is ironic.
Most importantly in psychoanalysis this is apperception.
I'm good at socionics (is something similar to MBTI). According to MBTI my type is INFP.
Often I have some ideas. Most often funny. I also have a white unicorn and I believe that.....he is my son. (I'm fine).
I tried to write poems and stories, as well as painting and taking photos, but I restless and dreamy for this. In general, I almost have not skills.
Although it seems that my main ability - survival. How bad would to me, I first stopped, but then I think something and move forward on my way. I believe that endure it all. And I want that you to take this skill from me. <3
I can show you photos that I do. Also, if you want, I can read you something in Russian, and you'll hear my voice. (In English I will not read because of the terrible pronunciation. I will be ashamed).
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Snail - yes, i think i am.

Snail - yes, i think i am. my dad never told me while he was alive, but sometimes i'd listen in to his phone conversations and catch the word Alexandria. i looked up the name of places in the united states and i found it in Louisiana. so i guess i must be living in that state. besides, every year before this one he would take me to this party where people gorged themselves on gumbo, chicken, and king's cake and throw beads everywhere. i think he called it 'Mardi Gras'...? Cro is your deer? that's cool how he looks like a zombie deer (thats what i learned from some of my friends on this site when i first came here) i think this game should have android deer, too though because theyre awesome.
im sorry. i clicked on that link for his bio you sent me but it said page not found..?
and thank you about stitches pictogram btw. i wanted to play this game because the woods reminded me so much of the woods around my house. at first i thought the sign up page just chose a symbol for you and you had to go with it, but later i discovered that you can choose from a bunch of symbols and i felt really stupid. but i just went with the smiley face. i actually wanted to feel happy when i looked at it because happy isn't a common feeling for me.

LunarPriestess - thats an interesting story there. i almost didn't know what to say to that for a moment.
well i guess studying the brain or thought patterns is cool. i don't know what MBTI is, or if your that type if it means good or bad? but it sounds really cool. most of my ideas are dark sad and often i think that if my life ever does turn around for the best, my attitude about it will take a long time to change with it because its how I've lived most of my life. i don't think theres anything wrong with that. sometimes i think of union as my son. hes the only one i have now so i guess i can think of him whatever i like. i used to know how to play the ocarina, but i lost it in the woods years ago and i wasn't able to find it. i would attract birds and everytime union would hear me play it he layed his head down in my lap. i draw sometimes, too. art is interesting for me but i usually use dark colors so when its finished and i look at it, i crumple it up in a fit of rage and throw it as far as i can away from me. survival is a good skill to have for anyone, especially if you live in the woods like i do. im currently putting together a book of all the edible plants, tools, and tips to use when surviving in the woods. photos of anything would be nice. i think Russian sounds really awesome (to me, who doesn't speak it), so you don't have to be ashamed of your english. English is really hard to learn, even for ppl who for them its their first language.


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