This is Violet's/Rosie's diary. Feel free to read what happens to her in The Endless Forest!
Also, please note that the stories with my characters: Eoron, White Dove and Azura; are made up. Other things have happened in-game.
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06.02.2012
It was like I was long gone... I don't want to be like this... But today, I felt I'm coming back.
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I was long gone, and I hate to be like this. I came back.
While living at the depths of The Forest, in my own madness, I have grew up. Childhood and teenage is almost history. But what differs me from acting like that? I may do it once again. Act like a fawn. Like a small deer.
While living in my own madness, I've realised what is reality and what is imagination. I learnt to heal, to heal deer from their pain and sickness. And with this ability, I've rejuvenated myself... My health and my legs... My disease and my ilness. I've healed myself. I'm healthy now.
Now I can heal. Now I can actually do something for them, rather than just to be company.
But today, as I came back to the statue of Twin Gods, I told them, that I'm back.
And I was. I already met some friendly deer whom I spended time with and laughed much! My happiness, former happiness and craziness came alive! After running through many landmarks with many deer, I rested with the main deer who I was with at The Playground... Although I thought it was Honigmund, it wasn't...
After a little rest, those two deer who accompanied me there fell asleep. I was still awake and met a stag, Mishka. He was humble, but I didn't know how to act. After that little while, Mishka left, but he was an enjoyable company.
Finally, I traveled around The Endless Forest, met some random deer and one deer who walked on water and seemingly invited me for a swim. I hovered over The Pond and continued my trip to The Ruins, which I took an unoccupied place on a broken column and had the time to rest.
28.11.2011
Today, I was looking for some familiar deer. In this deer swarm, I only could find Herla sleeping with the friend stag. Her friend seems very important to her, so I wasn't going to interfere. I hoped to find Tamun, Rumen or someone, but no. I also miss Federweber and Honigmund... Nayu! Oh well, I hope I do find them somewhere someday. However, what I did found were some nameless... I taught them some tricks and befriended them. At least someone to interact with. Everyone else had their friends, and I didn't want to interrupt anyone, if I wasn't going to be stabbed... Okay, I am kidding in that part. I haven't seen such maniacs that would stab a teen doe randomly yet.
23.11.2011
I have not written in this diary for a long time. What a quiet day for The Forest. I haven't seen it so... Peaceful and sleepy before. I went to the Twin Gods' Statue and mooed. My voice echoed different from what it was before. I see I'm not a teen much more... I'm soon an adult. An age where you are more... Mature. I ran around The Forest and tried to interact with any deer, but all were almost sleeping. I went to many landmarks, but really... All the deer were like... In a great slumber. I had a shower at the Crying Idol, I investigated the mushroom circles, I crossed the river, I hopped at The Playgroung... Then I finally went to The Birch and found my old sleeping place. Autumn has wore it out, grass has died a lot, but some blue flowers have bloomed. I'm resting here right now... In the... Quietness I've never heard before. I can't hear the birds... I can't hear the... The trees wave---neither the grass... I can't hear the nature's voice anymore... Is this a dream?
25.10.2011
Ohh, what a day for not fun. I met dear Deltskel again, but I wasn't interested in fun. I tried to dance, have fun and play with him, but I was quite sleepy. Also, I saw a weird zombie deer hanging on tree branches and dancing and greeting us from there. He was like a bat, upside down. He was quite funny to watch. Later (All the time we were at The Pond with Deltskel), I went to the pine tree near The Pond with Deltskel and had a talk and a nap there.
23.10.2011
Who knew meeting old friends and BZD can be such an experience? Well, I didn't learn absolutely anything about healing (and this day, I didn't care), but I met many fun deer at The Pond after coming out The Birch and having a talk with Herla at The Twin Gods. After that, Honigmund Habasi came, after I played with many fun deer (gosh, I don't remember their names anymore). Well, and then we had a small dance tower, we danced and danced! Soon, I had to take a nap, because having fun so long could be tiring to my legs (oh, and moving to my legs isn't all that good, so I have to take rests... And I should say, I have to cool down my party craziness), so I slept for an hour, and then went to see if Honigmund's around. I heard her at The Playground, where BZD was too! I immediately went there, where everybody had a big dance party. I didn't see anyone familiar at first, but after dancing for a while, I saw Honigmund and Tamun! I went to them, and long-not-seen Anogelia came there too! So we danced for a while, and after things cooled down with BZD resting then, we sat down with Honigmund and Anogelia. Tamun went his own way for the while and met a deer he knew (I have seen that deer too, but I still don't know the name!). As soon as BZD woke up, deer started to run in a herd with them. I jealously looked after them, because I wanted to run so badly, but I stayed near Honigmund. But soon, when they went farther, I couldn't resist and galloped after. With BZD, we galloped through some landmarks of The Forest and went to The Twin Gods. We had a dance party there, with all my friends joining and we spent rest of the evening much there, with the crazy party and crazy dance music! I loved this evening, but soon, I couldn't help much after this fun but to sleep.
21.10.2011
To writing again! I'm now at The Birch, hiding in deep grass. Although I didn't learn much today, I strolled around the forest and found Herla practically under the bridge, also under lotuses. I greeted her and she didn't seem to recognize me again. She was actually quite angry... Well, I sat at the shore for a while after watching her underwater for a while and then went to sit on a lotus leaf. But then Herla took a few dips of air and walked on towards The Idol. Well, I followed her ashore, and when we reached there, Herla took a small shower. To not show rudeness, I walked around not so keenly watch her. She invited me for drink and so I did take a few sips. As soon as she came out, we met a stag named Idaho. That stag was sleeping, but soon woke up and saw us talking with Herla. He greeted us and we talked for a while. After that, we exchanged words with Herla while the stag sat near a tree quietly. Soon, we fooled a bit around and Herla fell asleep after another conversation. We talked a bit with Idaho and soon, after a rest, Idaho felt sleepy too. So I came to The Birch to be alone with my own thoughts for a while. Nothing special.
19.10.2011
Oh myyy! Thank you, little White Dove coming to my aid again! Today, I woke up with the little white dove on my back. She saw my wounds were badly bleeding again and suggested tea leaves! Now I know tea leaves can ease some bleeding. At grass seems bad to it. Well, at least the little birdie is lovable! I have a quiet place where's still no one, so I can be alone and happy. I'll better stand up and look around for things to learn and meet some deer who can suggest me things to know! Yes...
I strolled around The Forest again. I went to The Crying Idol, meeting Big Bunny, small Ciel and a white albino deer there. I snuggled into Big Bunny's fur for a while and watched him guard over Ciel. I wonder if there's anything I could do for him. Then that albino deer woke up. We played, danced and met up. I think he's a friend. While the old deer rested and played when I had him up to the legs (teehee), I met up a new wonderful stag. I'm sitting besides him. Well, when I was playing (also to tell) with the albino, I found out water has refreshing effects and could clean wounds quickly. My wounds got better, but I feel it's not good when I run around with my wounds. I'm trying to be equal with the others so they don't think I'm weak. But I have to keep care of my wounds, anyway.
Well, after that I met the stag, a doe (Or a young buck?) came. Well, we all played a bit, had fun, and the stag got me a lovely dark real deer pelt. Well, it was beautiful and suiting to my mask and candles! After that, the albino deer had to leave. The stag's friend came then and I took care of an another poor fawn. Everyone snuggled up around me, hehe! The red deer (friend of the stag) fell asleep, and I played around with the doe/buck and soon, Herla also was near Ciel. It came out the poor sweetie was the adopted fawn of Herla! Well, Herla stayed near Ciel, and the doe/stag left. Then the stag remained awake and now, I am resting besides him in contentment.
That stag rather fell asleep... I guess I need a sleep, too. I'll take care of Ciel and keep a lookout for the fawn.
18.10.2011
Welcome, new day! I visited Big Zombie deer Azura told me today about! Boy, was he big, like Eoron! But Big Zombie Deer was scarier, but way happier and more fun! Well, I went away, to look around. Herla's sleeping now near The Twin Gods' statue, and I'm writing beside her. There isn't much to do besides sleepy chatter and writing here.
Oh well, Herla's deep asleep now. I'll take a stroll in The Forest and watch if Big Zombie Deer is anywhere.
No, I didn't see Big Zombie Deer. But... Now I am sitting besides a quiet, private place I founded for myself. A new small spot to be alone. The Blue Bowl (I call it the circle of trees in Birch) is now full of deer so I can't be alone. No deer wanted to talk, everything was so sleepy! And besides, I scratched my wounds open again... Damn... Look at that blood roll on the grass. And it hurts so much! I need a break... Away from others... I wanted it to be in The Birch, so I searched for it. And I found it. I found a place, in green grass, hidden in blue petals of long flowers, in The Birch Forest, alone, with a birch tree I claim my own. A perfect place. I don't want anyone to see my pain, I will stay here. I've been thinking of it: I want to become a healer. I have lived through a long pain with my legs, and I will learn from my mistakes, help others for not to suffer the same fate. I will learn with herbs and birds, alone. I wish White Dove was here. She's a bird, too...
I want to be alone... I want to be with my dreams.
16.10.2011
Nothing much... Stroll-around, birdwatching and sleeping near The Pond. What a quiet day...
15.10.2011
Days pass quietly. I've left alone my last entry I wanted to write. I have much more to write, as I have much fun with deer here in The Forest. Suffice to say... I went to The Twin Gods' statue, and I met so many great, lovely deer there! First, Rumen and Tamun and another two deer they were with. When we were hopping around with Rumen and his friend, I got a new peacock pelt! Well, Rumen liked it, and I like it too! Shinyy! Now I am as shiny as good ol' Rumen. He seems like an uncle to me. Maybe I have to talk to him about it how great he is for me? Well, we hopped crazily to The Playground's main rock and we met many deer there, I mean, they came to us! Flyleaf, Big Bunny and much more deer I didn't ever know! But we danced, played as one like we were always friends! I loved that evening so much, it was just wonderful! We also sat together in one long line, enjoying the wonderful atmosphere... But soon I fell asleep. I needed rest, well. It was an awesome day!
11.10.2011
I'm sitting besides a tree-deer. He seems so mysterious. I believe he was a deer before. But what is his name? Who is he? Why is he like that? I don't know. But the atmosphere around him is so peaceful. Like a tree sprouting, growing into an ancient deer. Ahh... At least now I have time to write here in my diary. I am sitting besides Tamun and Rumen. Tamun supposedly knows Rumen. Well, I feel good here. Oh goodness, can you hear that? What an annoying fawn mooing here... Nevermind. I should write what I did today. I woke up there when I last saw Herla. Of course she and the other deer weren't there. Well, I went for another stroll in The Forest... And I apparently met some deer. I had fun near The Pond (Again... I mean, The Pond is so famous, hehe!) with dancing some deer, some friendly deer. I can remember two of the friendly deer, but they didn't tell their names yet. I can remember a mini deer from the previous day... It was near The Pond, as well. Everyone hugged me near The Pond... Don't know why. But some deer purely feared me. I HATE THAT KIRIN PELT!
Well, soon the deer left and I wandered around The Forest again. But deer kept away from me whom I greeted because of that cursed Kirin pelt. Soon, I was tired of all this... Nonsense and I wanted to go back to my circle of trees at The Birch. But, in a sunny patch before The Birch (where was sleeping a love-pair...) appeared a flower crowned fawn to me. I talked with it a bit, until the fawn left it's own way and I met a deer I became fond of. Too bad I didn't know about him/her much. It was such a... Mysterious deer. Well, it gave me my dear Magpie pelt back! The classic pelt with it's white stripes and green and purple shine! Yayy! Teehee... And, then we talked, danced, played until we reached The Pond. And here my current storyline ends: I found my place with Rumen and Tamun here.
Oh my, White Dove's here too. She's sleeping on my back...
10.10.2011
Today's a day. Some kind of. At least I feel good, and my wounds don't seem wounds anymore. But it was a stroll, a long stroll before I found SOME kind of activity. Well, I was circling around The Forest when I finally got back to The Pond for a third time, but I saw good old Rumen there! The same old man (For me, teehee!)! With some other deer, we had fun playing around here! Playing and playing! But then, I smelled the scent of Herla and I heard her near The Crying Idol, so I thought to ran there. I sat a long time with Herla, whilst greeting passing deer and then following Herla to some spots. It took quite a time, but when Herla was lastly sitting in a sunny patch near a deer she probably knew, I fell asleep. I was quite sleepy, to be sure...
07.10.2011
I am quite happy today. I strolled around The Forest, meeting deer, until I met this deer named Deltskel and another fawn named Jeremiah. We three got into close friends. We played with eachother and had fun! And I think Deltskel... He's great. I suppose if I don't have a... Crush on him? Well, if I do... Nevermind, but Jeremiah is an awesome fawn! Very great one to spend time with! I am so happy I can be with friends. Especially these days. My rut diary's quite boring. Not much entries there. But at least something in The Forest is special with this rut. It's... A likable atmosphere.
Also, I met White Dove and Azura at once. We played a bit around and talked about the few past days. Obviously, Azura's days are much more boring than mine. Poor Azura. She really had hoped something great would come from this event, but it's all about luck and anything.
05.10.2011
YAY! The Gods have created twilight! This is gorgeous, all red! And I'm sick of the green Kirin pelt and the green Magpie feathers! Today, I have got my antlers my candles from a deer, and I'm in a super mood! I have been met Herla, whom I've befriended immediately. She was a very good doe. And I was happy to be with her, play with her. And those stupid wound on my legs don't matter. I can feel my green eyes are rose red today! Well, that's not true, but I feel splendid. How much did I say that already? I saw also Tago, a brute deer whom Azura talked me about. Well, he seemed, but I don't know if Azura's opinions are always good for me. Nevertheless, I feel great! Herla also gave me a dark pelt with a white underbelly, like the magpie pelt, but a little different. And that's good for twilight! My mask seems to suit every weather, teehee! Now, what?
03.10.2011
So, here I am, in my new diary's first entry... I wonder if I will ever change this diary. Well, anyways, to this day. I was wandering around The Forest and I met a couple of deer. There were two of them near The Pond. I sticked to them and they turned out to be fun, but they seemed a bit... Strange to me. Can't tell what it is. Angry for something? Lately, I look over my shoulder much. Well, I hope I can get my legs healed so I won't be so scared all the time. Those wounds seem to affect my mind... Well, I had fun with those deer, jumping with them, following them and so on. They turned into frogs and crows! And that female, seemingly female deer turned into a giant crow! It was so awesome, to jump with them. I went to sleep near a mushroom circle. I loved this day. It was quite peaceful, but the depths in me are so... Trembling.
Oh my, that entry is short... But I am happy!
Rejoice! Teehee! Actually, I've just got a new diary. Making an entwined diary could be quite fun, and it was! And I wonder where did Whitey got these papers from. Heh, only more for my little diary! Well, at least now I can write properly.!"
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Thank you! C: I'm always
I'm always happy when someone reads something about Violet... She's such a lonely doe, lately.
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Mishka'll look for Violet anytime now, though c=. Hope to see her soon.
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I have been inactive often so Violet doesn't have many friends always around... But I always try to be on TEF more. And yes, I will look forward meeting Mishka!
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