And some chatting:

I’ll start of with: I’m missing screenshots. I don’t know what happened, but they got swallowed. So I’d still like to thank Hycanith for sitting with me. I didn’t really know if you just liked to sit with me or if you would’ve rather played, I’m sorry bout that. But it was nice of you to search me out!
So back to the visual aid. Yeah there was some monarch-pelt-party going on. I was pretty tired though so my activeness didn’t last long. I was glad Virgil was feeling the same. Later on that day, we hung out at Red Hill to chat a little, playing as well. When all of a sudden this deer runs up to us…
Ehm.
Well I blacked out and fled. Virgil followed me on a distance and later came to calm me. We were also playing with another doe who seemed quite worried. I’m sorry about that, it won’t happen again. I guess. Virgil tried to cheer me up with some silly games but to no avail. I went to sleep not long after.

The next day was Wudiin’s birthday. I met Ellen, and invited her to come sit with me. Ofcourse her crazy uncle didn’t want to sit with us because of that, but that’s actually quite a proof to something isn’t it. So, other people came to sit with us as well to remember Wud. I went off to walk around a little later. I met some deer then, who gladly played with me. They were kind.
You know, even when you know he’s long gone you still hope to see him at such a day. Such luck is not to me, though. I guess I lost my mind a little after that…
So I decided it’s not healthy anymore.
And hereby I quit.

I had been denying all sorts of company. Whoever’d come to sit close to me would feel the cold breeze next to them quite soon, as I would’ve moved. Damn I was angry. Maybe I still am. I went back to my spot to calm down, and Walter came to accompany me. Why didn’t I shove away then? Because I felt like we are quite the same. The tiring ‘I’m so sorry for you.’ Just didn’t do it for me that day. Walter wouldn’t have to say a word, but I know he’d understand, and I’d understand him in return.
So I sticked to his side like glue that night. I’m glad I did, even if I might’ve annoyed him at some point. I think I became a little obsessive. That won’t happen again. Anyway, maybe I’m ready to go into the company of others again.
Though, maybe, I am not.


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Hmm, this one feels a little short. Hmm. Has been more as a week though. Ohyeah, I'm missing screenshots. I think I know what went wrong, but it's still annoying. I also had a day in which, if I'd screenshot, I'd get an error. So eh. If you have screeny's of Polt and your deer, but they don't seem to have been mentioned here, post em XD <3
Polt has been going around with my moodswings this week, and because of a certain breakdown, has broken down as well.